Meet "the other" Boyfriend.

=) <3

Stargazers

I've got flowers! =DDD

I got home from college and I was surprised by this,
 

I could smell the sweet scent of it when I stepped into my room. This sweet-smelling lilies is like a breath of fresh air with a little bit of peppermint-like smell. Seriously, I love the scent of it.

oh! Guess who was it from?? =DDDD

HEHEHE

I was really really surprised coz it never occurred to me at all arriving home after a tiring day from college with a bouquet of flowers.


In my heart, I felt like like jumping for joy like a 5-year-old child. =P

Anyway, I did some research to find out the name of it. It took me quite awhile to recognise it coz there are SO MANY different types of lilies.

These lilies are called the Stargazer Lilies. I like the name. =)

Its an Oriental hybrid lily and it is named Stargazer because it blooms facing the sky. According to wikipedia, stargazer lilies are toxic to cats and humans (?) - causes diarrhea if ingested.


Looks like that mr. loh dont have to kill cats with cyanide. This plant shall be a better alternative =P (internal joke)

OMG. I can't stop smelling it. My whole room has this sweet-smelling scent of it.

I absolutely, definitely, really love it, baby
Thank you so muchh!!!
I Love you! =)

p/s : the flower pollens are scary. I can't help it but to pluck it out to avoid myself from sneezing/runny nose.

=O

Today, I was informed that I'll be sitting for my Chemistry Test tomorrow.

wtf. TOMORROW!!!!!


 no, i'm not on meth. lol.

This is so last minute.
Most of my classmates said that they are prepared to flunk it. =D

Awesome.....

The Plan

GENIUS!!!!!!

All I need now is to be able to juggle my time with "it", exams and homework. =DDD

The end of my holidays.

Its the beginning of the third semester and it would be my last semester. My Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS Exam) is over.

I'm still trying to adjust my sleeping hours coz they're a lil bit off. I'll end up feeling really sleepy and I'm like a dead log by 5pm every afternoon.

I spent my holidays watching movies, going out, dim sum with friends, spending time with my "nasi lemak", helping out on my cousin's birthday presents and cake and rotting at home.

Oh! I went to Arnold's house with Mei Yean, Terence and Mun Hoong to hangout and we played The Game of Life. LOL. I was married with 3 kids, I was a Accountant(initially) with my of $70000 and lost my job and became a hair stylist with an income of $30000 and lost my job AGAIN! I ended up being a saleswoman with an income of $20000. That's just life.... on board games. =D

After almost half a year of missing out on movies, I finally had the chance to actually go to the movies. I've watched The Prince of Persia, The Karate Kid, The A-Tean (which Afiq and I had so much fun laughing) and Toys Story 3.

Afiq opening his present which I will elaborate on it on another blog post. =D

During the holidays, my auntie and uncle from Perak came down to KL for a holiday. So, I get to meet them and my little cousins.(pictures on are on my previous post) 

There were some conflicts happening and I really don't like what I'm hearing. The shouting and yelling on the phone, 3-4 a.m phone calls from my house phone which wakes me up and yada yada yada.. With that, I completely lost my respect for someone who is elder and supposedly wiser than I am.Well. for now I just hope everything is okay now.

and..

This is me, rotting at home during the holidays.

This semester, my schedule is way better than my last semester.

I love my time table for Tuesday and Wednesday because I get to go home early. At least my time table this semester isn't as packed as before. Luckily, I don't have to take Malaysian Studies which is compulsory for the new batch of A-Level students. HEHEHE.

But, having more free time also means that I have to spend more time studying. =( I need to brush up with my A2 syllabus and continue studying (omaigod, I'm really really tired of studying). My next and final exams will be in October which is 3 months away. HOLY CRAP!!!!! =X
My AS Exam results will be out on August 12th 2010. T.T

Parent-Lecturer Day is coming up next Saturday. T.T I just wonder what my lecturer's would say about me. Hmm..

Cute!

My cousins are sooo cute!=DD

=DDDDDD

The eyes. =P

Whoa.... What's that?!

Let me help you!

or 

This is mineee!

She got a Hello Kitty Bag.

I want one too. =(

Oh, please don't grow up..

Carbonara and Meatballs @ Chinoz

I've always wanterd to try the food at Chinoz On The Park at KLCC but never really got the chance. Its my third time here and its the only time I remembered to take some pictures.


Sometimes, when you're hungry it just never occured to you that you should take a picture. You just eat. =D

 Iced Peach Tea.

Parpadelle Meatballs Pasta

approx. RM 23-26 I cant remember.

 Its awesome. Love the meatballs! Juicy, tender and you just want more.

The paste is alright. I just love their meatballs. =D

 Across the table, there's the typical Spagetthi Carbonara which is according to Afiq, its one of the best Carbonara's he has ever tasted. hehe.

Its the same price as the meatballs pasta.

Afiq and I went do Delicious! at One Utama and their carbonara was too cheesy that I could smell it from across the table. Some prefer it to be more cheesy and some prefer it otherwise.  I ordered some Corriander Mushroom pasta which was so tasteless even after I added some pepper. Maybe I picked the wrong food. Or the cook forgot to add some salt. I didn't even finish half of it. LOL.

I'm craving for Korean BBQ now. -.-

Dark Chocolate

Remembered the Dutch Shortcake I posted earlier?

I just found out it is 380 calories per biscuit. 

Its equivalent to one fried chicken and a glass of teh tarik.

@@

Oh! theres another type of biscuit my mum bought from Marks and Spencer.

I don't really consume dark chocolate at all. Maybe once in a blue moon but I think this one is an exception.

Its not as bitter as I expected with the buscuit underneath the coated dark chocolate, its just perfect!

The chocolate is not those cheap hard flaky kind of texture. Its soft and melts in your fingers(if you hold it too long/too hard).

I forgot to take a picture of it. XD

Terence, mei Yean and Jeremy loves it! =D

Im so gonna try other types of cookies or candies or biscuit from Marks and Spencer.

I need...

My waist somehow shrunk again. I need new clothes, AGAIN. 

and, I think its high time I should get a new pair of glasses. 

I need to get rid of my pimples which are popping out like mushrooms.

Need to get a new bottle of clear lotion - maybe that explains the pimples.

I need to be calm and collected. A lil bit of nervousness its okay and I need to be focused. 

I need motivation! 

I feel very unhappy right now. 11.29p.m

i love cookiez. =D

I'm just ever so in love with food. Pastries would be the top in my list of favourite food. Cookies, cream puffs, cakes, tarts, pies, croissants, and yeah, you get the picture right?

You could get this at Marks and Spencer at RM10 here in Malaysia.

Pastries can be or ARE fattening.

Maybe that's why I love it. =P

Fattening food are just awesome.

French Fries, Ramlee Burger, Cheesecakes, Nutella Chocolate Spread, Nasi Lemak, Fried Bananas(Pisang Goreng) and and and lots lots more!

Don't you wanna take a bite out of it? =D
Just one bite? HEHE

Heeee. =D

I hardly have time for you nowadays. More like, we hardly have time for each other due to his busy schedule and me busy with my exams which is starting next week Wednesday till the 10th of June. I've been studying for as long as I can remember from February until now.

I feel so lifeless. All I do everyday is go to college, study, drive home, tv, online, phone and study and study and sleep and wake up and study again. Its like that almost everyday since March. Its not that I didn't do anything interesting or I didn't do anything for leisure. I do but all I remember is studying most of my time.

Being lifeless ain't that bad. I'm sorta used to it right now. I'm willing to give up certain things to get what I want. =D

We'll spend more time right after you're done with the industrial training and right after I'm done with my exams. =DDDDDD

Cream Puffs.

I almost forgot how much I've always loved cream puffs. My mum used to tell me, when I was young (3 to 7 years old) I'm like obsessed with cream puffs coz I always ask my mum to go to King's Bakery to buy cream puffs. I was living in Cheras back then.

Ever since I moved to Ampang, I totally forgot about cream puffs. I totally forgot about the existence of it until earlier of this year when I bought some cream puffs for Afiq since I was in Pavilion and he was gonna pick me up. He gave me some to try and I remembered! =D

I love the powdered sugar topping.

I love the pastry cream/custard filling.

Its hot on the outside and cold in the inside.

(pictures taken by MOMO, Canon 500D) except for the last one i took from some website.

I bought the cream puffs from Beard Papa's at Pavilion. Its kinda expensive. One cream puff cost RM3.40. But its delicious! =D


I so wanna eat the custard fillings now! @@

Banana Leaf Rice

Vishalachirs in Brickfields is so far the best restaurant that serves Banana Leaf Rice. I haven't tried the other dishes coz its only available from 4pm onwards but I love their Banana Leaf Rice. I didn't take any pictures coz I was starving like I haven't eaten for days.

After college yesterday, I went with Theeben, Jeremy and Arnold. The three clowns. LOL. The food was awesome! fulfilling!  Every time I think of it, I feel hungry.

I've tried the Banana Leaf rice at Taman Melawati but its not as satisfying as the one in Brickfields.

oh! There's another one! Restoran Raju at Jalan Gasing, PJ. Afiq brought be there a while ago and I'll be back for more! I haven't tried their banana leaf rice coz I was that hungry at that moment. I had some other dishes and it was really really good that I forgotten Afiq was there. HEHE.

After my AS Exams are over, its food binging time! hmmmm, maybe not binging lah. Afiq!!! Lets go to Raju's again! =DDDD

I really do appreaciate constructive criticism and advises. What I certainly do not appreciate at all is when one insults another which apparently appears to be a "joke" in order to satisfy their own selfish egos.

Whoever I'm related to by blood and by love, whoever I'm friends with, whoever I'm dating with, whoever I decide to cut them off completely out of my life is my prerogative. One have no rights or even deserve to make the desicions I make for myself.

I believe that when one is wrong or guilty as charged, one should apologise SINCERELY and not with SARCASM. But what happens when he/she apologises and does it again and again and again?? Its a series of repeating events where the value of forgiveness is as good as rubbish or sewage wastes.

I also believe if one is sincerely giving a helping hand to those who are in need, one doesn't expect for a favour or a repayment or a blessing or anything at all in return. If one does expect something in return for their kindness, what are their intentions from the very beginning? For me, when anyone helps me, be it a stranger or people I know, I would always say thank you with a smile. I would help them back in return if there is a chance. Saying thank you is the least one could do to express one's gratitude. Asking a person to repay their kindness as if like they owe you money is not something I would look forward if a person helps me.

oh! I almost forgot to say this. I'm tired of being caught in the middle. I'm better off not involved and move on with life instead of sulking over petty, little, and unecessary things. Why live in the world where one thinks that the whole world is against him/her or life isn't fair. Everything in life isn't fair or as perfect as it can be. That is how we, and that is how I learned that what you do, what you say and how you look at things with a mature mindset defines your ability to manipulate your environment to your own advantage no matter how good or bad the situation is.

I'm lucky to have friends and family who doesn't judge me by the people I'm with or without. I forever grateful to those who've helped me out and stand with me through good and bad times. I enjoy the company of friends and love ones that brings out the best in me whenever I'm around them. I will and I do cherish all the good times and also the bad times I had as it makes me a stonger person in every way. I have my own flaws and I'm always trying to minimise them instead of having more of it. I'd prefer to look at the world with a positive perspective everyday in my life. I am aware that the negatives are inevitable. Decide which side you wanna take or just... let it be?

These are some of my confessions I would I like to let it out. I kept this in my heart way too long. What I've wrote may or may not be related to each other. It may be one event or it maybe a series of events that happened which made me wrote this. I don't care if it makes sense or not. I feel so much weight has been lifted from my shoulder.

HEHE. I should continue studying now.