I need a haircut.

But, everytime I do get a haircut, I just dont like how I look after getting it coz I look weird. I like how it looks 2 weeks after the haircut.

Especially my fringe. I hate it when I already told them not to cut it too short but they cut it too short. Then I'll look like a dumb dumb.

My hair is naturally straight and thick. I always ask the hairdresser to thin it so that it wont be that heavy but everytime I request to do so, they say its already thin enough. -.-

I think I'll get one tomorrow or on Friday. We'll see.

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I feel terrible today. Actually, I feel horrible the whole day. I don't know why and what caused it but I feel really dreadful. I don't like this feeling at all.

I've felt like this before. I almost forgot how dreadful this feeling is. Over time, I just got used to it and slowly it disappears and now the feeling came back.

Its like feeling lonely.

oh gawd, sometimes I don't even know what am I talking about or what's bothering me.

maybe its just pms.