Currently,
Im out of topic to blog about.
For the past few days,
I've been sleeping earlier than my usual bedtime, 3 am
and waking up earlier than my usual wake up time, 10am
lol. that was when i was in johor.

Anyway,
I'm going to PD this Sunday.
Holidays again.. wheeee...
and its going to be tiring.
I don't know why PD ok.
i just go there to have fun. XD
at least i dont waste my holidays rotting at home.

Happy 16th Birthday Derrick!
..... hmm..
XDXD

I bought Baskin Robins Ice-cream 2 days ago.
Somewhere at Ayer Keroh rest area.
nature calls n nescafe for my mum.
Paid for it and walk out from the shop.
Hot day. Ate my ice-cream.
Waited for my mum at the car.
Some weirdo came up

"Eh, amoi that ice-cream 1 ringgit ar?" *laughs*

weird fella.

i have nothing else to say!!!!
bye!

Over You

i feel very insecure.
not sure how i feel or what should i feel.
i hvae this feeling that i somehow changed.
which i dont want to do it now.
i just want to cry it out.
it makes me feel sooo much more better the next day.
This song summarises how i feel.

Now that it's all said and done, 
I can't believe you were the one 
To build me up and tear me down, 
Like an old abandoned house. 
What you said when you left 
Just left me cold and out of breath. 
I fell too far, was in way too deep. 
Guess I let you get the best of me. 

Well, I never saw it coming. (i did saw it coming)
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. 
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. 
And now I'm picking up the pieces. 
I'm spending all of these years 
Putting my heart back together. 
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, 
I got over you. 

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away. 
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, 
A lot of others opened up, 
So did my eyes so I could see 
That you never were the best for me. 

i love this song.
Over You by Chris Daughtry.
I would like to dedicate this song to those people who disappointed/hurt me emotionally.
and also to people who made me realise where i stand
& was there for me when i really needed them.
it has been a tough year for me.

_____________________________________________________

Okay, i've been a away for a couple of days
i was at Batu Pahat, Johor.
it was... ok-lah
i can't imagine how my cousins can actually survive there.
the nearest town is like 16km away.
They have astro but no movies channel, news channel and variety channel.
=.=" all they have is cartoons (which i never watch already), sports, n yadayadayada.
Theres internet connection. thank god.
I've discovered a nice drink! whee...
got a haircut which was really nice on the 1st day
and it sucked the next day.
i look like a dumbdumb+more nerdy looking+weird
ofcourse i do have some pictures but lazy to upload now.

If you people see how i look now,
dont think im a changed person because im not.
i dont want to change for not.
Im not ready for anymore changes for now.

Bittersweet Form 4

Feel soooo much better today.

Planned to go to Galaxy to watch movie with m.lyn today.
But then, tak jadi coz only both of us are going.
Had flute lesson. Was alright.
Went to Ampang Point to buy some things to eat.

And again... Twirl.
I only have like 3 more bars left.
XD This was taken ages ago.
I bought abt 8 packets of it. S$2.50 each.
i dont care but i love it!!

Anyway, Form 4 was a bittersweet year for me.
Unexpected things happened. Good and Bad.
Well, i don't want to list it down here for sure. =.=
Anyway, This is our class(4 science 1) picture, taken from kok siang's blog
Yeap, only 21 students.

click to enlarge.
Well, in this picture...
ALL OF US LOOK SO PALE!!!
yeah, i can't understand why.
the sun was burning hot and shine so bright that i could go blind.
i look weird.
OK wait. thats not the point.

The point is that.
A lots of things happened between all of us. some good and some bad.
And the point is i realised that i get to know almost all of them much better than before.
including myself.

Hmmm.. lets start from the bottom row, left-right

Shi Jun.
He is ever ready to ask questions to our teacher.
Easy to hang around with.

Jhun Ren
Loooooves to tease and kacau people. kinda moody sometimes.
loves to sit on the floor.

Khai Wen
a blurrrr person. A dota freak i guess. XD
his hair... like.. i dunno what name you ppl named him.

Kah Fai
Loves to shuffle in class for no reason. plays basketball and another dota freak.
Looking for a job too. anyone wanna hire him?

Joon Yoon
Our responsible class monitor. smartest person in class.
almost impossible to geat him. loves numbers.

Charmaine
Our class Assistant monitor. Loves green.
green bag, pencil case, bottle, etcetc... plays maple.

Alicia
The most quiet girl in class. Pretty.
always see her reading chinese novels.

Preshna
She sits beside me in class. Love her smile.

Me
*ahem* XD

Kasturi
loves reading BM novels. no doubt her BM is excellent.

Joyce
Very easy to talk to. very adaptable to her surrounding.
nice person.

Joanna
Never ever make her angry! serious.
she can dance!

Aishvarya
Loves to laugh. a lot!

Banu
same here. laughs a lot. but when shes serious, shes serious.

Kok Siang
Hmm... I've already mention abt him in my previous post.
XD

Shazmiq
Obviously the tallest dude in class and the whole school!!
another dota freak.
*have you cut your hair yet??? looks weird on ur face la.
customer also lari when see you. XDXD JOKING!!
thank god ur working. no time to read my blog!

Nazrul
I'm not that close to him. well, he make jokes sometimes.

Derrick
Just like Duncan, loves his hair. XD
loves dote. =.=" cybercafe's regular customer.
loves to sing in class and listen to songs on his phone.
great person to talk to.

Vinaya
he always makes me laugh. i never seen him really really angry before.
loves basketball.
Currently, he's looking for a job. Anyone wanna hire him???
*seee, im trying to get you an interview like you said! XDXD

Kumara
nice guy. always hand out with Jeremiah.

LOL, 1 person in the pic was missing.
Jeremiah!
anyway, he has braces just like me!

KLCC

My mum and I went to KLCC yesterday.

Just for fun..
Walked around for abt 10 minutes.

I thought i swore to myself that im not going shopping for a month.
I said that 2 weeks ago.
But....... unfortunately/fortunately,
i bought something.
I ended up spending RM80 for a pair of khaki short pants.
UnionBay. I think its a new brand from Diesel.
I can't upload some pics now coz its too slow. =.="
I bought a clip and also a mirror.
hmm...
My mum and i bought accessories worth more than RM90.
XD.

Well, i've been constantly sneezing and i can't freaking hear properly!!
and I'm going bonkers!!
Theres this sound that im the only one can hear it.
and its irritating.
When im playing my flute, it sounds like someone else is playing with me

Tagged By Kok Siang

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Pink curtain and bedsheets. Since of all the colours, i dont have pink.
2. a new phone? (not necessary actually)
3. ?
4. ?
5. ?

same thing.. cant think of any now..

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Kok Siang

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. Tall
2. You look like my flute teacher. really.
3. A very quiet person. more quiet than myself. and a nice guy.
4. But, a funny and cute in a way person once you get to know him
5. he Loves basketball n plays basketball. He's good at it.


MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
Thought me physics abt the sine and cosine thing, ponteng school together and borrowed me physics notes! XD thanks!!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
" wow, this is a good way to exercise your cheeks! *laughs*"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
hmm.. i never thought of that. lets see... Buy him more food(protein) and sweets. so that he have some fat in his body. XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
Kok siang and May Lyn : I don't think that will happen.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Vinaya
2. Duncan
3. Derrick
4. Shamiq
5. Khai Wen
6. May Lyn
7. Eunice
8. Ji Mi
9. Kok Siang
10. Panda


WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Eunice : umm.. don't know...

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Kok Siang : Hmm... i didn't ask. XD

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Kok Siang and Vinaya? haha!

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Vinaya and Khai Wen?? hahahaha! i dunno...

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Derrick : hmm...

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
May Lyn : Does chatting on cbox counts??

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Shazmiq : yeap. At Plaza Damas, Sri Hartamas. Selling teddy bears!!!

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Ji Mi : Yeah.. two of them.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Ji Mi : NOOO!!!!

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
Khai Wen : nope.

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Duncan : yeah... 6 of them.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3
Derrick : we're in the same class and through Duncan ofcoz..

AND NO.4?
Shazmiq : Through Derrick and Vinaya. and also he's my classmate this year.

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Vinaya : Kuala Ampang.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
Duncan : school canteen.

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Khai Wen ; Aiyo... XDXD

Another tag by Eunice!

Rules:
1. Must post these rules
2. Must post eight random facts about themselves
3. When she says random, she means random.
4. Will have to elaborate on facts.
5. Tag pitiful fellas.


Eight random facts and elaboration about me :

1. One of my finger nails are darker than the rest.
* i don't know why. i was born like that? its not really noticeable actually.

2. I have white hair sometimes.
* I have it when im stress/having exams/think too much/ worry too much

3. I love french fries.
* McD's french fries are my favourite! i never get sick of it and its the best french fries ever!

4. Desperate to watch The Game Plan and Meet Joe Black again!
* i wanna watch it la.... Brad Pitt is hot!

5. Like May Lyn, i have more guy friends than girls.
* I don't know why lar.. i get along with guys better than girls. If i do get a long with girls well enough, i consider them as the closest/nicest and friendliest people i know. No offence. its not that i love hanging out with guys better than girls. i love hanging out with both equally. i hope you get what i mean.

6. I miss my maid.
* YESS!!! i admit that. i do miss my maid. Its not that i hate doing housework la. its okay actually. i just need to use my brain more. I only do the housework when i have to. dont worry, i can do the housework. just that im not that into it.

7. I used to sleep 15 - 17 hours a day.
* Seriously.... but that was like 3 years ago. i can't afford to sleep that long anymore. Maximum for me now is 12 hours. Minimum is 4-6 hours. back then, i was really active, and i eat a lot like theres no tomorrow.

8. I look like a nerd.
* yea la. Glasses. Braces. Bookworm(not really la). Yeap. a lot of people thought im a nerd but im not really a nerd actually. I dont study like 24/7 and lock myself in my room studying/reading all day. Except during PMR la. you should ask my sister how i study. i don't even realise it untill my mum and panda told me. XDXD here's a question : Do you think I am a Nerd???

I'll tag :

Kok Siang
Ji Mi
Shazmiq
Wai Min
LiLBluE
Tamy
Panda
and to you people who are bored.

Tagged by Eunice and May Lyn

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Pink curtain and bedsheets. Since of all the colours, i dont have pink.
2. a new phone? (not necessary actually)
3. ?
4. ?
5. ?

I can think of what i want now.

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Eunice and May Lyn

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER (May Lyn):
1. She's cute!!
2. One of the nicest girl i've ever known.
3. Outgoing.
4. Loves to smile a lot!
5. very friendly!

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER (Eunice):
1. One of the nicest girl i've ever known too.
2. A straight-forward person. hehe
3. you named me brain. XD
4. loves to smile and laugh.
5. Both of us don't really like physics!!! XD

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
May Lyn : Belanja me Baskin Robins on the first day i met her!!! and made me a card for my birthday.
Eunice : Made me a card for my birthday with m.lyn!!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
May Lyn : "hey, i think this flavour is nice. since its you're first time, i'll belanja you"
Eunice : "brain.. err do you know how to do this question??"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
May Lyn and Eunice : smile??? innocently. OMG

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
yeap, like m.lyn said. jealousy. i experienced this before with others. but so far i dont think i have any enemies.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. May Lyn
2. Eunice
3. Kok Siang
4. Duncan
5. Ji Mi (do it after your SPM)
6. Shazmiq (when you finish your work)
7. Wai Min
8. Panda
9. Vinaya
10. Derrick.


WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Wai Min :errr... dont know.

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Vinaya : .... i heard he has a "wife" XD

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Vinaya and May Lyn : O.O i dont know. maybe?

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
May Lyn and Ji Mi : i seriously dont know. XD

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Kok Siang : English, Bahasa Melayu, English for Science and Technology, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Add Maths, Maths, Moral and Accounts

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
Shazmiq : ummm... last week wednesday? abt teddy bears!! i wan....

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Duncan : Used to but not anymore for now.

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Panda : nope.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Panda : MY GAWD!!! she's my sister!!! swt.....

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
Ji Mi : NOOOOO!!!! we're like brother's n sisters.

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Eunice : yeahh

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3
We were in the same class.

AND NO.4?
Duncan : At the school canteen which was abt 4 years ago when i was form 1. Memories..

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
May Lyn : errrr... aiyak! i can't remember. izzit taman dagang?

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
From tuition. not long ago.

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Ji Mi : errrr... not really. but we still call each other sexy sometimes! XD

Snow!

Hmm... Ellise has been telling me that theres snow in KL/Kepong/KLCC.
i dunno.
I almost believed her when she told me that.
But, IF the is SNOW in Malaysia,
The whole world will go nuts about it.
Scientists worldwide will panic like mad!
It will be a great front cover story for newspaper/magazines/radio/ TV/internet etcetc
and i'll be shopping for clothes. XXDXD

Anyway, i've been practicing 2 hours a day for every single day.
read my books.
Rot at home by watching tv.
and online. though i have nothing much to do other than updating my blog.

Im supposed to go out today to Times Square but the organiser cancelled it
So, no outing and movie.
I don't really like going to Times Square either.
I just like the company of friends.

I don't really have any plans to go out this holidays.
So, im quite free.
i was planning to go to Singapore again.
but, i'll think abt that later.
My mum was planning to go back to Batu Pahat, Johor.
my grandmother's place.

I have always loved that place since i was young especially during Chinese New Year.
Its a kampung/rural area.
and my grandmother's house was the odd one.
because it was 3 times bigger than the normal house they have there.
Anyway, i dont know why we're going there.
Well, at least i get to see my relatives.
and cousins i used to play with when we were younger.
They are the same age as I am.
Few weeks ago, they asked me for my Add Maths Project.
Kinda surprising they have not done it yet.
i bet their projects will be the thickest among their friends.
Coz, i did abt 80++ pages of it. and other school did like less than that.

Its the end of my school days for this year.
and, I STILL haven't got all of my papers yet.
Well, i heard from my friends also that I got 4th in class.
=.="swt. i still maintain at the same position since the mid-year exam.
So far, i have....
5 A1, 2 B3, 2 D7 and 1 unknown(Chemistry)
yeah, quite bad overall.

B. Melayu : 79% (2nd highest)
English : 80%
EST : 75%
Maths : 80%
Add Maths : 65%
Sejarah : 48% (surprisingly. From an A, i got an E!! Something is wrong...)
Physics : 49% ( Wheee!!! i did not fail!!!)
Biology : 69% (1 more mark to get an A)
Moral : 89% (surprisingly. im the highest)
Chemistry : Unknown.

Skipped school

Im not sure whether i should write abt this.
Coz i might get caught white and black for what i did yesterday.
bah... nevermind.
I skipped school.
yeap, just like other kaki ponteng's.
well, you wouldn't expect a person like me to do this right?
Don't worry, i don't plan to make it a habit and i never will.
Ofcouse i wasn't alone.
Vinaya, Derrick, Kok Siang, Vishana and I did it.
It was fun!
What a way to end my last day of school and my last day being in form 4.
Yesterday, I declared that it was MY last day of school.
Not that it was really the last day of school.

Well, they came to my place yesterday and it was alright.
We read kennysia's blog.
All of us laugh like theres no tomorrow.
lol

Anyway, i have plans tomorrow.
i woke up quite late today.
No idea why.
watched Meet Joe Black.
Stuffed myself up with chocolates. XD

Tagged by LiLBluE!

Rules:

1. The victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect partner.
2. Has to mention the gender of his or her partner
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

Point about that special him :

• Respects me.
• Will always love me and appreciate me. =)
  
• Someone who is very honest. although it might hurt you sometimes but its better than lying.
• Someone who is fit physically. Doesn't have to be too muscular and not too thin.
  
• Mature and understanding.
• Confident and capable of carrying himself well.
• Understanding and knows me well enough and a gentleman(dont get me wrong ok)
  
• Someone who will always introduce me to new things/experience.

Can i write more?? maybe not..
i'll keep the others to myself unless you people want to know more. =P

Gender of my partner : Male/Guy

I shall tag :

• May Lyn
• Eunice
• Kok Siang
• Duncan. (i have no one else to tag)
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Whether i know you or i don't know you,
YOU'RE TAGGED.
unless you've been tagged by another person with the same tag
or you did this before
or you don't have a blog
or you have SPM.

XDXD
just do it if you want to.

i can say im decomposing/rotting at home.

not that im not doing anything.
it tires me.
same thing everyday.

I didn't go to school today.
and wont be going for the whole week.
dont worry, im joking.
maybe i'll go 1 of these days.

oh ya,
ALL THE BEST TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES THIS YEAR!
I cant imagine myself sitting for SPM now.

yeap, its holidays for me now.
holidays = more practice ^^
reading spree!
tv. =.=" almost the same programme everyday.
online. booring.

i just want some fresh orange-apple juice or apple-carrot juice.

i'll be Form 5 next year!!!
cant wait to finish school!
lol that also means SPM.
well, i better work hard from now. well not now.

nothing much happened since im stuck at home.
want to go out but im lazy.
i've been eating Twirl all day.

anyway, nothing much. just a quick update. =)

arrghhh...
my eyes are so itchy...
ish! had flute lesson after 3 weeks.
=.=" was alright. the fees increased too.

Finally i had the time to clean my room.
i just threw 4 orange plastic bag of rubbish.
mostly papers and more papers.
now my eyes are red.
allergies. oh no.

I'm craving for Max Brenner's chocolate drink.
@.@
cant get it off my head.
too delicious.

gtg. too sleepy to type.

i know. i look weird.
how often do u see Denise like that? XD

Anyway, i seriously miss Singapore.
I know. i repeated that sentence so many times already.
I spend a lot there.
Yea, coz almost everything there is expensive.

I wanna watch the movie Game Plan again!
I cried 3 times.

Tomorrow is Deepavali!
Vinaya and Kasturi invited me to their open house.
Cant wait!
Erm, who else is going??
=.="i forgot to ask.
Happy Deepavali!

Singapore!

Here are some picture from Singapore.
Photographer : Duncan and Denise.

I really enjoyed myself there.
Love Singapore!!
Thank you for everything, Duncan.

I miss Singapore already.
The people there are very nice.
Its so safe and i feel safer there than in Malaysia.
Clean too.

Duncan brought me to many places.
Vivo City, Suntec City, Esplanade, NUS,Orchard Road, etc.
theres too many shopping malls there until i don't know where to start.
Takashimaya, Esplanade Mall, Vivo, Suntec, The Tangs Plaza, etcetc
I bought a few things there.
Duncan too. Expensive thing.
Yeap, that's Duncan.

I watched a movie too.
At Vivo City.
The Game Plan
Its not out in Malaysia yet
But, Its a really good movie.
10/10.
Go watch it!!!

Next, Duncan and I went to Max Brenner Chocolate Bar
Chocolate by The Bald Man
Its at Esplanade Mall.
I love the drinks there.
Delicious. Must. Get. It!
Go visit the website here.
Chocolate.....

I love Vivo City!!
I found out that they actually have a blog, here

Theres more.
Candy Empire. O.O

School

Today was the worst day ever in school.
Well, nothing bad happened la.
Just so damn bored. too bored.
I spent most of my time sleeping coz im still tired and talking to Vishana.
I'm not going to school from tomorrow onwards for this week.

I'm Back!!

I love Singapore!!
^^ I enjoyed my 2.5 days of holiday there.
will update more later.
im so tiredd....
I miss Singapore and,
I miss you already, Duncan.

Singapore~!

wheee!!
Singapore here i come!
Yeap, going to Singapore today.
*screams*
i have a bag full of bubblegum. =.="
My bag smells like bubblegum. XD