=D Show me some teeth!

=DDDDD

It's obvious, I feel happy this week. I'm so happy that I can't stop smiling and laughing.
Wye Kik was like " Eh Denise, you're damn happy right this week. I see you smiling all the time.." teeheeee..

A lot of exciting things happened this week. Well, at least I think there was a lotta' exciting, surprising and fun things that happened.. Since I'm over the moon, I thought I should share it with my readers especially the ones who follows my blog..

BUT

Before I blog about it, check out my blog by the end of the weekend.. It might take some time for me to actually type it out, compiling pictures and upload them. I'm kinda tired actually... I have eye bags and dark circle under my eyes. Blame it on the 4 hours of sleep almost everyday..

I bet you people are really eager to know what happened. Or if you're not... then it's alright.. =DDD

I think I'll sleep with a smile on my face tonight. Wait, I've been doing this for the whole week. wtf. ahahahahaha.

Ok lah.. I wanna go to sleep soon...
Niteeeee!!

I can't

help not getting all stressed up like the world is gonna end coz I am feeling all stressed up like the world is gonna end.

I don't know where else to vent out my innermost frustration. I can't bottle up my feelings anymore as it is too full and it is spilling out of the bottle bit by bit when I'm being shaken by tiny little things.

I apologise if I do annoy anyone in the process of whining and complaining.. I seriously can't keep it all inside anymore. I wanna cry my heart out hoping that it would mend it a little bit which would be more than enough. I'm just waiting for that breaking point to happen. When, you may ask? I don't know.. Soon?

Blank

I shall start my week with a positive mind set instead of getting all stressed up like the world is gonna end..

*blink*

*blink*

*poof*

Ohh!!! The horror!!

The misery! is finally over.. =DDD

Well, sort of la. Its not really over but at least I could breathe a little more right now. I realised I've been reading almost everyday except Sundays. Even though my exams are over, I still have to continue reading.. I have dark circles under my eyes although its not really visible. I get headaches once in a while.

My life now is kinda pathetic. All I do is read and finish up my tutorials when I reach home from college. Ok la, online also. No telly and no time for the papers.. Sad isn't it.

Probably not having enough of sleep contributes to the mood swings I had. 5 hours of sleep almost everyday and 12 hours of sleep on the weekends. I feel so tired nowadays. Oh! Do you know, the less you sleep, the more likely you'll gain weight? Yeah, apparently that's true. Well, I didn't gain any weight this year and I hope it stays that way. =) The problem I'm facing right now is that The lesser I sleep, the more likely I'll sleep during lecture classes in college.

The hypothesis was proven and accepted.

Picture credits to Mei yean. XD

I was sick so I slept.

I dont know how I slept but I really slept.

Need I say more?

Ok, this picture was from last year credits to Kok Siang..

How can one not fall asleep in class? Any sugesstions??

So, this week we did some more experiments. I can't help but to take pictures of it coz it was so colourful.. =D

Before

and

After.

A few weeks back, Erin took this picture of the three of us. notice anything??

AHAHAAHA!

I think I should take more pictures in college. I know I won't be there for long. =D

I signed up for Latin Dance a few days back.. I was expecting it to have Salsa but they don't have it.. =((( They only offer Cha Cha, Jive, Paso Doble, Samba and I can't remember what else. So anyway, I signed up for it since I'm also curious to learn other types of Latin Dance.

I went to college earlier this morning for Latin Dance for Beginners at the sports complex..

Apparently, I was the only one with the dancing shoes. @.@ I felt kinda nervous coz everyone was wearing sports shoes. So, today I learned Cha Cha. Not really new to me coz I learned the basics a little bit last year. It was alright. =D Learned something new.. Met new people.

I don't know how we're gonna dance in open air coz even in an air conditioned room, I sweat like crazy, what more in open air.

*****

You know, aih... I really don't know how to explain this. I woke up not long ago feeling all frustrated.

Maybe I should get a happy meal..

Okay.. Maybe not...

I just wanna get some cupcakes or chocolate or anything sweet..

T.T

Help this poor soul .. =((

I don't have answers to everything.

ugh.

Why can't one understand one's feeling?!! gawd.

Good night.

oh look! I have an update! -.-

So, did you cast your vote on Tun Dr Mahathir's blog ??? If you haven't, its too late.

click to enlarge it and read everything. Especially the grey poll on the right.
Oh! try reading the comments on his blog too. Damn bloody long I tell you.
I think I finished reading half of it during my 4 hours break on Thursday. That also I didn't read everything.

Another crazy week I've been though. I love Chemistry Practical Classes.

Titration of Dilute Ethanoic Acid (Commercial Vinegar) and Sodium Hydroxide Solution with Phenolphthalein as the indicator.

I took this pic coz I love pink/purple

This is Erin's mixture. I love the colour!

Vi, Khai Wen and I went for mamak near AP right after college coz I was dead hungry that I could bite off a person's head.

"Mee goreng satu, naan biasa satu, milo ice satu!"

The next day, Vi and i went to Old Town White Coffee that just opened like, last week?
Since it was new, Vi wanted to go give it a try since he was hungry and I wasn't that hungry.
It was raining and we had time to kill before the rain stops. I was kinda reluctant to go coz I don't really like the food there.

I changed my mind for awhile when I tasted this oh-so-good Orange Juice.
It was the bomb. I've never tasted such delicious orange juice ever in my life.
If you wondered why its green where by orange is orange,
Its mixed with Spirulina.
I think this drink is called Organic Spiruline Orange Juice.

Blueberry jam and a slice of toast bread.
I was staring at it for 5 minutes coz they didn't provide the jam knife even after I asked for it.
Looked like poop. ahahahaha. kidding =X

Vi ordered something that sounded so cool that when the food came, I felt so disappointed.
It was maggi mee with bull's eye egg and 5 slices of ham.
and it cost 5 bucks. So not worth it.
"I'd rather cook maggi with prawns and eggs at home" he said.
Their service was bad. The food was... in my opinion, bad. Except the Orange Juice. XD


I had either gastric/food poisoning that my stomach hurts so bad that I had to get 2 injections to relief the pain. Imagine having stomach pain for 10 hours continuously.

my hands swelled like a balloon. The doctor tried to inject the medicine (twice) through my veins but my blood was flowing out like crazy.
I has to skip a few classes and then I went back to college coz I had Applied Maths Assessment.

On Thursday, Tan Sri Ong Ka Ting came to our college to give a Hot Talk about Students and Politics.

I was so reluctant to go coz it was about Politics and I have to go coz it was compulsory for all scholars. =____=

The talk was all about how he got so into politics at the beginning of his career etc. Vi and I were so freaking bored that we regretted that we went into the College Hall. Things got better during the Q&A session where Tan Sri said,
"You can ask me anything you want and I'll answer your questions although I know it can be very sensitive."
So, the first question was about the conversion of Science and Mathematics from English to Bahasa Malaysia. Then came another question on the politic parties such as BN, PAS and Pakatan Rakyat. Next one was an interesting question,
"To what degree is the freedom of speech practiced in Malaysia??"
Well, theres are more questions which I couldn't really remember but they are good questions.
He never really answered the questions until one guy came up and said
".....(his question which I can't recall)..... So, Tan Sri please answer my question directly and stop beating around the bush! Thank you"
Damnn.... HAHA.

oh! Recently, I embraced my artistic side once again. I've lost touch of it since I started college in May.

Nice?? =D
Last year, my attempt to do something similar failed. read here.
I love doing these stuffs and I feel like I should pursue further but... I don't know.. We'll see.


I love it.

It might not be the one I want but its good enough. =)
At least I don't have to argue with Elle anymore.


Shirts on sale!!!
LOL. Sale is everywhere.

My friends posted up some pictures on facebook. Damn funny. XD
Mei Yean took pictures of me sleeping during lecture classes! for real. wth.
ahahahaha.

Picture of the week!

Credits to Wye Kik.
Muahahahaha. Shi Jun, The Mad Scientist in the making.
padahal only putting all those food test solutions in a water bath. XD

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Suicide

As You know, Science and Maths is now In BM! *Jaw drops*

I feel so goddamn lucky that I've learned it in English. =D Although, at the beginning it was kinda tough to write it in English as I learned it in BM previously. Why can't they just let it stay as it is, in English instead of switching it back to BM. There were a lot of complaints and debates over this issue as there were pros and cons (which I shall not discuss it here). In my opinion, I would prefer to learn it in English.

I wonder, how the younger generation who will be learning it in BM, apparently and then when they are in college, they will have to struggle to learn it in English. I had a little problem switching it from BM to English when I was in Form 1. Ah well..... What do you think??

English or BM?? You can submit your votes here. The poll is on the right side of the page. Oh! Read what he wrote on his blog post too!

Lets put that aside. Life in TAR College this week is alright. Nothing much happened. probably its because I am more focused this week. I started doing all my tutorials during break time and actually studied at home. @.@

My skin is more tanned. I miss my fair skin. I'm always under the Sun. Its because I walk under the Sun too much especially during break time. XD Mei yean and I love eating at TBR compared to the canteen food. T.T I shall wear long sleeve from now onwards although I don't quite like it unless the weather is cold. @.@

Picture of the week!

My classmate, Erin.
We went a little crazy in Maths class and that is how her hairstyle ended up like that.
Mei Yean and I eventually did the same thing. XD

Food testing during Biology Practical
I like it that it has different colours. =DD

Mei yean mixed all my solutions and this is the product!

Practicals are fun, sometimes.

Anyway, I was kinda pissed off by a friend. I finished typing out my thought and feeling about it here. But then, never mind.. I erased it.. To summarise what I wanna say is,

Respect my private life as I respect yours.

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Oh! I almost forgot to mention! My parents got me a laptop!! Wheeeee~!! *jumps for joy!* Love you Mummy! Love You Daddy! (ahem. Yes, i call my parents Mummy and Daddy) And so, there is also another thing that Elle and I have to go through now,

Chatting through Facebook/MSN.
Sad isn't it. I barely see her on weekdays and I only see her on weekends. =P

You know, earlier today, i questioned myself why in the world did I took up A-Levels. Its scaring me right now. I'm studying like almost everyday. Doing tutorials everyday. @.@ Sometimes, i feel like killing myself. (Don't worry, i wont) I'm not those type of person who can study everyday but now it seems I have to and I am doing it. Ugh. @.@

I'll be having 2 assessments next week and another 2 assessment the following week. Save me.

Other than that, nothing much has been going on. Life here is quite monotonous for now. Wake up, College, Friends =), get home, eat, study, phone =) and then sleep. Ok lah, its not really monotonous but more routine like.


gosh, I'm only updating every weekends now. @.@ thats the only time I have?

Taggiee

1. What have you been doing recently?
a lot. College, friends, outing, movie, shopping, food. =DD

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
No. Unless my battery died.

3. What happened at 10am today?
sleeping. =D I wake up in the afternoon on weekends.

4. When did you last cry?
Uhhh.... I almost cried last monday (read previous post). If that doesn't count then I guess a few weeks back?

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
I believe in my own actions.

6. What do you want in life now?
Now? I wanna get good grades for A-Levels.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
I lost my umbrella long time ago, Now, I'll just put my jacket hood up.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
Sleep.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
my nike shorts

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
e mail or phone?? e-mail-none. Phone - a lot weihhh....

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I don't know. I don't want to.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
No...

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Transformers!

14. What are you proud of?
I can't think of one right now.

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
Afiq - wah, lansi ah now??

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Unwell - Matchbox Twenty

17. Do you have any nicknames?
DeeDee, Didi, DD, Elmo, Ice cream tosser, LynnLynn

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
lol. Its confidential. Cannot write it here.

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
2 smthg.

20. Are you currently happy?
Yes!

21. Who gives you the best advice?
My mum.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No. wish I could. I loveeeee whip cream.

23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?
Afiq

24. Is something bugging you right now?
kinda.

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
a lot of ppl made me laugh. XD lets see... Afiq, Mei Yean, Wye Kik and Elle

26. Do you like yourself?
Duh.. I love myself.

27. You want $5 or $10?
for?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
Yeah.. sometimes.

29. Who is your best best best friend?
my mum and the people who stuck with me through thick and thin.

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
Nothing. Just keep it to myself unless...

31. Who are your favourite stars?
errrr...

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
nah..

33. Do you had even stead before?
i don't get the meaning of the word stead and this question.

34. What type of guy do you like?
Guys with good manners. thats one of it.

35. Now are you single/attached?
Attached.

Pass this tag to 10 people !

I malas to tag!!!

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I found this picture in Mei Yean's Blog.

Damn cute!!!!!!
Me likey!

Denise did lotsa things this week. =)

I think, for the first time in my life, I experience that people have it on Monday's. The Monday Blues.

I was alright in the morning. =) I was all happy but a little worried about my Biology presentation that my group and I were supposed to do but we were not sure.. So, to be on the safe side, I brought my super heavy Bio textbook which is so condensed with all the info and borrowed Afiq's laptop. I took a cab to college since I start later on Mondays.

College was okay... My group manage to finish up the presentation on power point underhigh pressure.I had a few things bugging me in my mind when I was in college. Vi, Shi Jun and I took a cab back from college. I went to AP for a while to photostat some notes for my classmates. This is where I reached my breaking point.

D : Photostat 2 set. *hands the notes to him.
Photostat guy (PG) : ok.

5 minutes later.

PG : *handed the 2 sets of notes to me
D : Eh, cepatnya!

*checks the pages...

D : uik, kenapa photostat satu belah je??
PG : You tak cakap nak photostat dua dua belah..

I was a little pissed already.

D : Kena bagi tahu ke?? Its understood what.. Can you please photostat the missing pages??
PG : Ok Ok, boleh tunggu sekejap tak??
D : yeah... boleh.

And so I waited there for awhile thinking it wont take that long. AS I was waiting I saw them trying to photostat the missing pages. Apparently he is a noob at photostatting. I've never seen this guy before coz usually its a bangla guy who does it. This new guy photostatted wrongly like the last page that was missing landed on the 2nd page. So, he had to re-do it.

Then I saw him Photostatting it one-by-one manually. I waited like a dumb ass there thinking he would finish it up soon. So, when he was done, I felt really happy that its finally done. I happily queued up to pay for it. Then, I had a feeling that I should check whether he Photostatted the right one or not. As I was flipping through the pages, I realised that the pages we repeating itself.

As in, before this he only Photostatted page 1,3,5,7,9 and so on... NOW, when he Photostatted the 2nd time, he bloody Photostatted page 1,3,5,7,9,.... on both side of the tapper instead of the missing pages for 2 sets of notes!

"FUCK!" I said. I think a guy who was standing behind me heard it. I'm so darn tired and I haven't ate my lunch yet. It was already 5 something. I went back to the PG and scolded him

"Excuse me! You Photostatted my notes ALL WRONG!! *shows him the noes* YOU SEE! I FREAKING TOLD YOU TO PHOTOSTAT THE MISSING PAGES, NOT THE ONES THAT YOU'VE ALREADY PHOTOSTAT ED. I WAITED HERE SO LONG FOR LIKE 45 MINUTES JUST FOR YOU TO COMPLETE MY NOTES. COME ON LAH, THE NOTES ARE LIKE ONLY 50 PAGES EACH AND IT TOOK YOU SO DARN LONG TO FINISH IT. FIRST, YOUR MISTAKE WAS PHOTOSTATTING ONLY ONE SIDE OF EACH PAGE. THAT WAS OKAY, I WAS WILLING TO WAIT. NOW YOU MADE ANOTHER MISTAKE WHICH IS PHOTOSTATING THE SAME PAGES ON BOTH SIDES OF THE PAPER. I NEVER HAD ANY PROBLEM PHOTOSTATTING HERE BEFORE. WHAT KIND OF SERVICE ARE YOU PROVIDING??

He told me to wait for awhile more.

I said, "NO! I'M NOT GONNA WAIT ANYMORE. YOU CAN TAKE THIS RUBBISH COZ I'M SICK OF WAITING" I slammed the 2 sets of notes on the counter and left without paying. I was about to cry after I left the shop. I know I'm kinda rude. I wont be if they are were not acting all stuck up and talked to me like i dunno anything in the first place. I was exhausted, hungry and feeling sleepy all at once. Imagine the frustration.

Later that night, Afiq dropped by at my place so that I could return his laptop. From far, I saw him holding an orange box and a plastic bag. Then I realised it was J Co Doughnuts in his hands. HAHA. I was so distracted by the doughnuts that I noticed the doughnuts first. Sorryyyy! I was wondering why he has J Co's with him. Probably he bought it to eat later. Turns out, it was for ME! wheee~!

I was so darn happy! =DDDD eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I wanted to give him a big hug for that! and I did. XDD and then there was pasta too! LOL!!! @.@ My jaw dropped.

*drools*

That really cheered my up. Thank you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very very much, Afiq!!

I felt better the next day coz I had 9 hours of sleep and my eyes were sparkling like diamonds when I woke up. XD

The other things I did this week was, on Wednesday, I went to eat Chillis at KLCC with Vi.


I lost to him in a bet one year ago. =.=

I ate until I was so full, can die (wth, kidding)

On Thursday, I had Biology practical on food testing. So, there was a lot of chemicals involved like Hydrochloric acid, Benedict's Solution, potato juice, amylase(saliva), sucrose, iodine, etc etc.

I was kinda rushing throughout the experiment that one time, I was asking one of my classmates in a rushing tone,

"Ei ei!! where's the Absolute Vodka ah?? where is it??

"Vodka???!"

"Alamak!! Nononono! I mean Alcohol! Absolute Alcohol!"

They laughed at me and asking me if I was okay. swtt.. I know, vodka is an alcohol but the solution name was Absolute Alcohol. It was one of the chemicals used to test the presence of fats. LOL. Maybe I do need a shot of vodka after all. @.@ wth.

After college, I met up with an old friend.. =) We haven't seen each other for 2 years? Wait, I think its about one year. I can't really remember but it was a long time.. We went to The Apartment at KLCC for lunch. We talked abt our lives, how much both of us changed, random stuffs etc. you could say its like catching up with each other. Then, we watched Transformers. the movie was awesome. Except the part where an old bald guy was kicking my seat. Eish, no etiquette's at all. The movie finished at 10 something and I was already feeling dead beat. We bid farewell to each other at the train station. I had a great time. =)

On Friday, I went to KLCC AGAIN! LOL. This is the 3rd time of the week. Isetan was having a Mega Sale for members. Wye Kik has a membership card which gives us more discounts. LOL. Tell me who doesn't love discounts. I bought some clothes. Mei yean and I had a very cheeky plan but wye kik spoiled all the fun. Eishhh.... Anyway, besides that I had fun with both of you! =DD

Today, I went to Sg. Wang with Mei Yean to look for a dress for Appreciation Night aka Prom Night. I found a few nice ones but I didn't buy coz I still wanna consider it and probably I could find better ones. oh!I found out Mei yean and I were from the same primary school, SRK Tmn midah 2 back when I was still living in Cheras. Small world!!

This is one of it. Its dark purple but it looks like black here.

I'm so gonna study like a mad woman, I tell you.

Dah la I never watched tv for 3 weeks until this afternoon.... Damn kesian.