Friday, 25 April 2008

NEDC

*Muahahahaha*

@.@ swtt....



If you're Madame Speaker for the debate, You'll have a hard time saying it in a perfect manner. Without any pronunciation errors or awkward pauses in between. I know that coz I experienced it before.



It was introduced by our very own ex-student, Pei Jian/ Jian

don't ask me why I put this picture. Tho you might think theres something fishy abt this picture. >.<>.< href="http://www.help.edu.my/debate2008/matches.php">here




2 words... "Bite Me!" Quoted by Dinnish.

They are fabulous! Its the best debate I've ever seen and I really enjoyed it. It wasn't boring at all. Unlike other debates that I've watched.

All of us were so stunned and it gave us the boost/inspiration to do the something like them.

I was surprised that I actually manage to talk to one of the debaters. with the pink shirt of the opposition team. I can't remember his name. >.<


****

Fast forward to Wednesday, 23 April 2008.
It was one of the most memorable day of my life.
I was running, laughing and being silly in the rain.
It was raining cats and dogs.
Shaz, Vishana and I went down to the market to grab a bite to eat since we're staying back for some activities.
Then, It rained.
We're stuck.
No umbrellas.
I suggested that we walk back. In the rain.
halfway walking, we're wet.
Shaz took off his shirt.
He was naked.(lol..just joking)
We used it as an "umbrella"
3 of us, under an XL size white school shirt that is extremely small for shaz.
We're running back to school.
I was in the middle between both of them.
therefore, both of them have no sense of direction.
As for me, I have to guide them back to school.
The rain was heavy!!
We were running continuously.
Splashing the puddles of water till our shoes and uniform was wet!
We reached the bridge near our school which was under the highway.
The river water was pouring out like teh ice with too much ice in it until it spills.
Shaz's shirt was completely wet. Theres no use using it as an "umbrella" anymore.
So, Vishana and I decided to squeeze it dry.
No hope.
We ended up running back to school.
This time, without the shirt.
We were drenched.
All wet.
However, there was nothing we could do abt it.
Only wishing that we had a camera to capture every single moment running back to school.
We had fun.
Laughing. Teasing each other abt how we look in the rain.
Wishing that there was a video on this that we could laugh about it when we're old.
Sometimes, Good memories could not be captured by a camera.
But it remains in your mind and heart forever.

This is why I love school.

PS : i dont care whether I'm writing a broken english or what now. I got a debate competition to go tmr.
Its the District Finals Debate. =)



Friday, 18 April 2008

I know I've not been updating for a very long time. Therefore, I'll take this time to blog abt whatever I can. XD

I've been extremely busy nowadays. really really busy.
Anyway, a lot of things happened for the past 2/3 weeks.
First of all was my dance performance at Great Eastern Mall.
It was alright actually. We're performing just for a charity fair. SO, I don't really care whether I get paid or not coz I enjoy doing it. =) Here are some pictures. its onlt like 1/4 of it. lazy to update so many. >.< From right : Ruba, Putri, Vishana and I.

Vishana and I posing around. XD

I had nothing better to do.

My salsa shoes!
Its super comfortable. Unfortunately, I can't wear them for walking... =(
It has a layer of leather(1 mm thick) at the base of the shoes so that you wont slip/fall while making a turn/ turns.
It cost quite a lot too but its worth it.

One of my friend recorded the salsa dance video. I heard that its spreading around the school and outside school. LOL. XD

After the performance, I have a few more things that I really have to worry about.

My studies, homework and deadlines
Exams
Debate

Some of the teachers are starting to complain abt us, debaters not attending classes. Some said that they have not seen us for 2 months already. Indeed. Thats undeniably true. Talk about homework, I so far behind already. So, I'm forced to copy from my friends which I try not to do it at all. ahh.... >.<>.<>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_fv9zHLlfkqU/SAi_x2OPVnI/AAAAAAAABTg/0rX7P6isIiI/s1600-h/P1010381.JPG">
!st letter is for getting the highest marks in P.moral for the whole Form 4. =.=" Of all the subjexts... why moral. but hey, at least its something. and... I think I got highest for Biology too. hmm... I'm not sure why it wasn't printed out on this letter. nevermind. Well, the balance 9 subjects. Hmm... all conquered by the class genius in academics. I don't know how he did it. i just wonder what he does at home and what food he eats. XD

The next award I'm getting is Anugerah Bakti Murni. Lol... After all these years.
Finally, is Anugerah Pelajar Berkepimpinan. o.O? XD

Ok, tmr, theres a debate training held in HELP University College. 64 school all over KL are taking part for it. LOL. My cousin and my ex-schoolmate is currently studying there. and.... for that, I realised that my shoes are ugly.


The colour faded. The straps are not as sticky as before, its ugly and most of all, its torn.

yup, its torn. It happened 3 weeks ago. I realised that one of the straps is torned into 2 pieces. Like the picture above. But it was initially on the right side of my shoe.
I didn't really bother abt it as I'm just going to school and no where else.
Feeling irritated because my foot keeps slipping off the shoe, I decided to put on my thinking cap.
What in the world should I do with this? Get a new pair of shoes? Plaster it?
So, I came out with an ingenious idea to solve my problem. I'm not sure whether is it a critical thinking skills or a mechanical dummy.

I stapler-ed it

XD. I know its kinda sick. I was too busy that I couldn't buy a new pair. and I was thinking whether to get a new one or not since its my last year of school. Its not that I'm a stingy person ok... =.="

2 weeks later, The other side of my shoe Velcro-strap was torn into 2 pieces. Therefore, I ended up going home with a loose shoe. and this is how it looks like.

it looks like crap.
I've been wearing this shoe since I was in Form 2 till today. 3 wonderful years.

Therefore, I don't wanna disgrace myself for tmr's debate training in HELP and I got scolded so many times for not getting a new pair of shoes, I decided to get a new pair.


Surprisingly, it didn't cost me that much. hmmm.... it was like RM25.
ah well, I'm just wearing it for half a year.
I just wonder why is it so cheap. Probably, I didn't bother to go to The Bata shop to buy any school shoes for 3 years. XD

I don't know why am I even blogging abt this. >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Attention!

Unfortunately/Fortunately, this is (probably) my last blog entry as I wanna take a break from blogging to concentrate on my studies. =)
Thank you.

Here are some weird pictures of me.



Something is wrong with my hair. I need a haircut. Since I'm not cutting it anytime soon, I decided to change my hairstyle. Yup, I did. just a little.

Thursday, 17 April 2008

I can't handle this madness anymore.
I feel really sad and frustrated but yet I can't seem to cry it out.
A few things and a few people have been pissing me off lately.
Things that I've put all my effort in.
Everything. I don't have the heart to throw them all away.
Sometimes, we need a shoulder to cry onto.
Someone you could trust.

I miss being happy. Today, I feel really sad, angry, exhausted and disappointed. But yet, theres a moment where I laughed so hard till my tummy hurts.
A lot of things changed lately. My studies, myself, people's behavior/reaction, etc
Some things are better left unsaid.
Sometimes, It worsens a situation.
Or probably wakes a person up from dreamland. which its good sometimes.

I lost my mood to do everything. Studying, having a decent conversation with people, dancing, and almost everything.
aihh....

I feel like shaving my head bald.
anyone wanna join me?

Sunday, 13 April 2008

Disappointed

I feel quite disturbed these 2 days. >.< Not because of my dance performance

The dance performance was quite nice. Though I was a little nervous. In the beginning, I thought this was even scarier than watching our own debating team debating against other schools. After awhile, I felt better.

For quite sometime now, I feel really free and happy whenever I'm on the dance floor. Its like nothing in the world could ever hurt/bother me. I feel like I'm free from everything. exams, studies, annoying people, things that made me sad/disappointed, etcetcetc. I never felt this feeling before.

How would you feel if someone who you trust somehow betrayed you in a way that you would never expect at all? X was so supportive and I thought X was on my side. I found this out not long ago. I was stunned. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I was walking home after having my roti canai for breakfast. I was wrong abt X. Totally wrong. X may not be the reason for what had happened. Its just thay what X said was absurd. I was wrong abt X. Totally wrong.

Saturday, 12 April 2008

Listen.

Sometimes, people come into your life and you'll know that they are meant to be there for some reason, to guide you, help you with life, to figure out who you are/what do you wanna be.
These people can be anyone (even if it is a complete stranger). However, when you look them in the eye, somehow you know that they will affect your life in some profound ways.

Everything happens for a reason. This phrase here is ringing in my head almost all the time. It may seem that some of the things happen in your life is horrible, unfair, heartbreaking and so on, but in reflection you find that without overcoming this obstacle, you'll never realise your potential, strength, willpower and heart.

Love, Lost moments of true greatness, illness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of an individual. Without all these, life would be a boring place, dull and utterly pointless..

hmmm...

The people I've met, all of them, changed me in certain ways. The success and downfall I've been through has made me what/who I am today. Whether good or bad, its a once in a lifetime experience that will never be erased within me.

When someone loves, love them back in whatever way you can.
Its teaching me to love and to open my heart and eyes to things again.
Whereas when someone hurts you, broke your heart, betrays you, forgive them. They helped you learn about trust, the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart and so on.

For sometime now, a few people said that i've changed.
I don't know what does that "change" means. But, i know within me, i changed.
I'm not sure whether is it good or is it not me at all.
But all I know, that "change" is more of a good thing.
I feel stronger than ever before.
I met new people.
Found a few close friends that I could trust.
Got to know people who used to be hi-bye friends much better.
Talked to people that I've never talked to before and listen to what they have to say.
A few things happened to me for the past 1 month.(
I'll never ever forget them for sure.
Its because, I never see/ realise these things. I wanna apologise if I did hurt anyone. (obviously i did) But not because I mean to do so. Its because I wanna be who I wanna be right now.
Well, again i say, everything happens for a reason.

Time will heal. Probably. It healed me partially.

Thursday, 10 April 2008

wahahahah!!! I think I'm going nuts... >.<
I've been soooo busy nowadays. With debate.
By the way,

we won the 4th round againts smk...... wheeee!!!
I'm lazy to blog abt it.

Dance practice was great!
except for some people who sometimes arrive late or they don't even show up at all.
>.< grrrr.... frustrating... i need to practice more.
lol..i feel a little stiff sometimes. but other than that im okay.
I got my new salsa shoes already... XD
Its extremely comfortable.
But its only meant for dancing and not walking around with it. hehe.. will blog abt it later

I feel super duper sleepy in class.
I almost fell asleep during biology class today and all of the sudden, there was a short circuit on one of the plugs. It was located right infront of me.
@.@it happened twice.
lalala...

then after recess, i spent 3 periods sleeping in class. seriously sleeping.
haha.. thats a short update.
till next time..

Tuesday, 1 April 2008

I'm sorry

Dear readers,

I would like to apologise for not updating on the debate post and other things as I'm seriously busy. I have a really tight schedule now. No time for shopping or fooling around anymore. Must.....:

Finish up piled up homework in time
Practice my flute
Practice dance steps with a partner & 4-5 hours of dance practice/choreograph
Win the debate, participate in HELP debates
Never forget to go to tuion everyday except Tuesday
Have enough sleep
Sociolise
Never to drop an ice-cream ever again

So far, thats all... My legs are hurting... ouch.

NEDC

*Muahahahaha*

@.@ swtt....



If you're Madame Speaker for the debate, You'll have a hard time saying it in a perfect manner. Without any pronunciation errors or awkward pauses in between. I know that coz I experienced it before.



It was introduced by our very own ex-student, Pei Jian/ Jian

don't ask me why I put this picture. Tho you might think theres something fishy abt this picture. >.<>.< href="http://www.help.edu.my/debate2008/matches.php">here




2 words... "Bite Me!" Quoted by Dinnish.

They are fabulous! Its the best debate I've ever seen and I really enjoyed it. It wasn't boring at all. Unlike other debates that I've watched.

All of us were so stunned and it gave us the boost/inspiration to do the something like them.

I was surprised that I actually manage to talk to one of the debaters. with the pink shirt of the opposition team. I can't remember his name. >.<


****

Fast forward to Wednesday, 23 April 2008.
It was one of the most memorable day of my life.
I was running, laughing and being silly in the rain.
It was raining cats and dogs.
Shaz, Vishana and I went down to the market to grab a bite to eat since we're staying back for some activities.
Then, It rained.
We're stuck.
No umbrellas.
I suggested that we walk back. In the rain.
halfway walking, we're wet.
Shaz took off his shirt.
He was naked.(lol..just joking)
We used it as an "umbrella"
3 of us, under an XL size white school shirt that is extremely small for shaz.
We're running back to school.
I was in the middle between both of them.
therefore, both of them have no sense of direction.
As for me, I have to guide them back to school.
The rain was heavy!!
We were running continuously.
Splashing the puddles of water till our shoes and uniform was wet!
We reached the bridge near our school which was under the highway.
The river water was pouring out like teh ice with too much ice in it until it spills.
Shaz's shirt was completely wet. Theres no use using it as an "umbrella" anymore.
So, Vishana and I decided to squeeze it dry.
No hope.
We ended up running back to school.
This time, without the shirt.
We were drenched.
All wet.
However, there was nothing we could do abt it.
Only wishing that we had a camera to capture every single moment running back to school.
We had fun.
Laughing. Teasing each other abt how we look in the rain.
Wishing that there was a video on this that we could laugh about it when we're old.
Sometimes, Good memories could not be captured by a camera.
But it remains in your mind and heart forever.

This is why I love school.

PS : i dont care whether I'm writing a broken english or what now. I got a debate competition to go tmr.
Its the District Finals Debate. =)



I know I've not been updating for a very long time. Therefore, I'll take this time to blog abt whatever I can. XD

I've been extremely busy nowadays. really really busy.
Anyway, a lot of things happened for the past 2/3 weeks.
First of all was my dance performance at Great Eastern Mall.
It was alright actually. We're performing just for a charity fair. SO, I don't really care whether I get paid or not coz I enjoy doing it. =) Here are some pictures. its onlt like 1/4 of it. lazy to update so many. >.< From right : Ruba, Putri, Vishana and I.

Vishana and I posing around. XD

I had nothing better to do.

My salsa shoes!
Its super comfortable. Unfortunately, I can't wear them for walking... =(
It has a layer of leather(1 mm thick) at the base of the shoes so that you wont slip/fall while making a turn/ turns.
It cost quite a lot too but its worth it.

One of my friend recorded the salsa dance video. I heard that its spreading around the school and outside school. LOL. XD

After the performance, I have a few more things that I really have to worry about.

My studies, homework and deadlines
Exams
Debate

Some of the teachers are starting to complain abt us, debaters not attending classes. Some said that they have not seen us for 2 months already. Indeed. Thats undeniably true. Talk about homework, I so far behind already. So, I'm forced to copy from my friends which I try not to do it at all. ahh.... >.<>.<>.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_fv9zHLlfkqU/SAi_x2OPVnI/AAAAAAAABTg/0rX7P6isIiI/s1600-h/P1010381.JPG">
!st letter is for getting the highest marks in P.moral for the whole Form 4. =.=" Of all the subjexts... why moral. but hey, at least its something. and... I think I got highest for Biology too. hmm... I'm not sure why it wasn't printed out on this letter. nevermind. Well, the balance 9 subjects. Hmm... all conquered by the class genius in academics. I don't know how he did it. i just wonder what he does at home and what food he eats. XD

The next award I'm getting is Anugerah Bakti Murni. Lol... After all these years.
Finally, is Anugerah Pelajar Berkepimpinan. o.O? XD

Ok, tmr, theres a debate training held in HELP University College. 64 school all over KL are taking part for it. LOL. My cousin and my ex-schoolmate is currently studying there. and.... for that, I realised that my shoes are ugly.


The colour faded. The straps are not as sticky as before, its ugly and most of all, its torn.

yup, its torn. It happened 3 weeks ago. I realised that one of the straps is torned into 2 pieces. Like the picture above. But it was initially on the right side of my shoe.
I didn't really bother abt it as I'm just going to school and no where else.
Feeling irritated because my foot keeps slipping off the shoe, I decided to put on my thinking cap.
What in the world should I do with this? Get a new pair of shoes? Plaster it?
So, I came out with an ingenious idea to solve my problem. I'm not sure whether is it a critical thinking skills or a mechanical dummy.

I stapler-ed it

XD. I know its kinda sick. I was too busy that I couldn't buy a new pair. and I was thinking whether to get a new one or not since its my last year of school. Its not that I'm a stingy person ok... =.="

2 weeks later, The other side of my shoe Velcro-strap was torn into 2 pieces. Therefore, I ended up going home with a loose shoe. and this is how it looks like.

it looks like crap.
I've been wearing this shoe since I was in Form 2 till today. 3 wonderful years.

Therefore, I don't wanna disgrace myself for tmr's debate training in HELP and I got scolded so many times for not getting a new pair of shoes, I decided to get a new pair.


Surprisingly, it didn't cost me that much. hmmm.... it was like RM25.
ah well, I'm just wearing it for half a year.
I just wonder why is it so cheap. Probably, I didn't bother to go to The Bata shop to buy any school shoes for 3 years. XD

I don't know why am I even blogging abt this. >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Attention!

Unfortunately/Fortunately, this is (probably) my last blog entry as I wanna take a break from blogging to concentrate on my studies. =)
Thank you.

Here are some weird pictures of me.



Something is wrong with my hair. I need a haircut. Since I'm not cutting it anytime soon, I decided to change my hairstyle. Yup, I did. just a little.
I can't handle this madness anymore.
I feel really sad and frustrated but yet I can't seem to cry it out.
A few things and a few people have been pissing me off lately.
Things that I've put all my effort in.
Everything. I don't have the heart to throw them all away.
Sometimes, we need a shoulder to cry onto.
Someone you could trust.

I miss being happy. Today, I feel really sad, angry, exhausted and disappointed. But yet, theres a moment where I laughed so hard till my tummy hurts.
A lot of things changed lately. My studies, myself, people's behavior/reaction, etc
Some things are better left unsaid.
Sometimes, It worsens a situation.
Or probably wakes a person up from dreamland. which its good sometimes.

I lost my mood to do everything. Studying, having a decent conversation with people, dancing, and almost everything.
aihh....

I feel like shaving my head bald.
anyone wanna join me?

Disappointed

I feel quite disturbed these 2 days. >.< Not because of my dance performance

The dance performance was quite nice. Though I was a little nervous. In the beginning, I thought this was even scarier than watching our own debating team debating against other schools. After awhile, I felt better.

For quite sometime now, I feel really free and happy whenever I'm on the dance floor. Its like nothing in the world could ever hurt/bother me. I feel like I'm free from everything. exams, studies, annoying people, things that made me sad/disappointed, etcetcetc. I never felt this feeling before.

How would you feel if someone who you trust somehow betrayed you in a way that you would never expect at all? X was so supportive and I thought X was on my side. I found this out not long ago. I was stunned. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I was walking home after having my roti canai for breakfast. I was wrong abt X. Totally wrong. X may not be the reason for what had happened. Its just thay what X said was absurd. I was wrong abt X. Totally wrong.

Listen.

Sometimes, people come into your life and you'll know that they are meant to be there for some reason, to guide you, help you with life, to figure out who you are/what do you wanna be.
These people can be anyone (even if it is a complete stranger). However, when you look them in the eye, somehow you know that they will affect your life in some profound ways.

Everything happens for a reason. This phrase here is ringing in my head almost all the time. It may seem that some of the things happen in your life is horrible, unfair, heartbreaking and so on, but in reflection you find that without overcoming this obstacle, you'll never realise your potential, strength, willpower and heart.

Love, Lost moments of true greatness, illness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of an individual. Without all these, life would be a boring place, dull and utterly pointless..

hmmm...

The people I've met, all of them, changed me in certain ways. The success and downfall I've been through has made me what/who I am today. Whether good or bad, its a once in a lifetime experience that will never be erased within me.

When someone loves, love them back in whatever way you can.
Its teaching me to love and to open my heart and eyes to things again.
Whereas when someone hurts you, broke your heart, betrays you, forgive them. They helped you learn about trust, the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart and so on.

For sometime now, a few people said that i've changed.
I don't know what does that "change" means. But, i know within me, i changed.
I'm not sure whether is it good or is it not me at all.
But all I know, that "change" is more of a good thing.
I feel stronger than ever before.
I met new people.
Found a few close friends that I could trust.
Got to know people who used to be hi-bye friends much better.
Talked to people that I've never talked to before and listen to what they have to say.
A few things happened to me for the past 1 month.(
I'll never ever forget them for sure.
Its because, I never see/ realise these things. I wanna apologise if I did hurt anyone. (obviously i did) But not because I mean to do so. Its because I wanna be who I wanna be right now.
Well, again i say, everything happens for a reason.

Time will heal. Probably. It healed me partially.
wahahahah!!! I think I'm going nuts... >.<
I've been soooo busy nowadays. With debate.
By the way,

we won the 4th round againts smk...... wheeee!!!
I'm lazy to blog abt it.

Dance practice was great!
except for some people who sometimes arrive late or they don't even show up at all.
>.< grrrr.... frustrating... i need to practice more.
lol..i feel a little stiff sometimes. but other than that im okay.
I got my new salsa shoes already... XD
Its extremely comfortable.
But its only meant for dancing and not walking around with it. hehe.. will blog abt it later

I feel super duper sleepy in class.
I almost fell asleep during biology class today and all of the sudden, there was a short circuit on one of the plugs. It was located right infront of me.
@.@it happened twice.
lalala...

then after recess, i spent 3 periods sleeping in class. seriously sleeping.
haha.. thats a short update.
till next time..

I'm sorry

Dear readers,

I would like to apologise for not updating on the debate post and other things as I'm seriously busy. I have a really tight schedule now. No time for shopping or fooling around anymore. Must.....:

Finish up piled up homework in time
Practice my flute
Practice dance steps with a partner & 4-5 hours of dance practice/choreograph
Win the debate, participate in HELP debates
Never forget to go to tuion everyday except Tuesday
Have enough sleep
Sociolise
Never to drop an ice-cream ever again

So far, thats all... My legs are hurting... ouch.