weird day.

I have good news and bad news.
its been a weird day for me.

Your life can be taken away from you anytime.
well yeah, theres been a death.
My Aunty passed away peacefully this morning in her sleep.
I guess it was due to her difficulty in breathing.
I feel kinda bad now.
I just saw her yesterday morning and i didnt really had the chance to actually have a conversation with her since i was rushing for school and i was late.
when i got the news this morning, something just hit me.
speechless. blur. unbelievable. yeap. shocked.
well, she's at a better place now.

Why is everyone leaving?
like duh, i know they have to move on with their life.
well, i hate saying goodbyes.

Another thing that bugging me is my dad.
i don't know how am i supposed to describe this.
he's weird and getting weirder by the day.
and I'm sick of it. seriously.

I smell like ashes now. =.="

good news,

Went to dentist todays and the metal thing that came off from my braces is back on.
maybe i brushed too hard. but i dont think so too. nvm. after day, i...

went shopping today and i bought a pair of jeans, shirt, socks and rubber band (the nice ones la).
I bought everything in 2 hours.
Im not supposed to go shopping because what had happened.
but i planned it so much earlier.

i went shopping because...
Im going to Singapore on Thursday evening!!!!
Wheeee!!!!!!!!!
I cant wait!
will be back on Sunday morning.

SMKHK's Bloopers by Ariff and Ji Mi

This video was created by Ariff and Ji Mi.
Cool video. funny.
enjoy!!

exams are finally over!
bahh.. sick of it.

BM - quite okay.
English - ok lah
EST - no comments.
Sejarah - quite tough
Moral - =.=" no comments.
Maths - paper 1 was easy.
Add maths - left out a few questions in paper 1. its quite bad. paper 2 was better at least.
Physics - Turned out better than before. not as hard as i expected.
Biology - not bad
Chemistry - lol. i was having a heartache doing it. i wasn't sad but i was too tired.

wheee! went to klcc for a bit of shopping. bought nothing for myself. maybe next time.
came home, watched tv and hang on the phone.

i have a heartache again and this time its sad.
sometimes, people say things and they don't realise that it hurts.
sometimes, they never understand even when you've already told them.
yeap, im starting to hate you now. seriously.

Freedom?

Im sick of exams. Seriously. it's been dragging since the 3rd until tomorrow.
yeap, i have school tomorrow. replacement for the holidays the school applied for raya. =.="
because of that we have to replace 2 saturdays of school.
exams are supposed to finish today but because of one of the school teacher is retiring, so they have all those celebrations n its boring.
what to do after exams :

1. read my novels. they are waiting for me to read them! XD
2. shop for clothes. i can't remember when was the last time i went shopping for clothes? O.O
3. clean up my room that looks like a jungle. papers, books and lots of book everywhere.
4. watch tv n go online more often.
5. get some real sleep. i end up sleeping in between studying.
6. do some sejarah notes in power point. =.="
   
7. going to Singapore. not now la, during december holidays. whee!

Thats all i can think of for now. anyway, this is a short update for my blog. chemistry paper 1 n 3 tomorrow. =X

sorry i've not been blogging and i got a tagged by a few people with the same questions. XD
i malas to do le.... hehehe..
anyway,

Wednesday - went out with the guys and watched a movie.
Thursday - stuck at home trying to study.
Friday - Study for 5 hours with my studdy buddy, Nabilah. hehe. we had a loong talk abt our lives. i miss her so much.

got 1 or 2 pics here but still im lazy to upload.
tata. i'll do my tag later. XD

Hari Raya

I love KL when the road is empty.
No traffic jams and illegal parking by the roadside.
less cars
you can walk freely in the middle of the road.
(well not all the time la. eventually u'll see a car going to pass by and u must move away)

a few things i dont really like is that, im stuck at home
almost all the shops are closed
you can hardly see anyone outside and its creepy.

ahh well, at least i get to watch tv all day at home.
i realised that i've been blogging almost everyday for this week.
reason : i'm escaping from my books. XD

im waiting for the skynet person to come and collect my parcel and ship it off to *somewhere*

sorry. no pictures this time. XD
derrick, wheres ur blog??? o.O??

i planned to study physics today but tak jadi.
lol. im going to start after this for REAL!

went to tung shin hospital today and visited my grandaunt.
though i dont really know her that well.
she's suffering from colon cancer initially.
but then now it spreads to all over her body.
In other words, shes dying.
Shes in the 4th/final stage of cancer.
shes also under chemotherapy.

it reminds me of my late grandmother.
i was quite close to her.
i witnessed everything until the last time she took a deep breath.
its almost 3 years now.
and the memory is still so fresh in my head.
i miss her.
she in a better place now.
=)
make sure you tell the people you love that you love and appreciate them before they are no longer here anymore.

@.@ this is what happens when im hyper

went to Pavilion yesterday. nice place.
forgot to wear my socks and now theres a blister on my feet.
cant really remember what i did.
O.O thats odd. i dont usually forget things. nvm.
i remember getting a regular cookies and cream ice-blended mocha and i couldnt sleep untill 3am. @.@ was feeling a bit crazy.
woke up at 1.40pm.
another random picture :


someones feet.

Check out the new song i just uploaded. i feel like crying. but its a nice one. =)

more

Here are some pictures i found in my comp. i forgot abt them. XD

Ji Mi, Shazmiq and Derrick after MPYO concert.
Ji mi.. you look small...

The Yeow brothers.

This is what happens when *somewhere* blacked out.
no electricity = no movie
was watching the simpsons and i thought it was part of the movie.
How silly of me. a guy came and said that the whole place blacked out.
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Slept quite late last night like abt 2.40 am.
Ji Mi called SO EARLY IN THE MORNING.
abt 1.30 asking whether im still sleeping. =.="
and we talked n talked. XD
HE has unlimited credit!!!!!!
All calls are free of charge for digi users only la.
and he doesnt have to pay at all.
you should have gave me the extra call plan you had!!!!
grrrrrrrr.....................
well after you called, i read my book untill 2.30.
by the way,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

bored and sick of studying.

Name 20 people you can think of off the top of your head. Do not read the questions until you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Duncan
2. Derrick
3. Shazmiq
4. Ji Mi
5. May Lyn
6. Vinaya
7. Jhun Ren
8. Panda
9. Pei Jian
10. Eunice
11. Kok Siang
12. Wai Min
13. Joon Hong
14. Kah Fai
15. Joyce
16. Lu Ee
17. Khai Wen
18. Tamy
19. Yvjane
20. Jia Weii

The Questions:How did you meet 14?
Kah Fai : Primary school. forogt how.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
Duncan : i'll be a different person and things would be different.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
my gawd. i wouldnt want that to happen.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
hmm... no.

Describe no 3.-
he loves to sleep in class. i mean every class. blur. likes drawing. TALL. a good friend.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Panda : err... yeah in a mean way.

Do you know anything about no . 12's family?
hmm.. he has 2 brothers and sister. thats all i know.

Tell me something about 7.-
Jhun Ren : talkative, like to poke people, moody person sometimes, always joke around

What is no 18's favourite?-
hmmm.. pink?

What would you do if no 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Kok Siang : i don't think thats going to happen. maybe i would run away. XDXD kidding. actually i dont know what would i do. never thought of it and dont want that to happen.

What languange does 15 speak?
Joyce : english, bm, mandrin, cantonese, hokkien

Who is 19 going out with?
Yvjane : i dont know.

How old is 16 now?
Lu Ee : 15.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Joon Hong : wednesday, school canteen.

Who is no. 2's favourite singer?
Derrick : hmm.. a lot.

Would you date no. 4?
Ji Mi : O.O"""""""

Would you date no. 17?
Khai wen : omg. no.

Is 15 single?
Joyce : yea

What is no 10's last name?
Eunice : Wang

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?-
Kok Siang : Nooooooo.........

Which school does 3 goes to?
Shazmiq : Smk Hulu Kelang. wer're classmates.

Where does 6 live?
Vinaya : Kuala Ampang

What is your favourite thing about no. 5?
May Lyn : she's cute and very nice!!


I'll tag :

- May Lyn
- Eunice
- Shazmiq
- Ji Mi
- ?

pictures...

Thank you for all the presents!!
Here are some pictures.
there are more pictures but..
*ahem* under a few circumstances i can't upload them.
sorry!!

Ji Mi and Derrick.
and also a plate of rice taken by them for me to eat.

I love these earrings. gorgeous aren't they?
from : Duncan

3 watches
From:
Adidas : Louis, Cynthia and Jason.
Pink : Crystal
Blue : Kasturi

These chocolates are nice. really.
From : Derrick

I love this card!!! and the bottle!
From : May Lyn and Eunice

I must say its very cute and innocent.
From : Joanna and Bee Sim

im not sure what is this for but its very cute and it has my name on it!
From : Triple J's
Ji Mi, Joon Hong and Jian

Hmmm... weird book. XD though i have not read it yet coz i havent finish my previous book.
From : Shazmiq, Kah Fai, Vinaya, Khai Wen and Kok Siang

o.O
From :
Cup : Jhun Ren
Slipper : Wai Min

i know where you bought this. XD
From : Panda

i really need a new pencil box. hehe.
From : Yvjane

im so angry with add maths.
stupid clock that died halfway.
didnt manage to finish up abt 7 questions.

went to klcc, ate lunch and watch movie...
went there by bus.
the bus driver is a maniac.
he is so impatient, keep honking other cars non-stop.
and the the bus honk is not just loud but VERY LOUD!!!!
he almost hit a few cars and motorcyclist.
he drives too fast and breaks suddenly. (i hate these kind of drivers)
he cuts in into every single lane that is available coz i guess he was sick of the traffic jams.

the movie was disgusting but funny.
watched now i pronounced you chuck and larry.
gay show.... lol.. nvm.
just got home.
lalalalalla.....

=D

Though im having my exams now, but i need a break!

Happy Birthday Duncan!
All the best in everything you do!
Love always,
Denise.

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2 more days until holiday. cant wait. need to sleep properly.
my brain is saturated. XD

Thank you!

i don't know why both of you people did that.
But im glad i made that decision to stop.
I dont want to pretend that everything was like before.
Because its not.
Both of you ditched me and ignored me.
and one day one of you came back.
for me to accept that is impossible.
im glad im out of that situation.
you definition of the term "friends" is so unacceptable.
anyway,

I want to thank everyone who supported me and advised me all these time.
Thank you for telling me and make me realise where i stand.
Duncan, Derrick, Shazmiq, Joyce, my Mum and the others who were here for me.
Thank you very much! =)

Tagged By Lyn-dy. My first tag. serious.

1) Who are the people in your featured friends?
im updating my featured friends soon. i feel like putting more names. XD

Duncan, Derrick, Ji Mi, Pei Jian, Nabilah, Shazmiq,


2) How do you think they are?
They are great!

3) Who have you known the longest?
Nabilah. 8 years already. hehe.

4) Are you missing any of them right now?
yesssssss................. very much and i wish they were here now.

5) Who are they?
Duncan - my McD buddy, best friend, naughty, complicated, good looking, lovable
Derrick - my classmate, the only brother i've ever had. XD, cute, funny, horny, )attractive to all girls and super hot. <---------- added by Derrick)
Ji Mi - my apprentice(flute.haha. you still owe me 60 bucks!!), named me DiDi, funny, smart
Pei Jian - My ex-ketua hari/ PSS, sensitive, a good listener, short-tempered(not so bad now), a good secret keeper
Nabilah - my best friend, understanding, cute, pretty, miss her!!!, very lovable
Shazmiq - my sleepy friend, like to kacau/ tease me along with derrick, TALL, likes to exercise, good looking guy too, cute

6) Why do you miss them?
theres mo reason why i miss them coz i just miss them!!


7) Who do you share the most secrets with?
most? Duncan.


8) Who do you share the most jokes with?
All of them!


9) Who do you like best among them?
i like them all... really...

10) Are they your best friends?
yeah! i think so.

11) What do you have to say to your featured friends?
all the best in everything you do!!

Exams!

Stress!
My neck hurts and aches like tuuuuttt...
i can't turn my next properly.
Maybe it was caused by the torturing BM paper 2. i was so engross sitting for that paper that i did not even move my body and especially my neck.
The only thing moving were my hands. They were like machine guns.
lol.. its not that i tembak the question duh... i just can't stop writing. hmm.. my hands were so tired and it was all sweaty and red.

omigawd..... tomorrows paper will be horrifying.
Bm paper 1 and English paper 1. 2 essays to write.
one with 200-250 words and the other one 350 word and above.
just hope that i dont lose my hands tomorrow. XD
huhuh.....
Good Luck!

wish u were here now.

panda

Panda was here.
XD
ok?