Over You

i feel very insecure.
not sure how i feel or what should i feel.
i hvae this feeling that i somehow changed.
which i dont want to do it now.
i just want to cry it out.
it makes me feel sooo much more better the next day.
This song summarises how i feel.

Now that it's all said and done, 
I can't believe you were the one 
To build me up and tear me down, 
Like an old abandoned house. 
What you said when you left 
Just left me cold and out of breath. 
I fell too far, was in way too deep. 
Guess I let you get the best of me. 

Well, I never saw it coming. (i did saw it coming)
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. 
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. 
And now I'm picking up the pieces. 
I'm spending all of these years 
Putting my heart back together. 
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, 
I got over you. 

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away. 
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, 
A lot of others opened up, 
So did my eyes so I could see 
That you never were the best for me. 

i love this song.
Over You by Chris Daughtry.
I would like to dedicate this song to those people who disappointed/hurt me emotionally.
and also to people who made me realise where i stand
& was there for me when i really needed them.
it has been a tough year for me.

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Okay, i've been a away for a couple of days
i was at Batu Pahat, Johor.
it was... ok-lah
i can't imagine how my cousins can actually survive there.
the nearest town is like 16km away.
They have astro but no movies channel, news channel and variety channel.
=.=" all they have is cartoons (which i never watch already), sports, n yadayadayada.
Theres internet connection. thank god.
I've discovered a nice drink! whee...
got a haircut which was really nice on the 1st day
and it sucked the next day.
i look like a dumbdumb+more nerdy looking+weird
ofcourse i do have some pictures but lazy to upload now.

If you people see how i look now,
dont think im a changed person because im not.
i dont want to change for not.
Im not ready for anymore changes for now.