Wednesday 30 July 2008

Odd

its 3 a.m now. What am I doing here anyway? Let's just say I had a bad dream and now I can't sleep. and I'm waking up in 3 hours to get ready for school anyways.

Yeah, I woke up, sweating and asked myself why did dream about it? You know.. dreams can be really really odd sometimes. I always dream abt something or anything when I'm under stress or maybe for no particular reason at all.
Mostly its abt falling down from something. and the next thing I know, I felt like I was falling off my bed.
In the first place, I can;t remember how I slept. @.@ I was reading Mitch Albom's and.. hmm... maybe I slept?

Another thing I remembered was boxes. two of them. round shaped. chicken pieces, sauce, mozzarella cheese with pineapple toppings, thin crusted. yummy. i ate a whole box of it.

for your information, rats eat jacob's biscuits. Instead of eating for garbage, its eating on healthy food now. XD I have no idea whether is it scientifically proven but I saw it 2 morning ago and last week. hmmm...
you know, pests are getting smarter nowadays.
Somehow reminds me of Darwin's Theory of Evolution.

I have quite frequent thoughts that still lingers in me now. Nothing I can do about it.
.....
I think I better get more books to read. Next would be Tuesday's with Morrie.
dang, I really love the way Mitch Albom writes.

Anyway, I better try going back to sleep. School is like approx. 3 hours away. hehehe.

I often tell myself, its okay.

Friday 25 July 2008

Walking Zombie

@.@ Sleep Deprivation.
I feel like a walking zombie.

So, what is sleep deprivation?

Sleep is as important to the human body as food and water, but most of us don’t get enough sleep. Insufficient sleep or disruptions to the sleep-wake cycle (such as those that occur with shift work or travelling to a different time zone) cause the physiological state known as fatigue. A fatigued person is accident prone, judgement impaired and more likely to make mistakes and bad decisions. Staying awake for 24 hours leads to a reduced hand-to-eye coordination that is similar to having a blood alcohol content of 0.1. This is why sleep deprivation contributes to road accidents and work injuries. Lack of sleep can also affect a child’s school performance, and could be linked to increased risk of emotional problems such as depression.

extracted from here

I'm experiencing all the symptoms for adults and some from children. XD i love after noon/day naps. I hate it at the same time because I can't get up until the sun sets and usually, dinner will be over. So, there goes my dinner but theres still supper! hah!

I try to squeeze my sleep sessions when ever I can.
in the bus. before the school bell ring, while waiting for the teacher/ no teacher at all, while watching tv, in the car. ......

I'm really worried abt this right now. Sleeping 5 hours everyday will/would/might make me gain more weight. Especially if you have to go to school every freaking Saturday for 3 months!
wait!... make it 4 since I got a letter from my school on replacing Saturdays for Hari Raya and Deepavali Holidays. >.<

Exams are still going on and I can;t study no more for today. Brain block.
I sat for a chemistry quiz with 9 of my classmates.


Its harder than the usual SPM standard questions.
40 questions for 1 hour and 20 minutes.
another thing that causes brain block. >.<
but somehow, I manage to answer them quite okay.

ok.... i have 4 more papers to sit tmr. physics, bm, est and moral. ugh...

I'm planning to go for another cancer awareness event/campaign.
Its something like Relay For Life Cancer.
hmmm... ah well.. i'll put that on hold first.

Sunday 20 July 2008

wow. Something happened.

Although I'm quite unsure.
But.... hehe =)


I realised that there is something more to life. =)

Sunday 13 July 2008

French Berry Lemonade

When I was younger, I used to complain on what my mum/maid cooked. It made me laugh now. Its not that their cooking is terrible or horrible. It was mouth-watering and very appetizing most of the time. Especially after coming home from school with an empty stomach. The very thing I always complain was about rice.

"Mummy, why do we eat rice everyday??"
"can't we just eat something different for a change?"

yeap, I call my mum by mummy. XD
Well, I'm sure some of you experienced the same thing as I do. I was sick of rice.
rice rice rice.
But, as i grow older, all i need after a long day is rice. It satisfies my empty tummy all the time.
I can't rely on bread or junks when I'm hungry. It just doesn't work. There was one thing that made me realised.

"if you don't want to eat rice then I'll cook maggi mee for you."

Okaay... Back then I jumped for joy to hear my mum said I could eat maggi mee for dinner or lunch" However, now... no way!

Anyway, that was something random.

I'm up to something big now. I have it all planned in my head. Just need a few reconstruction and motivation. XD Its something that I've never done before.
So, i'm currently doing it and I wonder how will it turn out. Although I'm not sure what will the effects be. I'm giving up / sacrificing a few things and those few thing are not just anything. So, I hope it will be worth while and I know it will.


Currently, Im studying, doing some research for a project and at the same time having fun when ever I have the time.

yeah.. I'm studying on my favourite text book. can you see it?? its waaaaay behind the dictionary.

lol, i'm just joking. I read 17 once in a while.

hmmm...I've lost my interest or "I have no mood" on a few things.
Sometimes I even forgot to eat.

Though.... I must stop eating doughnuts. >.< its too tempting!! ahhhh!!!

Oh yea, I saw some cute little creatures yesterday. They're as tiny as a ping pong ball.
They're too cute to be true. goshh... I just feel like squishing them until they die! *evil look*

XD. im just joking. I wouldn't do that. It just felt like that.

Anyway, after almost a year. I finally understand why. the answer for my question has finally been answered. I truly understand all those words and what do they really meant without actually saying it directly. Funny isn't it. Well, its okay. I'm over it anyway.

Wednesday 2 July 2008

holy crap.
Its July.
2 more months to SPM trials..
4 more months to SPM!
omg. I need to rearrange my daily schedule.
>.<

*edits*

Lesson of the week : Never over-indulge yourself.


I have a weird feeling lately.
had some Déjà vu too. quite odd.
I'm not sure whether is it bad or good.
Sometimes, i'm not sure about it anymore.
It felt like ages ago. or probably like it never happened before.
Seriously, its a stranger to me now.
Getting further and further away.
Maybe its for the better or the opposite.

*laughs* *flipping through a photo album*

ah well, it doesn't really matter at the moment.
I have better things to worry about.


thats your problem, not mine.

Odd

its 3 a.m now. What am I doing here anyway? Let's just say I had a bad dream and now I can't sleep. and I'm waking up in 3 hours to get ready for school anyways.

Yeah, I woke up, sweating and asked myself why did dream about it? You know.. dreams can be really really odd sometimes. I always dream abt something or anything when I'm under stress or maybe for no particular reason at all.
Mostly its abt falling down from something. and the next thing I know, I felt like I was falling off my bed.
In the first place, I can;t remember how I slept. @.@ I was reading Mitch Albom's and.. hmm... maybe I slept?

Another thing I remembered was boxes. two of them. round shaped. chicken pieces, sauce, mozzarella cheese with pineapple toppings, thin crusted. yummy. i ate a whole box of it.

for your information, rats eat jacob's biscuits. Instead of eating for garbage, its eating on healthy food now. XD I have no idea whether is it scientifically proven but I saw it 2 morning ago and last week. hmmm...
you know, pests are getting smarter nowadays.
Somehow reminds me of Darwin's Theory of Evolution.

I have quite frequent thoughts that still lingers in me now. Nothing I can do about it.
.....
I think I better get more books to read. Next would be Tuesday's with Morrie.
dang, I really love the way Mitch Albom writes.

Anyway, I better try going back to sleep. School is like approx. 3 hours away. hehehe.

I often tell myself, its okay.

Walking Zombie

@.@ Sleep Deprivation.
I feel like a walking zombie.

So, what is sleep deprivation?

Sleep is as important to the human body as food and water, but most of us don’t get enough sleep. Insufficient sleep or disruptions to the sleep-wake cycle (such as those that occur with shift work or travelling to a different time zone) cause the physiological state known as fatigue. A fatigued person is accident prone, judgement impaired and more likely to make mistakes and bad decisions. Staying awake for 24 hours leads to a reduced hand-to-eye coordination that is similar to having a blood alcohol content of 0.1. This is why sleep deprivation contributes to road accidents and work injuries. Lack of sleep can also affect a child’s school performance, and could be linked to increased risk of emotional problems such as depression.

extracted from here

I'm experiencing all the symptoms for adults and some from children. XD i love after noon/day naps. I hate it at the same time because I can't get up until the sun sets and usually, dinner will be over. So, there goes my dinner but theres still supper! hah!

I try to squeeze my sleep sessions when ever I can.
in the bus. before the school bell ring, while waiting for the teacher/ no teacher at all, while watching tv, in the car. ......

I'm really worried abt this right now. Sleeping 5 hours everyday will/would/might make me gain more weight. Especially if you have to go to school every freaking Saturday for 3 months!
wait!... make it 4 since I got a letter from my school on replacing Saturdays for Hari Raya and Deepavali Holidays. >.<

Exams are still going on and I can;t study no more for today. Brain block.
I sat for a chemistry quiz with 9 of my classmates.


Its harder than the usual SPM standard questions.
40 questions for 1 hour and 20 minutes.
another thing that causes brain block. >.<
but somehow, I manage to answer them quite okay.

ok.... i have 4 more papers to sit tmr. physics, bm, est and moral. ugh...

I'm planning to go for another cancer awareness event/campaign.
Its something like Relay For Life Cancer.
hmmm... ah well.. i'll put that on hold first.
wow. Something happened.

Although I'm quite unsure.
But.... hehe =)


I realised that there is something more to life. =)

French Berry Lemonade

When I was younger, I used to complain on what my mum/maid cooked. It made me laugh now. Its not that their cooking is terrible or horrible. It was mouth-watering and very appetizing most of the time. Especially after coming home from school with an empty stomach. The very thing I always complain was about rice.

"Mummy, why do we eat rice everyday??"
"can't we just eat something different for a change?"

yeap, I call my mum by mummy. XD
Well, I'm sure some of you experienced the same thing as I do. I was sick of rice.
rice rice rice.
But, as i grow older, all i need after a long day is rice. It satisfies my empty tummy all the time.
I can't rely on bread or junks when I'm hungry. It just doesn't work. There was one thing that made me realised.

"if you don't want to eat rice then I'll cook maggi mee for you."

Okaay... Back then I jumped for joy to hear my mum said I could eat maggi mee for dinner or lunch" However, now... no way!

Anyway, that was something random.

I'm up to something big now. I have it all planned in my head. Just need a few reconstruction and motivation. XD Its something that I've never done before.
So, i'm currently doing it and I wonder how will it turn out. Although I'm not sure what will the effects be. I'm giving up / sacrificing a few things and those few thing are not just anything. So, I hope it will be worth while and I know it will.


Currently, Im studying, doing some research for a project and at the same time having fun when ever I have the time.

yeah.. I'm studying on my favourite text book. can you see it?? its waaaaay behind the dictionary.

lol, i'm just joking. I read 17 once in a while.

hmmm...I've lost my interest or "I have no mood" on a few things.
Sometimes I even forgot to eat.

Though.... I must stop eating doughnuts. >.< its too tempting!! ahhhh!!!

Oh yea, I saw some cute little creatures yesterday. They're as tiny as a ping pong ball.
They're too cute to be true. goshh... I just feel like squishing them until they die! *evil look*

XD. im just joking. I wouldn't do that. It just felt like that.

Anyway, after almost a year. I finally understand why. the answer for my question has finally been answered. I truly understand all those words and what do they really meant without actually saying it directly. Funny isn't it. Well, its okay. I'm over it anyway.
holy crap.
Its July.
2 more months to SPM trials..
4 more months to SPM!
omg. I need to rearrange my daily schedule.
>.<

*edits*

Lesson of the week : Never over-indulge yourself.


I have a weird feeling lately.
had some Déjà vu too. quite odd.
I'm not sure whether is it bad or good.
Sometimes, i'm not sure about it anymore.
It felt like ages ago. or probably like it never happened before.
Seriously, its a stranger to me now.
Getting further and further away.
Maybe its for the better or the opposite.

*laughs* *flipping through a photo album*

ah well, it doesn't really matter at the moment.
I have better things to worry about.


thats your problem, not mine.