Wednesday, 9 December 2009

Melaka!

My parents can be really random. Same goes to my aunties and uncles. Why is that? Coz we ended up spending our holidays in Melacca. I wouldn't say its a bad thing coz I had an awesome time there.

The last time I went to Melacca was when I was in Form 2. I don't remember staying over there but I do remember going for my Uncle's Opening Ceremony for his restaurant. I happened to drop by A Famosa's Fort.


I was 14.
I was also thinner back then. XD

Anywayyyyyyyy.........
While the adults were busy, I was busy taking pictures.


 





My youngest baby cousin, Nick.
Damn poser.




My other younger cousins. Boy, I sure miss them when they were younger coz now, they're a weee bit annoying. Insulting me thinking that it was cool, hitting me thinking that I wont get mad at them and when they need me to do them favours, they'll be real darlings. -.-

Here comes the P sistas' XD


I'm such an awesome photographer with a lousy 3.2MP phone camera.
So, this picture is under exposed.
I guess most of my pictures are not really consistent and some don't turn out well.

But, its okay I supposed.
Why?
Coz Elle, as you know she has been working her ass off in my uncle's restaurants serving pathetic customers(not all) for some cash to buy a DSLR. I think she's getting a Cannon 450D or 500D. She persuaded me to chip in about 20% or 30%

 We had our own private pool at our villa.









I love this picture very much.



Peace?

I swam awhile after a long hiatus. I think I wanna start swimming again like I did 6 years ago.

Later that night, all of us drove to Melacca town.
It took forever to reach coz we stayed at Ayer Keroh.
We got a little lost in town coz there were some road changes.
all of us were tired of sitting in the car and we're hungry.
We ended up eating at Johnny's at Dataran Pahlawan.

Met up with Jeremy at Johnny's. XD Melaka boy!

I think our presence at Johnny's shocked the manager and the other staffs coz the manager was shivering while serving us. My uncles asked a few questions.
"Why so many things no stock one?"
I kesian the manager coz he was stuttering as he was talking.
I didn't notice all of it until Jeremy told me. LOL

Jeremy brought us (Elle, MJ and I) to Portuguese Settlement for some Seafood.
It was okay for me coz I can't eat most seafood.

Then Jeremy's friend, Kamal joined us.
Met him before a few months back by chance.
It was already 1.30 a.m and it was already raining.
So, Kamal drove us girls back home.

We were enjoying ourselves in the car as Kamal was telling us some stories about his love life.
He made it really funny for some reason coz we find his expressions really dramatic and entertaining.

There was a spot-check that night and we thought it was nothing.
Manalah tahu all of us got into major trouble.

What kind of trouble?
Tak bawak IC.
Yeah, Elle and MJ did not bring their Identity Card with them when the police demanded for it.

Here's Elle side of the story.

We were there till 2 something.
There's this conversation that made me realised that this is for real.

"Ni macam mana ni, oleh sebab sekeping kad kamu berdua ni tak bawak punca masalah ni. Kenapa kamu ni tak bawak IC. Dah tahu IC tu penting. Macam mana kitorang nak tahu kamu berdua ni orang Malaysia dan bukan dari China?"


wow. China?

"Oklah. Dah lewat ni. So, masalah ni nak diselesaikan dengan cara yang susah ka, nak cara yang senang?"

We asked la, what was the hard way and the easy way.

"Cara yang susah tu saya bawak kamu berdua masuk lokap sampai ur parents bawak IC kamu berdua. Tapi, takkan la parents kamu nak bawak IC tu dari KL sampai sini. Jauh tu! Cara yang senang tu, pandai-pandai lah fikir sendiri *looks away*"

To cut the story short, my dad manage to talk the policemen out. I don't know what he said but they let us off free.

It was Elle and Mj's fault, no doubt.
But, I was even more angry for what happened after we left.

LOL, it'll be too long to write it here but if you. I'm not proud of it either.

So, my conclusion is that these policemen asked us for RM100 aka bribe. We didn't give them a single cent. But whatever happened, I'm very thankful to Jeremy and Kamal. Sorry for putting you guys in such position.

Our parents were furious.

Habislah the whole vacation mood. I woke up at 3pm the next day.
Had this crazy idea of driving out coz I was dead hungry. I did drove out with my dad's car since he left the car keys. =D
I was a bit scared but it was alright.
My dad called me suddenly telling me to go back to the villa coz Elle and MJ don't have their IC's with them.
I had no choice but to turn back.

Later that night, my dad drove me to town to get some food and I hung out with Jeremy for some awesome food. However, I didn't take much pictures coz i was really hungry.



 We had Satay Celup and it was AWESOME!
Later on, we had Wantan Mee. @@ Love it!


Wantan Mee stall.
There's this one auntie, she really scares me coz she actaully scream real loud until the whole place went all silent. she seems really dedicated towards her job but damn garang lor!

Later that night, he brought me to this shop at Dataran Pahlawan for a few slices of layered cheesecake. He said it was really good and I should try it.

I did and I LOVE IT! I've tasted some awesome cheesecakes before and this is one of the best!



Kamal joined us and Jeremy was driving his manual Myvi.
Jeremy drove me back to the villa and all of us hung out for awhile whle watching Phantom of The Opera. LOL.


 See. Kamal so engrossed.
Jeremy wanted to watch it but he was falling asleep coz he was sleepy.
Then only I realised why they were so into the plot of Phantom of the Opera. They did not read the novel like we did coz they did The Potato People in Form 2. =.=


yada yada yada,

We went home the next day.



Oh!
Before I end this post, I would really like to thank Jeremy for bringing us around Melaka and belanja us food. I really enjoyed myself despite what happened that night with the police.

THANK YOU, JEREMY! =)

Monday, 7 December 2009

Really Random



I suddenly woke up (to blog?? Well, I didnt expect it anyway) and realised that I was talking on the phone until I fell asleep..

When I'm all relaxed on my bed with pillows to hug and blanket to cuddle in while talking on the phone about stuffs that somehow make both parties sleepy and the next thing you know, we're already asleep. Stuffs like teasing each other in a very subtle way, talk about the things we want in life, the silly things we do/say to each other, we talk about colours (so random), I Love You/ I Miss You or I wish I could hug you now and all, etc.

Handphones - One of the most brilliant and amazing inventions ever made.

I have the habit of playing with my phone when I feel insecure in public. (another random thing)

***

Its nice to have someone to talk to whenever you need them.

Its like when your best friend is going through a tough phase, they'll definitely need a friend to talk to and hoping that she/he will be there to listen for what they have to say. They don''t necessarily need you to figure out a solution.

I had a bad day yesterday.
I'm glad that I got through it.
Thank you for listening.. =)

PS : I was supposed to finish up my Melacca Holiday post.

Thursday, 3 December 2009

Smile!!!!

I miss my dance class once again. I'm always busy or tired on Mondays.

 
 I was instructed to pose like this. XD

Anywayyy.....

I'm kinda enjoying my holidays right now. =D

I went for my shopping sessions with my aunties like we always do every year. I bought a few tops, pants, shoes and undergarments. =P

Talk about shopping, my mum forgotten to bring her purse with her. So, she has no cash, credit cards, IC, driver's license etc with her. Whereas, I have all of it. We were about to pay for some clothes until my mum realised she forgot to bring her purse coz she left it in another handbag.


I didn't have enough cash. So, I had to use my Debit Card to pay for it. Its like a credit card but they wont send any bills to my house coz its directly deducted from my bank account. It was my first time using it. I was feeling all excited coz I never actually used it before and boy, it was fun. =DDD




and guess what? My card was also rejected on the same day. WTH. I forgot that I set my limit to RM500 and I think I exceeded it. *blushes*

My mum laughed at me. =/ She summore can ask me why I limit my spendings to RM500 and why not RM1000? LOL.

When we were on the way home, I teased her..
"Mummy, you cannot drive back today.. you don't have license and I do. =P"

Before we went home, we stopped by for an ice cream and it was just okay. There was this biscuit on my ice cream and I finished it. So, i asked the guy who was working at the ice cream counter if I could ask for more biscuit and I had a really sweet smile on my face. Unfortunately, he said I couldn't have more and offered me to buy then if I wanted extras. So, I said nevermind. I think I overheard him telling to his colleages about me asking for extra biscuits.
A few minutes later. he came back with a few pieces of biscuit and I was kinda stunned. he said it was free for me. LOL!!! I  said thank you with a big sweet smile on my face. =DDDD


Smiling can do wonders. LOL


=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Time flies. Its already December 2009. I just got home from Melacca/Melaka and I had an awesome time there. =)

Oh, I went shoping with my aunts, my mom and Elle at Pavilion. =D Boy, they spend alot. I actually went into those high end shops where  usually I would never do coz I know I can't afford anything. So, why bother dropping in right? Well this time I manage to get in and try on some awesome hangbags (I'll never get enough of handbags). Theres this one handbag I fell in love with. It was a Gucci handbag under stock clearance. Too bad my mum didn't get it coz if she did, I would definitely use it. XD

Now that I'm home, I wanna catch up with some sleep and start studying again or else I'll be in hot soup!

Friday, 27 November 2009

Your Sweetest Nightmare

Afiq and I always have all these gory conversations and we end up scaring each other.

Usually, I'll be the one who does the scaring and Afiq will be screaming for help on the other line.

Sometimes, the simplest gesture like saying "Hai" scares him. He'll go all "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Don't say that!!!" Then I'll be "Whhhhaaaattt??? I just said hi" *internal joke*

Other times, I'll just scare him by using a scissors on my hand and a big smile plastered on my face. And Voila! Fried Rice... XDDDDD Okay, this is another internal conversation we have. He'll always have this reaction, "WTH/WTF!!! My......" or "HOLY SHIT! What have I got myself into!! I got a psycho girlfriend!!"

We always end up laughing like a couple gone insane.

Yesterday night he was talking about slaughtering cows for Hari Raya Haji which is today. I got a little terrified when he was explaining the details on how a cow is slaughtered. Poor cow. LOL.

So, this morning an SMS woke me up awhile.


Im gonna start slaughtering now! Hahaha :P

Being all blurry, I was like wtf?! @@
I recalled the process of slaughtering the poor cow.

I slept back.
I woke up at about 11.30 a.m to find this on my room wall.

My Sweetest Nightmare. *puke*


Click to enlarge.

I have no idea when she did it or why she did it.
WOI, WOMAN! NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?!? LOL XD

About a month ago, while I was studying. You know la...Its really stressfull and all.
She wrote many things on my wall.
Damn dumb and funny!

ELLE TAN, I don't know why you love writing on my wall (i mean my room wall and facebook) but you have some weird and creative ideas. Like this one :


 *slaps forehead*

This is ELLE TAN's definition of how boobs look like.
Long and saggy.
XDDDDDD



Oh oh! another one!


I didn't know my sister is so thoughtful.
It was my daily motivation to study.
So, everyday, she'll come up with one DAILE MOTIVATION for me (=D) so that I'll have the mood to actually study.

Most of the time, I'll be laughing my stomach out. XD

Haih, these 2 people can always make me laugh. =D

Sunday, 22 November 2009

Mood Swings

I was okay in the afternoon.

Somewhere around 4 something, my mood swayed. I wasn't in a good mood.

In the evening, I was feeling better and started laughing.

It didn't last because now I feel really annoyed again.

I hate it when people ask me to iron clothes when I am already on my bed trying to sleep.
I hate it when I feel hungry all the time.
I hate it that I get so easily annoyed by small matters.

*grumbles in frustration*

I just hate what I'm feeling right now.

Screw PMS, I tell you. I cannot control it.

I'm off to bed.

Saturday, 21 November 2009

Class SN10G, (which is not the class I'm from XD) organised a trip to Genting Highlands for the sake of having fun and enjoying each others company. I was invited to go with them and I'm pleased that I enjoyed it. I really did. =)

I'll summarize whatever we did in 3 days coz I don't wanna get too lenghty. 
Day 1

Theeben
 
dedicated a song for Mei Yean and I coz both of us love the song so much coz it makes us smile. =)



We had homecooked steamboat. I personally am not a fan of Steamboats. I don't quite like eating processed meat which are shaped like balls. Fish balls, meat balls, squid balls, crab balls, you name it.. But I ate it anyway coz its not nice to be too choosy. It was alright. The tomyam soup was good.



 We spent the night eating and drinking. I was stuffed up with the food from the steamboat.


 Ivy and I.
L for LAME or LOL.

Afiq and his friends drove up too and I asked Afiq a favour if he could fetch my pillow from my house coz there was not enough pillows for everyone. Being an awesome boyfriend, he brought my beloved pillow and my green pillow became famous by the hour.

Afiq, his friends and I played a a card game.. Afiq opposed that I joined but I was curious and eager to join them. I ended up doing something I wasn't proud of. It was a terrible feeling

I couldn't remember much what happened that night. Well what happened was that I said weird things and dumb things aka Talking Crap.

I said, "Do I smell like vomit???"
"No No, you smell like hamburgers"
"Really??"
"Yeah... how many McDonalds did you ate??"
"uhhhhh... only a bit...."
I did not eat any McDonalds actually. I had Steamboat.

Afiq and his friends and my friends took care of me that night. I would like to thank all of you. Thank You, =). Especially Afiq who stayed up all morning, cleaned my pillow and the floor. I woke up the next morning looking all over for him but he and his friends drove back down to KL already. =( My friends helped me to patch the missing puzzles. It was funny and dumb. LOL.

Day 2

We had our not so thrilling rides due to the rainy weather.



It started off with the Space Shot. It was a 2-minute Adrenaline Rush thorughout our veins. I was really afraid as my tummy still doesn't feel very good from last night and thank god I did not experience a hangover. I was all good when I woke up. Vi and Jeremy on the other hand wasn't feeling so good. Martell + Beer + Sprite was the culprit.



We got onto 2 rides and it was cancelled at the very last minute and both of it happens to be when its our turn. =.= Thank You, Rain.



It was freezing cold


Black and White.


Rawr!





Yeah, I did have McDonalds the next day. XD


Saw this striking red skirt from Padini.
It was love at first sight.
I didn't get it. YET. =(


Played pool for the first time.
Jeremy was my sifu.
XD

Watched 2012 and it like any other disaster movies. IF they world is gonna' end in 2012, I'd stop studying.

We had our pillow talk on the last night. I was too tired that I slept halfway through the conversation.

The Last Day


It was that misty at 12 noon.

Here's the thing. Remember my green pillow?

IT HAS A NAME NOW!


Apparently Jeremy named it Bryan for god knows what reason.

I think they hooked up while I left "Bryan" alone somewhere.




@@
They went on a date.


They love my pillow even after I accidentally spilled some puke on it which did not smell like puke at all coz it was just as good when it first arrived.


I find this picture weird. LOL


I had a great time.
The unconditional warmth and comfort from the people who cares that surrounds me.
The bunch of whacky and caring friends.
The worried boyfriend who cared so much.
=)


I feel abit sesast here with Ivy coz we're the only ones who are in SN10G. LOL.
but i guess its okay.

Sorry Afiq, I didn't took any pictures of you in Genting. You know why. =P

And... most of the pictures are from Theeben

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

It has been a long long week.

 Or at least it felt like its a long week.
I got all my exam papers back and it was sort of better than my previous exam. I'm currently on a Merit Scholarship under my college and there are a few conditions I have to follow in order to keep my scholarship for the next semester.
  1. We have to be present in every examination.
  2. We cannot fail any subjects.
  3. We must maintain an average of 60%
The first two exams, I failed one subject. both of it happens to be Chemistry. I never hate Chemistry as far as I could remember until I started college.  This time around, I manage to pass Chemistry. =D I was one of the lucky 17 out of 80 students in my lecture hall who passed Chemistry. I quote from Joel "Passing Chemistry is like getting an A for it"

I did quite badly in Math. Biology was alright. =) General Paper was good. I got the highest in class for that subject.

So, I've got 1A, 1B and 2E's. I manage to fulfill the first two conditions but I did not have an average score of 60. I only had 58%. I think I could've done better. Looks like I have to spend more time studying.

Other than that, I've been out with friends and the boyfriend.

Went out with 2 Kuantan boys, 1 batu Pahat boy and 1 KL boy.

Watched Michael Jackson's "This It It". I'm not really a fanatic fan of his but he truly is a legend worth remembering.

I wonder how would the concert be like if its not jsut rehersals. C'mon, the rehearsals itself was awesome. He's a perfectionist. A work of Art.

It is such a huge loss that he is not around anymore. A terrible loss indeed.






We were also looking for Shao Wen's birthday present and I find this handbag really nice.




 Im not really a fan of Roxy's Merchandise but I like this handbag. XD We didn't get it coz of some reason. I really like it though. =D

After the movie, all of us walked to Times Square to visit my beloved sister, Elle who is currently working at Johnny's Restaurant.


Big smiles! It attracts customers! =P

The next day, I went out with Lilian and Mei Yean. and then came along Afiq and Elle. =P
Lilian, Mei Yean and I got stuck in the LRT for an hour due to some technical difficulties.

When we arrived, we hung out at Kinokuniya while waiting for Afiq and Elle.

Saw these books and they cost like RM300+, RM700+ and RM 900+. @@

Ae had Chillis. =D




and didn't finish our food.

Afiq drove Lilian and Mei Yean back home.

We made a pit stop at McD Petronas to have an ice cream. It was Afiq's idea. @.@



Initially it was for an ice cream but he ended up eating a Fillet-o-fish Meal while playing Plants and Zombies on my lappy.


=)

On Thursday, Mei Yean and I had this awesome Nasi Lemak that I discovered near Coffee Bean, Ampang Point. Its so darn cheap too! RM 1.70 for a regular nasi lemak with a fried egg.



I realised that they sell other stuffs too like mihun, mee goreng, nasi goreng and some kuih. Why didn't I notice it earlier. LOL. Eating fat rice in the morning makes me so sleepy during class and it could last me until dinner.

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

HELLO!!!!!

I had a crazy week. Seriously.

I have loads to say but I'll save it for later.

Outing with friends.
Chillis.
Elle working.
Genting Trip.
The Boyfriend.

What I'll be doing soon is

Staying over at mei Yean's with Cynthia and Pasar Malam. =D
Tenji at Mont Kiara.
Parent-Lecturer Day. omg, Its like Report Card's Day.
I dont know? Enjoy my holidays since this week is the last week of College and also marks the end of the first semester. =D

Thursday, 12 November 2009

Now, I'm positive that something is really bothering me. It has been going round in circles in my head.



And I am wondering aimlessly why is it so and I still do not know.

Looks like I have to start studying again soon. I have to study harder. An "A" could've been on my Biology Paper today. I know many find Biology boring and such but not to me.

SIGHS!

Maybe I just need some sleep.

Monday, 9 November 2009

Randomness VI

Theres one thing that's bugging me right now. It really shouldn't be y'know. I'm not telling what is it but its bugging me. I don't like having to feel this everyday. Its unecessary. It really is.

I hate my phone's memory card. I need more space. Theres like 1.5k of messages in my inbox. I damn lazy to delete one by one but then again I dont wanna delete everything. gosh.

ok la, I'm talking crap right now. Excuse me.

Okay, this one is really random.


This is what happens when Denise has a PINK PSP in her hands.

Loco Roco.
@.@
So cute can die wei. =P


=D

 
 How can you not love these thing.


I wish I could squish them till they die. wth.
(its just an expression od them being deadly cute.)

Signing off now.
I think I'm having not enough sleep due to watching too much dvd's.











Thursday, 5 November 2009

Heated up. *edits*

I'm back! =D

Its been a hell of a month for me. My 3rd test, which is also the final exam for my first semester is all over. I've been worried sick for the past 1 month and I still am coz my results will be out next week.

I've never studied so much and so hard ever. As in seriously, its nothing compared to SPM. After my 2nd exam was over, there was no break for me. Time is of the essence. I've been having sleepless nights, swollen eyes, raging pimples popping off all over my face, studying every waking hour and such. Yeah, I am here to complain about my life that has been sucking the living soul out of me.

I remember saying this before I made up my mind about taking A Levels. I said that "I am so gonna lose my social life.", "Damn, I'll have to study like theres no tomorrow" etc. Hell yeah I am doing all these now. I don't know why in the world I even took up A levels. Fuck lah. Its tremendously, excruciatingly difficult.

I've fallen ill 4 times this year. I've never gotten sick so many times in less than a year. Most of it happened when exams are approaching. Its really depressing and I hate feeling all feverish and have my head spin round and round.

I've been deprived of sleep and it makes me feel all grumpy coz the slightest thing could just tick me off easily and I'll explode like a nuclear bomb.Its so bad to the extend that I even feel guilty of sleeping although its the most essential thing for me, a human. And when a human is deprived of sleep, wonders could happen.

I cried quite a few times coz I couldn't handle the pressure and it really is difficult. Its just like what Kok Siang was saying the other day, "SPM is like CH3COOH and STPM/A Levels are like H2SO4" Don't get it? LOL nevermind. If you do, congratulations!

There are many times I felt like giving up. It felt so suicidal.

The first day of my exam, I sat for General Paper and Applied Maths. Its was alright. I just hate Permutation and Combination. Who cares is 6 people is chosen in a group, 3 of them are boys and another 3 are girls and 2 of the girls refuse to sit next to each other!?!




The second day was far more worse than I expected. I was literally cursing throughout my Chemistry paper. There were 40 objective questions and 6 structured question each with at least 6 questions and I only had 1 hour and 30 minutes to complete everything. How absurd is that? All of us were given 45 minutes to answer the objective question and the answer sheet were collected when the time is up. My eyes were already watery when the invigilator was waiting by my table to collect my answer sheet. I shaded my last 8 answers C's because I was out of time and I didn't even had the chance to read the questions. I bet the others felt the same way as I do. Oh, I have the balance 45 minutes to complete all the structured question which I did not. I think I partly blame it on time and also the fact that I don't know how to answer the question in such a short time.





Pure maths was alright. A few silly mistakes.

Biology paper was kinda okay. I'm quite satisfied with it.

I might lose my scholarship if I do fail any subject and if I do get an average score of under 60.

I feel damn sakit hati wei.. As terrible as it seems, I always do hope for a better result. Excuse my profanities in this post. I just can't tahan to keep it inside anymore. Now that the exams are over, I have one more thing to worry about, which is Parent-Lecturer Day. T.T

OK lahhhh, I know you people might think I'm over exagerrating over this issue coz I might be or may not be. It depends on how one sees it actually. *big smiles*

I'm either gonna continue watching True Blood or get my 12 hours of sleep.

I love the series. Its awesome. Damn, vanpires can be so brutal and yet seductive. LOL



This series is definitely something worth watching. =D


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Since this post is already filled with complains, I shall go on further coz I wanna do this once and for all. I don't really like flooding my blog page with all my complains and whinings so, allow me to do this okay?

Prior to what I've just said earlier, that I easily get ticked off by the tiniest thing? Indeed I was cross with one of my classmate due to something really small. It was a piled up feeling of annoyance and I just could not tolerate it anymore. I don't wanna blog the details of it here coz its not nice. I'm just expressing how annoyed I am. My classmate apologized but things are still unresolved due to our exams and since the incident, we didn't really communicate at all tll today. I don't wanna risk making things more complicated.

I just read Elle's post on how people asking for donations. As cruel as I can sound, I'm not giving anymore of my money to some random stranger who is collecting money for some disbled charity.. To be exact, I dont give a damn about it anymore. Come to me one more time and I'll say, "FUCK OFF" I have my reasons for saying this.

Imagine if your eating at a mamak with a bunch of friends coz mamak food is cheap around my area. Then a stranger will approach you at the side of your table saying "Hello, I am yada yada yada from dot dot dot and I am doing la la la for this and that charity. Here, is my license and such and pictures of disabled children bla bla bla. So..... " I'll end up feeling sorry for all these disabled kids but I felt even more sorry for the guy who came asking money from us.

First of all, I'm eating in a mamak restaurant. As a student, I am saving my money for myself and for my future. I went  to a mamak restaurant because the food is cheaper and it fills up my tummy coz I had a freaking long day in college, I'm tired, I still have to study when I get home and the cycle goes on almost everyday.. In college, I only spent RM1.90 and sometimes RM2.20 for my lunch and nothing else. I am not from a rich family, just an average one and I'm happy with whatever I have. And there you go, a stranger asking at least RM10 from us which could buy me a week of lunch in my college canteen. Its not that I can't afford giving RM10. I can, but thats not the point. If I sincerely want to donate, I could give any amount I want and not having to state RM10 is the minimum amount. I'm not being all kedekut or kiam siap. I just want to have a pleasant meal with my friends and you people out there to just shut up, go away and stop walking around asking money from us. Don't you feel tired asking money from every stranger you meet like we, civillians owe those disabled kids our money?

Second of all, I've been cheated once and that would be the last time. Mei Yean and I were on our way to Midvalley to buy a pair of dress for prom. There are these bunch of guys ambushed us with their charity stuffs again and they asked us to write our names to just support them. Boy, they are a bunch of sweet talker I'll tell you that. WE THOUGHT that we wrote our names just to support them and we just left. But it turns out that we have to donate RM30 to them. I we were like, "FUCK WEI, we just got cheated!"

Oh, here's another one. I was with my high school friends at Pavilion's Food Republic. We were eating and suddenly a woman just sat at our table. Some of us were kinda stunned and I thought that maybe one of my friends knew her or something coz she didn't say a word. Then, the took out a small little piece of paper saying "Hello. I am from dunno what foundation. I am deaf and dumb. Would you be kind enough to ......??" It ws my first encounter with these style of asking donation so I just went all speechless for i dunno what reason. My friend shoooed her away. Eeeeee. Its so rude to grab a seat with a bunch people you dont know.  I never knew Pavilion would have such things.

I don't have any problem with these disabled people. I really do symphatise and I feel sorry for them. Its the people who come bugging me to "donate" money for the less fortunate that heats me up. Just so you know, I don't even have the guts to ask my parents for money coz I understand that they are saving for my education and the household stuffs. Its not that they can't afford to give me money. Infact they can but I don't have the thick face to ask them unless I desperately need it. I don't know how you people go round asking for donations as your job. What will you answer if you were to have a son/daughter who asked you, "Daddy/Mummy, what is your occupation?" "Oh, Daddy/Mummy go round town asking people for donations for the less fortunate people" In what category is that job in? Sales? or? I dunno, I can't find a name for that kind of job. Oh wait! If its for charity, maybe you people are sincerly doing it without a salary? Well, I don't know about that. Maybe there are. But as far as I'm concerned, nothing in the world is free.

Face it, I still depend on my parents in many many ways and in this case, I still depend on them financially. I don't have a steady job to support myself, I don't earn my own salary yet, and I am still studying to get a good education and also making my way up toward acheiving my goal in life so that I wont suffer in the future and my kids wont have to go through poverty. When I am already financially stable, I wouldn't mind giving donations through the appropriate channel that for sure.

I know most of us are not obligated to donate money but the amount of people coming to me nowadays is just absurd. I have a phobia with these kind of people. I know some of you readers may have a different view/opinion on this topic. I may or may not be wrong. This donation thing shouldn't be bothering me or any of us but its becoming a public annoyance and I already am despising it. Stop making us feel all sorry and donate money all the time. Apparently Symphaty has a price to pay right now.

haih, I'm tired now. Byeeee. =D

Friday, 30 October 2009

LOL

These books,



 

what would I do without them. =D


oh!

Read their blogs,
and
 Its my first time driving around college to TBR.
Its also my first time driving a myvi. I hate the breaks.
Do watch the videos. You'll know why.
I was nervous okay.
Vi made it worse by screaming in the car.
Thank you, Tben for trusting my driving skills. =D


 This picture I curi from Mei yean. XD



Monday, 26 October 2009

Stuffs. =D


Its has been a really really busy week for me. Busy month actually. I've been studying almost everyday and its driving me literally insane.

I just recovered from a fever and flu.. I've been sick for 4 times this year and when that happens, it always falls a week or two before my exams. My final exam is due in a week.


Mei yean and I fooling around while we had our 4 hours break.


This was quite some time ago actually.

***


Celebrated my cousin, Jasveen 7th Birthday. 



 The present we got for her.





                                                                     Love the cake


Look at the uncle's face. He seemed depressed..



Well, he was drunk actually.
he was like saying "Don't drink too much ice okay???"
o.O har? Ice?





               I realised I don't really have a lot of a family picture.                  



I always imagined that I would ride in one of those racing bikes with a pair of leather jacket and a pair of leather boots. And I would just fling my hair when I take off the helmet.
wtf. XD

***
On Deepavali, I went to Vi's open house. Met my highschool friends again and also college buddies. =D
Jhun was admitted to the hospital for a knee surgery. Poor fella. =(


Get well soon!! =)



Despite being hospitalised, mlyn and jhun still have their sense of humour with them. XD
I guess its not worth risking it coz you don't wanna cut the wrong leg.

***


 I got another warning letter from college.
Damn, they love printing out letters don't they?
This one was all on me and I was really upset with it.
I was down and depressed. Really I was and still am.

But then, I was given a golden opportunity to attend TAR College 40th Anniversary Variety Show on Saturday(yesterday).


 Its a once in a lifetime opprtunity. They had limited tickets and I'm one of the lucky ones. =D


It was a really grand event and I wasn't really aware how grand it was until I watched the peformances.



 It started off with a group of lively brass players. XD

There were dances, lots of them.
Chinese Cultural Dance, Malay Traditional dance called the "Tarian Pucuk Pisang", The Indian Barathanatyam Dance where in India, they take this dance very seriously and if theres any imperfection it would be an insult. They also had hip hop and latin dance.

They had the chinese orchestra, chamber orchestra, singing, choir and many many many more.


 These are one of the clearest pictures I've got coz the others are either too dark of blur.




As usual, Tan Sri Ong Ka Ting was there.


The 11kg cake.


The peformers with their awesome t-shirts.
I want one too =(


Larry, Denise, Vi and Jeremy.


The class representatives and assistant. =D


 I love how my diamond ring shines so bright. =)



 
 College carpark.

After the Variety show ended, Afiq drove to my college and picked Vi and I up. =D Long Story...




Thanks for making me feel better when I was inconsolable and worried sick about my A Levels, Afiq. =)
Nunca Te Rindas - Never Give Up.






Elle with my lab goggles. =*


 Afiq became an obedient boy, studying.
 I like it.
Muahahahahaha.





 Shes suffering coz she's so damn bored rotting at home watching True Blood and 90210.
Now, she's working at Johnny's Restaurant at Times Square.
MAKE SURE YOU DROP BY TO HAVE A MEAL THERE AND BE SURE TO ASK FOR HER.
Muahahahaha!
Elle, if you're reading this Afiq and I will definitely drop by to eat there after our exams.



 I got this too! =D
I was speechless and still am speechless.
Thank you, baby. =)



Oh oh!!! I've been driving more frequent lately. I've only drove as far as Ampang point and I'm still freaking scared driving on the road. But, I'm slowly learning. I almost got myself killed and the car busted too (which my mum didn't know coz if she did, she would bite my head off =X)

I really need to study right now.
Ciao!


oh! watch this too if you would. I really like it. =D

Sunday, 18 October 2009



I need a haircut.

But, everytime I do get a haircut, I just dont like how I look after getting it coz I look weird. I like how it looks 2 weeks after the haircut.

Especially my fringe. I hate it when I already told them not to cut it too short but they cut it too short. Then I'll look like a dumb dumb.

My hair is naturally straight and thick. I always ask the hairdresser to thin it so that it wont be that heavy but everytime I request to do so, they say its already thin enough. -.-

I think I'll get one tomorrow or on Friday. We'll see.


***

I feel terrible today. Actually, I feel horrible the whole day. I don't know why and what caused it but I feel really dreadful. I don't like this feeling at all.

I've felt like this before. I almost forgot how dreadful this feeling is. Over time, I just got used to it and slowly it disappears and now the feeling came back.

Its like feeling lonely.

oh gawd, sometimes I don't even know what am I talking about or what's bothering me.

maybe its just pms.

Melaka!

My parents can be really random. Same goes to my aunties and uncles. Why is that? Coz we ended up spending our holidays in Melacca. I wouldn't say its a bad thing coz I had an awesome time there.

The last time I went to Melacca was when I was in Form 2. I don't remember staying over there but I do remember going for my Uncle's Opening Ceremony for his restaurant. I happened to drop by A Famosa's Fort.


I was 14.
I was also thinner back then. XD

Anywayyyyyyyy.........
While the adults were busy, I was busy taking pictures.


 





My youngest baby cousin, Nick.
Damn poser.




My other younger cousins. Boy, I sure miss them when they were younger coz now, they're a weee bit annoying. Insulting me thinking that it was cool, hitting me thinking that I wont get mad at them and when they need me to do them favours, they'll be real darlings. -.-

Here comes the P sistas' XD


I'm such an awesome photographer with a lousy 3.2MP phone camera.
So, this picture is under exposed.
I guess most of my pictures are not really consistent and some don't turn out well.

But, its okay I supposed.
Why?
Coz Elle, as you know she has been working her ass off in my uncle's restaurants serving pathetic customers(not all) for some cash to buy a DSLR. I think she's getting a Cannon 450D or 500D. She persuaded me to chip in about 20% or 30%

 We had our own private pool at our villa.









I love this picture very much.



Peace?

I swam awhile after a long hiatus. I think I wanna start swimming again like I did 6 years ago.

Later that night, all of us drove to Melacca town.
It took forever to reach coz we stayed at Ayer Keroh.
We got a little lost in town coz there were some road changes.
all of us were tired of sitting in the car and we're hungry.
We ended up eating at Johnny's at Dataran Pahlawan.

Met up with Jeremy at Johnny's. XD Melaka boy!

I think our presence at Johnny's shocked the manager and the other staffs coz the manager was shivering while serving us. My uncles asked a few questions.
"Why so many things no stock one?"
I kesian the manager coz he was stuttering as he was talking.
I didn't notice all of it until Jeremy told me. LOL

Jeremy brought us (Elle, MJ and I) to Portuguese Settlement for some Seafood.
It was okay for me coz I can't eat most seafood.

Then Jeremy's friend, Kamal joined us.
Met him before a few months back by chance.
It was already 1.30 a.m and it was already raining.
So, Kamal drove us girls back home.

We were enjoying ourselves in the car as Kamal was telling us some stories about his love life.
He made it really funny for some reason coz we find his expressions really dramatic and entertaining.

There was a spot-check that night and we thought it was nothing.
Manalah tahu all of us got into major trouble.

What kind of trouble?
Tak bawak IC.
Yeah, Elle and MJ did not bring their Identity Card with them when the police demanded for it.

Here's Elle side of the story.

We were there till 2 something.
There's this conversation that made me realised that this is for real.

"Ni macam mana ni, oleh sebab sekeping kad kamu berdua ni tak bawak punca masalah ni. Kenapa kamu ni tak bawak IC. Dah tahu IC tu penting. Macam mana kitorang nak tahu kamu berdua ni orang Malaysia dan bukan dari China?"


wow. China?

"Oklah. Dah lewat ni. So, masalah ni nak diselesaikan dengan cara yang susah ka, nak cara yang senang?"

We asked la, what was the hard way and the easy way.

"Cara yang susah tu saya bawak kamu berdua masuk lokap sampai ur parents bawak IC kamu berdua. Tapi, takkan la parents kamu nak bawak IC tu dari KL sampai sini. Jauh tu! Cara yang senang tu, pandai-pandai lah fikir sendiri *looks away*"

To cut the story short, my dad manage to talk the policemen out. I don't know what he said but they let us off free.

It was Elle and Mj's fault, no doubt.
But, I was even more angry for what happened after we left.

LOL, it'll be too long to write it here but if you. I'm not proud of it either.

So, my conclusion is that these policemen asked us for RM100 aka bribe. We didn't give them a single cent. But whatever happened, I'm very thankful to Jeremy and Kamal. Sorry for putting you guys in such position.

Our parents were furious.

Habislah the whole vacation mood. I woke up at 3pm the next day.
Had this crazy idea of driving out coz I was dead hungry. I did drove out with my dad's car since he left the car keys. =D
I was a bit scared but it was alright.
My dad called me suddenly telling me to go back to the villa coz Elle and MJ don't have their IC's with them.
I had no choice but to turn back.

Later that night, my dad drove me to town to get some food and I hung out with Jeremy for some awesome food. However, I didn't take much pictures coz i was really hungry.



 We had Satay Celup and it was AWESOME!
Later on, we had Wantan Mee. @@ Love it!


Wantan Mee stall.
There's this one auntie, she really scares me coz she actaully scream real loud until the whole place went all silent. she seems really dedicated towards her job but damn garang lor!

Later that night, he brought me to this shop at Dataran Pahlawan for a few slices of layered cheesecake. He said it was really good and I should try it.

I did and I LOVE IT! I've tasted some awesome cheesecakes before and this is one of the best!



Kamal joined us and Jeremy was driving his manual Myvi.
Jeremy drove me back to the villa and all of us hung out for awhile whle watching Phantom of The Opera. LOL.


 See. Kamal so engrossed.
Jeremy wanted to watch it but he was falling asleep coz he was sleepy.
Then only I realised why they were so into the plot of Phantom of the Opera. They did not read the novel like we did coz they did The Potato People in Form 2. =.=


yada yada yada,

We went home the next day.



Oh!
Before I end this post, I would really like to thank Jeremy for bringing us around Melaka and belanja us food. I really enjoyed myself despite what happened that night with the police.

THANK YOU, JEREMY! =)

Really Random



I suddenly woke up (to blog?? Well, I didnt expect it anyway) and realised that I was talking on the phone until I fell asleep..

When I'm all relaxed on my bed with pillows to hug and blanket to cuddle in while talking on the phone about stuffs that somehow make both parties sleepy and the next thing you know, we're already asleep. Stuffs like teasing each other in a very subtle way, talk about the things we want in life, the silly things we do/say to each other, we talk about colours (so random), I Love You/ I Miss You or I wish I could hug you now and all, etc.

Handphones - One of the most brilliant and amazing inventions ever made.

I have the habit of playing with my phone when I feel insecure in public. (another random thing)

***

Its nice to have someone to talk to whenever you need them.

Its like when your best friend is going through a tough phase, they'll definitely need a friend to talk to and hoping that she/he will be there to listen for what they have to say. They don''t necessarily need you to figure out a solution.

I had a bad day yesterday.
I'm glad that I got through it.
Thank you for listening.. =)

PS : I was supposed to finish up my Melacca Holiday post.

Smile!!!!

I miss my dance class once again. I'm always busy or tired on Mondays.

 
 I was instructed to pose like this. XD

Anywayyy.....

I'm kinda enjoying my holidays right now. =D

I went for my shopping sessions with my aunties like we always do every year. I bought a few tops, pants, shoes and undergarments. =P

Talk about shopping, my mum forgotten to bring her purse with her. So, she has no cash, credit cards, IC, driver's license etc with her. Whereas, I have all of it. We were about to pay for some clothes until my mum realised she forgot to bring her purse coz she left it in another handbag.


I didn't have enough cash. So, I had to use my Debit Card to pay for it. Its like a credit card but they wont send any bills to my house coz its directly deducted from my bank account. It was my first time using it. I was feeling all excited coz I never actually used it before and boy, it was fun. =DDD




and guess what? My card was also rejected on the same day. WTH. I forgot that I set my limit to RM500 and I think I exceeded it. *blushes*

My mum laughed at me. =/ She summore can ask me why I limit my spendings to RM500 and why not RM1000? LOL.

When we were on the way home, I teased her..
"Mummy, you cannot drive back today.. you don't have license and I do. =P"

Before we went home, we stopped by for an ice cream and it was just okay. There was this biscuit on my ice cream and I finished it. So, i asked the guy who was working at the ice cream counter if I could ask for more biscuit and I had a really sweet smile on my face. Unfortunately, he said I couldn't have more and offered me to buy then if I wanted extras. So, I said nevermind. I think I overheard him telling to his colleages about me asking for extra biscuits.
A few minutes later. he came back with a few pieces of biscuit and I was kinda stunned. he said it was free for me. LOL!!! I  said thank you with a big sweet smile on my face. =DDDD


Smiling can do wonders. LOL


=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Time flies. Its already December 2009. I just got home from Melacca/Melaka and I had an awesome time there. =)

Oh, I went shoping with my aunts, my mom and Elle at Pavilion. =D Boy, they spend alot. I actually went into those high end shops where  usually I would never do coz I know I can't afford anything. So, why bother dropping in right? Well this time I manage to get in and try on some awesome hangbags (I'll never get enough of handbags). Theres this one handbag I fell in love with. It was a Gucci handbag under stock clearance. Too bad my mum didn't get it coz if she did, I would definitely use it. XD

Now that I'm home, I wanna catch up with some sleep and start studying again or else I'll be in hot soup!

Your Sweetest Nightmare

Afiq and I always have all these gory conversations and we end up scaring each other.

Usually, I'll be the one who does the scaring and Afiq will be screaming for help on the other line.

Sometimes, the simplest gesture like saying "Hai" scares him. He'll go all "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Don't say that!!!" Then I'll be "Whhhhaaaattt??? I just said hi" *internal joke*

Other times, I'll just scare him by using a scissors on my hand and a big smile plastered on my face. And Voila! Fried Rice... XDDDDD Okay, this is another internal conversation we have. He'll always have this reaction, "WTH/WTF!!! My......" or "HOLY SHIT! What have I got myself into!! I got a psycho girlfriend!!"

We always end up laughing like a couple gone insane.

Yesterday night he was talking about slaughtering cows for Hari Raya Haji which is today. I got a little terrified when he was explaining the details on how a cow is slaughtered. Poor cow. LOL.

So, this morning an SMS woke me up awhile.


Im gonna start slaughtering now! Hahaha :P

Being all blurry, I was like wtf?! @@
I recalled the process of slaughtering the poor cow.

I slept back.
I woke up at about 11.30 a.m to find this on my room wall.

My Sweetest Nightmare. *puke*


Click to enlarge.

I have no idea when she did it or why she did it.
WOI, WOMAN! NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?!? LOL XD

About a month ago, while I was studying. You know la...Its really stressfull and all.
She wrote many things on my wall.
Damn dumb and funny!

ELLE TAN, I don't know why you love writing on my wall (i mean my room wall and facebook) but you have some weird and creative ideas. Like this one :


 *slaps forehead*

This is ELLE TAN's definition of how boobs look like.
Long and saggy.
XDDDDDD



Oh oh! another one!


I didn't know my sister is so thoughtful.
It was my daily motivation to study.
So, everyday, she'll come up with one DAILE MOTIVATION for me (=D) so that I'll have the mood to actually study.

Most of the time, I'll be laughing my stomach out. XD

Haih, these 2 people can always make me laugh. =D

Mood Swings

I was okay in the afternoon.

Somewhere around 4 something, my mood swayed. I wasn't in a good mood.

In the evening, I was feeling better and started laughing.

It didn't last because now I feel really annoyed again.

I hate it when people ask me to iron clothes when I am already on my bed trying to sleep.
I hate it when I feel hungry all the time.
I hate it that I get so easily annoyed by small matters.

*grumbles in frustration*

I just hate what I'm feeling right now.

Screw PMS, I tell you. I cannot control it.

I'm off to bed.
Class SN10G, (which is not the class I'm from XD) organised a trip to Genting Highlands for the sake of having fun and enjoying each others company. I was invited to go with them and I'm pleased that I enjoyed it. I really did. =)

I'll summarize whatever we did in 3 days coz I don't wanna get too lenghty. 
Day 1

Theeben
 
dedicated a song for Mei Yean and I coz both of us love the song so much coz it makes us smile. =)



We had homecooked steamboat. I personally am not a fan of Steamboats. I don't quite like eating processed meat which are shaped like balls. Fish balls, meat balls, squid balls, crab balls, you name it.. But I ate it anyway coz its not nice to be too choosy. It was alright. The tomyam soup was good.



 We spent the night eating and drinking. I was stuffed up with the food from the steamboat.


 Ivy and I.
L for LAME or LOL.

Afiq and his friends drove up too and I asked Afiq a favour if he could fetch my pillow from my house coz there was not enough pillows for everyone. Being an awesome boyfriend, he brought my beloved pillow and my green pillow became famous by the hour.

Afiq, his friends and I played a a card game.. Afiq opposed that I joined but I was curious and eager to join them. I ended up doing something I wasn't proud of. It was a terrible feeling

I couldn't remember much what happened that night. Well what happened was that I said weird things and dumb things aka Talking Crap.

I said, "Do I smell like vomit???"
"No No, you smell like hamburgers"
"Really??"
"Yeah... how many McDonalds did you ate??"
"uhhhhh... only a bit...."
I did not eat any McDonalds actually. I had Steamboat.

Afiq and his friends and my friends took care of me that night. I would like to thank all of you. Thank You, =). Especially Afiq who stayed up all morning, cleaned my pillow and the floor. I woke up the next morning looking all over for him but he and his friends drove back down to KL already. =( My friends helped me to patch the missing puzzles. It was funny and dumb. LOL.

Day 2

We had our not so thrilling rides due to the rainy weather.



It started off with the Space Shot. It was a 2-minute Adrenaline Rush thorughout our veins. I was really afraid as my tummy still doesn't feel very good from last night and thank god I did not experience a hangover. I was all good when I woke up. Vi and Jeremy on the other hand wasn't feeling so good. Martell + Beer + Sprite was the culprit.



We got onto 2 rides and it was cancelled at the very last minute and both of it happens to be when its our turn. =.= Thank You, Rain.



It was freezing cold


Black and White.


Rawr!





Yeah, I did have McDonalds the next day. XD


Saw this striking red skirt from Padini.
It was love at first sight.
I didn't get it. YET. =(


Played pool for the first time.
Jeremy was my sifu.
XD

Watched 2012 and it like any other disaster movies. IF they world is gonna' end in 2012, I'd stop studying.

We had our pillow talk on the last night. I was too tired that I slept halfway through the conversation.

The Last Day


It was that misty at 12 noon.

Here's the thing. Remember my green pillow?

IT HAS A NAME NOW!


Apparently Jeremy named it Bryan for god knows what reason.

I think they hooked up while I left "Bryan" alone somewhere.




@@
They went on a date.


They love my pillow even after I accidentally spilled some puke on it which did not smell like puke at all coz it was just as good when it first arrived.


I find this picture weird. LOL


I had a great time.
The unconditional warmth and comfort from the people who cares that surrounds me.
The bunch of whacky and caring friends.
The worried boyfriend who cared so much.
=)


I feel abit sesast here with Ivy coz we're the only ones who are in SN10G. LOL.
but i guess its okay.

Sorry Afiq, I didn't took any pictures of you in Genting. You know why. =P

And... most of the pictures are from Theeben

It has been a long long week.

 Or at least it felt like its a long week.
I got all my exam papers back and it was sort of better than my previous exam. I'm currently on a Merit Scholarship under my college and there are a few conditions I have to follow in order to keep my scholarship for the next semester.
  1. We have to be present in every examination.
  2. We cannot fail any subjects.
  3. We must maintain an average of 60%
The first two exams, I failed one subject. both of it happens to be Chemistry. I never hate Chemistry as far as I could remember until I started college.  This time around, I manage to pass Chemistry. =D I was one of the lucky 17 out of 80 students in my lecture hall who passed Chemistry. I quote from Joel "Passing Chemistry is like getting an A for it"

I did quite badly in Math. Biology was alright. =) General Paper was good. I got the highest in class for that subject.

So, I've got 1A, 1B and 2E's. I manage to fulfill the first two conditions but I did not have an average score of 60. I only had 58%. I think I could've done better. Looks like I have to spend more time studying.

Other than that, I've been out with friends and the boyfriend.

Went out with 2 Kuantan boys, 1 batu Pahat boy and 1 KL boy.

Watched Michael Jackson's "This It It". I'm not really a fanatic fan of his but he truly is a legend worth remembering.

I wonder how would the concert be like if its not jsut rehersals. C'mon, the rehearsals itself was awesome. He's a perfectionist. A work of Art.

It is such a huge loss that he is not around anymore. A terrible loss indeed.






We were also looking for Shao Wen's birthday present and I find this handbag really nice.




 Im not really a fan of Roxy's Merchandise but I like this handbag. XD We didn't get it coz of some reason. I really like it though. =D

After the movie, all of us walked to Times Square to visit my beloved sister, Elle who is currently working at Johnny's Restaurant.


Big smiles! It attracts customers! =P

The next day, I went out with Lilian and Mei Yean. and then came along Afiq and Elle. =P
Lilian, Mei Yean and I got stuck in the LRT for an hour due to some technical difficulties.

When we arrived, we hung out at Kinokuniya while waiting for Afiq and Elle.

Saw these books and they cost like RM300+, RM700+ and RM 900+. @@

Ae had Chillis. =D




and didn't finish our food.

Afiq drove Lilian and Mei Yean back home.

We made a pit stop at McD Petronas to have an ice cream. It was Afiq's idea. @.@



Initially it was for an ice cream but he ended up eating a Fillet-o-fish Meal while playing Plants and Zombies on my lappy.


=)

On Thursday, Mei Yean and I had this awesome Nasi Lemak that I discovered near Coffee Bean, Ampang Point. Its so darn cheap too! RM 1.70 for a regular nasi lemak with a fried egg.



I realised that they sell other stuffs too like mihun, mee goreng, nasi goreng and some kuih. Why didn't I notice it earlier. LOL. Eating fat rice in the morning makes me so sleepy during class and it could last me until dinner.

HELLO!!!!!

I had a crazy week. Seriously.

I have loads to say but I'll save it for later.

Outing with friends.
Chillis.
Elle working.
Genting Trip.
The Boyfriend.

What I'll be doing soon is

Staying over at mei Yean's with Cynthia and Pasar Malam. =D
Tenji at Mont Kiara.
Parent-Lecturer Day. omg, Its like Report Card's Day.
I dont know? Enjoy my holidays since this week is the last week of College and also marks the end of the first semester. =D
Now, I'm positive that something is really bothering me. It has been going round in circles in my head.



And I am wondering aimlessly why is it so and I still do not know.

Looks like I have to start studying again soon. I have to study harder. An "A" could've been on my Biology Paper today. I know many find Biology boring and such but not to me.

SIGHS!

Maybe I just need some sleep.

Randomness VI

Theres one thing that's bugging me right now. It really shouldn't be y'know. I'm not telling what is it but its bugging me. I don't like having to feel this everyday. Its unecessary. It really is.

I hate my phone's memory card. I need more space. Theres like 1.5k of messages in my inbox. I damn lazy to delete one by one but then again I dont wanna delete everything. gosh.

ok la, I'm talking crap right now. Excuse me.

Okay, this one is really random.


This is what happens when Denise has a PINK PSP in her hands.

Loco Roco.
@.@
So cute can die wei. =P


=D

 
 How can you not love these thing.


I wish I could squish them till they die. wth.
(its just an expression od them being deadly cute.)

Signing off now.
I think I'm having not enough sleep due to watching too much dvd's.











Heated up. *edits*

I'm back! =D

Its been a hell of a month for me. My 3rd test, which is also the final exam for my first semester is all over. I've been worried sick for the past 1 month and I still am coz my results will be out next week.

I've never studied so much and so hard ever. As in seriously, its nothing compared to SPM. After my 2nd exam was over, there was no break for me. Time is of the essence. I've been having sleepless nights, swollen eyes, raging pimples popping off all over my face, studying every waking hour and such. Yeah, I am here to complain about my life that has been sucking the living soul out of me.

I remember saying this before I made up my mind about taking A Levels. I said that "I am so gonna lose my social life.", "Damn, I'll have to study like theres no tomorrow" etc. Hell yeah I am doing all these now. I don't know why in the world I even took up A levels. Fuck lah. Its tremendously, excruciatingly difficult.

I've fallen ill 4 times this year. I've never gotten sick so many times in less than a year. Most of it happened when exams are approaching. Its really depressing and I hate feeling all feverish and have my head spin round and round.

I've been deprived of sleep and it makes me feel all grumpy coz the slightest thing could just tick me off easily and I'll explode like a nuclear bomb.Its so bad to the extend that I even feel guilty of sleeping although its the most essential thing for me, a human. And when a human is deprived of sleep, wonders could happen.

I cried quite a few times coz I couldn't handle the pressure and it really is difficult. Its just like what Kok Siang was saying the other day, "SPM is like CH3COOH and STPM/A Levels are like H2SO4" Don't get it? LOL nevermind. If you do, congratulations!

There are many times I felt like giving up. It felt so suicidal.

The first day of my exam, I sat for General Paper and Applied Maths. Its was alright. I just hate Permutation and Combination. Who cares is 6 people is chosen in a group, 3 of them are boys and another 3 are girls and 2 of the girls refuse to sit next to each other!?!




The second day was far more worse than I expected. I was literally cursing throughout my Chemistry paper. There were 40 objective questions and 6 structured question each with at least 6 questions and I only had 1 hour and 30 minutes to complete everything. How absurd is that? All of us were given 45 minutes to answer the objective question and the answer sheet were collected when the time is up. My eyes were already watery when the invigilator was waiting by my table to collect my answer sheet. I shaded my last 8 answers C's because I was out of time and I didn't even had the chance to read the questions. I bet the others felt the same way as I do. Oh, I have the balance 45 minutes to complete all the structured question which I did not. I think I partly blame it on time and also the fact that I don't know how to answer the question in such a short time.





Pure maths was alright. A few silly mistakes.

Biology paper was kinda okay. I'm quite satisfied with it.

I might lose my scholarship if I do fail any subject and if I do get an average score of under 60.

I feel damn sakit hati wei.. As terrible as it seems, I always do hope for a better result. Excuse my profanities in this post. I just can't tahan to keep it inside anymore. Now that the exams are over, I have one more thing to worry about, which is Parent-Lecturer Day. T.T

OK lahhhh, I know you people might think I'm over exagerrating over this issue coz I might be or may not be. It depends on how one sees it actually. *big smiles*

I'm either gonna continue watching True Blood or get my 12 hours of sleep.

I love the series. Its awesome. Damn, vanpires can be so brutal and yet seductive. LOL



This series is definitely something worth watching. =D


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Since this post is already filled with complains, I shall go on further coz I wanna do this once and for all. I don't really like flooding my blog page with all my complains and whinings so, allow me to do this okay?

Prior to what I've just said earlier, that I easily get ticked off by the tiniest thing? Indeed I was cross with one of my classmate due to something really small. It was a piled up feeling of annoyance and I just could not tolerate it anymore. I don't wanna blog the details of it here coz its not nice. I'm just expressing how annoyed I am. My classmate apologized but things are still unresolved due to our exams and since the incident, we didn't really communicate at all tll today. I don't wanna risk making things more complicated.

I just read Elle's post on how people asking for donations. As cruel as I can sound, I'm not giving anymore of my money to some random stranger who is collecting money for some disbled charity.. To be exact, I dont give a damn about it anymore. Come to me one more time and I'll say, "FUCK OFF" I have my reasons for saying this.

Imagine if your eating at a mamak with a bunch of friends coz mamak food is cheap around my area. Then a stranger will approach you at the side of your table saying "Hello, I am yada yada yada from dot dot dot and I am doing la la la for this and that charity. Here, is my license and such and pictures of disabled children bla bla bla. So..... " I'll end up feeling sorry for all these disabled kids but I felt even more sorry for the guy who came asking money from us.

First of all, I'm eating in a mamak restaurant. As a student, I am saving my money for myself and for my future. I went  to a mamak restaurant because the food is cheaper and it fills up my tummy coz I had a freaking long day in college, I'm tired, I still have to study when I get home and the cycle goes on almost everyday.. In college, I only spent RM1.90 and sometimes RM2.20 for my lunch and nothing else. I am not from a rich family, just an average one and I'm happy with whatever I have. And there you go, a stranger asking at least RM10 from us which could buy me a week of lunch in my college canteen. Its not that I can't afford giving RM10. I can, but thats not the point. If I sincerely want to donate, I could give any amount I want and not having to state RM10 is the minimum amount. I'm not being all kedekut or kiam siap. I just want to have a pleasant meal with my friends and you people out there to just shut up, go away and stop walking around asking money from us. Don't you feel tired asking money from every stranger you meet like we, civillians owe those disabled kids our money?

Second of all, I've been cheated once and that would be the last time. Mei Yean and I were on our way to Midvalley to buy a pair of dress for prom. There are these bunch of guys ambushed us with their charity stuffs again and they asked us to write our names to just support them. Boy, they are a bunch of sweet talker I'll tell you that. WE THOUGHT that we wrote our names just to support them and we just left. But it turns out that we have to donate RM30 to them. I we were like, "FUCK WEI, we just got cheated!"

Oh, here's another one. I was with my high school friends at Pavilion's Food Republic. We were eating and suddenly a woman just sat at our table. Some of us were kinda stunned and I thought that maybe one of my friends knew her or something coz she didn't say a word. Then, the took out a small little piece of paper saying "Hello. I am from dunno what foundation. I am deaf and dumb. Would you be kind enough to ......??" It ws my first encounter with these style of asking donation so I just went all speechless for i dunno what reason. My friend shoooed her away. Eeeeee. Its so rude to grab a seat with a bunch people you dont know.  I never knew Pavilion would have such things.

I don't have any problem with these disabled people. I really do symphatise and I feel sorry for them. Its the people who come bugging me to "donate" money for the less fortunate that heats me up. Just so you know, I don't even have the guts to ask my parents for money coz I understand that they are saving for my education and the household stuffs. Its not that they can't afford to give me money. Infact they can but I don't have the thick face to ask them unless I desperately need it. I don't know how you people go round asking for donations as your job. What will you answer if you were to have a son/daughter who asked you, "Daddy/Mummy, what is your occupation?" "Oh, Daddy/Mummy go round town asking people for donations for the less fortunate people" In what category is that job in? Sales? or? I dunno, I can't find a name for that kind of job. Oh wait! If its for charity, maybe you people are sincerly doing it without a salary? Well, I don't know about that. Maybe there are. But as far as I'm concerned, nothing in the world is free.

Face it, I still depend on my parents in many many ways and in this case, I still depend on them financially. I don't have a steady job to support myself, I don't earn my own salary yet, and I am still studying to get a good education and also making my way up toward acheiving my goal in life so that I wont suffer in the future and my kids wont have to go through poverty. When I am already financially stable, I wouldn't mind giving donations through the appropriate channel that for sure.

I know most of us are not obligated to donate money but the amount of people coming to me nowadays is just absurd. I have a phobia with these kind of people. I know some of you readers may have a different view/opinion on this topic. I may or may not be wrong. This donation thing shouldn't be bothering me or any of us but its becoming a public annoyance and I already am despising it. Stop making us feel all sorry and donate money all the time. Apparently Symphaty has a price to pay right now.

haih, I'm tired now. Byeeee. =D

LOL

These books,



 

what would I do without them. =D


oh!

Read their blogs,
and
 Its my first time driving around college to TBR.
Its also my first time driving a myvi. I hate the breaks.
Do watch the videos. You'll know why.
I was nervous okay.
Vi made it worse by screaming in the car.
Thank you, Tben for trusting my driving skills. =D


 This picture I curi from Mei yean. XD



Stuffs. =D


Its has been a really really busy week for me. Busy month actually. I've been studying almost everyday and its driving me literally insane.

I just recovered from a fever and flu.. I've been sick for 4 times this year and when that happens, it always falls a week or two before my exams. My final exam is due in a week.


Mei yean and I fooling around while we had our 4 hours break.


This was quite some time ago actually.

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Celebrated my cousin, Jasveen 7th Birthday. 



 The present we got for her.





                                                                     Love the cake


Look at the uncle's face. He seemed depressed..



Well, he was drunk actually.
he was like saying "Don't drink too much ice okay???"
o.O har? Ice?





               I realised I don't really have a lot of a family picture.                  



I always imagined that I would ride in one of those racing bikes with a pair of leather jacket and a pair of leather boots. And I would just fling my hair when I take off the helmet.
wtf. XD

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On Deepavali, I went to Vi's open house. Met my highschool friends again and also college buddies. =D
Jhun was admitted to the hospital for a knee surgery. Poor fella. =(


Get well soon!! =)



Despite being hospitalised, mlyn and jhun still have their sense of humour with them. XD
I guess its not worth risking it coz you don't wanna cut the wrong leg.

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 I got another warning letter from college.
Damn, they love printing out letters don't they?
This one was all on me and I was really upset with it.
I was down and depressed. Really I was and still am.

But then, I was given a golden opportunity to attend TAR College 40th Anniversary Variety Show on Saturday(yesterday).


 Its a once in a lifetime opprtunity. They had limited tickets and I'm one of the lucky ones. =D


It was a really grand event and I wasn't really aware how grand it was until I watched the peformances.



 It started off with a group of lively brass players. XD

There were dances, lots of them.
Chinese Cultural Dance, Malay Traditional dance called the "Tarian Pucuk Pisang", The Indian Barathanatyam Dance where in India, they take this dance very seriously and if theres any imperfection it would be an insult. They also had hip hop and latin dance.

They had the chinese orchestra, chamber orchestra, singing, choir and many many many more.


 These are one of the clearest pictures I've got coz the others are either too dark of blur.




As usual, Tan Sri Ong Ka Ting was there.


The 11kg cake.


The peformers with their awesome t-shirts.
I want one too =(


Larry, Denise, Vi and Jeremy.


The class representatives and assistant. =D


 I love how my diamond ring shines so bright. =)



 
 College carpark.

After the Variety show ended, Afiq drove to my college and picked Vi and I up. =D Long Story...




Thanks for making me feel better when I was inconsolable and worried sick about my A Levels, Afiq. =)
Nunca Te Rindas - Never Give Up.






Elle with my lab goggles. =*


 Afiq became an obedient boy, studying.
 I like it.
Muahahahahaha.





 Shes suffering coz she's so damn bored rotting at home watching True Blood and 90210.
Now, she's working at Johnny's Restaurant at Times Square.
MAKE SURE YOU DROP BY TO HAVE A MEAL THERE AND BE SURE TO ASK FOR HER.
Muahahahaha!
Elle, if you're reading this Afiq and I will definitely drop by to eat there after our exams.



 I got this too! =D
I was speechless and still am speechless.
Thank you, baby. =)



Oh oh!!! I've been driving more frequent lately. I've only drove as far as Ampang point and I'm still freaking scared driving on the road. But, I'm slowly learning. I almost got myself killed and the car busted too (which my mum didn't know coz if she did, she would bite my head off =X)

I really need to study right now.
Ciao!


oh! watch this too if you would. I really like it. =D


I need a haircut.

But, everytime I do get a haircut, I just dont like how I look after getting it coz I look weird. I like how it looks 2 weeks after the haircut.

Especially my fringe. I hate it when I already told them not to cut it too short but they cut it too short. Then I'll look like a dumb dumb.

My hair is naturally straight and thick. I always ask the hairdresser to thin it so that it wont be that heavy but everytime I request to do so, they say its already thin enough. -.-

I think I'll get one tomorrow or on Friday. We'll see.


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I feel terrible today. Actually, I feel horrible the whole day. I don't know why and what caused it but I feel really dreadful. I don't like this feeling at all.

I've felt like this before. I almost forgot how dreadful this feeling is. Over time, I just got used to it and slowly it disappears and now the feeling came back.

Its like feeling lonely.

oh gawd, sometimes I don't even know what am I talking about or what's bothering me.

maybe its just pms.