# 4 Blue

Here are a few picture... So cute... and somehow true..

=)

Yeah.. True enough..

Im feeling kinda blue these days. No mood to do a lot of things though i miss it.
I haven't been socializing with people nowdays coz of my moodiness.
Sorry if i did hurt anyone's feelings.
Anyway, I got tickets for The MPYO Concert coming up soon.
Though i was expecting to get some better seats than before but the tickets were almost sold out. Luckily i asked my mum to call to book the tickets.

Grrrr that operator or whoever i was talking to that day. I called to book the tickets and she said i can't book it yet untill August of 8! So, i was wondering why is it so long... and Duncan was like asking me to buy the tickets coz its selling out really fast. So, i was like okaayyy.... Then i asked my mum to call again and they say the tickets are almost sold out and they only have the front row seats. Aiyah.. Better than nothing right. So, my mum book the tickets. Grrrr.... Thank god i didnt wait longer. or else i wont get to see the concert at all...

Looks like i need to find something to wear. XD Hmm... I haven't been going for shopping for a veryvery long time already... I need...

1. A pair of white skirt
2. A pair of black pants
3. A pair of jeans ( i dont have any jeans now)
4. A few shirts/blouse/i dont know what to name it.
   
5. A few pair of socks.
6. A long mirror
   
7. A pair of sport shoes/outing shoes. ( Not really necessary at the moment)
   

Things that i want...

Haih.. Lets just keep this to myself.. XD
But i want need a good/interesting book to read. Any suggestions people????

Anyway, i hope things will turn out well coz it hasn't been that good lately... I got a few more papers today. I'll post my results later. HEHE.

My day wasn't good at all.
All i want to do was just sleep. Sleep. sleep. sleep.
I got some of my test papers today.
I forgot how should i react anymore.
I forgot how to make myself feel better.
Was it all set up or just a dream??
It still hurts anyway.
It seem so real that is impossible to be a dream.

I just woke up from my nap. I had a weird dream.
I was caught in a jam at a parking lot. The time was 6pm.
i was so tired in my dream i slept. When i woke up,
its 12 pm and im still in the car. Stuck.
Than i woke up from my dream. its 10pm.
i forgot to take dinner. Luckily, they saved my dinner for me or else i'll starve tomorrow.

Its hard. too hard...
I never felt like this before. never.
Is it really the best choice? I don't know. I really don't know.
I seriously don't want it to end.
I don't understand at all..

# 2 Lost

Does is have to be this way??
It hurts so deeply. Really, IT DOES.
Its too hard for me. too hard.
I'm confused..
Is it the best thing to do? I hope it is.
I dont want it to die out or fade away.
Looks like it ends here.

# 1 For starters

For starters.. I'll just post some pictures..

I love chocolates....

Prawns anyone??? I'll pass...

My plant.. I cant remember whats the name of this plant. It used to have red flowers.

Im having mix feelings now.. Lots of things are in my mind now... I cant stop thinking abt so many things...
Ouchh.. My teeth and jaw hurts... I just cant wait to take off my braces by end of this year.. YAY!