=D

I've been feeling so tired and sleepy for the past one week. So sleepy that I could just fall asleep when at an instant. Sometimes I even forgot to off my study table lights that sets up some sort of a romantic atmosphere.  Life as for now has been good. Its a lil bit stressful but that's just how it is. 

Hmm.. Thinking back on the decision I made, I definitely made the right decision for myself. I feel so much happier now in many ways and it was the right thing to do. I definitely did not regret it =D Well, I actually feel happy and contented most of the time. lol. 

I just got a haircut after 4 months. Half of my hair is gone and my head feels so much lighter. 

ok laaaa, i gotta sleep now. bye!

I wanna be a billionaire~ So freaking bad~

Saw this book quite long ago from Kinokuniya KLCC. LOL

pop!

Hello earthlings. =D

I've been.... hmmm. busy? on and off I suppose but I have so much free time actually.

I'm getting so lazy to blog. like seriously. Inspire me.

Love this. Its so sweet!

credits : leloveimage

from boys to men.

got this from tumblr quite some time ago. I can't remember where exactly I got it from.

Golden Statue

This was actually months ago. It was taken somewhere in April at Batu Caves. Yes, I went to Batu Caves. =D I never thought I would actually.

Its my second time here but it felt like its my first time here. My parents brought me here when i was really young. Probably I was four or five that time. So, that doesn't count I guess. =DDD

This trip was like a last minute thing and I'm so glad I didn't turn down this opportunity. If you're wondering what in the world I'm actually doing here, do look forward to my next blog post. ooh! I wasn't here to pray or pray some respect but I somehow did?? LOL.

The Plan

GENIUS!!!!!!

All I need now is to be able to juggle my time with "it", exams and homework. =DDD

Cute!

My cousins are sooo cute!=DD

=DDDDDD

The eyes. =P

Whoa.... What's that?!

Let me help you!

or 

This is mineee!

She got a Hello Kitty Bag.

I want one too. =(

Oh, please don't grow up..

I need...

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN. 

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses. 

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused. 

I need motivation! 

Heeee. =D

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.

*updates* REMEMBER! YOU PPL MUST STUDY 10 HOURS A DAY!!

I've been......




Studying? =D

(for illustration purposes =D)

Studying as serious as this.

As in for real. Not just for these few weeks but it will go on like that for the next two months. 

I quote from Mr Loh.

"You people, you better buck up I tell you. You have to study at least TEN HOURS a day so score well for your exams."
 

This was before Chinese New Year.

He's been telling us to study like 10 hours everyday if we want to score an A for AS Exam. He says that all the time. T.T

I just recovered from a viral fever that has infected my mom now. =X 

It was pure torture to study while I'm sick.

So, its basically the same thing going on over and over again these days. 

Exam starts next week Tuesday.

I have 3 papers on the first day which is Applied Maths, Pure Maths and General paper. The rest of the subjects are scattered on random dates.

 My plant has flowers now! =DDD
After 1 year, there's flowers! After 1 year because I never really took care of it. teeheee.
Since I start watering it everyday now, flowers are blooming!

I wanna sell off my Nokia E66. I don't know how much I could get or who would buy it. We'll see. =D Its still look so brand new. except for 2 tiny scratches.

Still look so brand new right? =D

Things I can't stand (Updated : 12 March 2010)

Kinda lazy to elaborate but these are some of the things that either annoys me but not enough to piss me off or it annoys me and pisses me off or it just spoils my mood altogether. There are some blanks which I'll fill in from time to time.

1. Sucky Maxis/Hotlink and Digi line at my house.

2. People lying to me even after I found out the truth.

3. Feeling hungry while having classes.

4. PMS

5. Hot weather. You know when you can feel your skin burning??

6. Chalkboards.

7.Not getting a car so that I could drive home from college.

8. Studying nowadays feels like you're studying for SPM everyday. Its as if SPM is tomorrow.

9. My long fringe which are poking my eyes and nose.

10. Having trouble looking for a scrunchy or rubber band to tie my hair up. So, I had to used a pencil instead.

11. Cleaning my tremendously messy room with books and papers everywhere at the end of every week.

12. I can't stand it that I don't have a Blackberry. LOL

13.People who don't usually call me, AT ALL calling me just to ask someone else to reply to their messages or calls or whatever. If its important I don't mind but if its not, it definitely annoys me to the max. I'll be annoyed at both parties. What am I now, a postman?

14. I have to actually argue with my dad over the TV remote coz I don't get to watch my shows. He literally lives at the couch in my living room. Not that I watch TV that often. Sometimes I only watch TV once in 2 weeks. 

15. People on facebook demanding(facebook message) me to add them as friends. AND adds me back even after I ignored them.

16. 

Happening CNY

I feel really lazy to update. So, there wont be much updates for the month of March. My Advanced Subsidiary (AS) Trial Exams are just 2 or 3 weeks away.

Omaigod...

So here are the lotsa stuffs I've been doing during CNY. These are just a lil bit of it. I wish I could upload more pictures but there's just way too much, like i've mentioned before.

 

  

My cousins, Nick and Jane.

 

 My cousin, Albert and his wife, Hwai Min (aka my cousin-in-law) with Rocky.

  

Cybercafe at my Grandma's house during CNY..

  

  

  

 My aunt's candid pose with her food.

  

 I just love this picture. =D

 

Macho man. XD
Theeben.
I was terrified when I first sat in your car. Your driving skills are awesome. I mean it for real, awesome. Speed with control. =D I'm not scared at all right now sitting in anyone's car regardless of how scary it is.

 

Yong Tau Fu at Bandar Baru Ampang.

  

Oh yeah, Elle is so well known among my college friends. =.=

  

=D The 3 clowns. 

Muh Hoong yang Sexy, Mei Yean the... blur? (XD) and Denise the ..... HEHE

  

My pretty girlfriend, Mei Yean. <3

  

 CNY at my place.

  

 Joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll~~

  

Wye Kik and Elle. See, how my sister is actually bonding so well. hehe.

  

Oh ya, Afiq and I went for Paintball as Astaka, PJ. He brought me to Raju's Restaurant and it was awesomeeee... =DDDDDDD

  

 I so love this picture. Its just that....... Only my head could be seen in this picture. =(

I love mei yean's expression. HEHE

  

Let's just hope we wont die in vain. XD

Mun Hoong trying to avoid his nails being smudge.

We were so randon that we ended up at Ampang Look Out Point after my CNY Open House.

I like my legs.... HEHEHEHE

Oh dear, I better get my butt off the computer.

=D Toodles!

HELLO!

Just so you know I'm still alive. =D

I've been a lil bit busy these days. Gotta finish up tutorials, read up my books, past year papers and catching up with some sleep(sort of).

I feel so tired everyday after college. The long hours of being in class and the weather isn't helping either. The weather is just too hot and I can't stand the heat. I've got 2 ulcers, one of my gum and the other one on my tongue. Wuwuwuwuwu!! Damn sakit okay....

I wanna blog abt some stuffs but I'm a bit lazy. teeheee.

Can't wait for Chinese New Year. =D

You Can Do This

on your JUSCO member card.

and no, I did not edit or Photoshop this.

I wonder who's card this belongs to? HEHEHE =D

If I were to make one for myself,

I think I wanna put Beautiful Denise or maybe Sugar Babe or Sleepyhead or maybe Phenolphthalein or 2-hydroxy-2-methylpropanenitrile. =D

Ignore the last one.

Chemistry test!

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Recap of 2009

2009 was one heck of a year. *giggles . I can't believe year 2009 ended so fast.

I had lotsa first-time experience throughout the year. Some good and some not so good. He's some recap of what I've done in 2009. =)

1. I got a job at Nando's Call Center as an Agent. I worked over there for 2 months and ate Nando's Chicken for 2 months and I swore never to eat Nando's Chicken for awhile. Working is not easy. This is where I got my first paycheque..

2. I got my SPM results around the mont of March. It isn't the results I expected but I got 7 A1's and 3 B3's. =) Its not good enough for JPA Scholarship as I've tried applying for it. It was enough to obtain a Merit Scholarship from my college. =) 

3. I went for a Holiday with my High School Friend to Penang - without my parents. This is also the first time I missed my flight. A few of my friends and I had to Fork out RM150 extra each for a one way ticket to Penang. Lesson to be learned : Wake up early.

4. I signed up for my Undang test and driving lessons. I scored 44/50 for the test and I hate to wait at my driving school.

5. Played paintball for the very first time. It was introduced by Nick Lim. I had red marks and bruises on my skin thanks to him. XD Paintball is an expensive sport that I can never afford to play often.

6. I started dating again after 2 years being single. I love talking for until the whee hours of the morning coz it wasn't boring.. and the butterflies in my stomach feeling.

7. I'm in college. It was a whole new world for me. The people I've met and the friends I made from all over Malaysia. The life and times being a college student. A Levels is ridiculously a tough cookie to crack.

8. I donated blood. The first time was not my lucky day. I whole hand was badly bruised like it got ran over my a lorry. My mum, a pharmacist and my uncle, a doctor said the nurse who did it for me was an idiot. I felt so embarrassed going out with my parents and boyfriend coz the public gave me this death stare like I've been abused by them. I had to wear 3/4 sleeve or a jacket most of the time to avoid people constantly asking me what happened to my hand when they see me.

9. Took KTM for the first time with my girlfriend, Mei Yean and hated it coz we had to wait so long.

10. I went to prom for the first time ever with Wye Kik as my prom date. =D He was so sweet the night. That night only! =P Ok la... Most of the time. AHAHAHAHAH!

11. I wished that my boyfriend's body will be something like that. =X

I'm just jokingg!!!! =P

12. The day I turned 18 and legal. I was surprised by my college friends with a white handbag and another surprise by my boyfriend and sister. =DDDDD I'll never forget it.

13. I got my driver's license!

14. My sister and I got a box of 100 panty liners from my neighbour. Damn random. Until now, we haven't finish using it !

15. Studied for my exams like I was sitting for SPM. As in like that in every exams.

16. Baked cookies for the first time with Mei Yean at her house. =DDDDD It turned out nice, okay... HEHEHE.

17. I got drunk and puke. Something I'm not proud of.

18. Got a debit card for myself. =D

I have way too many little deatils of what I've done and experienced in 2009 and I can never write everything out. Like I said, I had one heck of a year and as much as I enjoyed it, I really do hope 2010 will be way better than before. This year, things will be different I'm quite sure about that. I can't believe I'm turning 19 soon.

let's just move on shall we? =D

My next post will be more of a picture post. So, stay tuned. =)