Busy busy me.

I watched Bolt and ate Chillis at KLCC yesterday! =D great movie! I'm quite busy to update anything unless I have the time to do so. I will have quite a bust weekend. teheehee.. Stay tune okay! I'll update for real by this week.

I am now reading message in a bottle by Nicholas Sparks. I hope its as good as Love story by Erich Segal. I wanna buy another book by him called Oliver's Story.

Oh yeah, Just so you know! I saw and met our Former Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir in Langkawi a few days ago while I was on my holiday in Langkawi! I only had the chance to shook hands with him and took a picture OF HIM but not WITH HIM. Too bad, there's too many people and boy, his body guards. XD

Yesterday, a kind soul transferred RM15 worth of talktime credit to me. I am lucky huh? I wanted to reload my phone but my intentions was flushed down the toilet because of this. At the same time, I feel bad for keeping this and not informing the person. What should I do????? Tell me, people!!!!

I might be going bowling on Friday. To be honest, I don't know how to play bowling. Seriously.... LOL. Then, I might meet up with Ji Mi tmr to learn to play Ultimate Frisbee. Wakakaka! Lol!

Finally, I got back to the dance floor! I continued my salsa class with Raimee. Wow... it feels great to dance again after 2 months. I started playing my flute last week. It took me a few days to adjust because I took off my braces already and it frustrates me to get the right tune. After a week, the tune is more perfect than before. This time, It sound way better than having my braces on. The air flow was so smooth. The staccatos is clear and not vague. Damn, I am so happy right now. My whole room echoed while I was practising. All I need to work on now is my breathing and techniques. In sound and tune wise, there is no problem. teheehee....

SPM finished 2 weeks ago and It felt like 2 years ago!

I need to reduce my chocolate intake coz I'm literally eating chocolates like drinking water. omg. I need to run/jog.

want some pictures? hehe. there you go!

Trying out my new pair of Levi's jeans and Padini Authentic top.

Look at our dinner at Chillis Yesterday!

Remember? Our parents used to tell us not to read on the table? hehe.

Mei Ji and Elle

Jian and I

Me.
I was so darn full.

Boomdeyada!!! I'm back!

Boomdeyada!! Watch this. I love it! Its brilliant! Not that I just discovered it. XD





I had the best weekend or I would say the best holiday ever!! I would not want to say "had" but it happened already and I dearly miss it so much. Its great to get away from everything for a while. I mean, seriously... This time, the trip is less stressful. It is not like any other holidays I've been where you have to wake up so early, rushing to bathe and being dragged from one place to another without having room for yourself to breathe.

Sadly, I did not take any picture. Seriously. I only have very few pictures but none of them captured the best moments all of us had. Its not the I do not want to or I do not have the time. Its because almost all the time I'm am soaking wet with sea water. It was truly a holiday for me. A day without electronic gadgets like my phone was a bliss.

But, I was not happy about some sakai or retard who kept calling me on my phone and messaged me when I left it all day in my room. and I don't even know this person!! This nut head kept calling me "syamala" saying that I gave my number on Friendster and kept telling me not to be scared. WTF!!! So.... I said :

"Hello, this is Nirvana Mortuary Centre. How can I help you, sir? We offer our client the best mortuary services. Currently, we are having a year end sale if you purchase an urn compartment by TODAYYY, we will CREMATE, YOUUU, ABSOLUTELY FREEEEE! So.... IF YOU CONTINUE CALLING THIS NUMBER, I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN UNTILL YOU'RE DEAD! YOU DIG!?!??"

Well, at least this happened after a loooong day enjoying myself and thank god it did not disrupt my day.

haha... I felt better after that.. He did not call after that. I know "he" is a guy through his voice and another obvious reason is he would not call me time and again is he knew if I was a guy and vice versa. I picked up the first time "he" called. I thought it was someone I knew. I don't use Friendster at all. I have no idea why people keep adding me as their friends where, I don't even know them. This is happening on Facebook also. I am phobia of clicking the "requests" on the top right of the page. I have way too many request that when I click it, my whole computer will lag. There is a time and place to make friends but making friends online is just too dangerous.

I'll blog about my holiday another time. I am darn tired. Damn! I wish it lasted longer. Again, that wont happen for sure. Whatever it is, I truly madly deeply enjoyed my holiday in Langkawi with all my friends and teachers. It opened up my eyes that there is more to life and looking back at what I've been through, I know that nothing beats the feeling of having to spend time with the people called, friends. =)

Crap!! I can;t believe I stayed up all morning reading Love Story by Erich Segal. LOL. I finished the whole novel in 5 hours. wth!! I'm not satisfied! I want more!!! grrrrr....

So, I looked it up on google. It seems that there is something wrong with my book. There is a repetition on the last 24 pages of the book from the first 24 pages of the novel. Hmmm... Its exactly the same and I have no idea why is it there. Could it be a mistake? or is there another 24 pages of the story which was not included?

Sheeshhh....

The movement of the whole story is quite fast. Faster than any other love novels I've read, I would say. I'll give it 10/10. Which is equal to 1. =D Well, probabilities will never exceed ONE. If you do get a probability of more than one, that means something went wrong along the way.

I love all the words in the book. Well, except for the profanities. But, the profanities in this novel seems to be really funny and charming as I imagined it that way. weird huh? *slaps myself*

"Love means never having to say you're sorry"

I wish this novel was thicker.
So that it doesn't have to end so fast.
That wont happen, that's for sure.

Nothing better to do.

I'm 60 % done on packing my clothes. I can't believe its tomorrow. It feels like its only next week. haha. But, I have more plans for next week. By then, hopefully I wont be tired from the 10-hour journey to Langkawi.

I just finished a novel, The curious incident of a dog in the night time. Brilliant book! Its just out of the ordinary! Although it feels like a little boy is telling you the story. Very odd and eccentric but at the same time, it's amazing! haha!
One down 4 more to go. Next, I'll be reading Love Story by Erich Segal. It has been awhile since the last time I read these kind of novels. The beginning of the story already caught my attention and now, I want more! haha.

I met a friend from tuition day before yesterday at Kinokuniya Bookstore, KLCC. Small world huh. We said hi and started talking continuously for 20 minutes. She was talking abt how she forgot that she was having mechanical paper, SPM and she was an hour late for it. it was crazy! I can't imagine myself in her shoes. She said she wanted to buy some novels to read, so I recommend her a few.. She asked me whether I love books. I told her, I love reading. which mean I love books. =.= Yes, I love to read from a very tender age of... 3? I wonder is that why I'm wearing glasses? Hmmm... Probably not.

I don't know what I would do without books to read. I do have some favourites. My favourite author would be Mitch Albom, at the moment. I have no idea why.. I watched an interview between Oprah and Mitch Albom a few days ago. You know what? I can't believe I watched Oprah. and I was actually sobbing throughout the show. I must be nuts. This remind me of a particular day, I was watching tv all day and I was actually sobbing all day because of the shows I watched. All of them happen to be sad! gosh.... That tires me.

Anyway, as I was saying I love to read. It can be magazines, comics, newspapers, medical books, novels, so on and so forth. I finally found the book I was looking for. Its a medical book called Mercks's Manual of Medical Information. I am speechless. This is heaven. I can read all day on this book which is as think as the huge Oxford Thesaurus Dictionary. Its not like I want to be a doctor. I just wanna know about all these stuffs.

lol..i have nothng better to do huh. Anyway, I'll be away for a few days. I'll be going to the Opening Ceremony of my uncle's new retsurant in Keramat. lol... This is like the... 25th time going to these openings?? lol.. I hope its not boring like the last one. Byeeeee!!

Smile!!!! Part 2

Continuation from my previous post.

I'll just fast forward it alright. So, she ran away. End of story. She never came back. I was so dumb to even think of her. Probably you might think I'm such an inconsiderate person. Well, there are a few things that I am not happy about her. I truly understand that arguments are always bound to happen between us. It can be misunderstandings or mistakes. But, everything has its limits. Clearly, my maid crossed that line. There is a lot of drama happening just because of her and I would to explain everything, it will take a few more posts.. To those of you who have met her, I'm sure you're shocked to hear this from me.

She lied to people who I kept close to my heart. Its not the first, second and absolutely not the third. Don't worry, I bet she is in a place where she is happy right now. I trusted her that she is not like any other maids despite all of them have almost the same purpose here, working in Malaysia. Well, A few weeks ago I discovered something really shocking. Its so unlikely to happen but it did happened. We found out how she ran away.

My mum was chatting with my neighbour. I think we are lucky to have such wonderful neighbours. They have 3 kids and all of them are boys aged 1, 3 and 6. Their parents are professionals in the careers and also, they have a maid. Man, they are noisy especially when all 3 of the kids cries at one go. Surprisingly, all of them speaks English! lol. But, that is not the point.

One day, my mum was chatting to one of their sons who is 6 years old. He was playing with his toys alone while their maid was in the kitchen. You know, all those lame baby talk questions. So, my mum asked out of randomness,

"Hey *insert name*.. How are you today?"
"I'm fine, thank you."

blablabla....

"Do you still remember *my maid*??"
"Yes, I still remember her. She went to Ipoh"
" *wonders* Ipoh??? Why did you say shes in Ipoh?" My mum asked him with full of concern.
"Yes, she is in Ipoh. My dad fetch her there."
"Ohhh.... Are you sure? when?"
" Yes. He told me that he has to fetch *my maid* to Ipoh to work."


Okay... that was it. I do not know whether to believe this or not. But, something disturbed me. Why on earth would a 6-year-old said this?? I mean, how on earth could a 6-year-old make up such thing?? Isn't that just really odd??? I mean... eishh....

Seriously!!when I found out about this, I was asking so many question where there is no answers for my questions. Yeah, I do understand people lie. But, I'm not sure if a 6-year-old would do such a thing. Another thing is that, when we asked our neighbours about this, they were as shocked as us. They were asking how it happened, when and so on and so forth.

I know I can't simply point fingers but..... ughhh!!! I'm pointing fingers at anyone now. What do you think???

Well, lesson learned.

1. Never trust your maid ever even though they worked for you for 11 long years.
2. Never hire your maids more than 5 years(if they are excellent)/ 3 years (average). All of them end up to be professional liars, shallow minded and low mentality.

3. Beware with your neighbours.

- I would like to elaborate on this. How can you "amalkan rukun tetangga" if your own neighbour runs off your maid (this refers generally and not to anyone in specific). We always write in our essays that people who live in the city don't even know their neighbours or who lives next door and we just couldn't be bothered to get to know the people next door. I'm not applying this to everyone. Its just my opinion. Who know, our very own neighbour are the culprits of house invasion, robbery, kidnap, rape, murder and the like. You'll never know. They can just provide the criminals with information about us. ugh. I guess this can be a debate topic huh coz there are pros and cons about this. I wouldn't mind living with Klausner who would build the sound machine all day as long as he does not create havoc. I don't mind cutting as many roses for him, coz at least he would just be attracted with sounds and not helping maids to run away. I could just cut roses for him so that he could hear the roses shrieking all day and probably he would just go crazy for being too happy. At least he is not interested in running off other people's maids. ugh!

After all these years, I really appreciate everything that she has done for us. She has to leave her family behind just to look for money. Although she has a husband, but he's just a rotten piece of meat. No offence but its true. How can a husband depends on his wife 100% financially and not contributing anything. All he does was laze around, rot at home and spends every penny of his wives money when she brings it home after years of saving them. She stupidly gave in every single time, cheated by her husband time and again. Ughh!!!! I pity her sometimes. I always take this in consideration because I know she is going through all these things in her life and it's not easy for her. Throughout the years, she has done a wonderful job. She has an undeniably amazing cooking/culinary skills. She is very friendly and easily to talk to although she laugh uncontrollably sometimes which makes the atmosphere akward after some time.

Well, I do have more to say but I'll just stop here.

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You know what?? As I was sending some (about almost 200. hehe) pictures to Kok Siang yesterday, I came across waaay too many pictures that I never seen in such a looooong time. I could see how all of us grew in 5 years. wow. A lot of things happened. Today, I am glad that I took all those pictures. I think theres is more picture i did not sent to kok, since I failed to save some of the pictures back when we were in form 2. Yes, there are more, but I just couldn't find them.

There are a few things I will never forget. never. Take for example, The Drama Team and The Debate Team. To those who are involved in drama, don't you just miss all those stupid and crazy jokes we had. All the scenes that we had to do over and over and over again like 3 billion times until we got so frustrated?? All the food, drink and party?? haha. I bet you do. All those hard work really paid off since our school drama won the competition of 3 consecutive years.

Some random pictures about of the past..

Look at our faces. Back then we don't have pimples! Our forehead and cheeks are so smooth... and look what hormones did to our faces now. haha.

Ok, these guys definitely have pimples! haha! Well, except for Duncan in this picture.

Now... I'm not so sure. I haven't seen these clowns in ages.
Except Jian which was just last week.

There you go! I just woke up okay.
and...yeah.. he still has pimples! wakakaka!! =X

I can't remember what happened and how I took this picture. XD



Ji Mi's head got stuck.
This was taken in KLCC.
It was all over the news on tv and you know, theres was a lot of commotion at that moment.
Some say, we might have to chop off his head. wakakaka!!!
ok.. Just kidding. He did not appear on the news and there was no commotion whatsoever.

I have no clue what is he trying to do.

This was taken on the day we received our PMR results!
7 A's baby!!!!! =DD

Victory is ours!
This picture is priceless.

You can say any of these picture are sneak peaks on kok siang's upcoming class video. I wouldn't want to post all of it. Boy, I really miss all those times...

Smile!!!

Teeheehee. It has been a few days since I last blog about something. I've been going out almost everyday since the day I finished my SPM except yesterday. As I was lying down on the sofa watching Ellen Degeneres dancing with the audience, something struck my mind out of the blue. I was asking myself, "hey, I'm supposed to be studying". lol. My mum says its normal. I'll get used to it and soon, I'll be wondering "am I supposed to go to school today??". Odd isn't it? High school is over.

Ok, I don't think I've ever mention this on my blog. As some of you know, my maid of 11 years ran away in August this year. It has been 4 months since she disappeared and all of us are going just great with or without her. I never thought she would just walk away after working with my family for 11 years. I mean seriously, I treat her like my own family and she did this. She used to tell us that running away was an idiotic thing to do. Well, my advice is, if your maid ever said this a couple of times, SHES RUNNING AWAY!

My mum always reminded her that, if she wants to stop working with us, she is welcomed to tell us anytime. We always told her to never ever lie. We don't want to force her to stay as she has her own family back home and its her rights to decide whether to stay or head back home. But no. She made up her mind which I find it so unbelievable. Wanna know how she ran away? Keep on reading.

Monday. It was 3.30p.m and I just got home from school feeling so exhausted because I had all science subjects on one days and also add maths. It was only my maid and I at home. Ellise is still in school with extra curricular activities. I had my lunch in front of the television like I always do after school. It was just like every other day. Nothing suspicious or anything odd.

Then, she wanted to throw some rubbish and told me as usual. Nothing extraordinary about that. I did not pay much attention because the TV is more interesting than knowing that my maid is gonna throw rubbish. haha. If my memory servers me right, I was watching Ellen Degeneres Talk Show. I love to watch that programme because of the way she talks, what she does and she would invited one or two people from the audience to do some silly stuffs. Those silly stuffs would make me laugh all the time. Imagine that 2 people are stuck together with a string rubber rope thingy. They will have to face opposite each other. Their task is to get as much apples as they can with their mouth. Its not as easy as it looks. Both of them would be struggling to get the apples as they are stuck with an elastic rope. LOL. The first person to get the most apples, wins something. The prizes are like concert tickets, err...?

Then..... the tv was interrupted. A small yellow cube would appear on the top right of the tv. Don't you just hate it when this happens??? It was raining. Dang Astro.

Anyway, I wasn't that bothered coz the show was over and I took my bath. But, before I did that, I was wondering where in the world is my maid. What took her so long to throw rubbish?? LOL. Again, I thought she was chatting with her friends nearby. So, I resume what I was doing. When I finished, the rain was too heavy and theres no way to chit chat even though you have all the shade in the world coz its just too noisy to talk. So, I called her out loud, thinking that she might be downstairs. I called her over and over and over again. Eventually, I stopped and made a phone call.

*tuut. tuut.*

"hello?"
"hello mummy. guess what?"
"what's up?"
"I think kak ran away."
"Har? why you say that??"
"Coz I called her so many times and she did not answer me like she always do"
"Aiya.... maybe shes talking to her friends la"
"NO lah!!! How can she be talking to her friends.....?? Its raining so heavily right now!"
"Really ar??"
"yea la.... *laughs*"
"Just wait for awhile more..."
" I waited for one hour alreadyyyy..."
"Where did she go??"
"She said that she was throwing rubbish"
"Eik... that's weird"
"I know... what to do now??"
"I'll be back soon. We'll talk about this later."

Ok.. That was the conversation with my mum. At that moment, I was just fooling around with her. I thought it would be fun to joke with my mum once in a while. haha. So, I continue watching tv and slept on the sofa.

about almost 5, ellise got home from school. I woke up from slumber land. A few minutes later, she told me that,

"EI, kakak's clothes are all gone!"
"har!!?!?!"

Holy crap. This can't be for real. I called my mum again.

"Mummy!!!"
"Yea...??"
" Kakak really ran away lahhhhh!!! Her clothes are all gone and don't tell me she throw rubbish for 2 hours and talk to her friend so long wan..."
"WHAT??!?!? You serious ar??"
"Yeah.... omg.. I didn't know this is for real. Just now I called you because I was just fooling around with you. I didn't know it really happened"
"wait for me, I'm coming home right now"

Crap. I thought it was just a joke. IT never crossed my mind that she would run away. Well, then I recalled what happened. She was holding a plastic bag that has GIANT printed on it. It was filled with rubbish like yogurt drink, leftover food and a peanut butter jar that I just threw. I remember she was saying something else other than she wants to throw rubbish.

*thinks*

Aha! She also asked me if I want to come along. =.=" Swt. Who in the right mind would follow their maid around just to throw rubbish. Well, thats what I would think at that very moment. I remember saying no.

Well, that was it. I kept thinking and thinking about it. How could she run away?? She wouldn't dare to do this unless someone helped her. Seriously, she doesn't know how to read at all and she gets lost when you bring her to Ampang Point (which we always go there for groceries) and she gets lost very easily. As cliche as it sounds, I think she ran away with her boyfriend. lol. I don't know whether if she has a boyfriend here although she is already married and have a teenage daughter. Well, anything could happen right?

So, we asked around and everyone got a shock of their lives. Even the guards did not see her. How ca this be happening?

To be continued....
Stay tuned for the 2nd part.

Here are some random pictures. The Smiles of people.

Me

Jhun Ren

Vinaya aka Sakai King.

Khai Wen with my glasses. =D

Dinnish

Kok! Siang

Some puppy at SPCA

Ji Mi and Derrick with their smiley plate of rice specially for me!
Thank you guys! I'll never forget this. ever.

Jasveen, my cousin with a fake smile.

Chunphorn aka John. (thank god its not porn XD)
our tour guide in Bangkok, Thailand.
This was about 5 months ago at Suvarbhumi airport.
Look what is happening now. lol.

This.. was taken at a random stall at the streets of Bangkok too.
Cute isn't she?
=DD

Last, but not least,
The Cyclops aka my uncle.
He's a doctor working in the emergency department and also a
dermatologist (skin specialist) who graduates from NUS.
He was ordering a new pair of glasses.


Anyway, I hope the pictures do put a smile on your face. =)
That's all. Good Night!

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Part 2

I need a foot massage. Seriously. My legs hurts like having braces on for the first time. But, I'm very happy now. =D teeheehee.. Tomorrow will be another day.

You know what? So many people have been telling me about how excited and how awesome is the movie that almost everyone is CRAZY about. Haha. I bet you might be thinking about "Twilight"? Does is ring a bell? haha. To be honest, Im not as crazy as crazy to watch the movie although everyone is telling me to do so ASAP! No worries people, I'm excited to watch it! But, not crazy over it. Yet. Maybe. Unless the movie proves me otherwise. XD

Besides shopping for clothes only, I went to shop for novels. and No, I'm not sick of reading. Although some may say that I'm so sick of reading that I don't wan't to see anymore books again. I bought 3 novels. =) Thanks For The Memories and The Gift by Cecelia Ahern. Ah, I love her novels.. I hope both of them would have the same magical touch to it or maybe even better.
Another novel is "The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night-time" by Mark Haddon. Just by reading the sneak peak at the back of the novel, it caught my attention. It is about a teenage boy who is gifted with a superbly logical brain and also autistic (commanly known as Autism) who found a neighbou'rs dog is killed and his carefully constructed universe is threatened. He sets out to solve the murder style of his favourite(logical) detective, Sherlock Holmes

I've been eyeing on that book for about a year but, i never bought it for unknown reason. There's no logical explanation whay I bought this book in the end. lough out loud.

ok, that's all for tonight. I'm currently on a movie marathon with popcorn on astro. Will be going to Palace of The Golden Horses for Lunch tmr! Can't wait! and then, maybe shopping at sg.wang..

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As you know, for most of us, ITS FREEDOM!!! Okay, Maybe I wasn't that excited when I finished my last paper at 3.15p.m. You know, all of us are so lucky to have such great invigilators!! I am serious!

Its time to burn my books. Not literally. I need to clean my room. There are books everywhere. This remind me of the day I finished my physics paper. I was holding my SUCCESS physics refernce book on one hand and my other hand was occupied with my stationeries, bottle, and papers. There was a puddle f water in front of me and my book was about to fall into the puddle. I was trying to grab hold of the book but it slipped from my fingers coz I was holding the edge of the book. However, I manage to save my book and 3 of my classmates told me

"Denise!, tak payah lah... Biar je!!"
"Physics dah habis, BAKAR JE BUKU TU!!"
*laughing*

Everyone started laughing. XD

I was too happy that I have no idea where to start tasting the freedom I have. After so many months, I was dreading for this day to come. So much so that I think my mum is sick of me telling her how many more days til SPM is over. haha. Ok, I went to Bukit Bintang yesterday with 2 jokers. I thought I could find something, but I didn't. So, we had dinner at my uncle's restaurant. I am one lucky girl to have the privilege to.. well... eat for..

Ok, I shall not elaborate on that. Let's just say The guys and I are well fed or maybe we ate too much =D Its my first time after 6 months sleeping more than 5 hours everyday. I slept for 13 hours and damn, I feel good!!!

Initially, I have plans for today. It did not work out as planned but still, I have plan for my own in a few hours. I woke up this morning watching a movie called "Blind Dating" and Heroes. Then, along came Jian. I did not expect that. I just woke up!!! LOL! Well, it was a pleasure seeing him again after so long. Ok, I gtg now. I'm heading to KLCC for shopping.

Tags!

This tag is by wai min a month ago.

At what age do you wish to get married?
19 =D. I don't know. 26/27? I don't know!!

What do you want the most now?
Being free.

Who are the people you trust the most?
My parents and myself.

Do you think you have enough confidence?
It depends.

If a dream could have come true for you, what would it be?
Straight A's for SPM.

Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rain?
Yes. It rains EVERYDAY!

What are you afraid to lose the most now?
I'm not saying a word.

Have you broken someones heart that he/she went to commit suicide?
I don't think so.

Do you believe in eternal love?
I don't know how to answer this.

Which feelings do you love the most?
Being loved and cared for.

What are the requirements from your other half?
I know what I want. So, there's no need to write a long list of it here. =)

What feelings do you hate the most?
Ignorance is a bliss. Yes? No? Maybe?

What describes you the best?
Blur? Well, not so much now.

Do you believe in GOD?
I believe in karma. Although life is unfair sometimes.

What do you think is the most important things in your life?
Being myself.

Who is the most important person in your life?
Hmmm... I wouldn't want you to kidnap them.. teehee...

Who do you hope to be always with you?
My parents and a few friends.

What kind of friends do you want?
I want? Well, I am particular about one thing, NEVER LIE!

Do you think love is stupid?
No!

Do you believe that it is better to have love than have nothing at all?
Yes

Choose 5 people to tag!
no one.

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This tag is by nick.

Starting time : 8.11pm
Name : Denise Tan
Sisters : 1
Brothers : None
Shoe size : 5/6/7 (I have a small feet)
Height : 5ft 4
Where do you live : Ampang.
Favorite drinks : All time favourite, cold water on a hot day.
Favorite breakfast : A cup of teh ais and... it depends.
Have you ever been on a plane : duhh!
Swam in the ocean : No. Phobia.
Fallen asleep in school : Yes.
Fell off your chair : Yup.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Not anymore.
Saved e-mails : Only if its worth saving.
What is your room like : cooling. =)
What's right beside you : My bracelet.
What is the last thing you ate : Home made oreo cheesecake. I like.

Ever had...
Chicken pox : yes.
Sore throat : duh, who doesn't.
Stitches : never.
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : Probably or possibly.
Like picnics : I'm alright. As long there is food.
Who was the last person you danced with : My dance instructor and a few others.
Last made you smile : Uhhh.... I can't remember.
You last yelled at : I can't remember either.

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like : No...
Kiss anyone : No...
Get sick : Literally, no. Mentally and emotionally, yes.
Talked to an ex : No...
Miss someone : No...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Not anymore now.
What's under your bed : Books, books and more books, waiting to be burn!!!
Who do you really hate : I'm tired of hating anyone. Waste of time.
What time is it now : 8.22pm

Randoms :
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : No, lol..this is so random.
Q : Do you have any siblings : yes
Q : Do you want children : Yes, but not now.
Q : Do you smile often : Not as much.
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : Its alright.
Q : Are your toenails painted : Soon..
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : no one..
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : white
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : I was about to break down, crying. I was conflicted, exhausted, worn out and tired. But then again, I somehow manage to force myself to it swallow physics alive!.
Q: I can't wait to : go shopping!
Q: When did you cry last : not that i can remember. But, its a reaaaaally long time ago.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I think so.
Q: Do you have any pets : Used to, but not anymore. Having pets is like having babies. Its a heavy responsibility.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : ??? I have no answer to this question.
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : Yes, but not as much anymore.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : Yes.
Q: What are you doing right now? :
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? : Yes, and I fell. I wouldn't wanna do it again.
Q: Can you handle the truth? : Sometimes, no. But, i'd rather have the truth rather than people lying to me.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? : Mum.
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Uhhh.... Derrick? I can't remember!!!
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? : Is this necessary?
Q: Do you eat healthy? : Yes, no, maybe. I eat as I desire.
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yeah...
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yes.
Q: How often do you go to church?: I've been to church once or twice. lol. Does that even count?
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? Most likely...No one. Sometimes,...
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: I used to be really quiet. Now, I'm not so sure anymore.
Q: Are you confident?: Most of the time.
Q: Favorite Quote: Its Karma! (I don't really have a fav quote. I may have, but I don't use them in my conversations)
Hmm.. But, I got this out of randomness while chatting with Dinnish.
"Be happy with what you have"
Because, some/most people are just not satisfied with what they have, until they lose it. Its how one appreciate them and cherish them as it is. I shall stop elaborating and save this for another time.


Q: Things I was doing 10 years ago..
Drawing on the wall?

Q: Things on my to-do list today.
1. Sleep
2. Study for EST?
3. Listen to music that should make me sane again.

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy..
- Oreo
- Kinder Bueno
- Kit Kat
- Snickers
- M&M's
- Toblerone
- Cadbury Milk Chocolate
- Hershey's Kisses with Chocolate Chip

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire..
1. Pay my college/university fees.
2. Buy more clothes.
3. Give some to my parents.
4. Buy food and donate to the needy.
5. Travel.


Q: 5 of my bad habits..
1. I waste too much electricity.
2. I tend to up my room once I clean it.
3. Sometimes, I worry too much
4. I can't think of anything anymore.

Q: 5 places I have lived in..
There's a difference between stayed and lived.
So, that would be home, ampang.

Q: 5 jobs I've had..
1. I would love to have a job, just for the experience.

Q: 5 people I tag..
no one.


I haven't been writing any personal post on my blog. Maybe I did, I just can't remember. Or maybe I saved it as drafts and never really want to post it up. Well, if something inspires me, I would. Soon..

Its so near.

Just a few more days.. A few more days..
I am dying to go out. This feeling is so seductive. Why!??
help...

Oh, holy crap. I will be receiving a letter about National Service soon.
CRAP!!! I really do hope they wont sent me to a land far far away...... =(

Denise loves...

Oreo Cheesecake

Okay, I know my hunger for food is so insatiable and so as my heart. I am addicted to Oreo Cookies at the moment. But, I just love the biscuit. The creme? not really. I usually throw them away or I'll just eat it sometimes. Anyone here love the creme?? Because, I just love the biscuit. =D

Well, I need it after all. Since, I had a rough day today. But, too bad I need to maintain a healthy diet for now.. =D I was quite surprised I lost 2kg easily since I got sick. Weird isn't it?

Anyway, I have some pictures in my camera but I'm lazy to upload them.
I'll just leave you people with a pictures then.

I feel like this now.
A prisoner with eyes that are gonna pop out with a "pop" sound.

In a week, I'll be free like a bird. That is where all my shopping begins.
I need new shoes. A pair 3 inch stilettos which I will pre-order it ASAP and probably a pair of black high-heeled boots.
New clothes, obviously.
Novels.
Driving, flute and dance lessons.
I owe some people a cheeseburger and chillis. (oh my...)
oh wait! Someone wants to belanja me too!
Well, That all I could think of. I have one problem, where am I going to get the money?
Probably I could make some money by tutoring primary school kids. XD Just so you know, I've been tutoring my neighbour recently. I should start charging. Why didn't I think of this earlier? XD

Anyway, That's all for now.

Blessing in Disguise

Aha! Finally I have the chance to actually sit down right in front of my computer peacefully and not having to worry about certain things. Well, not really peacefully but I could stay longer. =D
So, If you're wondering how are things with my SPM papers so far.... Its alright. I dare not comment any further.

"Blessing in Disguise" is actually a good thing but most of us never recognise it as a good thing. Has this ever occured to you? Well, it did, to me. I hardly experience that. Or at least I know that I rarely experience it. Maybe I did and I wasn't aware of it. But, when it happens and you get to know about it. The feeling is sooo goood....

Anyway.....

The first day was the bomb. I was nervous just like everyone else. I was sweating till I'm not sure whether is hot or is it me? (CHEH!!) Haha. Looks like its the whether all along. I am sitting on the first row, which is also next to the door. I had 3 papers to sit on Monday. BM paper 1 and 2 and History paper 1. After my BM paper 2, I was exhausted already. I used up 1 pen just for the BM papers. I was too tired when I got home. But, I have to study for history paper 2 the next day. Yesterday was alright too. I left 30 minutes earlier for English and studied for my history.

Today, I had Mathematics paper. Not bad. =). My next paper is next week. Boy, its Add maths and Moral on the same day and Chemistry. 4 down 6 more to go.

I think this SPm is another great way for me to lose weight. I hope so. Because, I think I am eating not so optimumly. I only eat when I need it and will only eat what I need. Maybe I was afraid that I am going to throw up again. I was having fever last Saturday. It was 30 minutes past midnight, my stomach wasn't feeling so good. My stomach wasn't feeling well the whole day actually. I thought it was normal and it would go away but it didn't. I had some buffet earlier that afternoon as I was attending a gathering at a hotel. I threw up whatever I ate for the whole day. Ugh. It was terrifying and disgusting. Exceptionally disgusting when I ate cheese that afternoon. Gawd.

I felt better, washed up and went to bed. 5 hours later, I woke up feeling really sick and vomitted again. Still, it was yestedays food. What the hell???? Its not even digested yet??? I took some medicenies my mum gave and struggle back to sleep. It is conformed that I had food poisoning. Time seems to move too slow when I was having fever. 12 hours later, I threw up again. This time, it was porridge. I could not study for 2 days. I slept all the time. My mum and I was worried.

Fortunately, I was feeling so much better on Monday. I was healthy again!



Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe I pushed myself too hard on studying that I desperately needed a break. Well, I guess I needed it after all and I was relieved that I was back on track. So, I had a study session with Jhun Ren in the afternoon. I wanted to join Vi and Nick but the timing was just not right. Therefore, never eat out and get sick for at least 2 weeks before your SPM!!!

Just so you know, my neighbour, who is a doctor told me that she treated at least 4 or 5 students who are also sitting for spm like me. Hmmm.... looks like I'm not alone huh....

Anyway.... I'll leave with another picture (not) me.

All the best for SPM twins! and...
Happy Belated Birthday jane!
I haven't seen my cousins in ages... lol.

*Edits on Nov 14*

I love this song... omg.

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless, I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels, in the moment, I'd never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

This song is just so good. Its so catchy! =DDD LOVE BUG AGAIN!!!

It's time for war.

Leaving school would be one of the hardest thing to let go. The good times and the bad times. It is what I call "The Spice of Life".
So, I'll just do a really quick update with some pictures I took recently..

Our last input by Mr.Lim.
Mrs Yong and Mr.Lim surprised us with a small party of pizza's, kfc's and soft drinks.
None of us were expecting that. =) Thank you, Mrs. Yong and Mr.Lim!
But most importantly,
Thank you to Miss Lau and all the Science teacher who did the same thing too
although I do not have any pictures of it.

Mrs. Yong, Nick, Vi and I.

Denise just got down the bus.
I would really miss walking down this road almost everyday of my life, with my school uniform.

I feel like this now.
If you're wondering what is that red string,
Its a red string attached to a spear.
Brutal, isn't it?
I got it from central market.

Even though I may endure crap, but having friends around you makes things better.
From left, Zhu Liang, Dinie, Me and Vishana.
This was taken yesterday.
It might be the last time I see these dudes.

Last but not least,

Stay positive as I am preparing for war.
I do not know how long I can smile like this but whatever happens,
just stay calm, focus, move on and make history!
=D

PS : I hate eye bags.
PSS : go visit Kok Siang's Blog for a few more pictures.
PSSS : I look odd in one of those pictures.

I scream.

Why????!

I feel like crying my heart out. I am so vulnerable now.

I need a chocolate ice cream. It melts my sadness away.

If I Could Fall into The Sky.

Check out this video. I really love it. One of my favourite songs. If a guy would to do this, I would probably die on the spot.

*****

I would spend at least 8 hours away from home every weekend (Saturday and Sunday) going to and fro from Ampang to Central Market/Petaling Street. The weather was so hot that I could probably fry an egg on the road and it would be burnt instantly. At the same, I was also attending a seminar at Kasturi tuition centre. My friends and I would go there by LRT. Over there, the for of us would freeze to death because it was FREAKING COLD!! We almost died down there on our first day there.

So, today was our last day of seminar.. I had the best Salmon Bento every at Central Market. Surprisingly, it was quite cheap and delicious! I would like to have another one next time.

I felt so sick today. Like I was going to have another fever again. I sleptat abt 2a.m because I could not stop sneezing. I did not take any medicine because if I did, I would never wake up the next morning(today). So, I woke up sneezing non-stop till my head hurts. At tuition, I felt so sick and cold. ugh. At least now I feel much better.

I got so much to tell but I'm burned out.

SPM is starting in one week.
Sometimes, I wonder what the hell am I doing.
I do not know what to do and what to study.
At some point, all I could do is just stare aimlessly at my wall,
Looking at my SPM schedule.
My heart starts to beat faster and stronger.
Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!
Keep it strong,
Just move along.
Study! Study! Study!

ps : I can't talk properly with my retainers on! Its so frustrating you know.