I need...

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN. 

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses. 

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused. 

I need motivation! 

I feel very unhappy right now. 11.29p.m

i love cookiez. =D

I'm just ever so in love with food. Pastries would be the top in my list of favourite food. Cookies, cream puffs, cakes, tarts, pies, croissants, and yeah, you get the picture right?

You could get this at Marks and Spencer at RM10 here in Malaysia.

Pastries can be or ARE fattening.

Maybe that's why I love it. =P

Fattening food are just awesome.

French Fries, Ramlee Burger, Cheesecakes, Nutella Chocolate Spread, Nasi Lemak, Fried Bananas(Pisang Goreng) and and and lots lots more!

Don't you wanna take a bite out of it? =D
Just one bite? HEHE

Heeee. =D

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

Cream Puffs.

I almost forgot how much I've always loved cream puffs. My mum used to tell me, when I was young (3 to 7 years old) I'm like obsessed with cream puffs coz I always ask my mum to go to King's Bakery to buy cream puffs. I was living in Cheras back then.

Ever since I moved to Ampang, I totally forgot about cream puffs. I totally forgot about the existence of it until earlier of this year when I bought some cream puffs for Afiq since I was in Pavilion and he was gonna pick me up. He gave me some to try and I remembered! =D

I love the powdered sugar topping.

I love the pastry cream/custard filling.

Its hot on the outside and cold in the inside.

(pictures taken by MOMO, Canon 500D) except for the last one i took from some website.

I bought the cream puffs from Beard Papa's at Pavilion. Its kinda expensive. One cream puff cost RM3.40. But its delicious! =D


I so wanna eat the custard fillings now! @@

Banana Leaf Rice

Vishalachirs in Brickfields is so far the best restaurant that serves Banana Leaf Rice. I haven't tried the other dishes coz its only available from 4pm onwards but I love their Banana Leaf Rice. I didn't take any pictures coz I was starving like I haven't eaten for days.

After college yesterday, I went with Theeben, Jeremy and Arnold. The three clowns. LOL. The food was awesome! fulfilling!  Every time I think of it, I feel hungry.

I've tried the Banana Leaf rice at Taman Melawati but its not as satisfying as the one in Brickfields.

oh! There's another one! Restoran Raju at Jalan Gasing, PJ. Afiq brought be there a while ago and I'll be back for more! I haven't tried their banana leaf rice coz I was that hungry at that moment. I had some other dishes and it was really really good that I forgotten Afiq was there. HEHE.

After my AS Exams are over, its food binging time! hmmmm, maybe not binging lah. Afiq!!! Lets go to Raju's again! =DDDD

I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.

My Car

I never thought I would inherit my mum's former car. It still look as good as a brand new kembara although Perodua don't produce anymore Kembara's and Kancil's. My mum has been driving this car for 9 years already. I think its high time that she should get a better car.

This red car, is officially mine. =DD Thank you Mummy, Thank you Daddy!

Good Times. =)

Last week, I was invited to Jimi's and MeiJi's Surprise Party. LOL. We did one for Meiji last year but without Jimi.
XD

It's also more than a year ago Afiq and I met. =D

A lot of things has change over a year. Exactly a year ago, I haven't got my driver's license, I'm not as busy as today since college haven't started, and yeah, there's plenty more.

I drove to Wisma UOA near pavilion from home. I was stuck in a jam for 1 hour 30 minutes. I was dead bored that I started singing out in the car. When I arrived, I was too tired to celebrate since I had a long day in college. But I still had a great time over there. =)

My expression over here is priceless. 

I dropped the salmon sashimi into the bowl of soya sauce and wasabi.

Someone's scared of the salmon.

=DD Coz I coated the it with lotsa wasabi.

HEHE.

I was trying to cheer myself up and try to act awake and lively but I'm too tired to even eat. I sorted of wasted my RM60 all you can eat japanese buffet. But I can assuse this, Saisaki is like 50 times better than Tenji at Mont Kiara. Why? Because saisaki has more choices of food, I don't have to travel so far(minus the jam at peak hours) and its worth way more even though I pay the same amount at Tenji.



I really like this picture a lot. =)

A few nights ago, you made me laugh till my stomach hurts because of some silly thing. HEHEHE.
Sometimes you pretend not to hear (or I thought that you didn't hear) the things I mumble/say but you actually heard it and listen to whatever I saw mumbling/saying. =)
I always beat you in every game he challenged me. MUAHAHAHAHA! I really did it, without having to put up a puppy face expression. =D
You love ELMO coz you said (or I said) its red, has big round eyes that could pop out anytime and has a squeaky voice.
You ran towards me when we saw each other, like we haven't seen each other for weeks and gave me a big hug that my feet wasn't touching the ground.
I'm so gonna drag you to go to the Dentist the next time I see you. You're not gonna wait till I graduate to get that tooth done.. HEHE

Okay, I'll stop here. =D Goodnight!
I need a lot of sleep while I can afford to do it before the exam fever starts again real soon.

This week.

There's nothing much going on this week. I've been, sad, disappointed and emotional. I got almost all my exam results back and its not a pretty sight. The only subject that I scored well was Biology. I got a B for it which its an achievement because its really not easy to get a B. Cambridge marked up their grades. Why, oh why??

Oh! I found my childhood friend through Facebook! =DD I found her when I was on Afiq's profile and I noticed a name that was really familiar, Aryssa. I didn't know Afiq knew her. And oh! She knew May Lyn and Eunice too!!I was really jumpy and overjoyed that I found her! =DDD Its been a really really reallyyy long time. I miss her so much! Before she shifted house, we used to go to each others house almost everyday after school. We have dinner together, played barbie dolls together, watch tv together, play at the playground together etc etc etc. I can't remember some of the things we did coz its 10 years ago. SERIOUSLY, we lost touch for 10 years already. @@

On Tuesday, I went for a badminton session with my college friends. =D Theeben invited me and I wasn't sure whether or not should I go or it. It has been ages since I last held a badminton racket. Hmmm... So I went for it anyway. We went to Sri Rampai Sports Complex near my college. I had an awesome time with you guys, Joel, Wye Kik, Jeremy, Tze Jian, Theeben, Ivan, Vi, Cynthia and Mimi. =D We should do it again!! Although, my shoulders are not feeling good coz it aches like mad . Pictures are available on Ivan's blog.

Dumbasses who don't know how to cross the road.

Foreign workers/people seriously need a course on HOW TO CROSS A ROAD IN KL.

You cannot just come running on main roads like there's no cars around. This goes to bangla/nepal/similar countries who just cannot cross the road properly. This also goes to ladies who are lazy to carry their baby strollers up the pedestrian bridge to cross the road and come dashing in from nowhere that my jaw literally dropped and I had to hit the brakes real hard. Luckily I was alert enough that I didn't hit you ladies down. Its a bloody main road and there was a pedestrian bridge and cars are everywhere. You ladies still have the guts to cross with your baby in your arms??

Honestly I wouldn't simply cross the road because I value my life and I don't want to lose it to the fact that I did not use a pedestrian bridge or look left and right and making sure it is safe to cross.

Another incident while I was driving back home, I was driving quite fast. These group of bangla people come dashing out on jalan ampang. Again I had to hit my brakes real hard coz you people were practically taking a stroll on the main road like its a damn freaking park. I had to stop and wait like forever for you dumbasses to cross the road, while you jerks were taking your own sweet time. I just wished I could've knocked you guys down if it teaches the whole bunch of you people to cross the road with a civilised mind.

I think chickens can cross the road way better.

Hmmm?

My Trials exam ended yesterday. I was overjoyed by it.

I've been having constant headaches for the past 2 weeks. Even panadol doesn't work. I hope I'm okay. Even after the exams are over, I'm still having headaches. whyyyyyy?

I went to Pavilion with Elle right after college to watch How To Train Your Dragon. Loved it!! I can't seem to drag Afiq to watch these kinds of movies with me coz he said he doesn't really enjoy these cartoon type of movies. =.=

I wanna thank someone too. You know, if you shop more than a certain amount in Pavilion you'll get 2 hours of free parking?? LOL. It was my first time driving to Pavilion. So, I went to the reception counter to redeem my free parking hours and the guy told me "I'm so sorry miss but you must spend more than RM200 to redeem your free parking hours" I was like.. "Owh. Really?? I thought it was RM100?" Damn, I felt kinda embarrassed.

Then he told me that their management increased it starting from the 1st of March. Then only I realised that I have been locking myself in my room for a month. So, I took back my parking ticket and when I was about to leave, the guy called me back. "Errr misss! I think its okay, I'll help you redeem your parking ticket. But, only for this time, yeahh... =DDDD *big smiles* " It was really nice of him, really. I couldn't stop thanking him. Thank youuuuuuuuu!!! There are still kind strangers out there. =D


Today...

Today wasn't a good day for me.

This is what I'm feeling right now.

 When hardwork turns into a disaster.

or for some, a beautiful piece of picture

My next exam is in a month. One month.

It will be my real AS Exams.
It will drag on until the first week of June.

I can't afford to stop now. I just have to carry on studying.

*updates* REMEMBER! YOU PPL MUST STUDY 10 HOURS A DAY!!

I've been......




Studying? =D

(for illustration purposes =D)

Studying as serious as this.

As in for real. Not just for these few weeks but it will go on like that for the next two months. 

I quote from Mr Loh.

"You people, you better buck up I tell you. You have to study at least TEN HOURS a day so score well for your exams."
 

This was before Chinese New Year.

He's been telling us to study like 10 hours everyday if we want to score an A for AS Exam. He says that all the time. T.T

I just recovered from a viral fever that has infected my mom now. =X 

It was pure torture to study while I'm sick.

So, its basically the same thing going on over and over again these days. 

Exam starts next week Tuesday.

I have 3 papers on the first day which is Applied Maths, Pure Maths and General paper. The rest of the subjects are scattered on random dates.

 My plant has flowers now! =DDD
After 1 year, there's flowers! After 1 year because I never really took care of it. teeheee.
Since I start watering it everyday now, flowers are blooming!

I wanna sell off my Nokia E66. I don't know how much I could get or who would buy it. We'll see. =D Its still look so brand new. except for 2 tiny scratches.

Still look so brand new right? =D

Things I can't stand (Updated : 12 March 2010)

Kinda lazy to elaborate but these are some of the things that either annoys me but not enough to piss me off or it annoys me and pisses me off or it just spoils my mood altogether. There are some blanks which I'll fill in from time to time.

1. Sucky Maxis/Hotlink and Digi line at my house.

2. People lying to me even after I found out the truth.

3. Feeling hungry while having classes.

4. PMS

5. Hot weather. You know when you can feel your skin burning??

6. Chalkboards.

7.Not getting a car so that I could drive home from college.

8. Studying nowadays feels like you're studying for SPM everyday. Its as if SPM is tomorrow.

9. My long fringe which are poking my eyes and nose.

10. Having trouble looking for a scrunchy or rubber band to tie my hair up. So, I had to used a pencil instead.

11. Cleaning my tremendously messy room with books and papers everywhere at the end of every week.

12. I can't stand it that I don't have a Blackberry. LOL

13.People who don't usually call me, AT ALL calling me just to ask someone else to reply to their messages or calls or whatever. If its important I don't mind but if its not, it definitely annoys me to the max. I'll be annoyed at both parties. What am I now, a postman?

14. I have to actually argue with my dad over the TV remote coz I don't get to watch my shows. He literally lives at the couch in my living room. Not that I watch TV that often. Sometimes I only watch TV once in 2 weeks. 

15. People on facebook demanding(facebook message) me to add them as friends. AND adds me back even after I ignored them.

16. 

Happening CNY

I feel really lazy to update. So, there wont be much updates for the month of March. My Advanced Subsidiary (AS) Trial Exams are just 2 or 3 weeks away.

Omaigod...

So here are the lotsa stuffs I've been doing during CNY. These are just a lil bit of it. I wish I could upload more pictures but there's just way too much, like i've mentioned before.

 

  

My cousins, Nick and Jane.

 

 My cousin, Albert and his wife, Hwai Min (aka my cousin-in-law) with Rocky.

  

Cybercafe at my Grandma's house during CNY..

  

  

  

 My aunt's candid pose with her food.

  

 I just love this picture. =D

 

Macho man. XD
Theeben.
I was terrified when I first sat in your car. Your driving skills are awesome. I mean it for real, awesome. Speed with control. =D I'm not scared at all right now sitting in anyone's car regardless of how scary it is.

 

Yong Tau Fu at Bandar Baru Ampang.

  

Oh yeah, Elle is so well known among my college friends. =.=

  

=D The 3 clowns. 

Muh Hoong yang Sexy, Mei Yean the... blur? (XD) and Denise the ..... HEHE

  

My pretty girlfriend, Mei Yean. <3

  

 CNY at my place.

  

 Joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll~~

  

Wye Kik and Elle. See, how my sister is actually bonding so well. hehe.

  

Oh ya, Afiq and I went for Paintball as Astaka, PJ. He brought me to Raju's Restaurant and it was awesomeeee... =DDDDDDD

  

 I so love this picture. Its just that....... Only my head could be seen in this picture. =(

I love mei yean's expression. HEHE

  

Let's just hope we wont die in vain. XD

Mun Hoong trying to avoid his nails being smudge.

We were so randon that we ended up at Ampang Look Out Point after my CNY Open House.

I like my legs.... HEHEHEHE

Oh dear, I better get my butt off the computer.

=D Toodles!