It has been a long long week.

 Or at least it felt like its a long week.

I got all my exam papers back and it was sort of better than my previous exam. I'm currently on a Merit Scholarship under my college and there are a few conditions I have to follow in order to keep my scholarship for the next semester.

1. We have to be present in every examination.
2. We cannot fail any subjects.
3. We must maintain an average of 60%

The first two exams, I failed one subject. both of it happens to be Chemistry. I never hate Chemistry as far as I could remember until I started college.  This time around, I manage to pass Chemistry. =D I was one of the lucky 17 out of 80 students in my lecture hall who passed Chemistry. I quote from Joel "Passing Chemistry is like getting an A for it"

I did quite badly in Math. Biology was alright. =) General Paper was good. I got the highest in class for that subject.

So, I've got 1A, 1B and 2E's. I manage to fulfill the first two conditions but I did not have an average score of 60. I only had 58%. I think I could've done better. Looks like I have to spend more time studying.

Other than that, I've been out with friends and the boyfriend.

Went out with 2 Kuantan boys, 1 batu Pahat boy and 1 KL boy.

Watched Michael Jackson's "This It It". I'm not really a fanatic fan of his but he truly is a legend worth remembering.

I wonder how would the concert be like if its not jsut rehersals. C'mon, the rehearsals itself was awesome. He's a perfectionist. A work of Art.

It is such a huge loss that he is not around anymore. A terrible loss indeed.






We were also looking for Shao Wen's birthday present and I find this handbag really nice.

 Im not really a fan of Roxy's Merchandise but I like this handbag. XD We didn't get it coz of some reason. I really like it though. =D

After the movie, all of us walked to Times Square to visit my beloved sister, Elle who is currently working at Johnny's Restaurant.

Big smiles! It attracts customers! =P

The next day, I went out with Lilian and Mei Yean. and then came along Afiq and Elle. =P
Lilian, Mei Yean and I got stuck in the LRT for an hour due to some technical difficulties.

When we arrived, we hung out at Kinokuniya while waiting for Afiq and Elle.

Saw these books and they cost like RM300+, RM700+ and RM 900+. @@

Ae had Chillis. =D

and didn't finish our food.

Afiq drove Lilian and Mei Yean back home.

We made a pit stop at McD Petronas to have an ice cream. It was Afiq's idea. @.@

Initially it was for an ice cream but he ended up eating a Fillet-o-fish Meal while playing Plants and Zombies on my lappy.

=)

On Thursday, Mei Yean and I had this awesome Nasi Lemak that I discovered near Coffee Bean, Ampang Point. Its so darn cheap too! RM 1.70 for a regular nasi lemak with a fried egg.

I realised that they sell other stuffs too like mihun, mee goreng, nasi goreng and some kuih. Why didn't I notice it earlier. LOL. Eating fat rice in the morning makes me so sleepy during class and it could last me until dinner.

Heated up. *edits*

I'm back! =D

Its been a hell of a month for me. My 3rd test, which is also the final exam for my first semester is all over. I've been worried sick for the past 1 month and I still am coz my results will be out next week.

I've never studied so much and so hard ever. As in seriously, its nothing compared to SPM. After my 2nd exam was over, there was no break for me. Time is of the essence. I've been having sleepless nights, swollen eyes, raging pimples popping off all over my face, studying every waking hour and such. Yeah, I am here to complain about my life that has been sucking the living soul out of me.

I remember saying this before I made up my mind about taking A Levels. I said that "I am so gonna lose my social life.", "Damn, I'll have to study like theres no tomorrow" etc. Hell yeah I am doing all these now. I don't know why in the world I even took up A levels. Fuck lah. Its tremendously, excruciatingly difficult.

I've fallen ill 4 times this year. I've never gotten sick so many times in less than a year. Most of it happened when exams are approaching. Its really depressing and I hate feeling all feverish and have my head spin round and round.

I've been deprived of sleep and it makes me feel all grumpy coz the slightest thing could just tick me off easily and I'll explode like a nuclear bomb.Its so bad to the extend that I even feel guilty of sleeping although its the most essential thing for me, a human. And when a human is deprived of sleep, wonders could happen.

I cried quite a few times coz I couldn't handle the pressure and it really is difficult. Its just like what Kok Siang was saying the other day, "SPM is like CH3COOH and STPM/A Levels are like H2SO4" Don't get it? LOL nevermind. If you do, congratulations!

There are many times I felt like giving up. It felt so suicidal.

The first day of my exam, I sat for General Paper and Applied Maths. Its was alright. I just hate Permutation and Combination. Who cares is 6 people is chosen in a group, 3 of them are boys and another 3 are girls and 2 of the girls refuse to sit next to each other!?!

The second day was far more worse than I expected. I was literally cursing throughout my Chemistry paper. There were 40 objective questions and 6 structured question each with at least 6 questions and I only had 1 hour and 30 minutes to complete everything. How absurd is that? All of us were given 45 minutes to answer the objective question and the answer sheet were collected when the time is up. My eyes were already watery when the invigilator was waiting by my table to collect my answer sheet. I shaded my last 8 answers C's because I was out of time and I didn't even had the chance to read the questions. I bet the others felt the same way as I do. Oh, I have the balance 45 minutes to complete all the structured question which I did not. I think I partly blame it on time and also the fact that I don't know how to answer the question in such a short time.

Pure maths was alright. A few silly mistakes.

Biology paper was kinda okay. I'm quite satisfied with it.

I might lose my scholarship if I do fail any subject and if I do get an average score of under 60.

I feel damn sakit hati wei.. As terrible as it seems, I always do hope for a better result. Excuse my profanities in this post. I just can't tahan to keep it inside anymore. Now that the exams are over, I have one more thing to worry about, which is Parent-Lecturer Day. T.T

OK lahhhh, I know you people might think I'm over exagerrating over this issue coz I might be or may not be. It depends on how one sees it actually. *big smiles*

I'm either gonna continue watching True Blood or get my 12 hours of sleep.

I love the series. Its awesome. Damn, vanpires can be so brutal and yet seductive. LOL

This series is definitely something worth watching. =D


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Since this post is already filled with complains, I shall go on further coz I wanna do this once and for all. I don't really like flooding my blog page with all my complains and whinings so, allow me to do this okay?

Prior to what I've just said earlier, that I easily get ticked off by the tiniest thing? Indeed I was cross with one of my classmate due to something really small. It was a piled up feeling of annoyance and I just could not tolerate it anymore. I don't wanna blog the details of it here coz its not nice. I'm just expressing how annoyed I am. My classmate apologized but things are still unresolved due to our exams and since the incident, we didn't really communicate at all tll today. I don't wanna risk making things more complicated.

I just read Elle's post on how people asking for donations. As cruel as I can sound, I'm not giving anymore of my money to some random stranger who is collecting money for some disbled charity.. To be exact, I dont give a damn about it anymore. Come to me one more time and I'll say, "FUCK OFF" I have my reasons for saying this.

Imagine if your eating at a mamak with a bunch of friends coz mamak food is cheap around my area. Then a stranger will approach you at the side of your table saying "Hello, I am yada yada yada from dot dot dot and I am doing la la la for this and that charity. Here, is my license and such and pictures of disabled children bla bla bla. So..... " I'll end up feeling sorry for all these disabled kids but I felt even more sorry for the guy who came asking money from us.

First of all, I'm eating in a mamak restaurant. As a student, I am saving my money for myself and for my future. I went  to a mamak restaurant because the food is cheaper and it fills up my tummy coz I had a freaking long day in college, I'm tired, I still have to study when I get home and the cycle goes on almost everyday.. In college, I only spent RM1.90 and sometimes RM2.20 for my lunch and nothing else. I am not from a rich family, just an average one and I'm happy with whatever I have. And there you go, a stranger asking at least RM10 from us which could buy me a week of lunch in my college canteen. Its not that I can't afford giving RM10. I can, but thats not the point. If I sincerely want to donate, I could give any amount I want and not having to state RM10 is the minimum amount. I'm not being all kedekut or kiam siap. I just want to have a pleasant meal with my friends and you people out there to just shut up, go away and stop walking around asking money from us. Don't you feel tired asking money from every stranger you meet like we, civillians owe those disabled kids our money?

Second of all, I've been cheated once and that would be the last time. Mei Yean and I were on our way to Midvalley to buy a pair of dress for prom. There are these bunch of guys ambushed us with their charity stuffs again and they asked us to write our names to just support them. Boy, they are a bunch of sweet talker I'll tell you that. WE THOUGHT that we wrote our names just to support them and we just left. But it turns out that we have to donate RM30 to them. I we were like, "FUCK WEI, we just got cheated!"

Oh, here's another one. I was with my high school friends at Pavilion's Food Republic. We were eating and suddenly a woman just sat at our table. Some of us were kinda stunned and I thought that maybe one of my friends knew her or something coz she didn't say a word. Then, the took out a small little piece of paper saying "Hello. I am from dunno what foundation. I am deaf and dumb. Would you be kind enough to ......??" It ws my first encounter with these style of asking donation so I just went all speechless for i dunno what reason. My friend shoooed her away. Eeeeee. Its so rude to grab a seat with a bunch people you dont know.  I never knew Pavilion would have such things.

I don't have any problem with these disabled people. I really do symphatise and I feel sorry for them. Its the people who come bugging me to "donate" money for the less fortunate that heats me up. Just so you know, I don't even have the guts to ask my parents for money coz I understand that they are saving for my education and the household stuffs. Its not that they can't afford to give me money. Infact they can but I don't have the thick face to ask them unless I desperately need it. I don't know how you people go round asking for donations as your job. What will you answer if you were to have a son/daughter who asked you, "Daddy/Mummy, what is your occupation?" "Oh, Daddy/Mummy go round town asking people for donations for the less fortunate people" In what category is that job in? Sales? or? I dunno, I can't find a name for that kind of job. Oh wait! If its for charity, maybe you people are sincerly doing it without a salary? Well, I don't know about that. Maybe there are. But as far as I'm concerned, nothing in the world is free.

Face it, I still depend on my parents in many many ways and in this case, I still depend on them financially. I don't have a steady job to support myself, I don't earn my own salary yet, and I am still studying to get a good education and also making my way up toward acheiving my goal in life so that I wont suffer in the future and my kids wont have to go through poverty. When I am already financially stable, I wouldn't mind giving donations through the appropriate channel that for sure.

I know most of us are not obligated to donate money but the amount of people coming to me nowadays is just absurd. I have a phobia with these kind of people. I know some of you readers may have a different view/opinion on this topic. I may or may not be wrong. This donation thing shouldn't be bothering me or any of us but its becoming a public annoyance and I already am despising it. Stop making us feel all sorry and donate money all the time. Apparently Symphaty has a price to pay right now.

haih, I'm tired now. Byeeee. =D

It was my first time baking cookies. =)

This week, Wyekik turned 18.

 I mean, we celebrated his birthday.

 He made his wish.

 Blew all 18 candles.

 and posed for the camera. =D

 We got him a set of Nike basketball jersey.. =D

Hope you liked it.

 Look at Jeremy, copying wyekik's signature pose.

Well, this looks really emo.

 If you're sad and need someone to talk to, you can always talk to us.

We're good listeners.

I dunno why you're a little emo that day. Even a few days before your birthday you were sad. Until the point where mei yean and I thought we forgotten your birthday and we mixed up the dates and we panicked like we've just lost a child or something like that. After that we found out you weren't sad because we forgotten your birthday coz it wasn't your birthday yet but you were actually feeling really tired. gosh...

You can be annoying at times and tease me with all the guava juice, elmo and filipino jokes. But deep down, I know you don't mean to hurt my feelings as its all for fun and jokes. Oh! I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for fetching me home from college.! Thank youuuuuuuuuuuu! =DDD

Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday.

On Wednesday, all 3 class represeatatives and their assisntants were being called up and all 6 of us got a letter from the head of department.

"What letter is this???"

"Our paycheque??"

I've never received a letter from college before and I had no idea what is it for. So, I opened it and found out it was a WARNING letter.

It was a STERN warning letter. -.- I didn't even know that there was a meeting. In fact, even other class reps. had no idea that there was such meeting until we got this letter. Its as if I've done something really really bad like stealing or a gang fight. This letter is so wordy. @.@I understand, its a serious offence and I wouldn't do it if I knew there was a meeting.

Now, I have to write a written explantion of my absence and I had to see Madam Looi for this. I really didn't know anything about this meeting. sighs... *slaps forehead*

After class, Chester and I watched the guys playing basketball. 

I love my college coz theres so many gigantic trees. Oh! What's better is that my college is kinda empty now coz the diploma students are having their holidays. There are more slots to park your cars so that you dont have to purposely come so early to get a parking slot. We don't have to queue so long for our food and best of all we have lotsa empty seats in the canteen.

And these guys don't have to wait for their turn to play a game of basketball coz its so darn empty and no one is there to use the court.

 Got this shot coz I hardly see Chester being all emo and tired.

Get well soon buddy!

 Kevin still can pose for the camera. =D

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 My calculator (left) has been bunny-fied.

I've never put stickers on my calculators or phone before.

Its apparently our class friendship stickers. XD

Look at our phones.

 Well, none of them are mine. Its my classmate's phones.

Apa ni, all sony ericsson's.. =/

 Even Cheryl's iTouch

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I spent most of my time studying and trying to finish up my work. Its all good but theres a lot more to study especially chemistry.

On Friday,

I went out with Mei Yean on Friday to get some stuffs and then we watched a movie at Pavilion! =D

Tsunami at Haeundae.

A touching love story where the movie's tag line says it all.

"If you have 10 minutes to save the one you love, who will you save?"

Its a movie worth watching, really.

The movie effects were beyond my expectations.

After the movie, it was time to go home as I was exhausted. I met up with Afiq and Julian after the movie. =D both of them were wearing formal wear and I was the only one with the odd colour. Its like both of them are escorting me and so call my "body guards" =P (i'm just joking okay....). Both of them fetched me back home. Thank youuu! I was so tired that I slept in the car.

Saturday (yesterday)

Mei Yean came up with the idea of baking cookies out of random. On Fridays, both of us will have 4 hours of break in between classes. Do you know how  boring and tiring it is sitting down doing tutorials in that period of time.

There was once we were so darn bored, we drew on our hands and palms and it took me a few days to wash it off coz I didnt know my ohp pen's ink was permanent. gosh..

Anyway, as I was saying.. Mei yean came up with the idea for a reason also. Will tell you in the upcoming post. =D so I agreed and I went to her house at Alam Damai.

How to make cornflake cookies. I know its easy but its our first time baking cookies so, bare with us. =P

Step 1

Add butter and fine sugar into a big bowl. Mix it thoroughlly. I forgot the name of the appliance used but you know what I mean right?

Step 2

Weigh 200 grams of corn flour.(you know, its like doing Chemistry practical in the lab XD) Pour the corn flour into another bowl.

Step 3

Add in vanilla flavour and salt into the bowl of corn flour.

Step 4

Add in a cornflakes and crush them into tiny bits with your hands. Be sure to wash them before you do so.

Step 5

Mix it thoroughlly again.

and now you have two bowls with you.

Step 6

Add in the contents from the black bowl 2/3 tablespoons at a time into the glass bowl of batter.

Mix then with a spoon in an "8" shape.

trust me, you'll be tired after awhile.

Look! We have to take turns while doing this until it is evenly mixed.

The batter mixture was getting harder and we had to change the utensils.

Damn hard okay...

 Done.

Step 7

Now, You can use your hands and shape your cornflake mixture into these tiny paper cups.

Add some cherries if you want coz its optional.

Step 8

Camwhore with your cookies. =P

Step 9

Put your unbaked cookies into the oven at 200 degrees celcius for 25-30 minutes. be sure to keep an eye on your cookies or they'll end up being all burnt.

Step 10

Take the cookies out from the oven and let it cool down. =D

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa! =D

Aren't they just oh-so tempting? =P

Here's another tiring and yet exciting week of mine. Next week, I'll be sitting for my driving test for the second time. This time, I'll defnitely pass. *fingers crossed* =)