Wednesday 7 January 2009

Why bother?

I wanna rip someone off into tiny pieces. Coward bastards. I feel so relieved that its over. It is actually the best decision I've ever made although I don't see it that way at the beginning.

Thinking about it makes me laugh where the fact that all of it is so stupid. I wasted my time. I learned my lesson the hard way. Since I was young, my parents always remind me not to hurt anyone. I always add on that is, "... unless the person hurts you" Seriously, I never thought they are such two-faced idiots. In front of me, they are such sweet talkers but behind me, they just HAVE (no choice) to hurt me.

It turns out they were not completely honest with me. I found out about it one way or another. They broke my trust big time. More like, smashed it into a minute pieces. It's impossible to fix it. I think its better to leave it that way. I don't wanna pick up the smashed pieces because its not worth it.

Oh wait, why do I even bother about it anyway? haha. I'm just trying to express my dissatisfaction. I feel like laughing. XD

Good Night.

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Why bother?

I wanna rip someone off into tiny pieces. Coward bastards. I feel so relieved that its over. It is actually the best decision I've ever made although I don't see it that way at the beginning.

Thinking about it makes me laugh where the fact that all of it is so stupid. I wasted my time. I learned my lesson the hard way. Since I was young, my parents always remind me not to hurt anyone. I always add on that is, "... unless the person hurts you" Seriously, I never thought they are such two-faced idiots. In front of me, they are such sweet talkers but behind me, they just HAVE (no choice) to hurt me.

It turns out they were not completely honest with me. I found out about it one way or another. They broke my trust big time. More like, smashed it into a minute pieces. It's impossible to fix it. I think its better to leave it that way. I don't wanna pick up the smashed pieces because its not worth it.

Oh wait, why do I even bother about it anyway? haha. I'm just trying to express my dissatisfaction. I feel like laughing. XD

Good Night.