Sunday 5 December 2010

I miss College.

My A Levels exam ended two and a half weeks ago. My college days also ended two and a half weeks ago. Its hard to believe how so many things changed in one and a half years.

I've met so many people and made so many friends from all walks of life. I've learnt a whole lot of things in A Levels which is a deeper understanding about the world we live in.

Tunku Abdul Rahman College also known as TARC was never the first choice of colleges in my list. My parents were the one who persuaded me to study A Levels here. They said there is no point paying so much more on tuition fees like in Taylor's or HELP for the same paper that the whole world is gonna sit for. Except that HELP College is Edexcel whereas TARC and Taylors offer Cambridge A Levels. Being a banana in TARC, I discovered I wasn't alone coz there were many other people in the same shoes as I am. My lecturers are overall awesome people. They're dedicated, obviously very knowledgeable, hardworking and funny people. There are a few lecturer who were..... well, not so good in my opinion. Not so good in terms of delivering the knowledge. For what its worth, I'm glad that I chose TARC. =)

I can't sum everything about my college life in one post. I should have done that before but I'm lazy to do so. It has been a bittersweet year. After all the exams stress, sleepless nights, falling sick so many times and hours of studying, all of those things has come to an end. Despite suffering academically, I totally enjoyed the company of my college mates who never fail to brighten up my day. There were misunderstanding and differences in opinion and character, but thats just life. I cannot please everyone.

Now, I'm at home most of the time missing the days where I have to wake up as early as 6 a.m. and drive to college early just to get a parking spot. (coz I don't have a car sticker to park inside the college compound) I miss attending lecture classes where I get to chit chat with friends from other classes and sleep during Biology lectures coz it was really monotonous and boring. I miss having lunch with different groups of friends. I miss my chemistry lectures and Mr Loh, our Chemistry Lecturer with is sarcasm, funny and eccentric personality that never failed to somehow entertain all of us and boost our motivation to do better not just in our studies but as a whole individual. oh god, I miss everything..

Friday 26 November 2010

from boys to men.

got this from tumblr quite some time ago. I can't remember where exactly I got it from.

Friday 29 October 2010

Life.

Today, I woke up listening to the sound of speeding cars outside my window, the screeching sound of the car brakes. The neighbour downstairs are drilling their walls. At this hour?

As usual, I rose up from my bed leaving my bed just as it is. I gave up making my bed 3 months ago. Breakfast was non-existent because I never woke up any earlier than 12 noon. Lunch was either leftover food or fast food or chicken rice. Sometimes I don't even eat because I was sick of eating out and I don't know what else to eat.

The best part in the afternoon was taking a bath. I looked in the mirror everyday thinking of whether or not should I wash my hair today? I'll flipped my hair around trying to make some silly hairstyles or trying to figure out if I should change my hairstyle. I realised my hair is too long already. Its length is more than enough to cover my breasts and for whatever reason, I don't wanna cut them and leave it as it is. My mum complains that theres way too much hair on the floor nowadays and also in the toilet. Obviously its mine. Even my room is filled with hair almost everywhere. My pillow, my bed, study table, floor, dustbin and even in my drawers. Yes, I'm losing a lot of hair but my hair is still as thick as it is.

I stay at home most of the days for the past 2 months. I barely go to college and I only go when I needed to. My exams took a toll on my sleeping hours and ofcourse my life. I spent the rest of my day locked up inside my room studying although I take very frequent breaks to the toilet, kitchen and sometimes going online.

For dinner, food was always take aways. I look forward for dinner because at least I have my mum and Elle around to eat together. I eat lunch alone most of my time. Occasionally with friends. My dad wasn't always around having dinner with us. Well, actually for the past few years , my dad was never together with us in one table eating with us. The 3 of used somehow got used to eating just the 3 of us. Even if he joined us for dinner, things aren't the same. Somehow its awkward coz I don't know what to say to him. My dad spends most of his time watching telly. I get very defensive if he were to scold me abt things.

I spend the rest of my night studying. I felt contented at where am I at that time. I know I was doing this for my future and sometimes I can imagine that I'll always look back and think about how much effort I've put in to do well for my A Levels. Sometimes, all I could think of is giving up. But I can never imagine how my life would turn out if I gave up. All i could think of is not giving up and continue to whatever I was doing. A levels is fucking hard. I can now safely say that I hate whatever I've learnt is high school because it was never enough to prepare myself for what A Levels has to offer to me, study wise. The reason why I felt like giving up because I keep failing in my tests after spending so much time and effort for it. But somehow or another I manage to survive. I've achieved results within my expectations and not by others.

I sleep at 3 am almost everyday. Sometimes at 5 am.

I've become lazy in certain ways because I am too tired to care. I've lost quite a lot of weight. I was 52 kilos in January and now, I'm 45 kilos. I've lost 3 sizes when I bought a new pair of jeans. After buying that pair of jeans, it finally hit me that I need to do something.

I realised I kept everything to myself. Almost every feeling, every anger, every sadness, every laughter, everything I kept it sealed within me. I do open up sometimes but I'm picky on who I let it out to. Once, I thought I had friends I could rely on and I shared my feeling with them and only to find out that they used whatever i said just to screw me up at the end of the day. People are cruel. Some pretend to be your best friend just to dig out information from you and use them to their advantage. That was a long time ago and since that moment, I trusted no one but myself. I trusted my heart on who to put my trust on.

For that, I'm ever so grateful for the people who were there for me whenever I needed them. I know that they will always be here for me. I'll never take advantage for their constant support. I apologize if I ever made any of you feel like I'm burden or sometimes annoying. LOL.

omg, I should stop here. I know I don't have many readers. If you people need anyone to talk to, you can always call me. I'm a good listener.

anyway, gtg! I just got a phone call one of my friend got into an accident! @@!!

Life is so unpredictable.

Saturday 23 October 2010

I want


Picture credits to Elle

Bangsar's outlet is way much better than Times Square's outlet.
If only they have one outlet in Ampang. T.T

Monday 27 September 2010

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiii

This week would be my last week of college. I never thought that this will come knocking my door so soon. I'll be having study week from next week onwards. *exhales*

My final exam falls on the 18th of October 2010. It ends on the 18th of November. I'll be re-taking Biology for my AS Level. Hmm... I never thought I will redo this subject but I am. -.- 

I've already started studying full time. No more fooling around as much as before. =)

Im hungry now. -.- Imma get something to eat and continue with whatever I'm doing. =D 

Wednesday 8 September 2010

Things

I want us back to the way we used to be. The ones where we used to talk to each other. We used to spend hours and hours of non-stop talking.

We always have lunch together, sometimes dinner and breakfast occasionally. I miss the times when we were enjoying ourselves in each others company. I remember us being so happy that it really shows through our faces.

Now, things are monotonous and stale. I really wanna turn this around and relive those moments we had.
Or maybe thing happening right now is normal in every relationship? I hope so.


Honestly, I have a lot of things i gotta do but have a lot of things bugging me in my head and this is just one of them. I keep complaining about how hard A-Levels is and how stressful is it for me. Its time consuming andI have to study most of my time. Even if I have some free time, I feel uneasy. The things I enjoy doing like watching tv, online, shopping, sleeping and camping at the bookshop seems like a waste of time.

Sometimes, I'm torn between spending time with my boyfriend and my studies.. I know I can always put either of it on hold for a moment but I just don't like having to choose. I'm willing to pick any of it but I don't want to feel guilty for what I choose to do with my time.

I hardly do any outdoor activities for the past 2 years. I put it on hold as well. I used to wake up early in the morning to jog, take a bath and have my breakfast. I remember the times I used to go for a swim. I used to dance and I stopped for awhile due to several reasons and time is one of it.

Judging by the things I just wrote, I spend so much time studying and I don't get a string of A's on my results. Are my methods of studying wrong? Hmm... I don't know. So far, I only have average grades.

My social life is partially gone because I'd rather spend my time at home catching up with some sleep. Its not that I don't hang out with friends anymore, I still do but I spend less time.

I'm fully aware that whatever I'm going through right now is just another phase in life. A Levels is like a pass to University. The purpose of A-Levels is to fully prepare one to face the challenges that one may face in university or similar or probably worse. (depends on what course you're taking. HEHE =P)

I somehow can't fully express my thoughts here and I would end it here.




ps : I love you very much, baby. We'll be okay. I mean, we'll be awesome! =)

Thursday 26 August 2010

I need a booster dose of hard work, focus, determination and patience.

I got my AS Exam results about 2 weeks ago. I wouldn't say I'm happy or sad with my results. Somehow I'm just a lil bit disappointed after all the effort I've put in. I may not be as hardworking or as intelligent as my other classmates but I've done everything within my abilities. I didn't score any A's which was not a surprise but I manage to score some B's and C's.

But anywayyyyyy, I'm not gonna give up! =D I've decided to redo my Biology papers for AS this October, together with the A2 Exam. It means I'll have double doses for Biology because I'll be sitting for 5 papers. I don't wanna redo everything because I think I would end up in a mental institution. =D

Looks like my hands are tied up. I seriously have a lot of studying, revisions and past year papers to do. My sleeping hours are so gonna be screwed again. Occasionally, I might just forget to eat. My mood will swing and you wont find me anywhere else because you can either find me in college or at home.

I'm also literally broke. Financially broke.

@@ I'll be alright..

Wednesday 25 August 2010

"Teenage Dream" - Official Lyric Video

Imma put your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream
Tonight.

I loveeeee this song coz its really catchy and it somehow makes me happy. LOL
Love how Katy Perry jumble up those words in her lyrics. HEEHEEEHEE.

Thursday 19 August 2010

angry

Im not happy, angry, annoyed, frustrated and someone please help me insert more unhappy feelings to complete my sentence.

Have you ever felt so annoyed and angry that you just wanna scream your lungs out?!?!
This is exactly how I feel right now.

Take note on the time I post this. Its almost 1 a.m and my schedule tmr ain't making me feel better.

UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Friday 13 August 2010

Cupcakes!

I have a slight obsession with cupcakes right now for god knows what reason. Maybe the the feeling of being high with sugar. =DDDD

Elle and I were at KLCC last week. She dragged me to KLCC to see Yao Bang. -.-" why am I not surprise. Out of boredom, I saw this stall nearby the cinema and escalators.

Cupcakes!!



I've been eyeing on these colourful and attractive cupcakes for awhile now. So, I decided hey, why not I just give it a shot?

I got one for myself and the other one for Elle.


Its too cute to be eaten. =P


wow, this is so sinful.
The pink colour vanilla icing and its perfectly moist chocolate cupcake. 
Not too wet and not too dry. I wouldn't really consider it moist actually.



Elle picked a Vanilla cupcake with Nutella. 
I'm not sure how it taste like but it should be good. =D



Muahahaha!
Its gone!!! =D

I think i could eat 10 of these and not feeling guilty where all the sugar will go.

One of these cost RM5. 
Kinda pricey for just one cupcake. =/
I'm torn between having to say its not really worth it and that its worth it.
Nonetheless, I'm feeling that its somehow worth it.

Now, I so wanna get just another one..  or maybe two. =D teheheheee

Sunday 8 August 2010

If only you could understand how this heart feels.

As it would never feel the same way anymore.

Disappointments one after another. I want it to end.

or I will.

Wednesday 4 August 2010

Golden Statue

This was actually months ago. It was taken somewhere in April at Batu Caves. Yes, I went to Batu Caves. =D I never thought I would actually.

Its my second time here but it felt like its my first time here. My parents brought me here when i was really young. Probably I was four or five that time. So, that doesn't count I guess. =DDD




This trip was like a last minute thing and I'm so glad I didn't turn down this opportunity. If you're wondering what in the world I'm actually doing here, do look forward to my next blog post. ooh! I wasn't here to pray or pray some respect but I somehow did?? LOL.

Thursday 8 July 2010

Stargazers


I've got flowers! =DDD

I got home from college and I was surprised by this,
 


I could smell the sweet scent of it when I stepped into my room. This sweet-smelling lilies is like a breath of fresh air with a little bit of peppermint-like smell. Seriously, I love the scent of it.

oh! Guess who was it from?? =DDDD

HEHEHE

I was really really surprised coz it never occurred to me at all arriving home after a tiring day from college with a bouquet of flowers.


In my heart, I felt like like jumping for joy like a 5-year-old child. =P


Anyway, I did some research to find out the name of it. It took me quite awhile to recognise it coz there are SO MANY different types of lilies.

These lilies are called the Stargazer Lilies. I like the name. =)

Its an Oriental hybrid lily and it is named Stargazer because it blooms facing the sky. According to wikipedia, stargazer lilies are toxic to cats and humans (?) - causes diarrhea if ingested.


Looks like that mr. loh dont have to kill cats with cyanide. This plant shall be a better alternative =P (internal joke)



OMG. I can't stop smelling it. My whole room has this sweet-smelling scent of it.

I absolutely, definitely, really love it, baby
Thank you so muchh!!!
I Love you! =)

p/s : the flower pollens are scary. I can't help it but to pluck it out to avoid myself from sneezing/runny nose.

Monday 5 July 2010

=O

Today, I was informed that I'll be sitting for my Chemistry Test tomorrow.

wtf. TOMORROW!!!!!


 no, i'm not on meth. lol.

This is so last minute.
Most of my classmates said that they are prepared to flunk it. =D

Awesome.....

Sunday 4 July 2010

The Plan

GENIUS!!!!!!

All I need now is to be able to juggle my time with "it", exams and homework. =DDD

Monday 28 June 2010

The end of my holidays.

Its the beginning of the third semester and it would be my last semester. My Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS Exam) is over.


I'm still trying to adjust my sleeping hours coz they're a lil bit off. I'll end up feeling really sleepy and I'm like a dead log by 5pm every afternoon.

I spent my holidays watching movies, going out, dim sum with friends, spending time with my "nasi lemak", helping out on my cousin's birthday presents and cake and rotting at home.

Oh! I went to Arnold's house with Mei Yean, Terence and Mun Hoong to hangout and we played The Game of Life. LOL. I was married with 3 kids, I was a Accountant(initially) with my of $70000 and lost my job and became a hair stylist with an income of $30000 and lost my job AGAIN! I ended up being a saleswoman with an income of $20000. That's just life.... on board games. =D

After almost half a year of missing out on movies, I finally had the chance to actually go to the movies. I've watched The Prince of Persia, The Karate Kid, The A-Tean (which Afiq and I had so much fun laughing) and Toys Story 3.


Afiq opening his present which I will elaborate on it on another blog post. =D

During the holidays, my auntie and uncle from Perak came down to KL for a holiday. So, I get to meet them and my little cousins.(pictures on are on my previous post) 

There were some conflicts happening and I really don't like what I'm hearing. The shouting and yelling on the phone, 3-4 a.m phone calls from my house phone which wakes me up and yada yada yada.. With that, I completely lost my respect for someone who is elder and supposedly wiser than I am.Well. for now I just hope everything is okay now.

and..


This is me, rotting at home during the holidays.

This semester, my schedule is way better than my last semester.


I love my time table for Tuesday and Wednesday because I get to go home early. At least my time table this semester isn't as packed as before. Luckily, I don't have to take Malaysian Studies which is compulsory for the new batch of A-Level students. HEHEHE.

But, having more free time also means that I have to spend more time studying. =( I need to brush up with my A2 syllabus and continue studying (omaigod, I'm really really tired of studying). My next and final exams will be in October which is 3 months away. HOLY CRAP!!!!! =X
My AS Exam results will be out on August 12th 2010. T.T

Parent-Lecturer Day is coming up next Saturday. T.T I just wonder what my lecturer's would say about me. Hmm..

Saturday 26 June 2010

Cute!


My cousins are sooo cute!=DD






=DDDDDD



The eyes. =P


























Whoa.... What's that?!


Let me help you!
or 
This is mineee!



She got a Hello Kitty Bag.
I want one too. =(





Oh, please don't grow up..

Saturday 5 June 2010

Carbonara and Meatballs @ Chinoz

I've always wanterd to try the food at Chinoz On The Park at KLCC but never really got the chance. Its my third time here and its the only time I remembered to take some pictures.


Sometimes, when you're hungry it just never occured to you that you should take a picture. You just eat. =D


 Iced Peach Tea.


Parpadelle Meatballs Pasta
approx. RM 23-26 I cant remember.

 Its awesome. Love the meatballs! Juicy, tender and you just want more.
The paste is alright. I just love their meatballs. =D




 Across the table, there's the typical Spagetthi Carbonara which is according to Afiq, its one of the best Carbonara's he has ever tasted. hehe.
Its the same price as the meatballs pasta.

Afiq and I went do Delicious! at One Utama and their carbonara was too cheesy that I could smell it from across the table. Some prefer it to be more cheesy and some prefer it otherwise.  I ordered some Corriander Mushroom pasta which was so tasteless even after I added some pepper. Maybe I picked the wrong food. Or the cook forgot to add some salt. I didn't even finish half of it. LOL.

I'm craving for Korean BBQ now. -.-

Dark Chocolate

Remembered the Dutch Shortcake I posted earlier?


I just found out it is 380 calories per biscuit. 
Its equivalent to one fried chicken and a glass of teh tarik.
@@

Oh! theres another type of biscuit my mum bought from Marks and Spencer.
I don't really consume dark chocolate at all. Maybe once in a blue moon but I think this one is an exception.


Its not as bitter as I expected with the buscuit underneath the coated dark chocolate, its just perfect!
The chocolate is not those cheap hard flaky kind of texture. Its soft and melts in your fingers(if you hold it too long/too hard).
I forgot to take a picture of it. XD

Terence, mei Yean and Jeremy loves it! =D


Im so gonna try other types of cookies or candies or biscuit from Marks and Spencer.


Thursday 20 May 2010

I need...

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN. 

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses. 

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused. 

I need motivation! 


Monday 17 May 2010

Saturday 15 May 2010

i love cookiez. =D


I'm just ever so in love with food. Pastries would be the top in my list of favourite food. Cookies, cream puffs, cakes, tarts, pies, croissants, and yeah, you get the picture right?


You could get this at Marks and Spencer at RM10 here in Malaysia.




Pastries can be or ARE fattening.
Maybe that's why I love it. =P
Fattening food are just awesome.
French Fries, Ramlee Burger, Cheesecakes, Nutella Chocolate Spread, Nasi Lemak, Fried Bananas(Pisang Goreng) and and and lots lots more!



Don't you wanna take a bite out of it? =D
Just one bite? HEHE

Saturday 8 May 2010

Heeee. =D

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

Saturday 24 April 2010

Cream Puffs.

I almost forgot how much I've always loved cream puffs. My mum used to tell me, when I was young (3 to 7 years old) I'm like obsessed with cream puffs coz I always ask my mum to go to King's Bakery to buy cream puffs. I was living in Cheras back then.

Ever since I moved to Ampang, I totally forgot about cream puffs. I totally forgot about the existence of it until earlier of this year when I bought some cream puffs for Afiq since I was in Pavilion and he was gonna pick me up. He gave me some to try and I remembered! =D


I love the powdered sugar topping.



I love the pastry cream/custard filling.


Its hot on the outside and cold in the inside.

(pictures taken by MOMO, Canon 500D) except for the last one i took from some website.

I bought the cream puffs from Beard Papa's at Pavilion. Its kinda expensive. One cream puff cost RM3.40. But its delicious! =D


I so wanna eat the custard fillings now! @@

Wednesday 21 April 2010

Banana Leaf Rice



Vishalachirs in Brickfields is so far the best restaurant that serves Banana Leaf Rice. I haven't tried the other dishes coz its only available from 4pm onwards but I love their Banana Leaf Rice. I didn't take any pictures coz I was starving like I haven't eaten for days.

After college yesterday, I went with Theeben, Jeremy and Arnold. The three clowns. LOL. The food was awesome! fulfilling!  Every time I think of it, I feel hungry.

I've tried the Banana Leaf rice at Taman Melawati but its not as satisfying as the one in Brickfields.

oh! There's another one! Restoran Raju at Jalan Gasing, PJ. Afiq brought be there a while ago and I'll be back for more! I haven't tried their banana leaf rice coz I was that hungry at that moment. I had some other dishes and it was really really good that I forgotten Afiq was there. HEHE.

After my AS Exams are over, its food binging time! hmmmm, maybe not binging lah. Afiq!!! Lets go to Raju's again! =DDDD

Sunday 18 April 2010

I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.

Friday 16 April 2010

My Car



I never thought I would inherit my mum's former car. It still look as good as a brand new kembara although Perodua don't produce anymore Kembara's and Kancil's. My mum has been driving this car for 9 years already. I think its high time that she should get a better car.

This red car, is officially mine. =DD Thank you Mummy, Thank you Daddy!

Saturday 10 April 2010

Good Times. =)

Last week, I was invited to Jimi's and MeiJi's Surprise Party. LOL. We did one for Meiji last year but without Jimi.
XD


It's also more than a year ago Afiq and I met. =D



A lot of things has change over a year. Exactly a year ago, I haven't got my driver's license, I'm not as busy as today since college haven't started, and yeah, there's plenty more.

I drove to Wisma UOA near pavilion from home. I was stuck in a jam for 1 hour 30 minutes. I was dead bored that I started singing out in the car. When I arrived, I was too tired to celebrate since I had a long day in college. But I still had a great time over there. =)





My expression over here is priceless. 
I dropped the salmon sashimi into the bowl of soya sauce and wasabi.



Someone's scared of the salmon.
=DD Coz I coated the it with lotsa wasabi.


HEHE.

I was trying to cheer myself up and try to act awake and lively but I'm too tired to even eat. I sorted of wasted my RM60 all you can eat japanese buffet. But I can assuse this, Saisaki is like 50 times better than Tenji at Mont Kiara. Why? Because saisaki has more choices of food, I don't have to travel so far(minus the jam at peak hours) and its worth way more even though I pay the same amount at Tenji.



I really like this picture a lot. =)



A few nights ago, you made me laugh till my stomach hurts because of some silly thing. HEHEHE.
Sometimes you pretend not to hear (or I thought that you didn't hear) the things I mumble/say but you actually heard it and listen to whatever I saw mumbling/saying. =)
I always beat you in every game he challenged me. MUAHAHAHAHA! I really did it, without having to put up a puppy face expression. =D
You love ELMO coz you said (or I said) its red, has big round eyes that could pop out anytime and has a squeaky voice.
You ran towards me when we saw each other, like we haven't seen each other for weeks and gave me a big hug that my feet wasn't touching the ground.
I'm so gonna drag you to go to the Dentist the next time I see you. You're not gonna wait till I graduate to get that tooth done.. HEHE

Okay, I'll stop here. =D Goodnight!
I need a lot of sleep while I can afford to do it before the exam fever starts again real soon.

I miss College.

My A Levels exam ended two and a half weeks ago. My college days also ended two and a half weeks ago. Its hard to believe how so many things changed in one and a half years.

I've met so many people and made so many friends from all walks of life. I've learnt a whole lot of things in A Levels which is a deeper understanding about the world we live in.

Tunku Abdul Rahman College also known as TARC was never the first choice of colleges in my list. My parents were the one who persuaded me to study A Levels here. They said there is no point paying so much more on tuition fees like in Taylor's or HELP for the same paper that the whole world is gonna sit for. Except that HELP College is Edexcel whereas TARC and Taylors offer Cambridge A Levels. Being a banana in TARC, I discovered I wasn't alone coz there were many other people in the same shoes as I am. My lecturers are overall awesome people. They're dedicated, obviously very knowledgeable, hardworking and funny people. There are a few lecturer who were..... well, not so good in my opinion. Not so good in terms of delivering the knowledge. For what its worth, I'm glad that I chose TARC. =)

I can't sum everything about my college life in one post. I should have done that before but I'm lazy to do so. It has been a bittersweet year. After all the exams stress, sleepless nights, falling sick so many times and hours of studying, all of those things has come to an end. Despite suffering academically, I totally enjoyed the company of my college mates who never fail to brighten up my day. There were misunderstanding and differences in opinion and character, but thats just life. I cannot please everyone.

Now, I'm at home most of the time missing the days where I have to wake up as early as 6 a.m. and drive to college early just to get a parking spot. (coz I don't have a car sticker to park inside the college compound) I miss attending lecture classes where I get to chit chat with friends from other classes and sleep during Biology lectures coz it was really monotonous and boring. I miss having lunch with different groups of friends. I miss my chemistry lectures and Mr Loh, our Chemistry Lecturer with is sarcasm, funny and eccentric personality that never failed to somehow entertain all of us and boost our motivation to do better not just in our studies but as a whole individual. oh god, I miss everything..

from boys to men.

got this from tumblr quite some time ago. I can't remember where exactly I got it from.

Life.

Today, I woke up listening to the sound of speeding cars outside my window, the screeching sound of the car brakes. The neighbour downstairs are drilling their walls. At this hour?

As usual, I rose up from my bed leaving my bed just as it is. I gave up making my bed 3 months ago. Breakfast was non-existent because I never woke up any earlier than 12 noon. Lunch was either leftover food or fast food or chicken rice. Sometimes I don't even eat because I was sick of eating out and I don't know what else to eat.

The best part in the afternoon was taking a bath. I looked in the mirror everyday thinking of whether or not should I wash my hair today? I'll flipped my hair around trying to make some silly hairstyles or trying to figure out if I should change my hairstyle. I realised my hair is too long already. Its length is more than enough to cover my breasts and for whatever reason, I don't wanna cut them and leave it as it is. My mum complains that theres way too much hair on the floor nowadays and also in the toilet. Obviously its mine. Even my room is filled with hair almost everywhere. My pillow, my bed, study table, floor, dustbin and even in my drawers. Yes, I'm losing a lot of hair but my hair is still as thick as it is.

I stay at home most of the days for the past 2 months. I barely go to college and I only go when I needed to. My exams took a toll on my sleeping hours and ofcourse my life. I spent the rest of my day locked up inside my room studying although I take very frequent breaks to the toilet, kitchen and sometimes going online.

For dinner, food was always take aways. I look forward for dinner because at least I have my mum and Elle around to eat together. I eat lunch alone most of my time. Occasionally with friends. My dad wasn't always around having dinner with us. Well, actually for the past few years , my dad was never together with us in one table eating with us. The 3 of used somehow got used to eating just the 3 of us. Even if he joined us for dinner, things aren't the same. Somehow its awkward coz I don't know what to say to him. My dad spends most of his time watching telly. I get very defensive if he were to scold me abt things.

I spend the rest of my night studying. I felt contented at where am I at that time. I know I was doing this for my future and sometimes I can imagine that I'll always look back and think about how much effort I've put in to do well for my A Levels. Sometimes, all I could think of is giving up. But I can never imagine how my life would turn out if I gave up. All i could think of is not giving up and continue to whatever I was doing. A levels is fucking hard. I can now safely say that I hate whatever I've learnt is high school because it was never enough to prepare myself for what A Levels has to offer to me, study wise. The reason why I felt like giving up because I keep failing in my tests after spending so much time and effort for it. But somehow or another I manage to survive. I've achieved results within my expectations and not by others.

I sleep at 3 am almost everyday. Sometimes at 5 am.

I've become lazy in certain ways because I am too tired to care. I've lost quite a lot of weight. I was 52 kilos in January and now, I'm 45 kilos. I've lost 3 sizes when I bought a new pair of jeans. After buying that pair of jeans, it finally hit me that I need to do something.

I realised I kept everything to myself. Almost every feeling, every anger, every sadness, every laughter, everything I kept it sealed within me. I do open up sometimes but I'm picky on who I let it out to. Once, I thought I had friends I could rely on and I shared my feeling with them and only to find out that they used whatever i said just to screw me up at the end of the day. People are cruel. Some pretend to be your best friend just to dig out information from you and use them to their advantage. That was a long time ago and since that moment, I trusted no one but myself. I trusted my heart on who to put my trust on.

For that, I'm ever so grateful for the people who were there for me whenever I needed them. I know that they will always be here for me. I'll never take advantage for their constant support. I apologize if I ever made any of you feel like I'm burden or sometimes annoying. LOL.

omg, I should stop here. I know I don't have many readers. If you people need anyone to talk to, you can always call me. I'm a good listener.

anyway, gtg! I just got a phone call one of my friend got into an accident! @@!!

Life is so unpredictable.

I want


Picture credits to Elle

Bangsar's outlet is way much better than Times Square's outlet.
If only they have one outlet in Ampang. T.T

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiii

This week would be my last week of college. I never thought that this will come knocking my door so soon. I'll be having study week from next week onwards. *exhales*

My final exam falls on the 18th of October 2010. It ends on the 18th of November. I'll be re-taking Biology for my AS Level. Hmm... I never thought I will redo this subject but I am. -.- 

I've already started studying full time. No more fooling around as much as before. =)

Im hungry now. -.- Imma get something to eat and continue with whatever I'm doing. =D 

Things

I want us back to the way we used to be. The ones where we used to talk to each other. We used to spend hours and hours of non-stop talking.

We always have lunch together, sometimes dinner and breakfast occasionally. I miss the times when we were enjoying ourselves in each others company. I remember us being so happy that it really shows through our faces.

Now, things are monotonous and stale. I really wanna turn this around and relive those moments we had.
Or maybe thing happening right now is normal in every relationship? I hope so.


Honestly, I have a lot of things i gotta do but have a lot of things bugging me in my head and this is just one of them. I keep complaining about how hard A-Levels is and how stressful is it for me. Its time consuming andI have to study most of my time. Even if I have some free time, I feel uneasy. The things I enjoy doing like watching tv, online, shopping, sleeping and camping at the bookshop seems like a waste of time.

Sometimes, I'm torn between spending time with my boyfriend and my studies.. I know I can always put either of it on hold for a moment but I just don't like having to choose. I'm willing to pick any of it but I don't want to feel guilty for what I choose to do with my time.

I hardly do any outdoor activities for the past 2 years. I put it on hold as well. I used to wake up early in the morning to jog, take a bath and have my breakfast. I remember the times I used to go for a swim. I used to dance and I stopped for awhile due to several reasons and time is one of it.

Judging by the things I just wrote, I spend so much time studying and I don't get a string of A's on my results. Are my methods of studying wrong? Hmm... I don't know. So far, I only have average grades.

My social life is partially gone because I'd rather spend my time at home catching up with some sleep. Its not that I don't hang out with friends anymore, I still do but I spend less time.

I'm fully aware that whatever I'm going through right now is just another phase in life. A Levels is like a pass to University. The purpose of A-Levels is to fully prepare one to face the challenges that one may face in university or similar or probably worse. (depends on what course you're taking. HEHE =P)

I somehow can't fully express my thoughts here and I would end it here.




ps : I love you very much, baby. We'll be okay. I mean, we'll be awesome! =)

I need a booster dose of hard work, focus, determination and patience.

I got my AS Exam results about 2 weeks ago. I wouldn't say I'm happy or sad with my results. Somehow I'm just a lil bit disappointed after all the effort I've put in. I may not be as hardworking or as intelligent as my other classmates but I've done everything within my abilities. I didn't score any A's which was not a surprise but I manage to score some B's and C's.

But anywayyyyyy, I'm not gonna give up! =D I've decided to redo my Biology papers for AS this October, together with the A2 Exam. It means I'll have double doses for Biology because I'll be sitting for 5 papers. I don't wanna redo everything because I think I would end up in a mental institution. =D

Looks like my hands are tied up. I seriously have a lot of studying, revisions and past year papers to do. My sleeping hours are so gonna be screwed again. Occasionally, I might just forget to eat. My mood will swing and you wont find me anywhere else because you can either find me in college or at home.

I'm also literally broke. Financially broke.

@@ I'll be alright..

"Teenage Dream" - Official Lyric Video

Imma put your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream
Tonight.

I loveeeee this song coz its really catchy and it somehow makes me happy. LOL
Love how Katy Perry jumble up those words in her lyrics. HEEHEEEHEE.

angry

Im not happy, angry, annoyed, frustrated and someone please help me insert more unhappy feelings to complete my sentence.

Have you ever felt so annoyed and angry that you just wanna scream your lungs out?!?!
This is exactly how I feel right now.

Take note on the time I post this. Its almost 1 a.m and my schedule tmr ain't making me feel better.

UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
=(

Cupcakes!

I have a slight obsession with cupcakes right now for god knows what reason. Maybe the the feeling of being high with sugar. =DDDD

Elle and I were at KLCC last week. She dragged me to KLCC to see Yao Bang. -.-" why am I not surprise. Out of boredom, I saw this stall nearby the cinema and escalators.

Cupcakes!!



I've been eyeing on these colourful and attractive cupcakes for awhile now. So, I decided hey, why not I just give it a shot?

I got one for myself and the other one for Elle.


Its too cute to be eaten. =P


wow, this is so sinful.
The pink colour vanilla icing and its perfectly moist chocolate cupcake. 
Not too wet and not too dry. I wouldn't really consider it moist actually.



Elle picked a Vanilla cupcake with Nutella. 
I'm not sure how it taste like but it should be good. =D



Muahahaha!
Its gone!!! =D

I think i could eat 10 of these and not feeling guilty where all the sugar will go.

One of these cost RM5. 
Kinda pricey for just one cupcake. =/
I'm torn between having to say its not really worth it and that its worth it.
Nonetheless, I'm feeling that its somehow worth it.

Now, I so wanna get just another one..  or maybe two. =D teheheheee
If only you could understand how this heart feels.

As it would never feel the same way anymore.

Disappointments one after another. I want it to end.

or I will.

Golden Statue

This was actually months ago. It was taken somewhere in April at Batu Caves. Yes, I went to Batu Caves. =D I never thought I would actually.

Its my second time here but it felt like its my first time here. My parents brought me here when i was really young. Probably I was four or five that time. So, that doesn't count I guess. =DDD




This trip was like a last minute thing and I'm so glad I didn't turn down this opportunity. If you're wondering what in the world I'm actually doing here, do look forward to my next blog post. ooh! I wasn't here to pray or pray some respect but I somehow did?? LOL.

Stargazers


I've got flowers! =DDD

I got home from college and I was surprised by this,
 


I could smell the sweet scent of it when I stepped into my room. This sweet-smelling lilies is like a breath of fresh air with a little bit of peppermint-like smell. Seriously, I love the scent of it.

oh! Guess who was it from?? =DDDD

HEHEHE

I was really really surprised coz it never occurred to me at all arriving home after a tiring day from college with a bouquet of flowers.


In my heart, I felt like like jumping for joy like a 5-year-old child. =P


Anyway, I did some research to find out the name of it. It took me quite awhile to recognise it coz there are SO MANY different types of lilies.

These lilies are called the Stargazer Lilies. I like the name. =)

Its an Oriental hybrid lily and it is named Stargazer because it blooms facing the sky. According to wikipedia, stargazer lilies are toxic to cats and humans (?) - causes diarrhea if ingested.


Looks like that mr. loh dont have to kill cats with cyanide. This plant shall be a better alternative =P (internal joke)



OMG. I can't stop smelling it. My whole room has this sweet-smelling scent of it.

I absolutely, definitely, really love it, baby
Thank you so muchh!!!
I Love you! =)

p/s : the flower pollens are scary. I can't help it but to pluck it out to avoid myself from sneezing/runny nose.

=O

Today, I was informed that I'll be sitting for my Chemistry Test tomorrow.

wtf. TOMORROW!!!!!


 no, i'm not on meth. lol.

This is so last minute.
Most of my classmates said that they are prepared to flunk it. =D

Awesome.....

The Plan

GENIUS!!!!!!

All I need now is to be able to juggle my time with "it", exams and homework. =DDD

The end of my holidays.

Its the beginning of the third semester and it would be my last semester. My Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS Exam) is over.


I'm still trying to adjust my sleeping hours coz they're a lil bit off. I'll end up feeling really sleepy and I'm like a dead log by 5pm every afternoon.

I spent my holidays watching movies, going out, dim sum with friends, spending time with my "nasi lemak", helping out on my cousin's birthday presents and cake and rotting at home.

Oh! I went to Arnold's house with Mei Yean, Terence and Mun Hoong to hangout and we played The Game of Life. LOL. I was married with 3 kids, I was a Accountant(initially) with my of $70000 and lost my job and became a hair stylist with an income of $30000 and lost my job AGAIN! I ended up being a saleswoman with an income of $20000. That's just life.... on board games. =D

After almost half a year of missing out on movies, I finally had the chance to actually go to the movies. I've watched The Prince of Persia, The Karate Kid, The A-Tean (which Afiq and I had so much fun laughing) and Toys Story 3.


Afiq opening his present which I will elaborate on it on another blog post. =D

During the holidays, my auntie and uncle from Perak came down to KL for a holiday. So, I get to meet them and my little cousins.(pictures on are on my previous post) 

There were some conflicts happening and I really don't like what I'm hearing. The shouting and yelling on the phone, 3-4 a.m phone calls from my house phone which wakes me up and yada yada yada.. With that, I completely lost my respect for someone who is elder and supposedly wiser than I am.Well. for now I just hope everything is okay now.

and..


This is me, rotting at home during the holidays.

This semester, my schedule is way better than my last semester.


I love my time table for Tuesday and Wednesday because I get to go home early. At least my time table this semester isn't as packed as before. Luckily, I don't have to take Malaysian Studies which is compulsory for the new batch of A-Level students. HEHEHE.

But, having more free time also means that I have to spend more time studying. =( I need to brush up with my A2 syllabus and continue studying (omaigod, I'm really really tired of studying). My next and final exams will be in October which is 3 months away. HOLY CRAP!!!!! =X
My AS Exam results will be out on August 12th 2010. T.T

Parent-Lecturer Day is coming up next Saturday. T.T I just wonder what my lecturer's would say about me. Hmm..

Cute!


My cousins are sooo cute!=DD






=DDDDDD



The eyes. =P


























Whoa.... What's that?!


Let me help you!
or 
This is mineee!



She got a Hello Kitty Bag.
I want one too. =(





Oh, please don't grow up..

Carbonara and Meatballs @ Chinoz

I've always wanterd to try the food at Chinoz On The Park at KLCC but never really got the chance. Its my third time here and its the only time I remembered to take some pictures.


Sometimes, when you're hungry it just never occured to you that you should take a picture. You just eat. =D


 Iced Peach Tea.


Parpadelle Meatballs Pasta
approx. RM 23-26 I cant remember.

 Its awesome. Love the meatballs! Juicy, tender and you just want more.
The paste is alright. I just love their meatballs. =D




 Across the table, there's the typical Spagetthi Carbonara which is according to Afiq, its one of the best Carbonara's he has ever tasted. hehe.
Its the same price as the meatballs pasta.

Afiq and I went do Delicious! at One Utama and their carbonara was too cheesy that I could smell it from across the table. Some prefer it to be more cheesy and some prefer it otherwise.  I ordered some Corriander Mushroom pasta which was so tasteless even after I added some pepper. Maybe I picked the wrong food. Or the cook forgot to add some salt. I didn't even finish half of it. LOL.

I'm craving for Korean BBQ now. -.-

Dark Chocolate

Remembered the Dutch Shortcake I posted earlier?


I just found out it is 380 calories per biscuit. 
Its equivalent to one fried chicken and a glass of teh tarik.
@@

Oh! theres another type of biscuit my mum bought from Marks and Spencer.
I don't really consume dark chocolate at all. Maybe once in a blue moon but I think this one is an exception.


Its not as bitter as I expected with the buscuit underneath the coated dark chocolate, its just perfect!
The chocolate is not those cheap hard flaky kind of texture. Its soft and melts in your fingers(if you hold it too long/too hard).
I forgot to take a picture of it. XD

Terence, mei Yean and Jeremy loves it! =D


Im so gonna try other types of cookies or candies or biscuit from Marks and Spencer.


I need...

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN. 

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses. 

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused. 

I need motivation! 


I feel very unhappy right now. 11.29p.m

i love cookiez. =D


I'm just ever so in love with food. Pastries would be the top in my list of favourite food. Cookies, cream puffs, cakes, tarts, pies, croissants, and yeah, you get the picture right?


You could get this at Marks and Spencer at RM10 here in Malaysia.




Pastries can be or ARE fattening.
Maybe that's why I love it. =P
Fattening food are just awesome.
French Fries, Ramlee Burger, Cheesecakes, Nutella Chocolate Spread, Nasi Lemak, Fried Bananas(Pisang Goreng) and and and lots lots more!



Don't you wanna take a bite out of it? =D
Just one bite? HEHE

Heeee. =D

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

Cream Puffs.

I almost forgot how much I've always loved cream puffs. My mum used to tell me, when I was young (3 to 7 years old) I'm like obsessed with cream puffs coz I always ask my mum to go to King's Bakery to buy cream puffs. I was living in Cheras back then.

Ever since I moved to Ampang, I totally forgot about cream puffs. I totally forgot about the existence of it until earlier of this year when I bought some cream puffs for Afiq since I was in Pavilion and he was gonna pick me up. He gave me some to try and I remembered! =D


I love the powdered sugar topping.



I love the pastry cream/custard filling.


Its hot on the outside and cold in the inside.

(pictures taken by MOMO, Canon 500D) except for the last one i took from some website.

I bought the cream puffs from Beard Papa's at Pavilion. Its kinda expensive. One cream puff cost RM3.40. But its delicious! =D


I so wanna eat the custard fillings now! @@

Banana Leaf Rice



Vishalachirs in Brickfields is so far the best restaurant that serves Banana Leaf Rice. I haven't tried the other dishes coz its only available from 4pm onwards but I love their Banana Leaf Rice. I didn't take any pictures coz I was starving like I haven't eaten for days.

After college yesterday, I went with Theeben, Jeremy and Arnold. The three clowns. LOL. The food was awesome! fulfilling!  Every time I think of it, I feel hungry.

I've tried the Banana Leaf rice at Taman Melawati but its not as satisfying as the one in Brickfields.

oh! There's another one! Restoran Raju at Jalan Gasing, PJ. Afiq brought be there a while ago and I'll be back for more! I haven't tried their banana leaf rice coz I was that hungry at that moment. I had some other dishes and it was really really good that I forgotten Afiq was there. HEHE.

After my AS Exams are over, its food binging time! hmmmm, maybe not binging lah. Afiq!!! Lets go to Raju's again! =DDDD
I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.

My Car



I never thought I would inherit my mum's former car. It still look as good as a brand new kembara although Perodua don't produce anymore Kembara's and Kancil's. My mum has been driving this car for 9 years already. I think its high time that she should get a better car.

This red car, is officially mine. =DD Thank you Mummy, Thank you Daddy!

Good Times. =)

Last week, I was invited to Jimi's and MeiJi's Surprise Party. LOL. We did one for Meiji last year but without Jimi.
XD


It's also more than a year ago Afiq and I met. =D



A lot of things has change over a year. Exactly a year ago, I haven't got my driver's license, I'm not as busy as today since college haven't started, and yeah, there's plenty more.

I drove to Wisma UOA near pavilion from home. I was stuck in a jam for 1 hour 30 minutes. I was dead bored that I started singing out in the car. When I arrived, I was too tired to celebrate since I had a long day in college. But I still had a great time over there. =)





My expression over here is priceless. 
I dropped the salmon sashimi into the bowl of soya sauce and wasabi.



Someone's scared of the salmon.
=DD Coz I coated the it with lotsa wasabi.


HEHE.

I was trying to cheer myself up and try to act awake and lively but I'm too tired to even eat. I sorted of wasted my RM60 all you can eat japanese buffet. But I can assuse this, Saisaki is like 50 times better than Tenji at Mont Kiara. Why? Because saisaki has more choices of food, I don't have to travel so far(minus the jam at peak hours) and its worth way more even though I pay the same amount at Tenji.



I really like this picture a lot. =)



A few nights ago, you made me laugh till my stomach hurts because of some silly thing. HEHEHE.
Sometimes you pretend not to hear (or I thought that you didn't hear) the things I mumble/say but you actually heard it and listen to whatever I saw mumbling/saying. =)
I always beat you in every game he challenged me. MUAHAHAHAHA! I really did it, without having to put up a puppy face expression. =D
You love ELMO coz you said (or I said) its red, has big round eyes that could pop out anytime and has a squeaky voice.
You ran towards me when we saw each other, like we haven't seen each other for weeks and gave me a big hug that my feet wasn't touching the ground.
I'm so gonna drag you to go to the Dentist the next time I see you. You're not gonna wait till I graduate to get that tooth done.. HEHE

Okay, I'll stop here. =D Goodnight!
I need a lot of sleep while I can afford to do it before the exam fever starts again real soon.