Sleepy!

This week itself, I've felt Tired, Slightly Sleepy, Super Sleepy, Knock Out and Cranky. I have yet to experience the final stage of sleepiness.

Ohh!!! The horror!!

The misery! is finally over.. =DDD

Well, sort of la. Its not really over but at least I could breathe a little more right now. I realised I've been reading almost everyday except Sundays. Even though my exams are over, I still have to continue reading.. I have dark circles under my eyes although its not really visible. I get headaches once in a while.

My life now is kinda pathetic. All I do is read and finish up my tutorials when I reach home from college. Ok la, online also. No telly and no time for the papers.. Sad isn't it.

Probably not having enough of sleep contributes to the mood swings I had. 5 hours of sleep almost everyday and 12 hours of sleep on the weekends. I feel so tired nowadays. Oh! Do you know, the less you sleep, the more likely you'll gain weight? Yeah, apparently that's true. Well, I didn't gain any weight this year and I hope it stays that way. =) The problem I'm facing right now is that The lesser I sleep, the more likely I'll sleep during lecture classes in college.

The hypothesis was proven and accepted.

Picture credits to Mei yean. XD

I was sick so I slept.

I dont know how I slept but I really slept.

Need I say more?

Ok, this picture was from last year credits to Kok Siang..

How can one not fall asleep in class? Any sugesstions??

So, this week we did some more experiments. I can't help but to take pictures of it coz it was so colourful.. =D

Before

and

After.

A few weeks back, Erin took this picture of the three of us. notice anything??

AHAHAAHA!

I think I should take more pictures in college. I know I won't be there for long. =D

I signed up for Latin Dance a few days back.. I was expecting it to have Salsa but they don't have it.. =((( They only offer Cha Cha, Jive, Paso Doble, Samba and I can't remember what else. So anyway, I signed up for it since I'm also curious to learn other types of Latin Dance.

I went to college earlier this morning for Latin Dance for Beginners at the sports complex..

Apparently, I was the only one with the dancing shoes. @.@ I felt kinda nervous coz everyone was wearing sports shoes. So, today I learned Cha Cha. Not really new to me coz I learned the basics a little bit last year. It was alright. =D Learned something new.. Met new people.

I don't know how we're gonna dance in open air coz even in an air conditioned room, I sweat like crazy, what more in open air.

*****

You know, aih... I really don't know how to explain this. I woke up not long ago feeling all frustrated.

Maybe I should get a happy meal..

Okay.. Maybe not...

I just wanna get some cupcakes or chocolate or anything sweet..

T.T

Help this poor soul .. =((

Denise had a bad and stressful week.

Looks like I only have time to blog on the weekends. I had a bad week. A few good things happend and the rest of it is just not so good.

I've been feeling emo all week especially in college and in the morning. The title says it all.

It will take me forever to complain about things. So, I don't think I should rant too much here.

I feel really tired everyday when I got home from college. By the time I get home, it will be in the evening and soon, its time to sleep.

I hate that my class ends at 4 almost everyday. Sometimes I'll reach home by 5pm. Sometimes, I stayed back for like an hour coz I don't wanna go home alone and I'll reach home by 6pm. Sometimes, I have to stay back for some replacement classes. But, There was one day, it took me 3 bloody hours just to get home. Long story. I was cursing all the way home thanks to the rain.

I've been having weird dreams. So weird that I keep waking up in the middle of the night wondering if its real and forget about it the next day. Sometimes, I even get confused about things as I can't differentiate whether it was from my dream or was it for real. wth.

I miss the feeling of when you just got back from school in the afternoon. Say, 1 - 2 p.m.? Yes, the sun is blazing hot at this hour and you're sweating like you've never sweat before in your lifetime. You throw your school bag on the floor. Take off your socks and wash you hands and feet. Lunch is on the table/ you bought some lunch back. You make a glass of cold drink for yourself. Sit in front of the television and enjoy your awesome lunch with a glass of cold drink with lotsa ice in it.

Heaven....... I'll never get the chance to do that anymore now. =( Unless I finish class early - which rarely happens. Sometimes in collage, I can't have a proper lunch coz theres too many people and no place to sit.

Elle and I got a flu vaccine injection yesterday. It was painless.

My left arm is aching right now. @.@ i can't sleep on my left side. wth.

I only felt happy on certain occasions.

Like when I met Billy, Dinie and Dwayne at Pelita Mamak.
Talking to teddy although I realised complain a lot lately. Thank you for listening.. =)
Happy that I wasn't disappointed by mere words coz I realised I did not took it seriously and I'm glad I did that.

gahhhhh.... I need to relax.....

Sleep Deprived

I'm still alive!!!! HAHA. @_@

I barely have time to update. I got lotsa things to blog abt, i think..

But first! I need my beauty sleep. I only have 4 hours of sleep everyday this week. College is from 8am-4pm. I'll have to leave at 7am and reach home from college at 5/6pm everyday. It depends.

I slept many times during lecture classes this week. Especially in the morning. I'm no they type of person who sleeps in class. I was dead beat that barely talked to anyone on the first two days days of college this week. I can barely open my eyes sometimes.

I need my minimum of 8 hours of sleep......

"I'm so tired that I could fall asleep here.... =)" *hugs*

will blog abt other stuffs tmr!

ps : I'm so tired that I almost forgot this Sunday is Father's Day. @.@

Update for the week

I've been at home the whole week.

Started dance class again.

I went for a haircut with my neighbour. XD Its so freaking short now. T.T

Apparently I grew slightly taller. I am as tall as my dad now. @.@ Is this a good thing?

Sleeping helps you to grow taller. Seriously. At least it worked for me.

I'll be going back to my hometown, Batu Pahat, Johor in approximately 7 hours from now. (time : 2:26am) Heaven knows what I'm gonna do there. I haven't even pack my clothes yet. I assume I'm gonna be bored over there so, might as well bring my homework along with me.

Elle also got a haircut. Straight bangs. Like coconut. haha. Cute Coconut. =DDDD She was pestering me to do the same. Thank god I didn't coz if I did, I'll look like a 5-year-old.

I realised I've changed. I don't know in what way coz I'm still trying to figure out what am I changing into. I am not really the same Denise I was. The close friends I have, also changed in some ways. I think I'm going through a phase right now. Sometimes, I feel happy, sometimes emo, sometimes nothing, sometimes weird, sometimes over-excited. Basically all those feeling of an 18-year-old jumbled up and rushing through my veins at the same time. You know what I mean right??? *winks! =P It drives me nuts having all these. What more controlling them.

or maybe I'm just having my PMS. wth? HAHA

Another quick update.

I have sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many many things to update about that I don't know where to start. Here it goes,

I am already in college!! TAR College to be exact. It wasn't my first choice but I am so grateful that I am studying there. I love the environment, facilities and the people here. My college is... huge? Not as huge as any universities but huge for a college. One thing that I have to complain about is getting from one place to another. Its so freaking far away from each other that I think I can easily lose weight in a month if I we to do this everyday.

They have a gym, Olympic size swimming pool, basketball court, volleyball court, tennis court, badminton court, squash, table tennis, football, futsal, etc gawd, the list is never-ending. I like the chemistry lab.

I met lotsa lotsa people from everywhere. Made lotsa friends. At least 2-5 new people everyday. Met old friends too. I still have trouble remembering names.

I was elected as Assistant Class Representative. My job is practically almost the same as "Ketua Tingkatan" back in high school. Except that I don't have to carry the teachers books around or command everyone to stand up to greet the teacher good morning/afternoon. As the Assistant Class Rep. , I still can't remember all my classmates names YET. This position keeps me busy. i guess its a good thing?

I got a lot of work to do. A lot of stress. A lot of studying to do.my gawd.

Ok, lets push college aside.

I sprained my ankle on 2nd day of college and it still hurts once in a while now.

Went for paintball and C2AGe @ HELP College last week. =)

Something unexpected happened!!! I'm taken! =D

I was having a high fever on Tuesday. 40 degrees Celsius. I was walking around college/hot sun with my sweater/jacket and I was still feeling cold. In the lecture hall, I was shivering and my teethchattered like crazy. Thank god I'm okay now.

I had a nose bleed on Wednesday in the Lecture Hall. No worries, I am on the road of recovery. =)

I had fun in college today with the activities.

I had ice cream at McD today. =DDDDD *coughs* and also...

I am so sleepy and tired now.

I'm gonna glue myself onto my study table tomorrow and start doing my homework. Dang! I need to take out all my SPM stuffs.

Randomness II

I finished "A Thousand Splendid Suns" by Klaled Hosseini. He has a natural talent for expressing
every emotions and the minute details of everything. Its almost effortless. I was almost in tears reading both of his books. Every time I was about to shed my tears, something will distract my attention.

The first book I read was Kite Runner and I was reading it in office all through until I finish the last sentence. Every time I was about to cry, I was awakened by the ring tone of my customers calling to place their orders. I had to suck it all up and I can't be crying while talking to the customers right??

Ah well, I hope he is publishing a new novel. Pleaseeee!!

Now, I'm on a hunt again for fresh meat! Muahahaha! However, I'm actually trying to save money. I've tried secondhand bookshops but I can't get what I want. =(

For the past few days, I've been experiencing some headaches and dizziness. Its been a long time since I have headaches. ugh. Maybe I don't have enough sleep. I keep waking up late for work especially in the morning.

My emotions are easily swayed these few days. Thank you, Hormones.

I seriously can't stand the sight of smokers. I detest them right to the core! ugh. Public nuisance. Today, I came home smelling like a burnt chicken. ugh! Who on earth smokes in a car, you tell me??!?!? Your whole car will stink like FOREVER. No wonder I woke up a few hours ago feeling so sick and my body was aching everywhere especially my joints.

If you wanna smoke, smoke far far away and NOT IN A FREAKING CAR!!!! Its like a chamber of death. Mild torture. You wanna die in a car ar??!?! Imagine carbon monoxide filling up your car and you can't escape from your car. It may seem petty but people actually die from suffocation. omg. I really felt like I was gonna pass out in the car.

I need to sleep soon.

zzZZZZZZZZZ.....

I know what to do with my first paycheck. =)