Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Part 2

I need a foot massage. Seriously. My legs hurts like having braces on for the first time. But, I'm very happy now. =D teeheehee.. Tomorrow will be another day.

You know what? So many people have been telling me about how excited and how awesome is the movie that almost everyone is CRAZY about. Haha. I bet you might be thinking about "Twilight"? Does is ring a bell? haha. To be honest, Im not as crazy as crazy to watch the movie although everyone is telling me to do so ASAP! No worries people, I'm excited to watch it! But, not crazy over it. Yet. Maybe. Unless the movie proves me otherwise. XD

Besides shopping for clothes only, I went to shop for novels. and No, I'm not sick of reading. Although some may say that I'm so sick of reading that I don't wan't to see anymore books again. I bought 3 novels. =) Thanks For The Memories and The Gift by Cecelia Ahern. Ah, I love her novels.. I hope both of them would have the same magical touch to it or maybe even better.
Another novel is "The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night-time" by Mark Haddon. Just by reading the sneak peak at the back of the novel, it caught my attention. It is about a teenage boy who is gifted with a superbly logical brain and also autistic (commanly known as Autism) who found a neighbou'rs dog is killed and his carefully constructed universe is threatened. He sets out to solve the murder style of his favourite(logical) detective, Sherlock Holmes

I've been eyeing on that book for about a year but, i never bought it for unknown reason. There's no logical explanation whay I bought this book in the end. lough out loud.

ok, that's all for tonight. I'm currently on a movie marathon with popcorn on astro. Will be going to Palace of The Golden Horses for Lunch tmr! Can't wait! and then, maybe shopping at sg.wang..

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As you know, for most of us, ITS FREEDOM!!! Okay, Maybe I wasn't that excited when I finished my last paper at 3.15p.m. You know, all of us are so lucky to have such great invigilators!! I am serious!

Its time to burn my books. Not literally. I need to clean my room. There are books everywhere. This remind me of the day I finished my physics paper. I was holding my SUCCESS physics refernce book on one hand and my other hand was occupied with my stationeries, bottle, and papers. There was a puddle f water in front of me and my book was about to fall into the puddle. I was trying to grab hold of the book but it slipped from my fingers coz I was holding the edge of the book. However, I manage to save my book and 3 of my classmates told me

"Denise!, tak payah lah... Biar je!!"
"Physics dah habis, BAKAR JE BUKU TU!!"
*laughing*

Everyone started laughing. XD

I was too happy that I have no idea where to start tasting the freedom I have. After so many months, I was dreading for this day to come. So much so that I think my mum is sick of me telling her how many more days til SPM is over. haha. Ok, I went to Bukit Bintang yesterday with 2 jokers. I thought I could find something, but I didn't. So, we had dinner at my uncle's restaurant. I am one lucky girl to have the privilege to.. well... eat for..

Ok, I shall not elaborate on that. Let's just say The guys and I are well fed or maybe we ate too much =D Its my first time after 6 months sleeping more than 5 hours everyday. I slept for 13 hours and damn, I feel good!!!

Initially, I have plans for today. It did not work out as planned but still, I have plan for my own in a few hours. I woke up this morning watching a movie called "Blind Dating" and Heroes. Then, along came Jian. I did not expect that. I just woke up!!! LOL! Well, it was a pleasure seeing him again after so long. Ok, I gtg now. I'm heading to KLCC for shopping.

Tags!

This tag is by wai min a month ago.

At what age do you wish to get married?
19 =D. I don't know. 26/27? I don't know!!

What do you want the most now?
Being free.

Who are the people you trust the most?
My parents and myself.

Do you think you have enough confidence?
It depends.

If a dream could have come true for you, what would it be?
Straight A's for SPM.

Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rain?
Yes. It rains EVERYDAY!

What are you afraid to lose the most now?
I'm not saying a word.

Have you broken someones heart that he/she went to commit suicide?
I don't think so.

Do you believe in eternal love?
I don't know how to answer this.

Which feelings do you love the most?
Being loved and cared for.

What are the requirements from your other half?
I know what I want. So, there's no need to write a long list of it here. =)

What feelings do you hate the most?
Ignorance is a bliss. Yes? No? Maybe?

What describes you the best?
Blur? Well, not so much now.

Do you believe in GOD?
I believe in karma. Although life is unfair sometimes.

What do you think is the most important things in your life?
Being myself.

Who is the most important person in your life?
Hmmm... I wouldn't want you to kidnap them.. teehee...

Who do you hope to be always with you?
My parents and a few friends.

What kind of friends do you want?
I want? Well, I am particular about one thing, NEVER LIE!

Do you think love is stupid?
No!

Do you believe that it is better to have love than have nothing at all?
Yes

Choose 5 people to tag!
no one.

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This tag is by nick.

Starting time : 8.11pm
Name : Denise Tan
Sisters : 1
Brothers : None
Shoe size : 5/6/7 (I have a small feet)
Height : 5ft 4
Where do you live : Ampang.
Favorite drinks : All time favourite, cold water on a hot day.
Favorite breakfast : A cup of teh ais and... it depends.
Have you ever been on a plane : duhh!
Swam in the ocean : No. Phobia.
Fallen asleep in school : Yes.
Fell off your chair : Yup.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Not anymore.
Saved e-mails : Only if its worth saving.
What is your room like : cooling. =)
What's right beside you : My bracelet.
What is the last thing you ate : Home made oreo cheesecake. I like.

Ever had...
Chicken pox : yes.
Sore throat : duh, who doesn't.
Stitches : never.
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : Probably or possibly.
Like picnics : I'm alright. As long there is food.
Who was the last person you danced with : My dance instructor and a few others.
Last made you smile : Uhhh.... I can't remember.
You last yelled at : I can't remember either.

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like : No...
Kiss anyone : No...
Get sick : Literally, no. Mentally and emotionally, yes.
Talked to an ex : No...
Miss someone : No...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Not anymore now.
What's under your bed : Books, books and more books, waiting to be burn!!!
Who do you really hate : I'm tired of hating anyone. Waste of time.
What time is it now : 8.22pm

Randoms :
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : No, lol..this is so random.
Q : Do you have any siblings : yes
Q : Do you want children : Yes, but not now.
Q : Do you smile often : Not as much.
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : Its alright.
Q : Are your toenails painted : Soon..
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : no one..
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : white
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : I was about to break down, crying. I was conflicted, exhausted, worn out and tired. But then again, I somehow manage to force myself to it swallow physics alive!.
Q: I can't wait to : go shopping!
Q: When did you cry last : not that i can remember. But, its a reaaaaally long time ago.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think so.
Q: Do you have any pets : Used to, but not anymore. Having pets is like having babies. Its a heavy responsibility.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : ??? I have no answer to this question.
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : Yes, but not as much anymore.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : Yes.
Q: What are you doing right now? :
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? : Yes, and I fell. I wouldn't wanna do it again.
Q: Can you handle the truth? : Sometimes, no. But, i'd rather have the truth rather than people lying to me.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? : Mum.
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Uhhh.... Derrick? I can't remember!!!
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? : Is this necessary?
Q: Do you eat healthy? : Yes, no, maybe. I eat as I desire.
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yeah...
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yes.
Q: How often do you go to church?: I've been to church once or twice. lol. Does that even count?
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? Most likely...No one. Sometimes,...
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: I used to be really quiet. Now, I'm not so sure anymore.
Q: Are you confident?: Most of the time.
Q: Favorite Quote: Its Karma! (I don't really have a fav quote. I may have, but I don't use them in my conversations)
Hmm.. But, I got this out of randomness while chatting with Dinnish.
"Be happy with what you have"
Because, some/most people are just not satisfied with what they have, until they lose it. Its how one appreciate them and cherish them as it is. I shall stop elaborating and save this for another time.


Q: Things I was doing 10 years ago..
Drawing on the wall?

Q: Things on my to-do list today.
1. Sleep
2. Study for EST?
3. Listen to music that should make me sane again.

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy..
- Oreo
- Kinder Bueno
- Kit Kat
- Snickers
- M&M's
- Toblerone
- Cadbury Milk Chocolate
- Hershey's Kisses with Chocolate Chip

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire..
1. Pay my college/university fees.
2. Buy more clothes.
3. Give some to my parents.
4. Buy food and donate to the needy.
5. Travel.


Q: 5 of my bad habits..
1. I waste too much electricity.
2. I tend to up my room once I clean it.
3. Sometimes, I worry too much
4. I can't think of anything anymore.

Q: 5 places I have lived in..
There's a difference between stayed and lived.
So, that would be home, ampang.

Q: 5 jobs I've had..
1. I would love to have a job, just for the experience.

Q: 5 people I tag..
no one.


I haven't been writing any personal post on my blog. Maybe I did, I just can't remember. Or maybe I saved it as drafts and never really want to post it up. Well, if something inspires me, I would. Soon..

Its so near.

Just a few more days.. A few more days..
I am dying to go out. This feeling is so seductive. Why!??
help...

Oh, holy crap. I will be receiving a letter about National Service soon.
CRAP!!! I really do hope they wont sent me to a land far far away...... =(

Denise loves...

Oreo Cheesecake

Okay, I know my hunger for food is so insatiable and so as my heart. I am addicted to Oreo Cookies at the moment. But, I just love the biscuit. The creme? not really. I usually throw them away or I'll just eat it sometimes. Anyone here love the creme?? Because, I just love the biscuit. =D

Well, I need it after all. Since, I had a rough day today. But, too bad I need to maintain a healthy diet for now.. =D I was quite surprised I lost 2kg easily since I got sick. Weird isn't it?

Anyway, I have some pictures in my camera but I'm lazy to upload them.
I'll just leave you people with a pictures then.

I feel like this now.
A prisoner with eyes that are gonna pop out with a "pop" sound.

In a week, I'll be free like a bird. That is where all my shopping begins.
I need new shoes. A pair 3 inch stilettos which I will pre-order it ASAP and probably a pair of black high-heeled boots.
New clothes, obviously.
Novels.
Driving, flute and dance lessons.
I owe some people a cheeseburger and chillis. (oh my...)
oh wait! Someone wants to belanja me too!
Well, That all I could think of. I have one problem, where am I going to get the money?
Probably I could make some money by tutoring primary school kids. XD Just so you know, I've been tutoring my neighbour recently. I should start charging. Why didn't I think of this earlier? XD

Anyway, That's all for now.

Blessing in Disguise

Aha! Finally I have the chance to actually sit down right in front of my computer peacefully and not having to worry about certain things. Well, not really peacefully but I could stay longer. =D
So, If you're wondering how are things with my SPM papers so far.... Its alright. I dare not comment any further.

"Blessing in Disguise" is actually a good thing but most of us never recognise it as a good thing. Has this ever occured to you? Well, it did, to me. I hardly experience that. Or at least I know that I rarely experience it. Maybe I did and I wasn't aware of it. But, when it happens and you get to know about it. The feeling is sooo goood....

Anyway.....

The first day was the bomb. I was nervous just like everyone else. I was sweating till I'm not sure whether is hot or is it me? (CHEH!!) Haha. Looks like its the whether all along. I am sitting on the first row, which is also next to the door. I had 3 papers to sit on Monday. BM paper 1 and 2 and History paper 1. After my BM paper 2, I was exhausted already. I used up 1 pen just for the BM papers. I was too tired when I got home. But, I have to study for history paper 2 the next day. Yesterday was alright too. I left 30 minutes earlier for English and studied for my history.

Today, I had Mathematics paper. Not bad. =). My next paper is next week. Boy, its Add maths and Moral on the same day and Chemistry. 4 down 6 more to go.

I think this SPm is another great way for me to lose weight. I hope so. Because, I think I am eating not so optimumly. I only eat when I need it and will only eat what I need. Maybe I was afraid that I am going to throw up again. I was having fever last Saturday. It was 30 minutes past midnight, my stomach wasn't feeling so good. My stomach wasn't feeling well the whole day actually. I thought it was normal and it would go away but it didn't. I had some buffet earlier that afternoon as I was attending a gathering at a hotel. I threw up whatever I ate for the whole day. Ugh. It was terrifying and disgusting. Exceptionally disgusting when I ate cheese that afternoon. Gawd.

I felt better, washed up and went to bed. 5 hours later, I woke up feeling really sick and vomitted again. Still, it was yestedays food. What the hell???? Its not even digested yet??? I took some medicenies my mum gave and struggle back to sleep. It is conformed that I had food poisoning. Time seems to move too slow when I was having fever. 12 hours later, I threw up again. This time, it was porridge. I could not study for 2 days. I slept all the time. My mum and I was worried.

Fortunately, I was feeling so much better on Monday. I was healthy again!



Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe I pushed myself too hard on studying that I desperately needed a break. Well, I guess I needed it after all and I was relieved that I was back on track. So, I had a study session with Jhun Ren in the afternoon. I wanted to join Vi and Nick but the timing was just not right. Therefore, never eat out and get sick for at least 2 weeks before your SPM!!!

Just so you know, my neighbour, who is a doctor told me that she treated at least 4 or 5 students who are also sitting for spm like me. Hmmm.... looks like I'm not alone huh....

Anyway.... I'll leave with another picture (not) me.

All the best for SPM twins! and...
Happy Belated Birthday jane!
I haven't seen my cousins in ages... lol.

*Edits on Nov 14*

I love this song... omg.

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless, I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels, in the moment, I'd never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

This song is just so good. Its so catchy! =DDD LOVE BUG AGAIN!!!

It's time for war.

Leaving school would be one of the hardest thing to let go. The good times and the bad times. It is what I call "The Spice of Life".
So, I'll just do a really quick update with some pictures I took recently..

Our last input by Mr.Lim.
Mrs Yong and Mr.Lim surprised us with a small party of pizza's, kfc's and soft drinks.
None of us were expecting that. =) Thank you, Mrs. Yong and Mr.Lim!
But most importantly,
Thank you to Miss Lau and all the Science teacher who did the same thing too
although I do not have any pictures of it.

Mrs. Yong, Nick, Vi and I.

Denise just got down the bus.
I would really miss walking down this road almost everyday of my life, with my school uniform.

I feel like this now.
If you're wondering what is that red string,
Its a red string attached to a spear.
Brutal, isn't it?
I got it from central market.

Even though I may endure crap, but having friends around you makes things better.
From left, Zhu Liang, Dinie, Me and Vishana.
This was taken yesterday.
It might be the last time I see these dudes.

Last but not least,

Stay positive as I am preparing for war.
I do not know how long I can smile like this but whatever happens,
just stay calm, focus, move on and make history!
=D

PS : I hate eye bags.
PSS : go visit Kok Siang's Blog for a few more pictures.
PSSS : I look odd in one of those pictures.

I scream.

Why????!

I feel like crying my heart out. I am so vulnerable now.

I need a chocolate ice cream. It melts my sadness away.

If I Could Fall into The Sky.

Check out this video. I really love it. One of my favourite songs. If a guy would to do this, I would probably die on the spot.

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I would spend at least 8 hours away from home every weekend (Saturday and Sunday) going to and fro from Ampang to Central Market/Petaling Street. The weather was so hot that I could probably fry an egg on the road and it would be burnt instantly. At the same, I was also attending a seminar at Kasturi tuition centre. My friends and I would go there by LRT. Over there, the for of us would freeze to death because it was FREAKING COLD!! We almost died down there on our first day there.

So, today was our last day of seminar.. I had the best Salmon Bento every at Central Market. Surprisingly, it was quite cheap and delicious! I would like to have another one next time.

I felt so sick today. Like I was going to have another fever again. I sleptat abt 2a.m because I could not stop sneezing. I did not take any medicine because if I did, I would never wake up the next morning(today). So, I woke up sneezing non-stop till my head hurts. At tuition, I felt so sick and cold. ugh. At least now I feel much better.

I got so much to tell but I'm burned out.

SPM is starting in one week.
Sometimes, I wonder what the hell am I doing.
I do not know what to do and what to study.
At some point, all I could do is just stare aimlessly at my wall,
Looking at my SPM schedule.
My heart starts to beat faster and stronger.
Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!
Keep it strong,
Just move along.
Study! Study! Study!

ps : I can't talk properly with my retainers on! Its so frustrating you know.

Lights, Camera, Pictures!

I have no idea why I am blogging right now. I should be studying. SPM is starting in 9 more days. 9 FREAKING MORE DAYS!!!! Hmm.. As I was reading about the formation of sperm and ovum, also known as spermatogenesis and oogenesis. I got bored.. It is not in the list of my favourite topics in Biology because there is too many things to remember. My favorite chapter would be Inheritance, Variation, Structure Plasma Membrane, Nutrition, Chemical Composition of cells and Cell Division.

Lol... enough of that.. I just wanted to post some pictures that I took with my camera. I got bored reading. So, I took my camera and start playing with it. To my surprise, I discovered something that I never knew I could do with my camera. After all these year.... I manage to explore what is install in my camera.

So, here are some pictures. Its just some random stuffs in my room and also somewhere else. This is more of a picture post. I like the detail of the picture.

School Tie.

A pair of Earrings

Lotion, Radio/CD player and some
Turkish Delight coated with coconut beside it.

Note holder.

I need something to keep me awake.

The wall

Flute.
I have not been practising these days.

Notes and also known as "taugeh"

I've been trying to figure out why my flower is so disfigured these days.
Not enough water, maybe?

Bottle of stars.

I did too much of add maths until I get sick of it.

iPod Shuffle

A Tribal drawing by Lex.
Thanks, Lex!!

Stairway to Heaven?

Serenity.

Yours truly,

Denise.

The Moment of Truth

Hey readers... I know some you are waiting for my next post. So, as A promised last week that I would reveal something really special. So... here it goes... Watch the video alright??




So, I wont be typing out the whole process but I'll just explain it briefly alright?

Okay.. Just so you know, I made that video last minute. I never plan to do it at all until I read my cbox where Kok Siang somehow gave me an idea to do something before I take off my braces. I took some pictures before taking my braces off and also a video. Oh yea. I took about 15 videos before choosing the perfect one. I do not have any scripts written out and I did it impromptu. I just say whatever that is on to of my head.

I think I was freaking out the day before and on the day itself. I could not sleep at night and I woke up early because I was so excited. I could not study at all in the morning.
LOL. How on earth can I study, you tell me???
scary
Anyway, the whole procedure of taking off the braces was quite scary. Especially when they use some sort of apparatus that looks like a pair of pliers to pull out the pieces of square metals that are stuck on my teeth. I was terrified when the plucked it out just like that. *plak!*
OMG!!!! I thought the orthodontics pulled my tooth out!!

The other thing that was scary was the scaling process. It hurts a little and the sound of it is irritating. lol. Whatever it is, I'm glad it is all over. =D

So, here are some pictures. =D


Before....



Waiting for my turn.....

Smile for the last time!

My mum reading magazine.
Can you spot Suri Cruise??

Its calling my name...
Denise.... Denise.....

Now... The moment of truth..

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This is how I look without braces.

Right side.

Left side.

That is all for now. =D
Good night!

Painful But True

My head hurts. ugh. But that is not the main reason why I am updating my blog once again. haha.

I am for one who listens to the radio every night after getting a brain block (my brain completely malfunction. lol) and before I dive into my own slumber land. Almost every night, David Archuleta's Crush has been playing on the radio. From Fly FM to Hitz-dot-FM, Traxx FM, Red FM, Mix FM etc.. However, I usually hear it from Fly FM and Traxx FM.

Honestly, I love David A's new single, Crush. It is a song everyone could relate to, including myself. =) Although this song has been on my top favourite songs for 2 months already, I still love it. I kept telling some people to listen to this song but they were too lazy until they heard it themselves recently and they love it. sweat. Ah well...

Remember.... I posted about Who will win American Idol? and I said, I do not mind whether Archuleta or Cook wins?
I change my mind. Now, I'm 100% sure that Archuleta deserves the title of American Idol more than Cook. Its just my opinion alright. Painful but true.
Cook also released his new single, but there was no impact on me. His new song was played on the radio a few times and I find it plain, boring and too loud for my ears. Better luck next time.

So, prior to Archuleta's new single, I found out another song titled "A little Too Not Over You". Its just a preview. Not the whole song. But, here's what I think :
omg. He did it again! I really love the lyrics.
What else could I say? I really love it.Therefore, I shall not drag any further on how much I love it. I love it.

So, here is a sneak preview on the song.


It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you sometimes

I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you - Ooh

Memories are supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off, let it ....

.... Not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back - Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand

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You see... The lyrics from this song and Crush. Almost everyone and anyone could relate to it. Once again, including myself. This song briefly explains how I feel sometimes. Just sometimes. Painful but true. Feeling and memories don't just fade away in such a short time. It takes time for one to get over it and move on. It doesn't have to be forgotten or erased. In fact, it should not at all. Its just a chapter/phase in your life. People move on, the world goes on, and I've moved on. This is a wonderful relieve for me. I am myself again, with a new perspective of life. I may not be exactly the same as before in terms of physically, mentally, socially and emotionally but, the bottom line is, I am still me.

At the same time, I want to lead and live my own life without being held back by anything for now. =) My time will come. If it is meant to be, then it is meant to be.

Well, I hope you, readers know what I am trying to say here instead of being long winded and I will end up saying it something that makes no sense at all. Or maybe I am talking crap once again. haha.

Talk about crap, here is something that I find really amusing but true. On the record, I used to play MapleStory 2 years ago. I played until level 28 as a Warrior until I got sick of playing it. *Thank goodness I did not get married in maplestory*
I'd rather play the classic Mario game. I'll never get sick of Mario till' today although I have not been playing it for 6 years already. So, the moral of the story for this article is, DO NOT COMMIT YOURSELF AND GET MARRIED ONLINE. Getting divorce in the virtual world can also do real damage in the real world. Gosh. I wonder how could those "chibi", petite, innocent-looking and cute little avatars could kill. lol. Looks can be deceiving. haha.

Ok, my post is getting messy and its getting more messy soon. My apologies.

I'll be on a 5-day-holiday from tomorrow onwards. Well, not exactly a holiday for me but, I do not have school. This made me wonder.... Should I just make it a 1 week holiday? or should I just go to school on Thursday and Friday? Does it makes any difference?
I've been doing a hell lot of add maths trials paper from different states. Well, same goes to other subjects. I am really happy that all those papers halped me a lot. I could blissfully answer the questions. Today, I was doing another set of trials add maths SPM 2008 paper(probably my 5th set). Surprisingly, I could do all of it quite well. This made me wonder,

Is this paper too easy or am I getting brighter??

Denise is in Disturbia.

Attention :

For the past few weeks or maybe months, I not quite sure about this. A few of my friends saw me online but in actual fact, I am not online at all. This happens not once, not twice and definitely not the third time. I was informed countless of times but, I never bothered until yesterday.

Apparently, my account has been hacked. Nothing went missing and hopefully, it did not cause any misunderstandings or anything that happened. If you're wondering if I tick on the "sign in automatically" box, no, I never save my password on my own computer.

The most recent one was last night about 10.30p.m. I got a message from a friend asking if I was online. I was not online because I was already asleep. I was too exhausted to even reply him and the the rest who also messaged me.

So, from this moment, If you happen to see me online at odd hours, or I did not reply at all (except if I'm away or busy) or anything unusual, please do not hesitate to inform me. Thank you.

Yours truly,

Denise Tan.

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Ok, since I am already online I'll just do a quick update. Now, I owe TKS a cheeseburger for being the only one who got the answer to my previous question :

What food that transforms from a liquid state to a solid state when it is heated?

The answer is an egg.

Next week Tuesday would be a special day for me. Yes, very special. So, I don't want to spoil the surprise now, I will just take this opportunity to torture your mind. Muahahaha! I'm evil. I'm not hinting out any clues for you, readers. Well, or you don't have to think about it. All you have to do is just..... wait.

Or, you can just guess...

Why is next week Tuesday (28th of October 2008) is such a special day for Denise?

You can send in your answers on the COMMENT BOX ON THIS POST/MSN/E-MAIL.
I'll screen through the answers and therefore, no one will know what is the answer.
The real answer will be released on next week Wednesday (29th of October 2008)
WARNING : if you ever leave your answers on my cbox, you'll be disqualified.

If you're wondering if theres a prize, Yes... I do have a something special to give out since its a special day for me... =)

That's all for now. I have nothing else to blog about unless you, readers wanna know how frustrating, stressful, sad and tired I am.

Sometime, I don't even know what the hell am I doing.

Here is a a few lines that could sum up what am I feeling.

No more gas, in the rig
(Can't even get started)
Nothing heard, nothing said
(Can't even speak about it)
All my life on my head 
(Don't wanna think about it)
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you 
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort

Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Your minds in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

The ones in green is how I feel.

"DENISE!!!!! You better get you butt back here and read me and not wasting your time on the computer!!!"

*signs off and rushes to her room to study*

What is gotong-royong in English??

See how fast 1 week is? You see how time flies?? This also mean I have 3 more weeks. Wait, I can't just SEE how time flies. ugh. forget that. I can't believe it. My high school years are almost over. I may not know how I feel now because the only feeling I have now has made me forget certain things and absorb more things which I will need to use them to determine my tomorrow.

So, Kok Siang has been carrying his camera along with him this week. Taking pictures and videos of our class. haha. You know how much I love the camera right?? *evil laughs* I was nicknamed as "the poser". I could detect a camera from far away with the receptors on my face. When that happens, my brain will be on auto-mode, that is getting ready for the camera. I can't help it okay!! Its like a reflex action/involuntary action. I don't know whether or not if I am a camwhore, who cares! I like taking pictures, whether I look ugly or weird in it. Its a lifetime memory.

I think I should bring my camera too. However, I would face another problem like what Kok Siang and Jian is facing right now. ugh.

After reading Kok Siang's post, it makes it so much harder to leave school. ....
As I was watching the video, I was like "omg. i hope he didn't put it in"
After watching the whole thing, I was so relieved. hehehe.
But, its ok la... I wont be angry or anything. Instead, I will be laughing my heart out.

I was just wondering. Who else is going for the Kasturi Tuition Centre SPM Seminar?? Cause, I'll be going on the weekends. XD. Who knows, I might bump into anyone I know.

Oh yeah, I met a long lost friend. How long if you might want to know? Okay. It was 10 years ago. I did not find her. She found me instead. She was one of the people I remember really well when I was studying in Cheras in Standard 1. We were in the same school but different class. (Back then, there are 13 standard 1 classes. I could not recall which class I was) We hung out together during recess and after school either of us will go to each other's houses and finish up our homework and talk all day. We were always talking. Although, I was not a social butterfly back then, I was a chatterbox around her. Talked in the car, recess, moral studies class, phone or anywhere. We were called the Double D's since our initials starts with a D.
All the memories with her are now starting to pour like hot soup. Warm. Refreshing. and wow. However, I could not remember saying Goodbye to her. I could not remember whether I told her that I moved to Ampang. I could not remember the last day I spent with her. Don't get me wrong alright? She was one of my good friends I had. We always get picked and teased in school for being weird. (I don't know what so weird about me/us back then)
I was quite surprised when she messaged me. I tried calling her when I moved to Ampang, but after some time, we drifted apart. I was truly overjoyed when I read her message and the fact that she still remembers me.
Well, I guess it was never a goodbye after all. =)
We grew up and became different people.

Wai min, I'm lazy to do the tag right now. I'll just do it another time, alright? =)
I can't think about answering any questions besides questions that are study-related.

*phone call*

"hello?"
"Denise, what is "gotong-royong" in English??"
"*blur, thinking* uhhhh....."
"I need it now! I don't have a dictionary"
" I can't think right now!!!"
" okok, why don't you call me back later and check it out for me okay? It's important!!"

What was I supposed to do??? LOL. I was so engross studying world history and writing an essay. All of the sudden, you called me and ask me what is gotong-royong in English??? LOL. crap. I might need this in my English essay and now, I already forgot what is gotong-royong in English. ps: I wonder what so important about the needing the word gotong-royong in English for.. ah, I wasn't bothered to ask any further.

That is all for now. Stay tuned till' next week(or maybe not) for more live and unexciting life of the goddess of wine(whine). haha.

Good night!

ps : I got no pictures now. My computer is squeaky clean now. NO pictures at all. I better start filling it up. well, soon.... (I wonder how soon is soon)

Life is so funny.

Hello earthlings. It has been ages, I know. I was busy and I am still busy. Yes, Kok Siang was right about my computer. BUT, not about me, "downloading naughty things"- Its an internal joke. I'm a good girl with evil intentions! muahahaha..... Just kidding. Its not really a bad thing that my computer was spoiled. It actually helps a lot. =D Just that, now that I don't use it and I don't watch television. Instead, I channel my communication through sms's, phone calls and the radio.

What was I doing the whole week?
Go to school, tuition, eat, sleep, bathe, study and study. That's about it. Nothing else. No television and no computer. Basically, this process repeats itself everyday. Its driving me nuts! Good for me.. I am already crazy. Go ask...

Anyway, I was walking to one of my friends one night. I don't know who started it but I think it was me because I was all emo and talking like a mad woman all of the sudden. None of us are sad but we were just talking and exchanging thought about being a guy and being a girl. Life is so funny. hehe. In fact, I found out something about guys. Its not shocking or anything. Just something that I never knew. Well, our conversation was left hanging since I was already asleep. It was 2am already.

I got my trials exam results and I am slightly disappointed with it. Some are excellent! but, the others are just... bad. One thing is for sure, I did not fail any of the subjects that I took. I got an A1 for Bahasa Melayu, English, Mathematics, and Moral. An A2 for EST and Biology. The others are lower than an A2. hehehe.

I had a haircut on Wednesday. I feel so much better now as my head is lighter than before. It's like a start of something new. I like it.

This week, I was being asked 3 questions. Not just ordinary questions.

First Question : What food that transforms from a liquid state to a solid state when it is heated?

This question was posted by my tuition Chemistry teacher. To my surprise, I could not answer it. Actually, the whole class could not answer it. haha. The answer made me feel so dumb. Anyway. Try answering this question and leave the answer on this post and not on my cbox.

Second Question : What century are we in now???

*slaps forehead* Well, a friend of mine asked me this question. I was surprised that he doesn't know what century are we in now. haha! We're in the 21st century!!!! LOL. I can't stop laughing!

Third Question : Sakai, What are you?? Mangsa Tsunami ar?? Like never eat for 10 days like that! If you're hungry at the correct times, its ok. But you are hungry all the time.. omg. What is wrong with you??

Okay, that was extracted from one of my sms's. hahaha. I've been constantly eating like there is no tomorrow. I can't help it okay. I just need to munch on something. haha. Wanna know what I replied?
"I can't help it. Maybe its my hormones or I'm pregnant. Hmmm... That explain my tummy."
I was joking alright. XD

A week ago, a few of my friends and I crashed at my place. We ate, laughed, joked and talked about random things. We did some crazy things as usual. Some of it made me laugh so hard that I could die. haha. Good times. I have the urge to blog about it but, I'll just pass.

Someone owes me a video and pictures (you people know who you are). I got a video and more pictures upload, but I'm lazy. So, I'll just post some pictures.

Vi, Kok and I at the carpark downstairs my house.
We look like sakai's(according to the dark dude in this picture)

Don't you just love tha rain??

These 2 clowns/sakai's- (that is what they call themselves) went camping and they did not sleep well at all.

Another clown. I did not have enough sleep.

Oh yeah....
Thank you so much for the beautiful rose!! =D
I love it so much!!!
Don't mind the backgrouns and the stuffs around it.
There's a story behind it. XD