Do You Know?

=D

2011-03-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling so tired and sleepy for the past one week. So sleepy that I could just fall asleep when at an instant. Sometimes I even forgot to off my study table lights that sets up some sort of a romantic atmosphere. Life as for now has been good. Its a lil bit stressful but that's just how it is.

Hmm.. Thinking back on the decision I made, I definitely made the right decision for myself. I feel so much happier now in many ways and it was the right thing to do. I definitely did not regret it =D Well, I actually feel happy and contented most of the time. lol.

I just got a haircut after 4 months. Half of my hair is gone and my head feels so much lighter.

ok laaaa, i gotta sleep now. bye!

Sleepy!

2011-02-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

This week itself, I've felt Tired, Slightly Sleepy, Super Sleepy, Knock Out and Cranky. I have yet to experience the final stage of sleepiness.

Favourite Drink

2011-02-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

My all time favourite drink after Iced water is Bubble tea. The Original Pearl Milk Tea.

I used to get it at Each-a-cup at Ampang Point Outlet but not anymore. Now, I'm loving Chatime which is at Pavilion KL. Too bad I can't get them all the time. =/

It was only Just a Dream~

2011-02-12T00:16:00.001+08:00

Love this song! I don't quite like the version originally from Nelly but I prefer this version by Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie.

Life Updates I

2011-02-08T01:04:00.012+08:00

Excuse me for my lack of updates. I've been lazy to blog these days. So, if you're still reading my blog, I love youuu!! lol. =D Thanks for putting the effort to drop by.

As you can see my chatbox on the right column has been spammed by idiots and so, don't bother posting anything there coz I don't think I bother reading it anymore. I might even take out the chatbox, well.. later lah!

Life so far has been... well okay, I suppose? I have my ups and downs but life has to go on. A lot of things happened for the past couple of months and definitely there are a lot of changes as well. I'll be turning 20 this year (omg, I don't feel like my age) and I have more responsibilities, more things to worry and think about, more time spent on building up my career and much much more.

For the past 3 months I've been thinking and stressing out on so many things. Studies, career, relationships, money, time, my health, parents and definitely my future. Having all these spinning round and round in my mind like plates of sushi's from Sushi King passing by, almost never ending. I spent my whole day, almost everyday thinking about all these things and its frustrating that I can't have a solution for all of them.

Recently, I just got my A-Levels results. One thing I could say is that I'm not happy with it. I saw my hopes and dreams crash and burn with just a click of my computer mouse as I saw the grades popped up on my computer screen. I felt numb for awhile and for the first time in my life frankly, I felt totally lost. I felt like I didn't know what the hell was I doing and what am I supposed to do at that moment. For the next few days, I was not in the mood for anything and it went on like that for the rest of the week. I even came up with this crazy idea to stop studying, stay home, get married to a billionaire, become a housewife and produce babies. =/ Stupid me, i've spent so many years studying all my life with all those sleepless nights, fevers and stress just to end up to become a fulltime housewife??! No. Crazy ahh?? Even if my future husband is filthy rich, I don't ever wanna end up being a stay-at-home mummy. Girls, we gotta' be independent and support yourself. =)

What about money? Well, its Chinese New Year.. So, I got alotta Angpau's? teeheehee. Okay, lets be more serious here. Money will always be an issue we all talk about no matter how rich or poor you are. Things are getting more expensive these days or maybe its just me, that I've been spending too much on expensive things despite loving cheap and if possible, free things. lol. Money ain't easy to earn. So people, if you're too rich and you don't know what to spend on, spend on me(or ppl like me). Pay for my education so that I can have more and better choices. Don't spend it on unnecessary things like building more skyscrapers or bridges or go to the moon or whatever that are useless.

Time is of the essence. Time is precious. time is definitely running out. From now, I'll be quite busy, busier than before. It has been giving me headaches thinking about time, in general. *exhales*

For thr past two or three months, I had fever twice already and its not a good sign. The most recent one would be during the first night of CNY when I was at my hometown, Batu Pahat. I was so unfortunate to fall ill where my whole family and relatives had the chance to actually meet up and enjoy each other's company. Instead of doing that, I spent my days sleeping with tissue papers everywhere. I don't know if it has a hay fever due to allergies to my cousins dogs or theres a possibility that its the weather or stress or I'm just unlucky or its just everything I've just mentioned. sighs. Now, I feel so much better except that i have flu, nose block, dry throat and a coarse voice from time to time. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

My parents, Aww, I love them to bits although I don't show it. They're getting older and I'm getting more afraid and worried for them. I don't wanna like mention it but they're getting old. You know what I'm talking about don't you?? =/ Hmmm. I just love having them around and I can't imagine how my days would be like without them. I wish that they will forever be blessed and showered with happiness, good health, prosperity, long life, luck, love and everything nice, especially my mum's cooking skills. =D

Relationships. I'm a bit sensitive and personal when it comes to this topic as it is a sensitive and personal matter.. I prefer keeping this to myself and I only share it with the people I can totally trust. For all I can say is that I never regret for what had happened between us and what we had. =) We may not be right for each other as more than just friends but we'll be okay. I will always remember and cherish the good times we had and I'll keep them close to my heart. Whatever bad memories we had was just a part of growing up, the experience and its just life. It has taught me to be wiser and careful in the future. I hate you and myself for all the bad memories we had. I still care for you and I will always remember you. Thank you for everything, for caring for me, for being there for me, for loving me and everything. A big thank you to your family too. =) Take care, Afiq. I wish you all the best in whatever you're doing, especially the things you have passion for. I would like to apologize for the mean things I said, the arguments I caused and all the things I did which hurt your feeling when we were together. For all that, I'm truly sorry. You know, it will take me some time to actually let this settle down before I move on. Moving on is never easy, it never was and it will never be easy. Moving on does not always mean we gave up. It heals. As much as i don't believe it when people told me, trust me, time will heal the broken heart when you move on. Just, don't give up trying again. Don't be afraid to love again. =)

Huaaaaa! I feel so emo now and its draining my energy. =( I don't feel well. Besides, my throat and flu are killing me. Need to sleep.

I've got lots more going on but that's all I'm willing to share for now, until next time... =)

p/s : nunca te rindas! =D

I wanna be a billionaire~ So freaking bad~

2011-01-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

Saw this book quite long ago from Kinokuniya KLCC. LOL

Of broken promises and disappointments

2011-01-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

source : here.

pop!

2011-01-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings. =D

I've been.... hmmm. busy? on and off I suppose but I have so much free time actually.

I'm getting so lazy to blog. like seriously. Inspire me.

I miss College.

2010-12-05T03:39:00.000+08:00

My A Levels exam ended two and a half weeks ago. My college days also ended two and a half weeks ago. Its hard to believe how so many things changed in one and a half years.

I've met so many people and made so many friends from all walks of life. I've learnt a whole lot of things in A Levels which is a deeper understanding about the world we live in.

Tunku Abdul Rahman College also known as TARC was never the first choice of colleges in my list. My parents were the one who persuaded me to study A Levels here. They said there is no point paying so much more on tuition fees like in Taylor's or HELP for the same paper that the whole world is gonna sit for. Except that HELP College is Edexcel whereas TARC and Taylors offer Cambridge A Levels. Being a banana in TARC, I discovered I wasn't alone coz there were many other people in the same shoes as I am. My lecturers are overall awesome people. They're dedicated, obviously very knowledgeable, hardworking and funny people. There are a few lecturer who were..... well, not so good in my opinion. Not so good in terms of delivering the knowledge. For what its worth, I'm glad that I chose TARC. =)

I can't sum everything about my college life in one post. I should have done that before but I'm lazy to do so. It has been a bittersweet year. After all the exams stress, sleepless nights, falling sick so many times and hours of studying, all of those things has come to an end. Despite suffering academically, I totally enjoyed the company of my college mates who never fail to brighten up my day. There were misunderstanding and differences in opinion and character, but thats just life. I cannot please everyone.

Now, I'm at home most of the time missing the days where I have to wake up as early as 6 a.m. and drive to college early just to get a parking spot. (coz I don't have a car sticker to park inside the college compound) I miss attending lecture classes where I get to chit chat with friends from other classes and sleep during Biology lectures coz it was really monotonous and boring. I miss having lunch with different groups of friends. I miss my chemistry lectures and Mr Loh, our Chemistry Lecturer with is sarcasm, funny and eccentric personality that never failed to somehow entertain all of us and boost our motivation to do better not just in our studies but as a whole individual. oh god, I miss everything..

Love this. Its so sweet!

2010-11-30T16:58:00.001+08:00

credits : leloveimage

Understand.

2010-11-29T09:08:00.002+08:00

credits : lovequotesrus

from boys to men.

2010-11-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

got this from tumblr quite some time ago. I can't remember where exactly I got it from.

Life.

2010-10-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

Today, I woke up listening to the sound of speeding cars outside my window, the screeching sound of the car brakes. The neighbour downstairs are drilling their walls. At this hour?

As usual, I rose up from my bed leaving my bed just as it is. I gave up making my bed 3 months ago. Breakfast was non-existent because I never woke up any earlier than 12 noon. Lunch was either leftover food or fast food or chicken rice. Sometimes I don't even eat because I was sick of eating out and I don't know what else to eat.

The best part in the afternoon was taking a bath. I looked in the mirror everyday thinking of whether or not should I wash my hair today? I'll flipped my hair around trying to make some silly hairstyles or trying to figure out if I should change my hairstyle. I realised my hair is too long already. Its length is more than enough to cover my breasts and for whatever reason, I don't wanna cut them and leave it as it is. My mum complains that theres way too much hair on the floor nowadays and also in the toilet. Obviously its mine. Even my room is filled with hair almost everywhere. My pillow, my bed, study table, floor, dustbin and even in my drawers. Yes, I'm losing a lot of hair but my hair is still as thick as it is.

I stay at home most of the days for the past 2 months. I barely go to college and I only go when I needed to. My exams took a toll on my sleeping hours and ofcourse my life. I spent the rest of my day locked up inside my room studying although I take very frequent breaks to the toilet, kitchen and sometimes going online.

For dinner, food was always take aways. I look forward for dinner because at least I have my mum and Elle around to eat together. I eat lunch alone most of my time. Occasionally with friends. My dad wasn't always around having dinner with us. Well, actually for the past few years , my dad was never together with us in one table eating with us. The 3 of used somehow got used to eating just the 3 of us. Even if he joined us for dinner, things aren't the same. Somehow its awkward coz I don't know what to say to him. My dad spends most of his time watching telly. I get very defensive if he were to scold me abt things.

I spend the rest of my night studying. I felt contented at where am I at that time. I know I was doing this for my future and sometimes I can imagine that I'll always look back and think about how much effort I've put in to do well for my A Levels. Sometimes, all I could think of is giving up. But I can never imagine how my life would turn out if I gave up. All i could think of is not giving up and continue to whatever I was doing. A levels is fucking hard. I can now safely say that I hate whatever I've learnt is high school because it was never enough to prepare myself for what A Levels has to offer to me, study wise. The reason why I felt like giving up because I keep failing in my tests after spending so much time and effort for it. But somehow or another I manage to survive. I've achieved results within my expectations and not by others.

I sleep at 3 am almost everyday. Sometimes at 5 am.

I've become lazy in certain ways because I am too tired to care. I've lost quite a lot of weight. I was 52 kilos in January and now, I'm 45 kilos. I've lost 3 sizes when I bought a new pair of jeans. After buying that pair of jeans, it finally hit me that I need to do something.

I realised I kept everything to myself. Almost every feeling, every anger, every sadness, every laughter, everything I kept it sealed within me. I do open up sometimes but I'm picky on who I let it out to. Once, I thought I had friends I could rely on and I shared my feeling with them and only to find out that they used whatever i said just to screw me up at the end of the day. People are cruel. Some pretend to be your best friend just to dig out information from you and use them to their advantage. That was a long time ago and since that moment, I trusted no one but myself. I trusted my heart on who to put my trust on.

For that, I'm ever so grateful for the people who were there for me whenever I needed them. I know that they will always be here for me. I'll never take advantage for their constant support. I apologize if I ever made any of you feel like I'm burden or sometimes annoying. LOL.

omg, I should stop here. I know I don't have many readers. If you people need anyone to talk to, you can always call me. I'm a good listener.

anyway, gtg! I just got a phone call one of my friend got into an accident! @@!!

Life is so unpredictable.

I want

2010-10-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

Picture credits to Elle

Bangsar's outlet is way much better than Times Square's outlet.

If only they have one outlet in Ampang. T.T

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiii

2010-09-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

This week would be my last week of college. I never thought that this will come knocking my door so soon. I'll be having study week from next week onwards. *exhales*

My final exam falls on the 18th of October 2010. It ends on the 18th of November. I'll be re-taking Biology for my AS Level. Hmm... I never thought I will redo this subject but I am. -.-

I've already started studying full time. No more fooling around as much as before. =)

Im hungry now. -.- Imma get something to eat and continue with whatever I'm doing. =D

Things

2010-09-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

I want us back to the way we used to be. The ones where we used to talk to each other. We used to spend hours and hours of non-stop talking.

We always have lunch together, sometimes dinner and breakfast occasionally. I miss the times when we were enjoying ourselves in each others company. I remember us being so happy that it really shows through our faces.

Now, things are monotonous and stale. I really wanna turn this around and relive those moments we had.
Or maybe thing happening right now is normal in every relationship? I hope so.

Honestly, I have a lot of things i gotta do but have a lot of things bugging me in my head and this is just one of them. I keep complaining about how hard A-Levels is and how stressful is it for me. Its time consuming andI have to study most of my time. Even if I have some free time, I feel uneasy. The things I enjoy doing like watching tv, online, shopping, sleeping and camping at the bookshop seems like a waste of time.

Sometimes, I'm torn between spending time with my boyfriend and my studies.. I know I can always put either of it on hold for a moment but I just don't like having to choose. I'm willing to pick any of it but I don't want to feel guilty for what I choose to do with my time.

I hardly do any outdoor activities for the past 2 years. I put it on hold as well. I used to wake up early in the morning to jog, take a bath and have my breakfast. I remember the times I used to go for a swim. I used to dance and I stopped for awhile due to several reasons and time is one of it.

Judging by the things I just wrote, I spend so much time studying and I don't get a string of A's on my results. Are my methods of studying wrong? Hmm... I don't know. So far, I only have average grades.

My social life is partially gone because I'd rather spend my time at home catching up with some sleep. Its not that I don't hang out with friends anymore, I still do but I spend less time.

I'm fully aware that whatever I'm going through right now is just another phase in life. A Levels is like a pass to University. The purpose of A-Levels is to fully prepare one to face the challenges that one may face in university or similar or probably worse. (depends on what course you're taking. HEHE =P)

I somehow can't fully express my thoughts here and I would end it here.

ps : I love you very much, baby. We'll be okay. I mean, we'll be awesome! =)

I need a booster dose of hard work, focus, determination and patience.

2010-08-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

I got my AS Exam results about 2 weeks ago. I wouldn't say I'm happy or sad with my results. Somehow I'm just a lil bit disappointed after all the effort I've put in. I may not be as hardworking or as intelligent as my other classmates but I've done everything within my abilities. I didn't score any A's which was not a surprise but I manage to score some B's and C's.

But anywayyyyyy, I'm not gonna give up! =D I've decided to redo my Biology papers for AS this October, together with the A2 Exam. It means I'll have double doses for Biology because I'll be sitting for 5 papers. I don't wanna redo everything because I think I would end up in a mental institution. =D

Looks like my hands are tied up. I seriously have a lot of studying, revisions and past year papers to do. My sleeping hours are so gonna be screwed again. Occasionally, I might just forget to eat. My mood will swing and you wont find me anywhere else because you can either find me in college or at home.

I'm also literally broke. Financially broke.

@@ I'll be alright..

"Teenage Dream" - Official Lyric Video

2010-08-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Imma put your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream
Tonight.

I loveeeee this song coz its really catchy and it somehow makes me happy. LOL
Love how Katy Perry jumble up those words in her lyrics. HEEHEEEHEE.

angry

2010-08-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

Im not happy, angry, annoyed, frustrated and someone please help me insert more unhappy feelings to complete my sentence.

Have you ever felt so annoyed and angry that you just wanna scream your lungs out?!?!
This is exactly how I feel right now.

Take note on the time I post this. Its almost 1 a.m and my schedule tmr ain't making me feel better.

UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-16T22:20:00.001+08:00

Cupcakes!

2010-08-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

I have a slight obsession with cupcakes right now for god knows what reason. Maybe the the feeling of being high with sugar. =DDDD

Elle and I were at KLCC last week. She dragged me to KLCC to see Yao Bang. -.-" why am I not surprise. Out of boredom, I saw this stall nearby the cinema and escalators.

Cupcakes!!

I've been eyeing on these colourful and attractive cupcakes for awhile now. So, I decided hey, why not I just give it a shot?

I got one for myself and the other one for Elle.

Its too cute to be eaten. =P

wow, this is so sinful.

The pink colour vanilla icing and its perfectly moist chocolate cupcake.

Not too wet and not too dry. I wouldn't really consider it moist actually.

Elle picked a Vanilla cupcake with Nutella.

I'm not sure how it taste like but it should be good. =D

Muahahaha!

Its gone!!! =D

I think i could eat 10 of these and not feeling guilty where all the sugar will go.

One of these cost RM5.

Kinda pricey for just one cupcake. =/

I'm torn between having to say its not really worth it and that its worth it.

Nonetheless, I'm feeling that its somehow worth it.

Now, I so wanna get just another one.. or maybe two. =D teheheheee

2010-08-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

If only you could understand how this heart feels.

As it would never feel the same way anymore.

Disappointments one after another. I want it to end.

or I will.

Golden Statue

2010-08-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

This was actually months ago. It was taken somewhere in April at Batu Caves. Yes, I went to Batu Caves. =D I never thought I would actually.

Its my second time here but it felt like its my first time here. My parents brought me here when i was really young. Probably I was four or five that time. So, that doesn't count I guess. =DDD

This trip was like a last minute thing and I'm so glad I didn't turn down this opportunity. If you're wondering what in the world I'm actually doing here, do look forward to my next blog post. ooh! I wasn't here to pray or pray some respect but I somehow did?? LOL.

Meet "the other" Boyfriend.

2010-07-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

=) <3

Stargazers

2010-07-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

I've got flowers! =DDD

I got home from college and I was surprised by this,

I could smell the sweet scent of it when I stepped into my room. This sweet-smelling lilies is like a breath of fresh air with a little bit of peppermint-like smell. Seriously, I love the scent of it.

oh! Guess who was it from?? =DDDD

HEHEHE

I was really really surprised coz it never occurred to me at all arriving home after a tiring day from college with a bouquet of flowers.

In my heart, I felt like like jumping for joy like a 5-year-old child. =P

Anyway, I did some research to find out the name of it. It took me quite awhile to recognise it coz there are SO MANY different types of lilies.

These lilies are called the Stargazer Lilies. I like the name. =)

Its an Oriental hybrid lily and it is named Stargazer because it blooms facing the sky. According to wikipedia, stargazer lilies are toxic to cats and humans (?) - causes diarrhea if ingested.

Looks like that mr. loh dont have to kill cats with cyanide. This plant shall be a better alternative =P (internal joke)

OMG. I can't stop smelling it. My whole room has this sweet-smelling scent of it.

I absolutely, definitely, really love it, baby
Thank you so muchh!!!
I Love you! =)

p/s : the flower pollens are scary. I can't help it but to pluck it out to avoid myself from sneezing/runny nose.

=O

2010-07-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today, I was informed that I'll be sitting for my Chemistry Test tomorrow.

wtf. TOMORROW!!!!!

no, i'm not on meth. lol.

This is so last minute.
Most of my classmates said that they are prepared to flunk it. =D

Awesome.....

The Plan

2010-07-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

GENIUS!!!!!!

All I need now is to be able to juggle my time with "it", exams and homework. =DDD

The end of my holidays.

2010-06-28T00:16:00.002+08:00

Its the beginning of the third semester and it would be my last semester. My Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS Exam) is over.

I'm still trying to adjust my sleeping hours coz they're a lil bit off. I'll end up feeling really sleepy and I'm like a dead log by 5pm every afternoon.

I spent my holidays watching movies, going out, dim sum with friends, spending time with my "nasi lemak", helping out on my cousin's birthday presents and cake and rotting at home.

Oh! I went to Arnold's house with Mei Yean, Terence and Mun Hoong to hangout and we played The Game of Life. LOL. I was married with 3 kids, I was a Accountant(initially) with my of $70000 and lost my job and became a hair stylist with an income of $30000 and lost my job AGAIN! I ended up being a saleswoman with an income of $20000. That's just life.... on board games. =D

After almost half a year of missing out on movies, I finally had the chance to actually go to the movies. I've watched The Prince of Persia, The Karate Kid, The A-Tean (which Afiq and I had so much fun laughing) and Toys Story 3.

Afiq opening his present which I will elaborate on it on another blog post. =D

During the holidays, my auntie and uncle from Perak came down to KL for a holiday. So, I get to meet them and my little cousins.(pictures on are on my previous post)

There were some conflicts happening and I really don't like what I'm hearing. The shouting and yelling on the phone, 3-4 a.m phone calls from my house phone which wakes me up and yada yada yada.. With that, I completely lost my respect for someone who is elder and supposedly wiser than I am.Well. for now I just hope everything is okay now.

and..

This is me, rotting at home during the holidays.

This semester, my schedule is way better than my last semester.

I love my time table for Tuesday and Wednesday because I get to go home early. At least my time table this semester isn't as packed as before. Luckily, I don't have to take Malaysian Studies which is compulsory for the new batch of A-Level students. HEHEHE.

But, having more free time also means that I have to spend more time studying. =( I need to brush up with my A2 syllabus and continue studying (omaigod, I'm really really tired of studying). My next and final exams will be in October which is 3 months away. HOLY CRAP!!!!! =X
My AS Exam results will be out on August 12th 2010. T.T

Parent-Lecturer Day is coming up next Saturday. T.T I just wonder what my lecturer's would say about me. Hmm..

Cute!

2010-06-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

My cousins are sooo cute!=DD

=DDDDDD

The eyes. =P

Whoa.... What's that?!

Let me help you!

This is mineee!

She got a Hello Kitty Bag.

I want one too. =(

Oh, please don't grow up..

Carbonara and Meatballs @ Chinoz

2010-06-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

I've always wanterd to try the food at Chinoz On The Park at KLCC but never really got the chance. Its my third time here and its the only time I remembered to take some pictures.

Sometimes, when you're hungry it just never occured to you that you should take a picture. You just eat. =D

Iced Peach Tea.

Parpadelle Meatballs Pasta

approx. RM 23-26 I cant remember.

Its awesome. Love the meatballs! Juicy, tender and you just want more.

The paste is alright. I just love their meatballs. =D

Across the table, there's the typical Spagetthi Carbonara which is according to Afiq, its one of the best Carbonara's he has ever tasted. hehe.

Its the same price as the meatballs pasta.

Afiq and I went do Delicious! at One Utama and their carbonara was too cheesy that I could smell it from across the table. Some prefer it to be more cheesy and some prefer it otherwise. I ordered some Corriander Mushroom pasta which was so tasteless even after I added some pepper. Maybe I picked the wrong food. Or the cook forgot to add some salt. I didn't even finish half of it. LOL.

I'm craving for Korean BBQ now. -.-

Dark Chocolate

2010-06-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

Remembered the Dutch Shortcake I posted earlier?

I just found out it is 380 calories per biscuit.

Its equivalent to one fried chicken and a glass of teh tarik.

Oh! theres another type of biscuit my mum bought from Marks and Spencer.

I don't really consume dark chocolate at all. Maybe once in a blue moon but I think this one is an exception.

Its not as bitter as I expected with the buscuit underneath the coated dark chocolate, its just perfect!

The chocolate is not those cheap hard flaky kind of texture. Its soft and melts in your fingers(if you hold it too long/too hard).

I forgot to take a picture of it. XD

Terence, mei Yean and Jeremy loves it! =D

Im so gonna try other types of cookies or candies or biscuit from Marks and Spencer.

I need...

2010-05-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN.

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses.

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused.

I need motivation!

2010-05-17T23:29:00.002+08:00

I feel very unhappy right now. 11.29p.m

i love cookiez. =D

2010-05-15T21:34:00.001+08:00

I'm just ever so in love with food. Pastries would be the top in my list of favourite food. Cookies, cream puffs, cakes, tarts, pies, croissants, and yeah, you get the picture right?

You could get this at Marks and Spencer at RM10 here in Malaysia.

Pastries can be or ARE fattening.

Maybe that's why I love it. =P

Fattening food are just awesome.

French Fries, Ramlee Burger, Cheesecakes, Nutella Chocolate Spread, Nasi Lemak, Fried Bananas(Pisang Goreng) and and and lots lots more!

Don't you wanna take a bite out of it? =D
Just one bite? HEHE

Heeee. =D

2010-05-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

Cream Puffs.

2010-04-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

I almost forgot how much I've always loved cream puffs. My mum used to tell me, when I was young (3 to 7 years old) I'm like obsessed with cream puffs coz I always ask my mum to go to King's Bakery to buy cream puffs. I was living in Cheras back then.

Ever since I moved to Ampang, I totally forgot about cream puffs. I totally forgot about the existence of it until earlier of this year when I bought some cream puffs for Afiq since I was in Pavilion and he was gonna pick me up. He gave me some to try and I remembered! =D

I love the powdered sugar topping.

I love the pastry cream/custard filling.

Its hot on the outside and cold in the inside.

(pictures taken by MOMO, Canon 500D) except for the last one i took from some website.

I bought the cream puffs from Beard Papa's at Pavilion. Its kinda expensive. One cream puff cost RM3.40. But its delicious! =D

I so wanna eat the custard fillings now! @@

Banana Leaf Rice

2010-04-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

Vishalachirs in Brickfields is so far the best restaurant that serves Banana Leaf Rice. I haven't tried the other dishes coz its only available from 4pm onwards but I love their Banana Leaf Rice. I didn't take any pictures coz I was starving like I haven't eaten for days.

After college yesterday, I went with Theeben, Jeremy and Arnold. The three clowns. LOL. The food was awesome! fulfilling! Every time I think of it, I feel hungry.

I've tried the Banana Leaf rice at Taman Melawati but its not as satisfying as the one in Brickfields.

oh! There's another one! Restoran Raju at Jalan Gasing, PJ. Afiq brought be there a while ago and I'll be back for more! I haven't tried their banana leaf rice coz I was that hungry at that moment. I had some other dishes and it was really really good that I forgotten Afiq was there. HEHE.

After my AS Exams are over, its food binging time! hmmmm, maybe not binging lah. Afiq!!! Lets go to Raju's again! =DDDD

2010-04-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.

My Car

2010-04-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

I never thought I would inherit my mum's former car. It still look as good as a brand new kembara although Perodua don't produce anymore Kembara's and Kancil's. My mum has been driving this car for 9 years already. I think its high time that she should get a better car.

This red car, is officially mine. =DD Thank you Mummy, Thank you Daddy!

Good Times. =)

2010-04-10T00:05:00.104+08:00

Last week, I was invited to Jimi's and MeiJi's Surprise Party. LOL. We did one for Meiji last year but without Jimi.
XD

It's also more than a year ago Afiq and I met. =D

A lot of things has change over a year. Exactly a year ago, I haven't got my driver's license, I'm not as busy as today since college haven't started, and yeah, there's plenty more.

I drove to Wisma UOA near pavilion from home. I was stuck in a jam for 1 hour 30 minutes. I was dead bored that I started singing out in the car. When I arrived, I was too tired to celebrate since I had a long day in college. But I still had a great time over there. =)

My expression over here is priceless.

I dropped the salmon sashimi into the bowl of soya sauce and wasabi.

Someone's scared of the salmon.

=DD Coz I coated the it with lotsa wasabi.

HEHE.

I was trying to cheer myself up and try to act awake and lively but I'm too tired to even eat. I sorted of wasted my RM60 all you can eat japanese buffet. But I can assuse this, Saisaki is like 50 times better than Tenji at Mont Kiara. Why? Because saisaki has more choices of food, I don't have to travel so far(minus the jam at peak hours) and its worth way more even though I pay the same amount at Tenji.

I really like this picture a lot. =)

A few nights ago, you made me laugh till my stomach hurts because of some silly thing. HEHEHE.
Sometimes you pretend not to hear (or I thought that you didn't hear) the things I mumble/say but you actually heard it and listen to whatever I saw mumbling/saying. =)
I always beat you in every game he challenged me. MUAHAHAHAHA! I really did it, without having to put up a puppy face expression. =D
You love ELMO coz you said (or I said) its red, has big round eyes that could pop out anytime and has a squeaky voice.
You ran towards me when we saw each other, like we haven't seen each other for weeks and gave me a big hug that my feet wasn't touching the ground.
I'm so gonna drag you to go to the Dentist the next time I see you. You're not gonna wait till I graduate to get that tooth done.. HEHE

Okay, I'll stop here. =D Goodnight!
I need a lot of sleep while I can afford to do it before the exam fever starts again real soon.

This week.

2010-04-09T23:29:00.001+08:00

There's nothing much going on this week. I've been, sad, disappointed and emotional. I got almost all my exam results back and its not a pretty sight. The only subject that I scored well was Biology. I got a B for it which its an achievement because its really not easy to get a B. Cambridge marked up their grades. Why, oh why??

Oh! I found my childhood friend through Facebook! =DD I found her when I was on Afiq's profile and I noticed a name that was really familiar, Aryssa. I didn't know Afiq knew her. And oh! She knew May Lyn and Eunice too!!I was really jumpy and overjoyed that I found her! =DDD Its been a really really reallyyy long time. I miss her so much! Before she shifted house, we used to go to each others house almost everyday after school. We have dinner together, played barbie dolls together, watch tv together, play at the playground together etc etc etc. I can't remember some of the things we did coz its 10 years ago. SERIOUSLY, we lost touch for 10 years already. @@

On Tuesday, I went for a badminton session with my college friends. =D Theeben invited me and I wasn't sure whether or not should I go or it. It has been ages since I last held a badminton racket. Hmmm... So I went for it anyway. We went to Sri Rampai Sports Complex near my college. I had an awesome time with you guys, Joel, Wye Kik, Jeremy, Tze Jian, Theeben, Ivan, Vi, Cynthia and Mimi. =D We should do it again!! Although, my shoulders are not feeling good coz it aches like mad . Pictures are available on Ivan's blog.

Dumbasses who don't know how to cross the road.

2010-04-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

Foreign workers/people seriously need a course on HOW TO CROSS A ROAD IN KL.

You cannot just come running on main roads like there's no cars around. This goes to bangla/nepal/similar countries who just cannot cross the road properly. This also goes to ladies who are lazy to carry their baby strollers up the pedestrian bridge to cross the road and come dashing in from nowhere that my jaw literally dropped and I had to hit the brakes real hard. Luckily I was alert enough that I didn't hit you ladies down. Its a bloody main road and there was a pedestrian bridge and cars are everywhere. You ladies still have the guts to cross with your baby in your arms??

Honestly I wouldn't simply cross the road because I value my life and I don't want to lose it to the fact that I did not use a pedestrian bridge or look left and right and making sure it is safe to cross.

Another incident while I was driving back home, I was driving quite fast. These group of bangla people come dashing out on jalan ampang. Again I had to hit my brakes real hard coz you people were practically taking a stroll on the main road like its a damn freaking park. I had to stop and wait like forever for you dumbasses to cross the road, while you jerks were taking your own sweet time. I just wished I could've knocked you guys down if it teaches the whole bunch of you people to cross the road with a civilised mind.

I think chickens can cross the road way better.

Hmmm?

2010-04-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

My Trials exam ended yesterday. I was overjoyed by it.

I've been having constant headaches for the past 2 weeks. Even panadol doesn't work. I hope I'm okay. Even after the exams are over, I'm still having headaches. whyyyyyy?

I went to Pavilion with Elle right after college to watch How To Train Your Dragon. Loved it!! I can't seem to drag Afiq to watch these kinds of movies with me coz he said he doesn't really enjoy these cartoon type of movies. =.=

I wanna thank someone too. You know, if you shop more than a certain amount in Pavilion you'll get 2 hours of free parking?? LOL. It was my first time driving to Pavilion. So, I went to the reception counter to redeem my free parking hours and the guy told me "I'm so sorry miss but you must spend more than RM200 to redeem your free parking hours" I was like.. "Owh. Really?? I thought it was RM100?" Damn, I felt kinda embarrassed.

Then he told me that their management increased it starting from the 1st of March. Then only I realised that I have been locking myself in my room for a month. So, I took back my parking ticket and when I was about to leave, the guy called me back. "Errr misss! I think its okay, I'll help you redeem your parking ticket. But, only for this time, yeahh... =DDDD *big smiles* " It was really nice of him, really. I couldn't stop thanking him. Thank youuuuuuuuu!!! There are still kind strangers out there. =D

Today...

Today wasn't a good day for me.

This is what I'm feeling right now.

When hardwork turns into a disaster.

or for some, a beautiful piece of picture

My next exam is in a month. One month.

It will be my real AS Exams.
It will drag on until the first week of June.

I can't afford to stop now. I just have to carry on studying.

updates REMEMBER! YOU PPL MUST STUDY 10 HOURS A DAY!!

2010-03-20T21:19:00.003+08:00

I've been......

Studying? =D

(for illustration purposes =D)

Studying as serious as this.

As in for real. Not just for these few weeks but it will go on like that for the next two months.

I quote from Mr Loh.

"You people, you better buck up I tell you. You have to study at least TEN HOURS a day so score well for your exams."

This was before Chinese New Year.

He's been telling us to study like 10 hours everyday if we want to score an A for AS Exam. He says that all the time. T.T

I just recovered from a viral fever that has infected my mom now. =X

It was pure torture to study while I'm sick.

So, its basically the same thing going on over and over again these days.

Exam starts next week Tuesday.

I have 3 papers on the first day which is Applied Maths, Pure Maths and General paper. The rest of the subjects are scattered on random dates.

My plant has flowers now! =DDD
After 1 year, there's flowers! After 1 year because I never really took care of it. teeheee.
Since I start watering it everyday now, flowers are blooming!

I wanna sell off my Nokia E66. I don't know how much I could get or who would buy it. We'll see. =D Its still look so brand new. except for 2 tiny scratches.

Still look so brand new right? =D

Things I can't stand (Updated : 12 March 2010)

2010-03-09T21:49:00.008+08:00

Kinda lazy to elaborate but these are some of the things that either annoys me but not enough to piss me off or it annoys me and pisses me off or it just spoils my mood altogether. There are some blanks which I'll fill in from time to time.

1. Sucky Maxis/Hotlink and Digi line at my house.

2. People lying to me even after I found out the truth.

3. Feeling hungry while having classes.

4. PMS

5. Hot weather. You know when you can feel your skin burning??

6. Chalkboards.

7.Not getting a car so that I could drive home from college.

8. Studying nowadays feels like you're studying for SPM everyday. Its as if SPM is tomorrow.

9. My long fringe which are poking my eyes and nose.

10. Having trouble looking for a scrunchy or rubber band to tie my hair up. So, I had to used a pencil instead.

11. Cleaning my tremendously messy room with books and papers everywhere at the end of every week.

12. ~~I can't stand it that I don't have a Blackberry. LOL~~

13.People who don't usually call me, AT ALL calling me just to ask someone else to reply to their messages or calls or whatever. If its important I don't mind but if its not, it definitely annoys me to the max. I'll be annoyed at both parties. What am I now, a postman?

14. I have to actually argue with my dad over the TV remote coz I don't get to watch my shows. He literally lives at the couch in my living room. Not that I watch TV that often. Sometimes I only watch TV once in 2 weeks.

15. People on facebook demanding(facebook message) me to add them as friends. AND adds me back even after I ignored them.

16.

Happening CNY

2010-03-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

I feel really lazy to update. So, there wont be much updates for the month of March. My Advanced Subsidiary (AS) Trial Exams are just 2 or 3 weeks away.

Omaigod...

So here are the lotsa stuffs I've been doing during CNY. These are just a lil bit of it. I wish I could upload more pictures but there's just way too much, like i've mentioned before.

My cousins, Nick and Jane.

My cousin, Albert and his wife, Hwai Min (aka my cousin-in-law) with Rocky.

Cybercafe at my Grandma's house during CNY..

My aunt's candid pose with her food.

I just love this picture. =D

Macho man. XD
Theeben.
I was terrified when I first sat in your car. Your driving skills are awesome. I mean it for real, awesome. Speed with control. =D I'm not scared at all right now sitting in anyone's car regardless of how scary it is.

Yong Tau Fu at Bandar Baru Ampang.

Oh yeah, Elle is so well known among my college friends. =.=

=D The 3 clowns.

Muh Hoong yang Sexy, Mei Yean the... blur? (XD) and Denise the ..... HEHE

My pretty girlfriend, Mei Yean. <3

CNY at my place.

Joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll~~

Wye Kik and Elle. See, how my sister is actually bonding so well. hehe.

Oh ya, Afiq and I went for Paintball as Astaka, PJ. He brought me to Raju's Restaurant and it was awesomeeee... =DDDDDDD

I so love this picture. Its just that....... Only my head could be seen in this picture. =(

I love mei yean's expression. HEHE

Let's just hope we wont die in vain. XD

Mun Hoong trying to avoid his nails being smudge.

We were so randon that we ended up at Ampang Look Out Point after my CNY Open House.

I like my legs.... HEHEHEHE

Oh dear, I better get my butt off the computer.

=D Toodles!

updates!

2010-02-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

I know I have not been updating for a long time. Its not because I don't have time. Its because when I have free time, I'd rather do something else rather than blogging.

There's too many things going on right now. I have lotsa pictures here in my computer that I wanted to upload it but the amount of pictures is way too much and it will take a long time to upload it.

I wanted to upload pictures when I brought Momo to College. Momo was the centre of attention. Beautiful pictures were taken. It was also the perfect timing since everyone in college was wearing either red/pink to celebrate pre-Valentines and CNY.

Liverpool against the red devils, Man. United.

But that's not what we're celebrating.

It was also Ivan, Ivy and Peng Peng's Birthday. =D

SN10EGH celebrated their birthdays in Korean Village near Ampang Point. =D

All of us had an awesome time there.

The next day, Friday,

My family and I as always drove back to my mum's side hometown in Batu Pahat, Johor.

I've always love spending my CNY over there coz I'm much closer to my relatives on my mum's side compares to my dad's who lives in KL.

Had a lil bit of fun over there.

Some days were boring some were... bearable.

The fun starts after I return home to KL.

Open house one after another. The pictures are all of facebook.

A week of holidays is not enough. I was just starting to enjoy myself and it had to end so fast. =(

Mei yean, Mun Hoong, Terence, Theeben and I were enjoying ourselves painting each other's nails. =DD

okay, i just lost my mood to blog.

im quite annoyed all of the sudden for a reason.

sighs.

Shopping with Elle.

2010-02-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

I haven't shopped for about 2 months already. T.T

So, I finally had the time on Friday since I finish my class at 11 a.m.

While waiting for Elle to finish school at 12.30 noon, I was walking around KLCC with a growling stomach. I was so hungry coz I didn't eat anything for breakfast.

When Elle arrived, she was like

"Eh, let's go eat chillis."

I was thinking of eating Subways but then again..... HEHEHE

Here we are at Chillis! We got a long and huge table for 2 person. =D I was satisfied coz I've got lotsa space to sit and dump my bags.

My all time favourite, Bottomless Tostada Chips!

I love their salsa dip, coz you're hot and your're cold!

Elle's meal, something that I used to order.

Grilled Fire Chicken Portobello.

Notice that its a heart-shaped chicken?

My not so mouth-watering meal. =(

It didn't taste as good too.

After Chillis, we walked to Pavilion.

I love their Grand Entrance and will always do.

I look forward for every festivals coz Pavilion has the most creative or one of the most creative and attractive festive decorations.

You can see the ever so bright red lanterns from a distance. The deco was simple and I like the simple things that captures my attention and makes me go "oooooooh" and "wow!"

These lanterns look like dangling candies. =DDDDD

The Fountain.

Someday, I'm gonna get a Coach handbag. @@

A few strange incidents happened while we're shopping. One of it was a lady photographer from The Star newspapers randomly came up and asked Elle and I to pose for her with the decoratios at Pavilion's Entrance.

Both of us were like "oh why not", its just a picture. Both of us posed awkwardly coz we were being told to look fascinated with the flowers. LOL.

Our legs were about to break from all the walking. not that we're wearing heels coz we're wearing sport shoes. We came up wit this radom idea to watch a movie called Fame. I thought I would regret watching it but it was actually a great movie.

The movie made me feel like dancing again. =)

The end.

I really really can't wait for Chinese New Year.

HELLO!

2010-02-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

Just so you know I'm still alive. =D

I've been a lil bit busy these days. Gotta finish up tutorials, read up my books, past year papers and catching up with some sleep(sort of).

I feel so tired everyday after college. The long hours of being in class and the weather isn't helping either. The weather is just too hot and I can't stand the heat. I've got 2 ulcers, one of my gum and the other one on my tongue. Wuwuwuwuwu!! Damn sakit okay....

I wanna blog abt some stuffs but I'm a bit lazy. teeheee.

Can't wait for Chinese New Year. =D

You Can Do This

2010-01-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

on your JUSCO member card.

and no, I did not edit or Photoshop this.

I wonder who's card this belongs to? HEHEHE =D

If I were to make one for myself,

I think I wanna put Beautiful Denise or maybe Sugar Babe or Sleepyhead or maybe Phenolphthalein or 2-hydroxy-2-methylpropanenitrile. =D

Ignore the last one.

Chemistry test!

Listen to my heart

2010-01-25T17:31:00.030+08:00

I'm 19 this year. Another year older but I still feel 17. In a way I could say that I'm still young. Its hard to believe that 2009 flew by so swiftly.

Being 19, There are still so many things in the world, somewhere, waiting to be explored. When I was 16, I had a picture of me in a few years time. Thinking back about it right now, what I had in mind before was completely different. Things change with time.

What I'm trying to say is that I can't predict the future, no one can unless you have an amazing gift from up above.

Anyway, ignore what I've just written.

*

About my previous post,I feel like I should elaborate on it. Usually, I keep my thoughts all to myself. I keep it safe and locked in my heart. Its not that I don't wanna share it with people. People always say sharing is caring. However, it is not applicable for all circumstances.

Based on my previous post, I just feel insecure. I was afraid of making the same mistake I did before. I was feeling lost coz I have so my questions in my head without assured answers. I worry way too much.

I understand almost everything you've told me. It was the same words that someone once told me, just that its in a different sentence. We're still young. Still very young. There are a lot of things the world has to offer and it would be a waste not to explore them. The temptations are seductive. The urge to try new things is hard to resist. Who are we to stop it?

I do get a lil bit jealous but its natural for one to feel this way. But, I don't wanna stop the people I love from doing the things they want. I don't want to be the reason or excuse for that. Except when the things involved, would put their lives in great danger, I'll do my best to stop it from happening. Its because I care...

I hurt us. I hurt you. You hurt me. and I hurt myself. Somehow or another, I am terribly Sorry... =( As cliche as it sound.. From the bottom of my heart I am Sorry..

I just want whats best for us and the people I dearly care for.

I'm ready for the things that has yet to come. I may not take it well as I find it hard for myself to adapt to changes but one thing is for sure, I will move on.

But for now...

I wanna concentrate on what I have in life right here, right now. I can't change the past, I can't predict the future but I can do my very best right now, to appreciate what I have, to love as much as I can, enjoy my teenage years as much as I desire and to be happy. =)

The greatest thing you'll ever learn in life is to love and to be loved in return - Moulin Rouge.

A not so lovely week.

2010-01-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

For the past 1 week, I felt different. I felt emotionally different. I don't know if my heart changed or it stays the same because I feel different.

I feel tired. Physically and Emotionally, I'm tired. I really am. College starts as early as 8 a.m. At 7.15 a.m, I am already in the car with my dad nagging at me. Not a good start for the day. It has been going on for almost a week and I hate being nagged at every morning. When I'm in college, its the only time where I don't remember the pain I have in this heavy heart. In college, is where I met Stress.

Stress makes me worry. It makes me work hard for what I want to acheive now and later on in life. I'm worried. Sometimes, I worry too much. It has come to a point where I just don't give a damn anymore.

The things I have to study and the work I have to finish, piles up.

I got home from college. I was dead beat. Afternoon naps are my escapism from reality. I feel contented that I dont have to worry for a few hours in a day. Sometimes, afternoon naps turns into a 12-hour sleep. I'll be awake the next morning, getting ready for college. The cycle repeats.

For the past 1 week, I felt really different. I don't know where my heart is. I start to question myself what Love is. For a moment I knew what Love is.

I could spend hours talking on the phone with never-ending things to tell you. Even if we hung up the phone 5 minutes ago.

I used to go to sleep feeling contented and blissful because I somehow feel that the next day would be another day I felt like I could jump around with joy written all over my face.

I love the way you wrap your hands around my waist.

I love it when you talk to me in that cute voice which makes feel like pinching your cheeks.

I love you more than I love Banana Leaf Rice.

I always believe that it is vital to be truthful and to be honest with yourself, with life and also the people you love.

*

Now, since the day I told you to go home to Sherlock Holmes, I felt like I've lost part of my heart as it filled itself with void.

I couldn't look into your eyes the same way anymore because I see it differently now.

My feelings fluctuates drastically.

I keep reminding myself what we've gone through, the things you do that brightens up my day. Sometimes, it makes me smile every night before I go to sleep. Hoping that this sad feeling will go away and hoping that it was just temporary.

I accept it for what it is.

I gave Love a chance.

It still hurts.

and for now, I'm lost with words.

I just wanna sleep....

*throat thickens...*

I hate being pressured.

2010-01-18T18:26:00.001+08:00

Today will be one of the days where I'll be having a headache after my college ends. College started two weeks ago and I know I shouldn't be complaining but I feel so pressured almost all the time.

Being an assistant class representative gives me more responsibilities and adding more weight on my shoulders. I don't know how Larry, my class representative does it. My job to collect money from my classmates for their tutorial books.

I really hate collecting money, I tell you. I'm not joking! I seriously hate collecting money from people. I dislike having to ask money and keep track of the amount I have coz I can't have extra and I definitely can't have less than what I'm supposed to get. Maybe having extra is better than having less. But anyway.... I hate collecting money from people like an Ah Long.

Though.... I wish I could keep it for myself. =DDD

LOL

No way that is ever gonna' happen.

Besides collecting money, this year's syllabus for all my subject are..... kinda hard.

Lets Start with Mathematics. It is divided into two kinds. Pure Maths and Applied Maths. Pure Maths is like whatever you learn in your Form 4&5 Add Maths plus a lil bit more stuffs. Applied Maths is Statistics, Probabilities and theres Physics stuffs too!!! @.@

I dropped Physics in my first semester because I know I wouldn't do well in it. In my high school years, I never gotten and A for physics. The highest I've scored was a low B and that was once. Usually I'll get a C or a D. Surprisingly I got a B3 for SPM. I'm not good at Physics. I can't accept that I have to calculate the speed of a bouncing ping pong. But that's not the reason why I dropped that subject. I dropped it coz I know that I wouldn't do well and it wouldn't look nice on my final result.

I thought by dropping physics, I wouldn't be doing much of physic-like questions. I know a few questions are unavoidable but I can't believe its one of the topics in Applied Maths. Oh dear... I don't like question 11(b).

As much as I can complain, I still have to do it.

Biology.

I think I read this 10 times and understand half of it.

So, I read it again and again and I finally understood it. =D with some help of past year papers and exercises.

Chemistry?

I don't wanna talk about it.

Its depressing. T.T

***

I'm worried.

A-Levels is not easy. T.T

Unless, you're born a genius, that will be a different story.

I don't think I need anything that could distract/burden me so that I could accomplish what I've signed up for and to do well in it.

Lets say if I didn't do well and I can't study Dentistry for Degree, I think I wanna open up a Candy Store.. =DDD

or I can be a Dentist AND open up a Candy Store.

Contradicting right? XDDD

or I'll join Shao Wen to sell Kari Mee

or help out Mei Yean at her Nasi Lemak Shop.

LOL.

I'm just joking.

Galler Chocolate edits : more pictures

2010-01-12T21:32:00.001+08:00

Galler Chocolate.

Its one of the very few chocolate bars I could really eat it in one shot. I love how the hazel nuts blend perfectly with the chocolate. Unlike any other chocolate bars, the hazel nuts aren't as hard as rocks and the amount of hazel nuts in it are more than enough to satisfy your taste buds and the love of chewing nuts (LOL).

I hate it when the chocolates I love are not sold in Malaysia where I can just get it anytime I want. =(

Japanese Food with the love ones, New year's Eve Celebration & Mike and Leny's Wedding.

2010-01-10T14:44:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to blog about so many things but I've been having the "Lazy Disease".

Two days before the year 2010, I met an old friend. I dont mean, old = tua. He's a friend I haven't met in years and it was a pleasure to hang out again after such a long time.

He's back from Scotland for the Christmas Holidays and we manage to contact each other and tadaaaaa! Here we are in Chinoz, KLCC.

Jia Weii.

***

So, In case you might wonder what I did on New Year's Eve or where I went? and with who?

This year, along with Elle, Ji Mi, Joon Hong, Afiq and I, we drove up to Bukit Antarabangsa. Instead of going to all the crowded places like KLCC, Bukit Bintang, Pavilion, One Utama, Look Out Point etc etc, we decided to go to a place with lesser people and we had the whole view of Kuala Lumpur.

There were fireworks everywhere popping like colourful mushrooms. =D

We were standing on someone's backyard so that we could see the view better. HEHE

A shot by Joon Hong.

After the fireworks was over, we exchange wishes and hugs and sealed with a kiss.

Our resolution for 2010 are in our heads ready to be listed down one by one.

We decided to stay for awhile at a large field behind people's backyard. =.=

It was a large field actually, like a playground and those people's house happened to be there.

After that, we went to McDonalds for supper like we did last year. =)

It was simple and I loved it.

***

I don't remember what date is it but here's another makan session. I was so excited to watch Sherlock Holmes but for some reason, we didn't watch it.

This was me when we're on our way. After getting to know I couldn't watch the movie, I was a bit disappointed.

Elle and Afiq had an amazingly odd craving for Japanese food every time we go out. I'm not really a fan of Japanese food was feeling very reluctant and somehow or another they manage to drag me into the restaurant.

I love Unagi

and raw Salmon. =D

Since both of you love Japanese so much, next time you people have to eat what I wanna eat.

Indian food. =DD

Banana Leaf Rice! Chapati!

***

On the 3rd of January 2010.

It is the day my cousin, Michael got married. =DD

My family and I attended the wedding that was held in Great Eastern Mall.

Every time my parents get an invitation to a wedding, ESPECIALLY Chinese wedding, my sister and I would feel dreaded to go for it. Like every other typical Chinese weddings, they'll have it in a hotel or a grand Chinese Restaurant. This time and for the first time ever, I was really eager to actually attend the wedding.

My parents.

Oh! The wedding dress code was ; A Touch of Red.

Knowing myself, I don't have that many clothes which are red, So I was forced to wear this,

I don't usually wear like this for wedding but this time it was an exception! =P

My cousin was really creative to have the wedding venue at a Japanese Restaurant. (OMG, Japanese again =.=)

Location : Great Eastern Mall.

Come to think of it, I realised I haven't seen my nieces (Yes, I'm an Auntie already although I don't feel like one at all.) in ages!

I also haven't met my Auntie who sent me two boxes of Dominos pizza through delivery and I was so confused coz I didn't order any pizza. I actually called up Dominos to find out what actually happened. In the end of the day only I found out that it was actually from my Auntie. =) Awww

She's another poser, I tell you. Very photogenic.

I was so looking forward for lunch coz I was actually looking forward to eat some Salmon Sashimi's. =D

I was a lil bit disappointed coz there weren't many salmon sashimi's =(

But what the hell, I ate whatever that was served. XD

Unlike weddings at a Hotel or a Grand Chinese Restaurant, the food are almost all the same and like Elle said : If the wedding on the card is at 6pm, dinner will be served 2 hours later.

Its not that I hate Chinese wedding, I just don't like it to be too long especially if the person who is getting married is someone I don't know or I don't really know that well. Old habits are hard to die out. Some would still prefer a dinner wedding at a hotel or a Grand Chinese Restaurant regardless on what we think of it.

What I love about wedding is that I get to meet up with my relatives and chat with them.

This is my cousin-in-law.

Look how happy he is to see me. XD

or maybe the camera flash is too bright.

I feel so tiny and squished over here.

The guy in red is the groom aka my cousin.

and the lady in red is also my cousin. I mean, the one sitting down.

Gawd, now I can't even describe a person who wears red coz almost all of us are wearing red.

Oh! one more thing!

I even met my High School History teacher, Mr. Tiew!

Apparently my cousin, Michael and I went to the same high school school. Mr.tiew was also my cousin's history teacher. XD It's been a long time, sir.

My dad, looking good. =)

Since I became an Auntie to my nieces, he became a Granduncle. =D

Since my dad loves taking pictures more than my mum, you can see more pictures of my dad with us rather than with my mum.

The wedding lunch was alright. It was simple and sweet.

Congratulations to Mike and Leny!

I don't know why the bride look so sad here. Elle and I realised she looked sad and down throughout the wedding. hmmm...

That's about it. =)

***

The second semester of my college just started and I've got no time to waste.

I'm glad that I get to see all my college friends again. =D

Till' next time!

Recap of 2009

2010-01-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

2009 was one heck of a year. *giggles . I can't believe year 2009 ended so fast.

I had lotsa first-time experience throughout the year. Some good and some not so good. He's some recap of what I've done in 2009. =)

1. I got a job at Nando's Call Center as an Agent. I worked over there for 2 months and ate Nando's Chicken for 2 months and I swore never to eat Nando's Chicken for awhile. Working is not easy. This is where I got my first paycheque..

2. I got my SPM results around the mont of March. It isn't the results I expected but I got 7 A1's and 3 B3's. =) Its not good enough for JPA Scholarship as I've tried applying for it. It was enough to obtain a Merit Scholarship from my college. =)

3. I went for a Holiday with my High School Friend to Penang - without my parents. This is also the first time I missed my flight. A few of my friends and I had to Fork out RM150 extra each for a one way ticket to Penang. Lesson to be learned : Wake up early.

4. I signed up for my Undang test and driving lessons. I scored 44/50 for the test and I hate to wait at my driving school.

5. Played paintball for the very first time. It was introduced by Nick Lim. I had red marks and bruises on my skin thanks to him. XD Paintball is an expensive sport that I can never afford to play often.

6. I started dating again after 2 years being single. I love talking for until the whee hours of the morning coz it wasn't boring.. and the butterflies in my stomach feeling.

7. I'm in college. It was a whole new world for me. The people I've met and the friends I made from all over Malaysia. The life and times being a college student. A Levels is ridiculously a tough cookie to crack.

8. I donated blood. The first time was not my lucky day. I whole hand was badly bruised like it got ran over my a lorry. My mum, a pharmacist and my uncle, a doctor said the nurse who did it for me was an idiot. I felt so embarrassed going out with my parents and boyfriend coz the public gave me this death stare like I've been abused by them. I had to wear 3/4 sleeve or a jacket most of the time to avoid people constantly asking me what happened to my hand when they see me.

9. Took KTM for the first time with my girlfriend, Mei Yean and hated it coz we had to wait so long.

10. I went to prom for the first time ever with Wye Kik as my prom date. =D He was so sweet the night. That night only! =P Ok la... Most of the time. AHAHAHAHAH!

11. I wished that my boyfriend's body will be something like that. =X

I'm just jokingg!!!! =P

12. The day I turned 18 and legal. I was surprised by my college friends with a white handbag and another surprise by my boyfriend and sister. =DDDDD I'll never forget it.

13. I got my driver's license!

14. My sister and I got a box of 100 panty liners from my neighbour. Damn random. Until now, we haven't finish using it !

15. Studied for my exams like I was sitting for SPM. As in like that in every exams.

16. Baked cookies for the first time with Mei Yean at her house. =DDDDD It turned out nice, okay... HEHEHE.

17. I got drunk and puke. Something I'm not proud of.

18. Got a debit card for myself. =D

I have way too many little deatils of what I've done and experienced in 2009 and I can never write everything out. Like I said, I had one heck of a year and as much as I enjoyed it, I really do hope 2010 will be way better than before. This year, things will be different I'm quite sure about that. I can't believe I'm turning 19 soon.

let's just move on shall we? =D

My next post will be more of a picture post. So, stay tuned. =)

How I spent my Merry Christmas

2009-12-28T19:53:00.007+08:00

I spent almost every Christmas out of KL. Except last year, I celebrated in KL, shopping. =D My auntie and uncle invited us over to their place at Sitiawan, Perak. Its a really small town with no shopping malls like Bukit Bintang or Pavilion. But hey, at least there's McDonalds and 7-Eleven.

We stopped at Sungai Buloh Rest Area. We had Sate for Dinner.

It wasn't the best Sate I've ever tasted but it still taste awesome especially if you're really hungry!

We arrived at midnight and the kids were still so wide awake running around, colouring and playing hide and seek.

My four-year-old cousin is fascinated with Elle's braces.

When I had braces years before, she always ask me

"Denise jie jie why do you like to put shiny stickers on your teeth??"

The next day, I woke up late. The kids were jumping on the bed trying to wake Elle, Mj and I.

I took my bath and my auntie called all of us to go down to her clinic for a checkup. When it was my turn, my auntie started using those thing that produce like she's gonna drill my tooth out. She did scaling for us which is cleaning our teeth, remove tartar (CaCO3) and did some fillings for tooth cavity.

The Dentist.

She's earning big bucks as an ordinary Dentist. Has awesome techniques and skills when it comes to handling the patients tooth.

She graduated from The University of Indonesia with Honors under the government's scholarship. And I do hope someday in the future, I'll get mine too.

It was Christmas Eve and later that night we had sort of a buffet dinner at "home". The maids prepared almost everything. I miss having a maid at home. LOL.

Briyani rice with cashew nuts and raisins. <3

together with mutton curry, fried chicken, salad and carbonated Air Bandung.

It was awesome.

After dinner, it was time to give out the presents.

Love the tree. =)

Actually, I'm not a Christian and I sure do know Christmas isn't all about the presents and Santa Clause. Its a time where you share the joy of having each other whether if it is your family or friends. I'm not really aware the deeper meaning of it though.

Look how excited he is. =D

Elle got Jenga blocks as her present. LOL

I got a pair of black wedges. =D

Everyone had loads of fun that night. Elle, MJ and I spent most of the night on our phones.

Messages after messages and also phone calls.

After receiving endless of incoming messages, it stopped and I spent the rest of the morning talking on the phone for a really long time. =D

Christmas Day

All of us went to this seafood restaurant.

Good business, I tell you.

Well, I can't really comment on the food coz I find it average.

I don't eat seafood.

I love rice.

I know Carbo is fattening but whatever lahhh..

Prawn Marmite.

Black Pepper Crab.

Love the Cocunut Juice.

My parents.

My Punjabi Uncle

and

our host. =)

After lunch,

Like always, we head down to Teluk Batik Beach. I've been here way before my younger cousins were born. I used to go Pangkor Island every year until I got tired of it.

The cutest of all, Nick.

He loves to say

"eeeee... Sho cute!!"

There was way too many people. T.T

I don't really like the beach here. Its a bit dirty but not as bad as Batu Ferringhi's beach. Or maybe it is. I still think as for now, Langkawi is the best.

Pipi and Pupu

The kids couldn't wait any longer. They didn't seem to care as along as they had fun.

and by the look of their faces and expression, They really did have fun.

As for me, i think I sort of had fun taking pictures and enjoy the sun.

=DDDD

There was a bit drama happened at the beach and it was all alright after that.

Lesson of the day : When they say they're leaving, they MEAN IT! - I quote by Elle Tan.

Had Soto for dinner. Damn wei, I've been eating a lot of good food. =D

I spent the rest of the night watching movies and talking on the phone and smsing once again. XD

What a day.

On Boxing Day.

It is the day marks the 5th Anniversary of The Tsunami 2004 killing massive amount of lives and properties. May your souls rest in peace.

It's the day we're going back to KL.

Spent my morning with Nick.

He's like dragging me from the room to the living room, to the kitchen and everywhere!!

He wanted Vitagen.

Look how possessive he is.

Something that my Uncle and Auntie would never buy for them coz its sweet and all sugary.

Actually, they don't get to eat candies or sweets or vitagen or junks like potato ships and all coz my auntie doesn't want then to have tooth cavities. This is what happened when your mom is a dentist and your dad is a doctor.

He couldn't stop asking me to play blocks and cars with him.

He loves jumping on beds which I'm not allowed to. T.T

After awhile, he settles down on the floor, fast asleep.

I keep asking this two-year-old to sleep on the sofa or on his bed but he doesn't want.
I ended up taking a pillow for him to sleep on.
Poor fella.
He must be real tired to even wake up.

You know, kids nowadays are so different.

The first time I read Seventeen Magazine when I was 14.

Kids nowadays,

read Seventeen at a tender age of four.
So cute right?? XD

Those magazines were mine and I gave to my auntie for her fellow patients to read while waiting for their turn.

I think she got the photogenic side from Elle.

When it was time for us to go, the youngest one, Nick was crying and sobbing in tears that his face and eyes went all read. He wanted to follow us home. awww =(

I remember I was like that when I was younger too. Its really amazing to watch over the kids as they grow. I can't wait to tell them the things they do or say when they're all grown ups. =D It'll be hilarious. The things they do and the words they say.

That all for now.

GOSH!!! It took me so long to upload all these pictures. There are like 1500 pictures in my computer but ofcourse I can't be uploading all of them.

That was how I spent my Christmas as I had a wonderful time over there.

MOMO the Canon EOS 500D

2009-12-22T18:27:00.003+08:00

THIS is MOMO! Elle's sayang. The new addition to the family.

Honestly, I really don't know how to use a DSLR. The only thing I know is to press the button, off and on the flash mode. Its the Canon EOS 500D. Its 15 Megapixel and it comes together with a (I forgot)mm lens.

I'm still learning how to use it since Elle's has Momo most of the time. So, just to fill things up, here are some pictures. =D

The view outside my window.

Every night, I can hear so many emergency brakes screeching and sometimes it'll end with a bang or boom sound. So there you have it, an accident.

Sometimes, I would see awesome cars/ motorbikes speeding with the loud noise from their engines/exhaust.

There will be a massive traffic jam over here especially in the evening (rush hour), a week before a festival and weekends.

Its really noisy sometimes that I couldn't study. Damn those traffic jams.

The screeching sounds of the car brakes wakes me up in the weee hours.

My purse. I wouldn't leave the house without it. =D

Got it for my 18th Birthday.

I've always loved this brand where there's this cute dog on it.

I didn't know what brand it is until I got it for my birthday.

Radley from UK.

One of my plushy lying around my room.

Just testing my photo taking skills .

Elle, my ANNOYING sister.

When my mum, Elle and I were out shopping, Afiq joined us for a lil bit of shopping and dinner at My Uncle's Restaurant, Johnny's Restaurant. Like any other guy, he's a bit reluctant to walk round and round shopping malls looking for something that we're not even sure of getting it a.k.a window shopping. Not to worry, I'm so gonna drag him go shopping again next time. =D Afiq, You promised!!

One of my favourite dessert from Johnny's.

Mixed Dessert.

Anyway, I'll be away for Christmas from tomorrow onwards. I haven't even pack my clothes yet.

HELLO!

2009-12-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

Apparently a few people are bugging me to update. Nahhh!! Here's an update. Cheh, Its like I'm not being sincere to update.

Ok lah, its high time I update my blog actually.

One

I seriously hate the holidays because its way too long. It makes me lazy and unproductive. My sleeping hours are already jumbled up. I really can't wait for college to start. But then again..... Next semester would be a whole different atmosphere coz instead of having fun, We'll be having major stress, lack of sleep, forgot to eat, spending more time on the study table, Coffee would be your best buddy, so on and so forth.

I might even end up sobbing and crying while studying. T.T

Two

I started dancing again. This time, I was called up by Remy and he asked me if I was free at that time. He needed me to do some dance routine in one of the private classes. We sort of have fun, teaching the newbies. XD

Oh! I need new pair of dancing shoes. My current one is torned, especially at the sides and the base is bald and I slip very often. T.T

Three

Christmas. I've always love Christmas. The shopping, the gifts, the decorations and the people we're with. I already have a few presents. Will be busy too. =D

Four

I dunno which dumb dumb curi one of my pillows. Sheeeshh! I wouldn't wanna steal anyone's pillow.

Five

Elle Tan has her MOMO. I tak tahan lor being in that shop for 2 hours, yawning away.

Six

The Past is History of our very own lives. The Future is uncertain and unpredictable as it may or may not surprise us in many different ways. The Present is where we live our lives as how we want it to be right here, right NOW.

Back then I have made some decisions and I hope it would happen someday. But I soon realise that I have bigger dreams in mind and its not for any of you to decide.

I appreciate a helping hand once in awhile. However, I don't need anyone to tell me how to live my life towards your liking. I truly appreciate the advice you have for me, but don't ever question or downgrade my integrity as it is not your right to do so. Especially the people I dearly care for. None of them hurt any of you in any way. If that is the way one tells me off by insults and humiliations, that's just really tragic. Its not worth it. I definitely don't need people who make me sakit hati around me.

Seven

I'll be busy but I'll still have a lil bit of free time.

bye! =D

Melaka!

2009-12-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

My parents can be really random. Same goes to my aunties and uncles. Why is that? Coz we ended up spending our holidays in Melacca. I wouldn't say its a bad thing coz I had an awesome time there.

The last time I went to Melacca was when I was in Form 2. I don't remember staying over there but I do remember going for my Uncle's Opening Ceremony for his restaurant. I happened to drop by A Famosa's Fort.

I was 14.

I was also thinner back then. XD

Anywayyyyyyyy.........

While the adults were busy, I was busy taking pictures.

My youngest baby cousin, Nick.

Damn poser.

My other younger cousins. Boy, I sure miss them when they were younger coz now, they're a weee bit annoying. Insulting me thinking that it was cool, hitting me thinking that I wont get mad at them and when they need me to do them favours, they'll be real darlings. -.-

Here comes the P sistas' XD

I'm such an awesome photographer with a lousy 3.2MP phone camera.

So, this picture is under exposed.

I guess most of my pictures are not really consistent and some don't turn out well.

But, its okay I supposed.

Why?

Coz Elle, as you know she has been working her ass off in my uncle's restaurants serving pathetic customers(not all) for some cash to buy a DSLR. I think she's getting a Cannon 450D or 500D. She persuaded me to chip in about 20% or 30%

We had our own private pool at our villa.

I love this picture very much.

Peace?

I swam awhile after a long hiatus. I think I wanna start swimming again like I did 6 years ago.

Later that night, all of us drove to Melacca town.

It took forever to reach coz we stayed at Ayer Keroh.

We got a little lost in town coz there were some road changes.

all of us were tired of sitting in the car and we're hungry.

We ended up eating at Johnny's at Dataran Pahlawan.

Met up with Jeremy at Johnny's. XD Melaka boy!

I think our presence at Johnny's shocked the manager and the other staffs coz the manager was shivering while serving us. My uncles asked a few questions.

"Why so many things no stock one?"

I kesian the manager coz he was stuttering as he was talking.

I didn't notice all of it until Jeremy told me. LOL

Jeremy brought us (Elle, MJ and I) to Portuguese Settlement for some Seafood.

It was okay for me coz I can't eat most seafood.

Then Jeremy's friend, Kamal joined us.

Met him before a few months back by chance.

It was already 1.30 a.m and it was already raining.

So, Kamal drove us girls back home.

We were enjoying ourselves in the car as Kamal was telling us some stories about his love life.

He made it really funny for some reason coz we find his expressions really dramatic and entertaining.

There was a spot-check that night and we thought it was nothing.

Manalah tahu all of us got into major trouble.

What kind of trouble?

Tak bawak IC.

Yeah, Elle and MJ did not bring their Identity Card with them when the police demanded for it.

Here's Elle side of the story.

We were there till 2 something.

There's this conversation that made me realised that this is for real.

"Ni macam mana ni, oleh sebab sekeping kad kamu berdua ni tak bawak punca masalah ni. Kenapa kamu ni tak bawak IC. Dah tahu IC tu penting. Macam mana kitorang nak tahu kamu berdua ni orang Malaysia dan bukan dari China?"

wow. China?

"Oklah. Dah lewat ni. So, masalah ni nak diselesaikan dengan cara yang susah ka, nak cara yang senang?"

We asked la, what was the hard way and the easy way.

"Cara yang susah tu saya bawak kamu berdua masuk lokap sampai ur parents bawak IC kamu berdua. Tapi, takkan la parents kamu nak bawak IC tu dari KL sampai sini. Jauh tu! Cara yang senang tu, pandai-pandai lah fikir sendiri *looks away*"

To cut the story short, my dad manage to talk the policemen out. I don't know what he said but they let us off free.

It was Elle and Mj's fault, no doubt.

But, I was even more angry for what happened after we left.

LOL, it'll be too long to write it here but if you. I'm not proud of it either.

So, my conclusion is that these policemen asked us for RM100 aka bribe. We didn't give them a single cent. But whatever happened, I'm very thankful to Jeremy and Kamal. Sorry for putting you guys in such position.

Our parents were furious.

Habislah the whole vacation mood. I woke up at 3pm the next day.

Had this crazy idea of driving out coz I was dead hungry. I did drove out with my dad's car since he left the car keys. =D

I was a bit scared but it was alright.

My dad called me suddenly telling me to go back to the villa coz Elle and MJ don't have their IC's with them.

I had no choice but to turn back.

Later that night, my dad drove me to town to get some food and I hung out with Jeremy for some awesome food. However, I didn't take much pictures coz i was really hungry.

We had Satay Celup and it was AWESOME!

Later on, we had Wantan Mee. @@ Love it!

Wantan Mee stall.

There's this one auntie, she really scares me coz she actaully scream real loud until the whole place went all silent. she seems really dedicated towards her job but damn garang lor!

Later that night, he brought me to this shop at Dataran Pahlawan for a few slices of layered cheesecake. He said it was really good and I should try it.

I did and I LOVE IT! I've tasted some awesome cheesecakes before and this is one of the best!

Kamal joined us and Jeremy was driving his manual Myvi.

Jeremy drove me back to the villa and all of us hung out for awhile whle watching Phantom of The Opera. LOL.

See. Kamal so engrossed.

Jeremy wanted to watch it but he was falling asleep coz he was sleepy.

Then only I realised why they were so into the plot of Phantom of the Opera. They did not read the novel like we did coz they did The Potato People in Form 2. =.=

yada yada yada,

We went home the next day.

Oh!
Before I end this post, I would really like to thank Jeremy for bringing us around Melaka and belanja us food. I really enjoyed myself despite what happened that night with the police.

THANK YOU, JEREMY! =)

Really Random

2009-12-07T02:25:00.001+08:00

I suddenly woke up (to blog?? Well, I didnt expect it anyway) and realised that I was talking on the phone until I fell asleep..

When I'm all relaxed on my bed with pillows to hug and blanket to cuddle in while talking on the phone about stuffs that somehow make both parties sleepy and the next thing you know, we're already asleep. Stuffs like teasing each other in a very subtle way, talk about the things we want in life, the silly things we do/say to each other, we talk about colours (so random), I Love You/ I Miss You or I wish I could hug you now and all, etc.

Handphones - One of the most brilliant and amazing inventions ever made.

I have the habit of playing with my phone when I feel insecure in public. (another random thing)

***

Its nice to have someone to talk to whenever you need them.

Its like when your best friend is going through a tough phase, they'll definitely need a friend to talk to and hoping that she/he will be there to listen for what they have to say. They don''t necessarily need you to figure out a solution.

I had a bad day yesterday.

I'm glad that I got through it.

Thank you for listening.. =)

PS : I was supposed to finish up my Melacca Holiday post.

Smile!!!!

2009-12-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

I miss my dance class once again. I'm always busy or tired on Mondays.

I was instructed to pose like this. XD

Anywayyy.....

I'm kinda enjoying my holidays right now. =D

I went for my shopping sessions with my aunties like we always do every year. I bought a few tops, pants, shoes and undergarments. =P

Talk about shopping, my mum forgotten to bring her purse with her. So, she has no cash, credit cards, IC, driver's license etc with her. Whereas, I have all of it. We were about to pay for some clothes until my mum realised she forgot to bring her purse coz she left it in another handbag.

I didn't have enough cash. So, I had to use my Debit Card to pay for it. Its like a credit card but they wont send any bills to my house coz its directly deducted from my bank account. It was my first time using it. I was feeling all excited coz I never actually used it before and boy, it was fun. =DDD

and guess what? My card was also rejected on the same day. WTH. I forgot that I set my limit to RM500 and I think I exceeded it. *blushes*

My mum laughed at me. =/ She summore can ask me why I limit my spendings to RM500 and why not RM1000? LOL.

When we were on the way home, I teased her..

"Mummy, you cannot drive back today.. you don't have license and I do. =P"

Before we went home, we stopped by for an ice cream and it was just okay. There was this biscuit on my ice cream and I finished it. So, i asked the guy who was working at the ice cream counter if I could ask for more biscuit and I had a really sweet smile on my face. Unfortunately, he said I couldn't have more and offered me to buy then if I wanted extras. So, I said nevermind. I think I overheard him telling to his colleages about me asking for extra biscuits.

A few minutes later. he came back with a few pieces of biscuit and I was kinda stunned. he said it was free for me. LOL!!! I said thank you with a big sweet smile on my face. =DDDD

Smiling can do wonders. LOL

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-12-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Time flies. Its already December 2009. I just got home from Melacca/Melaka and I had an awesome time there. =)

Oh, I went shoping with my aunts, my mom and Elle at Pavilion. =D Boy, they spend alot. I actually went into those high end shops where usually I would never do coz I know I can't afford anything. So, why bother dropping in right? Well this time I manage to get in and try on some awesome hangbags (I'll never get enough of handbags). Theres this one handbag I fell in love with. It was a Gucci handbag under stock clearance. Too bad my mum didn't get it coz if she did, I would definitely use it. XD

Now that I'm home, I wanna catch up with some sleep and start studying again or else I'll be in hot soup!

Your Sweetest Nightmare

2009-11-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

Afiq and I always have all these gory conversations and we end up scaring each other.

Usually, I'll be the one who does the scaring and Afiq will be screaming for help on the other line.

Sometimes, the simplest gesture like saying "Hai" scares him. He'll go all "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Don't say that!!!" Then I'll be "Whhhhaaaattt??? I just said hi" *internal joke*

Other times, I'll just scare him by using a scissors on my hand and a big smile plastered on my face. And Voila! Fried Rice... XDDDDD Okay, this is another internal conversation we have. He'll always have this reaction, "WTH/WTF!!! My......" or "HOLY SHIT! What have I got myself into!! I got a psycho girlfriend!!"

We always end up laughing like a couple gone insane.

Yesterday night he was talking about slaughtering cows for Hari Raya Haji which is today. I got a little terrified when he was explaining the details on how a cow is slaughtered. Poor cow. LOL.

So, this morning an SMS woke me up awhile.

Im gonna start slaughtering now! Hahaha :P

Being all blurry, I was like wtf?! @@

I recalled the process of slaughtering the poor cow.

I slept back.

I woke up at about 11.30 a.m to find this on my room wall.

My Sweetest Nightmare. *puke*

Click to enlarge.

I have no idea when she did it or why she did it.

WOI, WOMAN! NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?!? LOL XD

About a month ago, while I was studying. You know la...Its really stressfull and all.

She wrote many things on my wall.

Damn dumb and funny!

ELLE TAN, I don't know why you love writing on my wall (i mean my room wall and facebook) but you have some weird and creative ideas. Like this one :

*slaps forehead*

This is ELLE TAN's definition of how boobs look like.

Long and saggy.

XDDDDDD

Oh oh! another one!

I didn't know my sister is so thoughtful.

It was my daily motivation to study.

So, everyday, she'll come up with one DAILE MOTIVATION for me (=D) so that I'll have the mood to actually study.

Most of the time, I'll be laughing my stomach out. XD

Haih, these 2 people can always make me laugh. =D

Mood Swings

2009-11-22T23:42:00.001+08:00

I was okay in the afternoon.

Somewhere around 4 something, my mood swayed. I wasn't in a good mood.

In the evening, I was feeling better and started laughing.

It didn't last because now I feel really annoyed again.

I hate it when people ask me to iron clothes when I am already on my bed trying to sleep.
I hate it when I feel hungry all the time.
I hate it that I get so easily annoyed by small matters.

*grumbles in frustration*

I just hate what I'm feeling right now.

Screw PMS, I tell you. I cannot control it.

I'm off to bed.

2009-11-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

Class SN10G, (which is not the class I'm from XD) organised a trip to Genting Highlands for the sake of having fun and enjoying each others company. I was invited to go with them and I'm pleased that I enjoyed it. I really did. =)

I'll summarize whatever we did in 3 days coz I don't wanna get too lenghty.

Day 1

Theeben

dedicated a song for Mei Yean and I coz both of us love the song so much coz it makes us smile. =)

We had homecooked steamboat. I personally am not a fan of Steamboats. I don't quite like eating processed meat which are shaped like balls. Fish balls, meat balls, squid balls, crab balls, you name it.. But I ate it anyway coz its not nice to be too choosy. It was alright. The tomyam soup was good.

We spent the night eating and drinking. I was stuffed up with the food from the steamboat.

Ivy and I.

L for LAME or LOL.

Afiq and his friends drove up too and I asked Afiq a favour if he could fetch my pillow from my house coz there was not enough pillows for everyone. Being an awesome boyfriend, he brought my beloved pillow and my green pillow became famous by the hour.

Afiq, his friends and I played a a card game.. Afiq opposed that I joined but I was curious and eager to join them. I ended up doing something I wasn't proud of. It was a terrible feeling

I couldn't remember much what happened that night. Well what happened was that I said weird things and dumb things aka Talking Crap.

I said, "Do I smell like vomit???"

"No No, you smell like hamburgers"

"Really??"

"Yeah... how many McDonalds did you ate??"

"uhhhhh... only a bit...."

I did not eat any McDonalds actually. I had Steamboat.

Afiq and his friends and my friends took care of me that night. I would like to thank all of you. Thank You, =). Especially Afiq who stayed up all morning, cleaned my pillow and the floor. I woke up the next morning looking all over for him but he and his friends drove back down to KL already. =( My friends helped me to patch the missing puzzles. It was funny and dumb. LOL.

Day 2

We had our not so thrilling rides due to the rainy weather.

It started off with the Space Shot. It was a 2-minute Adrenaline Rush thorughout our veins. I was really afraid as my tummy still doesn't feel very good from last night and thank god I did not experience a hangover. I was all good when I woke up. Vi and Jeremy on the other hand wasn't feeling so good. Martell + Beer + Sprite was the culprit.

We got onto 2 rides and it was cancelled at the very last minute and both of it happens to be when its our turn. =.= Thank You, Rain.

It was freezing cold

Black and White.

Rawr!

Yeah, I did have McDonalds the next day. XD

Saw this striking red skirt from Padini.

It was love at first sight.

I didn't get it. YET. =(

Played pool for the first time.

Jeremy was my sifu.

Watched 2012 and it like any other disaster movies. IF they world is gonna' end in 2012, I'd stop studying.

We had our pillow talk on the last night. I was too tired that I slept halfway through the conversation.

The Last Day

It was that misty at 12 noon.

Here's the thing. Remember my green pillow?

IT HAS A NAME NOW!

Apparently Jeremy named it Bryan for god knows what reason.

I think they hooked up while I left "Bryan" alone somewhere.

They went on a date.

They love my pillow even after I accidentally spilled some puke on it which did not smell like puke at all coz it was just as good when it first arrived.

I find this picture weird. LOL

I had a great time.

The unconditional warmth and comfort from the people who cares that surrounds me.

The bunch of whacky and caring friends.

The worried boyfriend who cared so much.

I feel abit sesast here with Ivy coz we're the only ones who are in SN10G. LOL.

but i guess its okay.

Sorry Afiq, I didn't took any pictures of you in Genting. You know why. =P

And... most of the pictures are from Theeben

It has been a long long week.

2009-11-18T04:33:00.000+08:00

Or at least it felt like its a long week.

I got all my exam papers back and it was sort of better than my previous exam. I'm currently on a Merit Scholarship under my college and there are a few conditions I have to follow in order to keep my scholarship for the next semester.

We have to be present in every examination.
We cannot fail any subjects.
We must maintain an average of 60%

The first two exams, I failed one subject. both of it happens to be Chemistry. I never hate Chemistry as far as I could remember until I started college. This time around, I manage to pass Chemistry. =D I was one of the lucky 17 out of 80 students in my lecture hall who passed Chemistry. I quote from Joel "Passing Chemistry is like getting an A for it"

I did quite badly in Math. Biology was alright. =) General Paper was good. I got the highest in class for that subject.

So, I've got 1A, 1B and 2E's. I manage to fulfill the first two conditions but I did not have an average score of 60. I only had 58%. I think I could've done better. Looks like I have to spend more time studying.

Other than that, I've been out with friends and the boyfriend.

Went out with 2 Kuantan boys, 1 batu Pahat boy and 1 KL boy.

Watched Michael Jackson's "This It It". I'm not really a fanatic fan of his but he truly is a legend worth remembering.

I wonder how would the concert be like if its not jsut rehersals. C'mon, the rehearsals itself was awesome. He's a perfectionist. A work of Art.

It is such a huge loss that he is not around anymore. A terrible loss indeed.

We were also looking for Shao Wen's birthday present and I find this handbag really nice.

Im not really a fan of Roxy's Merchandise but I like this handbag. XD We didn't get it coz of some reason. I really like it though. =D

After the movie, all of us walked to Times Square to visit my beloved sister, Elle who is currently working at Johnny's Restaurant.

Big smiles! It attracts customers! =P

The next day, I went out with Lilian and Mei Yean. and then came along Afiq and Elle. =P
Lilian, Mei Yean and I got stuck in the LRT for an hour due to some technical difficulties.

When we arrived, we hung out at Kinokuniya while waiting for Afiq and Elle.

Saw these books and they cost like RM300+, RM700+ and RM 900+. @@

Ae had Chillis. =D

and didn't finish our food.

Afiq drove Lilian and Mei Yean back home.

We made a pit stop at McD Petronas to have an ice cream. It was Afiq's idea. @.@

Initially it was for an ice cream but he ended up eating a Fillet-o-fish Meal while playing Plants and Zombies on my lappy.

On Thursday, Mei Yean and I had this awesome Nasi Lemak that I discovered near Coffee Bean, Ampang Point. Its so darn cheap too! RM 1.70 for a regular nasi lemak with a fried egg.

I realised that they sell other stuffs too like mihun, mee goreng, nasi goreng and some kuih. Why didn't I notice it earlier. LOL. Eating fat rice in the morning makes me so sleepy during class and it could last me until dinner.

HELLO!!!!!

2009-11-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

I had a crazy week. Seriously.

I have loads to say but I'll save it for later.

Outing with friends.
Chillis.
Elle working.
Genting Trip.
The Boyfriend.

What I'll be doing soon is

Staying over at mei Yean's with Cynthia and Pasar Malam. =D
Tenji at Mont Kiara.
Parent-Lecturer Day. omg, Its like Report Card's Day.
I dont know? Enjoy my holidays since this week is the last week of College and also marks the end of the first semester. =D

2009-11-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Now, I'm positive that something is really bothering me. It has been going round in circles in my head.

And I am wondering aimlessly why is it so and I still do not know.

Looks like I have to start studying again soon. I have to study harder. An "A" could've been on my Biology Paper today. I know many find Biology boring and such but not to me.

SIGHS!

Maybe I just need some sleep.

Randomness VI

2009-11-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

Theres one thing that's bugging me right now. It really shouldn't be y'know. I'm not telling what is it but its bugging me. I don't like having to feel this everyday. Its unecessary. It really is.

I hate my phone's memory card. I need more space. Theres like 1.5k of messages in my inbox. I damn lazy to delete one by one but then again I dont wanna delete everything. gosh.

ok la, I'm talking crap right now. Excuse me.

Okay, this one is really random.

This is what happens when Denise has a PINK PSP in her hands.

Loco Roco.

@.@

So cute can die wei. =P

How can you not love these thing.

I wish I could squish them till they die. wth.

(its just an expression od them being deadly cute.)

Signing off now.

I think I'm having not enough sleep due to watching too much dvd's.

Heated up. edits

2009-11-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'm back! =D

Its been a hell of a month for me. My 3rd test, which is also the final exam for my first semester is all over. I've been worried sick for the past 1 month and I still am coz my results will be out next week.

I've never studied so much and so hard ever. As in seriously, its nothing compared to SPM. After my 2nd exam was over, there was no break for me. Time is of the essence. I've been having sleepless nights, swollen eyes, raging pimples popping off all over my face, studying every waking hour and such. Yeah, I am here to complain about my life that has been sucking the living soul out of me.

I remember saying this before I made up my mind about taking A Levels. I said that "I am so gonna lose my social life.", "Damn, I'll have to study like theres no tomorrow" etc. Hell yeah I am doing all these now. I don't know why in the world I even took up A levels. Fuck lah. Its tremendously, excruciatingly difficult.

I've fallen ill 4 times this year. I've never gotten sick so many times in less than a year. Most of it happened when exams are approaching. Its really depressing and I hate feeling all feverish and have my head spin round and round.

I've been deprived of sleep and it makes me feel all grumpy coz the slightest thing could just tick me off easily and I'll explode like a nuclear bomb.Its so bad to the extend that I even feel guilty of sleeping although its the most essential thing for me, a human. And when a human is deprived of sleep, wonders could happen.

I cried quite a few times coz I couldn't handle the pressure and it really is difficult. Its just like what Kok Siang was saying the other day, "SPM is like CH3COOH and STPM/A Levels are like H2SO4" Don't get it? LOL nevermind. If you do, congratulations!

There are many times I felt like giving up. It felt so suicidal.

The first day of my exam, I sat for General Paper and Applied Maths. Its was alright. I just hate Permutation and Combination. Who cares is 6 people is chosen in a group, 3 of them are boys and another 3 are girls and 2 of the girls refuse to sit next to each other!?!

The second day was far more worse than I expected. I was literally cursing throughout my Chemistry paper. There were 40 objective questions and 6 structured question each with at least 6 questions and I only had 1 hour and 30 minutes to complete everything. How absurd is that? All of us were given 45 minutes to answer the objective question and the answer sheet were collected when the time is up. My eyes were already watery when the invigilator was waiting by my table to collect my answer sheet. I shaded my last 8 answers C's because I was out of time and I didn't even had the chance to read the questions. I bet the others felt the same way as I do. Oh, I have the balance 45 minutes to complete all the structured question which I did not. I think I partly blame it on time and also the fact that I don't know how to answer the question in such a short time.

Pure maths was alright. A few silly mistakes.

Biology paper was kinda okay. I'm quite satisfied with it.

I might lose my scholarship if I do fail any subject and if I do get an average score of under 60.

I feel damn sakit hati wei.. As terrible as it seems, I always do hope for a better result. Excuse my profanities in this post. I just can't tahan to keep it inside anymore. Now that the exams are over, I have one more thing to worry about, which is Parent-Lecturer Day. T.T

OK lahhhh, I know you people might think I'm over exagerrating over this issue coz I might be or may not be. It depends on how one sees it actually. *big smiles*

I'm either gonna continue watching True Blood or get my 12 hours of sleep.

I love the series. Its awesome. Damn, vanpires can be so brutal and yet seductive. LOL

This series is definitely something worth watching. =D

****

Since this post is already filled with complains, I shall go on further coz I wanna do this once and for all. I don't really like flooding my blog page with all my complains and whinings so, allow me to do this okay?

Prior to what I've just said earlier, that I easily get ticked off by the tiniest thing? Indeed I was cross with one of my classmate due to something really small. It was a piled up feeling of annoyance and I just could not tolerate it anymore. I don't wanna blog the details of it here coz its not nice. I'm just expressing how annoyed I am. My classmate apologized but things are still unresolved due to our exams and since the incident, we didn't really communicate at all tll today. I don't wanna risk making things more complicated.

I just read Elle's post on how people asking for donations. As cruel as I can sound, I'm not giving anymore of my money to some random stranger who is collecting money for some disbled charity.. To be exact, I dont give a damn about it anymore. Come to me one more time and I'll say, "FUCK OFF" I have my reasons for saying this.

Imagine if your eating at a mamak with a bunch of friends coz mamak food is cheap around my area. Then a stranger will approach you at the side of your table saying "Hello, I am yada yada yada from dot dot dot and I am doing la la la for this and that charity. Here, is my license and such and pictures of disabled children bla bla bla. So..... " I'll end up feeling sorry for all these disabled kids but I felt even more sorry for the guy who came asking money from us.

First of all, I'm eating in a mamak restaurant. As a student, I am saving my money for myself and for my future. I went to a mamak restaurant because the food is cheaper and it fills up my tummy coz I had a freaking long day in college, I'm tired, I still have to study when I get home and the cycle goes on almost everyday.. In college, I only spent RM1.90 and sometimes RM2.20 for my lunch and nothing else. I am not from a rich family, just an average one and I'm happy with whatever I have. And there you go, a stranger asking at least RM10 from us which could buy me a week of lunch in my college canteen. Its not that I can't afford giving RM10. I can, but thats not the point. If I sincerely want to donate, I could give any amount I want and not having to state RM10 is the minimum amount. I'm not being all kedekut or kiam siap. I just want to have a pleasant meal with my friends and you people out there to just shut up, go away and stop walking around asking money from us. Don't you feel tired asking money from every stranger you meet like we, civillians owe those disabled kids our money?

Second of all, I've been cheated once and that would be the last time. Mei Yean and I were on our way to Midvalley to buy a pair of dress for prom. There are these bunch of guys ambushed us with their charity stuffs again and they asked us to write our names to just support them. Boy, they are a bunch of sweet talker I'll tell you that. WE THOUGHT that we wrote our names just to support them and we just left. But it turns out that we have to donate RM30 to them. I we were like, "FUCK WEI, we just got cheated!"

Oh, here's another one. I was with my high school friends at Pavilion's Food Republic. We were eating and suddenly a woman just sat at our table. Some of us were kinda stunned and I thought that maybe one of my friends knew her or something coz she didn't say a word. Then, the took out a small little piece of paper saying "Hello. I am from dunno what foundation. I am deaf and dumb. Would you be kind enough to ......??" It ws my first encounter with these style of asking donation so I just went all speechless for i dunno what reason. My friend shoooed her away. Eeeeee. Its so rude to grab a seat with a bunch people you dont know. I never knew Pavilion would have such things.

I don't have any problem with these disabled people. I really do symphatise and I feel sorry for them. Its the people who come bugging me to "donate" money for the less fortunate that heats me up. Just so you know, I don't even have the guts to ask my parents for money coz I understand that they are saving for my education and the household stuffs. Its not that they can't afford to give me money. Infact they can but I don't have the thick face to ask them unless I desperately need it. I don't know how you people go round asking for donations as your job. What will you answer if you were to have a son/daughter who asked you, "Daddy/Mummy, what is your occupation?" "Oh, Daddy/Mummy go round town asking people for donations for the less fortunate people" In what category is that job in? Sales? or? I dunno, I can't find a name for that kind of job. Oh wait! If its for charity, maybe you people are sincerly doing it without a salary? Well, I don't know about that. Maybe there are. But as far as I'm concerned, nothing in the world is free.

Face it, I still depend on my parents in many many ways and in this case, I still depend on them financially. I don't have a steady job to support myself, I don't earn my own salary yet, and I am still studying to get a good education and also making my way up toward acheiving my goal in life so that I wont suffer in the future and my kids wont have to go through poverty. When I am already financially stable, I wouldn't mind giving donations through the appropriate channel that for sure.

I know most of us are not obligated to donate money but the amount of people coming to me nowadays is just absurd. I have a phobia with these kind of people. I know some of you readers may have a different view/opinion on this topic. I may or may not be wrong. This donation thing shouldn't be bothering me or any of us but its becoming a public annoyance and I already am despising it. Stop making us feel all sorry and donate money all the time. Apparently Symphaty has a price to pay right now.

haih, I'm tired now. Byeeee. =D

LOL

2009-10-30T19:28:00.001+08:00

These books,

what would I do without them. =D

oh!

Read their blogs,

Mei Yean

and

Theeben

Its my first time driving around college to TBR.
Its also my first time driving a myvi. I hate the breaks.

Do watch the videos. You'll know why.

I was nervous okay.

Vi made it worse by screaming in the car.
Thank you, Tben for trusting my driving skills. =D

This picture I curi from Mei yean. XD

Stuffs. =D

2009-10-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

Its has been a really really busy week for me. Busy month actually. I've been studying almost everyday and its driving me literally insane.

I just recovered from a fever and flu.. I've been sick for 4 times this year and when that happens, it always falls a week or two before my exams. My final exam is due in a week.

Mei yean and I fooling around while we had our 4 hours break.

This was quite some time ago actually.

***

Celebrated my cousin, Jasveen 7th Birthday.

The present we got for her.

Love the cake

Look at the uncle's face. He seemed depressed..

Well, he was drunk actually.

he was like saying "Don't drink too much ice okay???"

o.O har? Ice?

I realised I don't really have a lot of a family picture.

I always imagined that I would ride in one of those racing bikes with a pair of leather jacket and a pair of leather boots. And I would just fling my hair when I take off the helmet.

wtf. XD

***

On Deepavali, I went to Vi's open house. Met my highschool friends again and also college buddies. =D

Jhun was admitted to the hospital for a knee surgery. Poor fella. =(

Get well soon!! =)

Despite being hospitalised, mlyn and jhun still have their sense of humour with them. XD

I guess its not worth risking it coz you don't wanna cut the wrong leg.

***

I got another warning letter from college.

Damn, they love printing out letters don't they?

This one was all on me and I was really upset with it.

I was down and depressed. Really I was and still am.

But then, I was given a golden opportunity to attend TAR College 40th Anniversary Variety Show on Saturday(yesterday).

Its a once in a lifetime opprtunity. They had limited tickets and I'm one of the lucky ones. =D

It was a really grand event and I wasn't really aware how grand it was until I watched the peformances.

It started off with a group of lively brass players. XD

There were dances, lots of them.

Chinese Cultural Dance, Malay Traditional dance called the "Tarian Pucuk Pisang", The Indian Barathanatyam Dance where in India, they take this dance very seriously and if theres any imperfection it would be an insult. They also had hip hop and latin dance.

They had the chinese orchestra, chamber orchestra, singing, choir and many many many more.

These are one of the clearest pictures I've got coz the others are either too dark of blur.

As usual, Tan Sri Ong Ka Ting was there.

The 11kg cake.

The peformers with their awesome t-shirts.

I want one too =(

Larry, Denise, Vi and Jeremy.

The class representatives and assistant. =D

I love how my diamond ring shines so bright. =)

College carpark.

After the Variety show ended, Afiq drove to my college and picked Vi and I up. =D Long Story...

Thanks for making me feel better when I was inconsolable and worried sick about my A Levels, Afiq. =)

Nunca Te Rindas - Never Give Up.

Elle with my lab goggles. =*

Afiq became an obedient boy, studying.

I like it.

Muahahahahaha.

Shes suffering coz she's so damn bored rotting at home watching True Blood and 90210.
Now, she's working at Johnny's Restaurant at Times Square.
MAKE SURE YOU DROP BY TO HAVE A MEAL THERE AND BE SURE TO ASK FOR HER.
Muahahahaha!
Elle, if you're reading this Afiq and I will definitely drop by to eat there after our exams.

I got this too! =D
I was speechless and still am speechless.
Thank you, baby. =)

Oh oh!!! I've been driving more frequent lately. I've only drove as far as Ampang point and I'm still freaking scared driving on the road. But, I'm slowly learning. I almost got myself killed and the car busted too (which my mum didn't know coz if she did, she would bite my head off =X)

I really need to study right now.

Ciao!

Afiq and his Guitar.

oh! watch this too if you would. I really like it. =D

Do You Know?

=D

Sleepy!

Favourite Drink

It was only Just a Dream~

Life Updates I

I wanna be a billionaire~ So freaking bad~

Of broken promises and disappointments

pop!

I miss College.

Love this. Its so sweet!

Understand.

from boys to men.

Life.

I want

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiii

Things

I need a booster dose of hard work, focus, determination and patience.

"Teenage Dream" - Official Lyric Video

angry

Cupcakes!

Golden Statue

Meet "the other" Boyfriend.

Stargazers

=O

The Plan

The end of my holidays.

Cute!

Carbonara and Meatballs @ Chinoz

Dark Chocolate

I need...

i love cookiez. =D

Heeee. =D

Cream Puffs.

Banana Leaf Rice

My Car

Good Times. =)

This week.

Dumbasses who don't know how to cross the road.

Hmmm?

*updates* REMEMBER! YOU PPL MUST STUDY 10 HOURS A DAY!!

Things I can't stand (Updated : 12 March 2010)

Happening CNY

updates!

Shopping with Elle.

HELLO!

You Can Do This

Listen to my heart

A not so lovely week.

I hate being pressured.

Galler Chocolate *edits : more pictures*

Japanese Food with the love ones, New year's Eve Celebration & Mike and Leny's Wedding.

Recap of 2009

How I spent my Merry Christmas

MOMO the Canon EOS 500D

HELLO!

Melaka!

Really Random

Smile!!!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Your Sweetest Nightmare

Mood Swings

It has been a long long week.

HELLO!!!!!

Randomness VI

Heated up. *edits*

LOL

Stuffs. =D

updates REMEMBER! YOU PPL MUST STUDY 10 HOURS A DAY!!

Galler Chocolate edits : more pictures

Heated up. edits