Denise had a bad and stressful week.

Looks like I only have time to blog on the weekends. I had a bad week. A few good things happend and the rest of it is just not so good.

I've been feeling emo all week especially in college and in the morning. The title says it all.

It will take me forever to complain about things. So, I don't think I should rant too much here.

I feel really tired everyday when I got home from college. By the time I get home, it will be in the evening and soon, its time to sleep.

I hate that my class ends at 4 almost everyday. Sometimes I'll reach home by 5pm. Sometimes, I stayed back for like an hour coz I don't wanna go home alone and I'll reach home by 6pm. Sometimes, I have to stay back for some replacement classes. But, There was one day, it took me 3 bloody hours just to get home. Long story. I was cursing all the way home thanks to the rain.

I've been having weird dreams. So weird that I keep waking up in the middle of the night wondering if its real and forget about it the next day. Sometimes, I even get confused about things as I can't differentiate whether it was from my dream or was it for real. wth.

I miss the feeling of when you just got back from school in the afternoon. Say, 1 - 2 p.m.? Yes, the sun is blazing hot at this hour and you're sweating like you've never sweat before in your lifetime. You throw your school bag on the floor. Take off your socks and wash you hands and feet. Lunch is on the table/ you bought some lunch back. You make a glass of cold drink for yourself. Sit in front of the television and enjoy your awesome lunch with a glass of cold drink with lotsa ice in it.

Heaven....... I'll never get the chance to do that anymore now. =( Unless I finish class early - which rarely happens. Sometimes in collage, I can't have a proper lunch coz theres too many people and no place to sit.

Elle and I got a flu vaccine injection yesterday. It was painless.

My left arm is aching right now. @.@ i can't sleep on my left side. wth.

I only felt happy on certain occasions.

Like when I met Billy, Dinie and Dwayne at Pelita Mamak.
Talking to teddy although I realised complain a lot lately. Thank you for listening.. =)
Happy that I wasn't disappointed by mere words coz I realised I did not took it seriously and I'm glad I did that.

gahhhhh.... I need to relax.....