Denise had a bad and stressful week.

Looks like I only have time to blog on the weekends. I had a bad week. A few good things happend and the rest of it is just not so good.

I've been feeling emo all week especially in college and in the morning. The title says it all.

It will take me forever to complain about things. So, I don't think I should rant too much here.

I feel really tired everyday when I got home from college. By the time I get home, it will be in the evening and soon, its time to sleep.

I hate that my class ends at 4 almost everyday. Sometimes I'll reach home by 5pm. Sometimes, I stayed back for like an hour coz I don't wanna go home alone and I'll reach home by 6pm. Sometimes, I have to stay back for some replacement classes. But, There was one day, it took me 3 bloody hours just to get home. Long story. I was cursing all the way home thanks to the rain.

I've been having weird dreams. So weird that I keep waking up in the middle of the night wondering if its real and forget about it the next day. Sometimes, I even get confused about things as I can't differentiate whether it was from my dream or was it for real. wth.

I miss the feeling of when you just got back from school in the afternoon. Say, 1 - 2 p.m.? Yes, the sun is blazing hot at this hour and you're sweating like you've never sweat before in your lifetime. You throw your school bag on the floor. Take off your socks and wash you hands and feet. Lunch is on the table/ you bought some lunch back. You make a glass of cold drink for yourself. Sit in front of the television and enjoy your awesome lunch with a glass of cold drink with lotsa ice in it.

Heaven....... I'll never get the chance to do that anymore now. =( Unless I finish class early - which rarely happens. Sometimes in collage, I can't have a proper lunch coz theres too many people and no place to sit.

Elle and I got a flu vaccine injection yesterday. It was painless.

My left arm is aching right now. @.@ i can't sleep on my left side. wth.

I only felt happy on certain occasions.

Like when I met Billy, Dinie and Dwayne at Pelita Mamak.
Talking to teddy although I realised complain a lot lately. Thank you for listening.. =)
Happy that I wasn't disappointed by mere words coz I realised I did not took it seriously and I'm glad I did that.

gahhhhh.... I need to relax.....

Food For Friendship!

Mission accomplished! I had my 8-hour beauty sleep. Wait, 16 hours of sleep actually. I woke up early today for my dental appointment. Yeah, I still have to go for appointments even after I took off my braces. Met John Chia there by chance again. XD! Good Luck for the Wira Debates! My dentist gave a a present for me to bring home. I slept again for another 8 hours when I got home. Teddy somehow woke me up but my mum was the one who really woke me up.

The reason why I've not been having enough sleep is because, I was doing my work sort of last minute. I had 2 weeks of holidays and I only completed 30% of my homework. I spent the rest of my time lazing around at home, going out with friends and family, hanging out with Teddy, and procrastinating.

I went out with my high school friends as usual. XD Late night snacks, movies etc. Now, all of us are busy with college.

My auntie and uncle came down to KL as usual. I'll tag along with 2 of my aunties and my mum shopping. They shopped like crazy. Bought lotsa stuffs. Clothes, bags, cosmetic products, handbags, purses and more clothes.

This is what they bought on the first day. First day only you know!!

I only bought a few pieces of clothes. I couldn't bare walking around the whole day, so I didn't follow them shopping on the next day. I was too tired.

My mum and another auntie, (Yeah, I have so many aunties because my mum has 7 siblings.) went back to our hometown, Batu Pahat, Johor. We went back last week Friday until Sunday. Met my cousins again!

Jane and the twins

What an odd time to travel back there. My aunty brought her daughter, Jasveen. I'm sure you've seen her before in my previous posts.

Just that this time, she lost both her front milk teeth. She still look adorable anyway.
I teased her that she laughed and screamed too much that her tooth fell off.
One of her tooth fell out when My cousin, Elle and I were teasing her. Boy, we laughed like crazy.

ft;">My cousin, Yvjane has a new puppy. A Maltease. Its uberly cute and tiny!!! I always wanted a dog but I can't have one. =( I don't thik I want one now coz I don't think I have time to take care of it.
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I had lotsa fun over there though the weather was blazing hot. With all the late night pillow talk, gossips in the morning and evening, family dinner, bubble tea etc. I wished I could stay longer.

We'll meet again!! =))

College was really tiring.I dropped Physics and now my schedule is not as packed as before. Met some new classmates! =D All of us get along very well. Even though we've known each other for a few weeks and also a few days. LOL.

Yesterday was the 19th. My friends and I planned get some 1901 hotdogs for quite some time. So, all of us (Vi, Shi Jun, Kevin, Mei yean I), crammed into Wye Kik's car and off we go to Ampang Point! LOL. We got stuck in a jam and we arrived we had to queue up for our hotBOB's (internal joke).

@.@

There are... lets see... I think 35 boxes of hotdogs here. 5 in each plastic bags.

Kevin and I recorded a video on "The difference of asking a number from a GUY and a GIRL". We laughed our asses off. Mei yean was complaining on the way wye kik asked for her number. haha. I agree with may yuan. So, she made him do it again and again. One of the funniest was this,

WK : Hey, can I have your number?? I'm rushing to go ...(somewhere). You miss call me okay.
MY : NO! Is this how you ask a number from a girl?
WK : Err.. But I'm in a hurry. ok, do you have a paper??
MY : I don't have a paper...
Me : *laughing*
WK : *took a pen out and start writing on his palm*
Cheryl : EI, why do you need to write it down?? you don't have a phone ar??
WK : Oh yea ar! wth.!

Everyone burst into laughters.

Well, I really had fun yesterday. =)

sorry to end this abruptly. @.@ haha.

Sleep Deprived

I'm still alive!!!! HAHA. @_@

I barely have time to update. I got lotsa things to blog abt, i think..

But first! I need my beauty sleep. I only have 4 hours of sleep everyday this week. College is from 8am-4pm. I'll have to leave at 7am and reach home from college at 5/6pm everyday. It depends.

I slept many times during lecture classes this week. Especially in the morning. I'm no they type of person who sleeps in class. I was dead beat that barely talked to anyone on the first two days days of college this week. I can barely open my eyes sometimes.

I need my minimum of 8 hours of sleep......

"I'm so tired that I could fall asleep here.... =)" *hugs*

will blog abt other stuffs tmr!

ps : I'm so tired that I almost forgot this Sunday is Father's Day. @.@

Update for the week

I've been at home the whole week.

Started dance class again.

I went for a haircut with my neighbour. XD Its so freaking short now. T.T

Apparently I grew slightly taller. I am as tall as my dad now. @.@ Is this a good thing?

Sleeping helps you to grow taller. Seriously. At least it worked for me.

I'll be going back to my hometown, Batu Pahat, Johor in approximately 7 hours from now. (time : 2:26am) Heaven knows what I'm gonna do there. I haven't even pack my clothes yet. I assume I'm gonna be bored over there so, might as well bring my homework along with me.

Elle also got a haircut. Straight bangs. Like coconut. haha. Cute Coconut. =DDDD She was pestering me to do the same. Thank god I didn't coz if I did, I'll look like a 5-year-old.

I realised I've changed. I don't know in what way coz I'm still trying to figure out what am I changing into. I am not really the same Denise I was. The close friends I have, also changed in some ways. I think I'm going through a phase right now. Sometimes, I feel happy, sometimes emo, sometimes nothing, sometimes weird, sometimes over-excited. Basically all those feeling of an 18-year-old jumbled up and rushing through my veins at the same time. You know what I mean right??? *winks! =P It drives me nuts having all these. What more controlling them.

or maybe I'm just having my PMS. wth? HAHA

My phone memory card is corrupted. dammit.

An artist in the making drew a potrait of me.

I look like an auntie.
wth.

The drawing was good. Its not my best angle i guess. XD The artist was talking art language to me. How my face isn't ... what you call that? round or something? and that my face length was kind of proportionate? lol. and then started measuring my face and researched it. nevermind.

oh, don't mind the title. I can't think of a title. And yes, my phone memory card is corrupted. I dont know how and why. All I had was just songs. -. ish, I need to go to the shop to repair it or smthg like that. Not sure yet.

I should be doing my homework/assignments. The thing is that I have too muc homework that I'm so scared to even touch it yet alone to do it coz I have to sort of dig out whatever stuffs I had in Form 5 and revise them. wth. oh! talk abt homework, I found something in my computer and it was taken a few months ago.

haha.
like that also can.

What's your BR Moments?

Its school holidays and I've not done anything productive lately. Since last week Friday when I tossed my bag on the floor, I've never touched any of my books. The workload is just too much.. lol. Okay, maybe I exaggerated a little. XD

So, what I've been up to lately?

Elle and I, we bought

BR!

I don't like the rainbow flavour. too sour for me.
dunno why my sister asked for that.

I was craving for ice-cream the other day. haha. Maybe its because I hadn't had one in a very long time. Wait, I just had one

I realised that Baskin Robbins brings back some unforgettable memories/moments I had.

Lets rewind back to 2007 when I was in Form 4. 2007 was the first year I started going for tuitions.

Pusat Tuisyen Dinamik. Over there, I already have a my classmates like Jhun and Derrick to accompany me on my first day. XD. That is where I met May Lyn. (wait, I think I blogged about this before.XD.)

We introduced ourselves and started asking about each other. Then, all of us (Derr, Jhun, MLyn and I) decided to go to AP. Then, mlyn said "eii, let's go to baskin robbins!" and at the same time she asked me if I've tried BR before. haha, I said nope, I've never tasted it before. So, she belanja me my first Baskin Robbins icre cream and also since its my first time going to a tuition centre. Chocolate Chip, damn it tasted sooooooo good can die. XD Like I've never eaten an ice cream before. Definitely, I'll never ever forget this memory. =)


Another BR moments I had was with Dinie and Dinnish at Pavilion back in 2008.


I think this happened somewhere in February or March. That time, I was still in the moving on phase from my 4-year-relationship with Duncan. So, the triple D's (Dinie, Dinnish and Denise) bought BR ice cream and sat down at the long staircase at the main entrance, talking about things that made me smiled for real for the very first time. The best part was that I was also laughing with them till my stomach hurts like I'm having constipation. Even until today, you guys still can pull that off from me. =D Both of you really opened up my eyes that there's more to life and for that, I am truly grateful. =)

I had another round of Baskin Robbins in March 2008. Its the 31st of March and as you know BR offers 31% discount for all customers who purchase a [int/quartz/gallon of BR ice cream. The sun was blazing hot that day. Shaz and I were walking home from school after debate discussion. It was burning hot that our feet felt we were walking on burning charcoal. We were sweating like pigs. HAHA. So, we made a pit-stop at AP to get a cone of ice cream. Then, Shaz reminded me that theres 31 % discount for all ice-creams. So, both of us eagerly bought a cone each. Turns out, the discount was only for the a pint, quartz and a gallon of BR ice cream. swt. What la you, shaz. haha. Then, on our way home, we were licking our ice creams and I saw Shaz was having trouble licking his ice cream coz his ice cream melted like crazy and was all over his hands where as my ice cream was still as hard as a rock. So, I "taught" him how to lick an ice cream. Mana tau he dunno how to eat ice cream until I have to teach him. -.- So, as I was demonstrating how to lick an ice cream on my chocolate something ice cream,

*SPLAT*
*looks down*

oh shit. Me ice cream..............

*WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA*
He laughed hysterically at me.

Woah...... My heart ached and I felt like I was gonna cry but I was laughing too. Shaz was still laughing at me until his stomach hurts. I looked down at the chocolate ice cream and then the biscuit cone on my hand. Damn sad wei but at the same time I felt so embarrassed. He laughed at me all the way home, under the burning hot sun without an ice cream. So, I stole his ice cream. muahahahah! -.- The next day, my whole class knew about it and later, a few teacher and other schoolmates knew about it.Since that day, I was known as "The Ice-cream Tosser". swt. Till' today, they still teased me about it and in a way, it made them laugh. =)

Those are my BR Moments. What's your BR moments?? =D