DD/ DiDi/ DeeDee

Guess what? I realised that I love my nickname. DD/DiDi/DeeDee. Lol.. however you wanna spell it. haha. It all started when Ji Mi was lazy to call my name, Denise coz he said it was so long. =.=" its just The-Niece. LOL. but i realised that a lot of people don't know how to pronounce my name properly. They get confused with the name Dennis and Denise. I can say 90% of ppl who knows me pronounce my name as Dennis. Its supposed to be Denise pronounced as (The-Niece). lol...

I was feeling kinda awkward when he started calling me that. I guess i was not used to it. After some time, people like Pei Jian, Joon Hong, Shazmiq and May Lyn started calling me DD. haha! The more ppl call me that the more i start to love that name. But not just anyone could call me by that nickname ok. Unless I know you well enough to allow you to address me by that nickname.

Somehow, my nickname reminds me of a cartoon called Dexter's Laboratory on Cartoon Network, Astro. =.="" I still watch that cartoon until today coz its the only cartoon which is not too kiddish for me.


Its so weird. Tiny body, long skinny legs, huge feet, big head, long hands and 4 fingers. haha!!

Random things

Phew! I had quite busy weekend. Shopping. Christmas, Watching DVD's etctc.
I had a really nice Christmas this year although it wasn't the best Christmas I've ever had. I went shopp1ng 4 days straight for 8 hours with my mum and 2 of my aunties. Man... They really can shop. I think they spent more than RM6000 on themselves and their kids. Clothes(tons of them), fancy Pooh bottles, colour pencils, pencil boxes with pencil, eraser n etcetc with it, shoessssss with some bling or shiny stuffs on it, facial products, make-ups, toys and.... i think theres more but i cant remember. lol.

I <3>
I spent my Christmas shopping at KLCC. I bought myself a white shirt, my aunty got me a black phone strap, ate 1901, had a Christmas party, make my baby cousins laugh untill they couldn't laugh anymore. Yeah. I had a great time! I have to say, i LOVE Christmas though I'm not a Christian.

My baby cousin. too cute to be true!

My another baby cousin. not really a baby anymore coz shes 5. She's a mix, chinese+punjabi. Pretty and tall for her age but extremely naughty.

My uncle bought himself a new pair of glasses. So, this is how he looks like when the optometrist was checking his eye for the power for the lens. Lol. I wore those thing before.

He volunteered to take this pic! look, he's waving!

Im supposed to finish up my Form 4 sejarah notes for chapter 3 on powerpoint that mr.tiew gave me. lol. I'm still not done with it. haih. anyway, I just found out that PMR results were out already! lol.. Im so out-dated. No wonder i was kinda blur and did not know anything when wai min ask me abt it. haha. XD Anyway, Congratulations!
Hmm... it reminds me of the day i took my results. haha. i'll never ever forget it.
and Thanks Ji Mi for the Christmas hat! XD I can't believe you came to school on that day!

Memories.. =)

so, i guess thats it for now. here are more pictures!

Sunset.

=D

Who eats rice with cendol? LOL

I never saw it coming but i can say its my best candid shot.

In class! i look a bit weird that time.

Another candid shot with my cousin, yvjane. haha. I have no idea what im doing that time.

Anyway, i'll post more pics some other time. its like 3.37a.m right now. XD NIGHT!

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

and

A Happy new Year!

Will update more later. XD

I'm not alone

Sorry people. i've not been updating my blog for a week already.
wasn't in the mood to do so. yeah. every time i wanted to blog abt something i ended up clicking "x" on the top of the window.
Sometimes i feel Happy
sometimes i feel Sad. Angry. Hurt. Betrayed. Confused.
So, to summarise what am i feeling now. I feel Lost. emotionally.
Crying never make things better.
However, i do feel better after crying.
Almost every night, i was thinking very deeply. Abt lots of things
Why did it end up like that? What are you trying to tell me?
Will you hide anything from me? When will i finish school?
i cant wait to finish school and stuffs like that.

For the past few years, i never thought things would end up like how it is right now. For those people who knows me well enough, its very obvious I am a happy person. Maybe I'm not a happy-go-lucky type of person. Its just that its unlikely you'll find me being sad. How often do you see Denise being sad? haha. ask yourself. I used to be a gullible person. i trust people so easily and i never thought abt the consequences. I was an extremely shy person. I was not the person i used to be now. Over the years, i realised i changed by making that phone call. I discovered so many things. Trust, Friendship, Companion, Being there for each other (friends, family and your love ones), To be a better person(generally), and a lot more. It was too good to be true.

Everything comes with a price. haha. thats the painful part. Nothing last forever.

For the past few days, i've been reading a few interesting blogs. Such as Nicolekiss blog that i stumbled across from icantremember whose blog while i was bored.
hmmm... I guess I'm not the only one who is feeling like that.

PS: I'm not sure what is in you mind now, what are you thinking and what are you doing. But whatever it is, I hope you'll never ever hurt me anymore under any circumstances. It's too painful.

***

23 December 2007, Sunday

Finally, I met my baby cousin, Nicholas after 9+3 months. He's Sooooo cute!!! He's kinda big for a baby of his age. I don't know why they chose that name coz for me its TOO common. I know 5 nicholas so far. =.+ plus another one becomes 6. lol. anyway, ok-lah.... nice name also what... XD.

I woke up quite late coz i slept very late the night before. I went shopping with my aunties at Sg. Wang. Though its not really my fav. place or choice to go there. I just tag along with them as i don't wanna rot at home with nothing to do other than practicing my flute. i didn't buy a lot of things. But my mum and aunties did. They really do spend a lot. Especially on cosmetics and facial stuffs. Yeap.
I think they(my mum and 2 of my aunties) spend abt RM3000 altogether on a product called SK-II. Familiar right?
Abt few pairs of pants which cost i don't know how much.
5 pairs of shoes from Hush Puppies.
Some clothes at Metrojaya.
Sum it all up i think should be abt almost RM 5000+.
Tons of bags to carry.

Tomorrow.....
I'll be shopping again. KLCC and maybe back to sg.wang again. not sure. I'm not the one deciding.

Sorry people. no pictures.

anyway, I was thinking abt getting a new phone. and... I'm outdated when it comes to phones. =.=""" Any recomandation??

Truly Madly, Deeply

Wheeeeeeeeeee!!!
I feel so happy now!
Yeah, for the past few days, i've been quite busy.
Just busy. Not keeping myself busy anymore.
I totally enjoyed myself so much lately.

Truly Madly Deeply, i felt really really happy after so long
stuffing myself with tissue papers.

Finally, i went shopping!
i though i left shopping ages ago coz it seem that long.
Yesterday,
I bought myself a pair of pink skirt (though i was hoping for a white one) from Padini Authentic,
a pair of white flipflops or slippers from Esprit, a few accessories from Chameleon and.... thats all.
Today,
I polished my white handbag which i usually carry with me almost where ever i go and did some window shopping.
lalalala.. watched movie too. Enchanted again and The Golden Compass.
Not bad movies you know! I mean its good! Go for it!

For the past few days, i've been out to KLCC
and tomorrow, i mean today i'll be going there again for MPYO concert. XD
It should be nice.

Ji Mi owes me New Zealand Ice cream for not remembering my birthday for the..... 25th time???
GRrrrrrr........

Anyway, will update more soon.

Happy 16th Birthday May Lyn!!!!!!!
Have a wonderful birthday
and All the best in everything you do!

Water Crisis!

I just got home 2 days ago for real.
Yeap, i've been spending my holidays quite well.
At my grandmother's place in johor, Port Dickson and My aunty's place.
I guess you can count out my aunty's place because i'm not exactly having a holiday there.

One day after i got back from PD,
Surprisingly, i woke up quite early. i mean TOO EARLY. 10.30am
Yeah, consider TOO early for a sleepyhead like me who sleeps at 3am everyday and wakes up at 1pm in the afternoon. =.=""
So, yeah thank god i brushed my teeth and bathe.
3 hours later, ellise went to the toilet to do her business and thats where i knew that

E : Deniseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
D : Whaaaat?????
E : HELP!!!!!!!!
D : Whyyyy????? *annoyed*

I thought that theres a mosquito or some bug flying around the toilet and she got scared of it.
Typical ellise. But then....

E : There's no water.
D : Whaaat!!!!!??!!?
E : Ya la.... no water...
D :*went to kitchen to check whether theres water* Ya lar.... no water...
E : How ar????
D : Maybe its temporary. it will come back.
E : *Flushes toilet*
D : GREAT! now none of us can go to the toilets anymore.
E : Why????
D : Coz that was the last flush and theres no more water!! and if you urinate again the whole toilet will stink!
E : Ooooohhh..

So yeah, both of us didnt pee the whole day. So, i called my mum and told her abt it.
And we went to my aunty's place. All of us thought it was going to be just 1 day.
Unfortunately, it lasted for 3 days.

So, Ellise and I were staying at my aunty's place with nothing much to do besides watching tv, online only at night, and playing with my 5-year-old cousin who screams till you'll be deaf.
Seriously... oh ya, i forgot to mention that im living in a mini zoo too, with 5 colourful birds, 2 extremely adorable rabbits and a guinea pig. LOL.

So, now im back home. home sweet home. and im still uploading some pictures here on blogger which is taking me forever to do so!!! LOL.

Anyway, i feel much much better these days. I don't really know what happened but i feel lighter. not lighter as in lose weight. but hey, i did lose weight. 1kg. i wish i gained 1 kg not lose them. anyway, thats not the point. I feel happier, better, free and i like it. XD

Thats all.

Secret Recipe, KLCC

Im really exhausted now.
Having PMS.
I canceled my lesson today.
went for my dentist appointment.
I have abt another 4 more months or so to wear my braces.
Spent my whole day sleeping coz im really really tired.
and watched tv.

_____________________________________________

30th November 2007, Friday

I slept at 4 a.m the night before and woke up at 9.10 a.m
Yeap, im seriously sleepy but i wasnt feeling too sleepy coz i was kinda excited!
Yeah, May Lyn and I have been planning for this day for the past 1 and a half week.
A surprise birthday party for Derrick!

Scene 1
I took a bus to klcc which reached faster than i expected.
Went to secret recipe to make sure the cake i ordered a few days earlier was there.
Unfortunately, they don't have the cake i ordered.
i was stunned. unbelievable.
How can you not have the cake i ordered??
and yet you have the resit for it that has my name n telephone num. written on it!
D-E-N-I-S-E, 016 - XXXXXXX
Chocolate Indulgence.
$%&*@#*_!_(!!!*&$
WTH???!!
" Why don't you have the cake i ordered?"
"I ordered it a few days ago and my cake is not here??"
"What kind of business are you people running?"
All they did was apologise.
Apologise my butt!!

OK, FINE
you dont have the cake.
They suggest i choose another cake on the spot.
So, i choose some chocolate brownies or something like that.
and i told them to write(whatever u called it)
"Happy Birthday Derrick."
So, they did.

Everyone was there by 11.30
Some of them arrived late.
Vinaya, Kok Siang and Khai Wen.
If i didn't called you, i think you'll still be at Vi's playing Dota(Dunia Orang Takde Awek)
XDXD.
PS : i wasnt angry at that time)

Scene 2
I gave a signal to one of the staffs to bring out the cake.
Then......
A lady showed up at our table asking
"you want to bring the cake out already????"
No words can describe how i felt at that moment.
DO YOU HAVE TO ASK ME AGAIN WHEN I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE SUPPOSED TO DO??!?!!?
AND YET IN FRONT OF EVERYONE WHERE THEY CAN HEAR IT SO LOUD AND CLEARLY.
STUPID SERVICES.
First the cake and now this.

Scene 3
Ok, now they brought out the cake.
they cake looks smaller than the one i saw.
All of us sang the birthday song.
and poof!
another disaster!
THEY BROUGHT OUT THE WRONG CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!
*(^#$#^*#^@$^@&#^
and again
no words can describe how i felt that very moment.
I jumped out from my seat and scolded the staffs there
"This is the wrong cake!!"
*stunned*

So, i walked at the counter and asked for my cake

Waitress/Me

Where is the cake? it says Happy Birthday Derrick on it not Happy Birthday.
Err
First, you don't have the cake i ordered
and now you brought out the wrong cake which spoiled the surprise.
what kind of service are you providing us?
Honestly, your service is really Really BAD!
Sorry, miss. We're really sorry.
So, now i want the right cake and make sure you don't forget to put the candles on it!!
16 CANDLES!!

Scene 4
all of us ordered some drinks.
4 of us wanted iced lemon tea.
and what surprises me that is they dont have iced lemon tea!!
So, they ordered other drinks.
I asked the waiter to repeat the order.
and so he did.
He can't even speak proper english for god's sake!!
Fresh juice becomes fes-jus
and yadayadayada
So, the drinks arrived.
and they have 1 drink extra.
HOW MANY FREAKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO SCOLD YOU PEOPLE???
lol, i didn't scold them for that. i was too tired.

Scene 5
The cake was as hard as rock.
may lyn asked for some plates.
30 minutes later...
no plates.

i asked for the bill.
and again 30 mins later, no bill.
all of us were planning to walk off without paying
so, i asked for the bill personally with a frown plastered on my face
then, we wanted to pay,
none of them wanted to take the money.
waited n waited again.
F*ck la.

All of us walked off without paying a single cent
Yeah, we really did walked off without paying

Adter that horrible incident
we went for a movie
Enchanted.
Got our tickets and we're on our way into the cinema hall.
I got a call from secret recipe asking to pay.
i was too tired at the moment and my mood was ruined.
So, Duncan and Derrick went there.
i forgot to mention that Duncan was trying to pay the bills a few times before we left for movies but he was ignored.

Finally they apologised again.
and we paid.
ok, we shouldn't have paid them.
and now i'm going to lodge a complaint.
A note to Secret Recipe, KLCC
You have an unorganised management
Terrible services
(Procrastinating, terrible english, do not take orders right away, tidak-apa attitude, etcetc)
Don't worry, i have another 15 witnesses with me.

OK, now. im angry.
its an angry post.
the happy ones i'll save it after my trip to PD + pictures
im going tomorrow.

Sorry, derrick and other. It didnt turn out like what we expected.

Currently,
Im out of topic to blog about.
For the past few days,
I've been sleeping earlier than my usual bedtime, 3 am
and waking up earlier than my usual wake up time, 10am
lol. that was when i was in johor.

Anyway,
I'm going to PD this Sunday.
Holidays again.. wheeee...
and its going to be tiring.
I don't know why PD ok.
i just go there to have fun. XD
at least i dont waste my holidays rotting at home.

Happy 16th Birthday Derrick!
..... hmm..
XDXD

I bought Baskin Robins Ice-cream 2 days ago.
Somewhere at Ayer Keroh rest area.
nature calls n nescafe for my mum.
Paid for it and walk out from the shop.
Hot day. Ate my ice-cream.
Waited for my mum at the car.
Some weirdo came up

"Eh, amoi that ice-cream 1 ringgit ar?" *laughs*

weird fella.

i have nothing else to say!!!!
bye!

Over You

i feel very insecure.
not sure how i feel or what should i feel.
i hvae this feeling that i somehow changed.
which i dont want to do it now.
i just want to cry it out.
it makes me feel sooo much more better the next day.
This song summarises how i feel.

Now that it's all said and done, 
I can't believe you were the one 
To build me up and tear me down, 
Like an old abandoned house. 
What you said when you left 
Just left me cold and out of breath. 
I fell too far, was in way too deep. 
Guess I let you get the best of me. 

Well, I never saw it coming. (i did saw it coming)
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. 
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. 
And now I'm picking up the pieces. 
I'm spending all of these years 
Putting my heart back together. 
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, 
I got over you. 

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away. 
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, 
A lot of others opened up, 
So did my eyes so I could see 
That you never were the best for me. 

i love this song.
Over You by Chris Daughtry.
I would like to dedicate this song to those people who disappointed/hurt me emotionally.
and also to people who made me realise where i stand
& was there for me when i really needed them.
it has been a tough year for me.

_____________________________________________________

Okay, i've been a away for a couple of days
i was at Batu Pahat, Johor.
it was... ok-lah
i can't imagine how my cousins can actually survive there.
the nearest town is like 16km away.
They have astro but no movies channel, news channel and variety channel.
=.=" all they have is cartoons (which i never watch already), sports, n yadayadayada.
Theres internet connection. thank god.
I've discovered a nice drink! whee...
got a haircut which was really nice on the 1st day
and it sucked the next day.
i look like a dumbdumb+more nerdy looking+weird
ofcourse i do have some pictures but lazy to upload now.

If you people see how i look now,
dont think im a changed person because im not.
i dont want to change for not.
Im not ready for anymore changes for now.

Bittersweet Form 4

Feel soooo much better today.

Planned to go to Galaxy to watch movie with m.lyn today.
But then, tak jadi coz only both of us are going.
Had flute lesson. Was alright.
Went to Ampang Point to buy some things to eat.

And again... Twirl.
I only have like 3 more bars left.
XD This was taken ages ago.
I bought abt 8 packets of it. S$2.50 each.
i dont care but i love it!!

Anyway, Form 4 was a bittersweet year for me.
Unexpected things happened. Good and Bad.
Well, i don't want to list it down here for sure. =.=
Anyway, This is our class(4 science 1) picture, taken from kok siang's blog
Yeap, only 21 students.

click to enlarge.
Well, in this picture...
ALL OF US LOOK SO PALE!!!
yeah, i can't understand why.
the sun was burning hot and shine so bright that i could go blind.
i look weird.
OK wait. thats not the point.

The point is that.
A lots of things happened between all of us. some good and some bad.
And the point is i realised that i get to know almost all of them much better than before.
including myself.

Hmmm.. lets start from the bottom row, left-right

Shi Jun.
He is ever ready to ask questions to our teacher.
Easy to hang around with.

Jhun Ren
Loooooves to tease and kacau people. kinda moody sometimes.
loves to sit on the floor.

Khai Wen
a blurrrr person. A dota freak i guess. XD
his hair... like.. i dunno what name you ppl named him.

Kah Fai
Loves to shuffle in class for no reason. plays basketball and another dota freak.
Looking for a job too. anyone wanna hire him?

Joon Yoon
Our responsible class monitor. smartest person in class.
almost impossible to geat him. loves numbers.

Charmaine
Our class Assistant monitor. Loves green.
green bag, pencil case, bottle, etcetc... plays maple.

Alicia
The most quiet girl in class. Pretty.
always see her reading chinese novels.

Preshna
She sits beside me in class. Love her smile.

Me
*ahem* XD

Kasturi
loves reading BM novels. no doubt her BM is excellent.

Joyce
Very easy to talk to. very adaptable to her surrounding.
nice person.

Joanna
Never ever make her angry! serious.
she can dance!

Aishvarya
Loves to laugh. a lot!

Banu
same here. laughs a lot. but when shes serious, shes serious.

Kok Siang
Hmm... I've already mention abt him in my previous post.
XD

Shazmiq
Obviously the tallest dude in class and the whole school!!
another dota freak.
*have you cut your hair yet??? looks weird on ur face la.
customer also lari when see you. XDXD JOKING!!
thank god ur working. no time to read my blog!

Nazrul
I'm not that close to him. well, he make jokes sometimes.

Derrick
Just like Duncan, loves his hair. XD
loves dote. =.=" cybercafe's regular customer.
loves to sing in class and listen to songs on his phone.
great person to talk to.

Vinaya
he always makes me laugh. i never seen him really really angry before.
loves basketball.
Currently, he's looking for a job. Anyone wanna hire him???
*seee, im trying to get you an interview like you said! XDXD

Kumara
nice guy. always hand out with Jeremiah.

LOL, 1 person in the pic was missing.
Jeremiah!
anyway, he has braces just like me!

KLCC

My mum and I went to KLCC yesterday.

Just for fun..
Walked around for abt 10 minutes.

I thought i swore to myself that im not going shopping for a month.
I said that 2 weeks ago.
But....... unfortunately/fortunately,
i bought something.
I ended up spending RM80 for a pair of khaki short pants.
UnionBay. I think its a new brand from Diesel.
I can't upload some pics now coz its too slow. =.="
I bought a clip and also a mirror.
hmm...
My mum and i bought accessories worth more than RM90.
XD.

Well, i've been constantly sneezing and i can't freaking hear properly!!
and I'm going bonkers!!
Theres this sound that im the only one can hear it.
and its irritating.
When im playing my flute, it sounds like someone else is playing with me

Tagged By Kok Siang

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Pink curtain and bedsheets. Since of all the colours, i dont have pink.
2. a new phone? (not necessary actually)
3. ?
4. ?
5. ?

same thing.. cant think of any now..

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Kok Siang

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. Tall
2. You look like my flute teacher. really.
3. A very quiet person. more quiet than myself. and a nice guy.
4. But, a funny and cute in a way person once you get to know him
5. he Loves basketball n plays basketball. He's good at it.


MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
Thought me physics abt the sine and cosine thing, ponteng school together and borrowed me physics notes! XD thanks!!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
" wow, this is a good way to exercise your cheeks! *laughs*"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
hmm.. i never thought of that. lets see... Buy him more food(protein) and sweets. so that he have some fat in his body. XD

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
Kok siang and May Lyn : I don't think that will happen.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Vinaya
2. Duncan
3. Derrick
4. Shamiq
5. Khai Wen
6. May Lyn
7. Eunice
8. Ji Mi
9. Kok Siang
10. Panda


WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Eunice : umm.. don't know...

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Kok Siang : Hmm... i didn't ask. XD

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Kok Siang and Vinaya? haha!

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Vinaya and Khai Wen?? hahahaha! i dunno...

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Derrick : hmm...

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
May Lyn : Does chatting on cbox counts??

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Shazmiq : yeap. At Plaza Damas, Sri Hartamas. Selling teddy bears!!!

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Ji Mi : Yeah.. two of them.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Ji Mi : NOOO!!!!

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
Khai Wen : nope.

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Duncan : yeah... 6 of them.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3
Derrick : we're in the same class and through Duncan ofcoz..

AND NO.4?
Shazmiq : Through Derrick and Vinaya. and also he's my classmate this year.

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Vinaya : Kuala Ampang.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
Duncan : school canteen.

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Khai Wen ; Aiyo... XDXD

Another tag by Eunice!

Rules:
1. Must post these rules
2. Must post eight random facts about themselves
3. When she says random, she means random.
4. Will have to elaborate on facts.
5. Tag pitiful fellas.


Eight random facts and elaboration about me :

1. One of my finger nails are darker than the rest.
* i don't know why. i was born like that? its not really noticeable actually.

2. I have white hair sometimes.
* I have it when im stress/having exams/think too much/ worry too much

3. I love french fries.
* McD's french fries are my favourite! i never get sick of it and its the best french fries ever!

4. Desperate to watch The Game Plan and Meet Joe Black again!
* i wanna watch it la.... Brad Pitt is hot!

5. Like May Lyn, i have more guy friends than girls.
* I don't know why lar.. i get along with guys better than girls. If i do get a long with girls well enough, i consider them as the closest/nicest and friendliest people i know. No offence. its not that i love hanging out with guys better than girls. i love hanging out with both equally. i hope you get what i mean.

6. I miss my maid.
* YESS!!! i admit that. i do miss my maid. Its not that i hate doing housework la. its okay actually. i just need to use my brain more. I only do the housework when i have to. dont worry, i can do the housework. just that im not that into it.

7. I used to sleep 15 - 17 hours a day.
* Seriously.... but that was like 3 years ago. i can't afford to sleep that long anymore. Maximum for me now is 12 hours. Minimum is 4-6 hours. back then, i was really active, and i eat a lot like theres no tomorrow.

8. I look like a nerd.
* yea la. Glasses. Braces. Bookworm(not really la). Yeap. a lot of people thought im a nerd but im not really a nerd actually. I dont study like 24/7 and lock myself in my room studying/reading all day. Except during PMR la. you should ask my sister how i study. i don't even realise it untill my mum and panda told me. XDXD here's a question : Do you think I am a Nerd???

I'll tag :

Kok Siang
Ji Mi
Shazmiq
Wai Min
LiLBluE
Tamy
Panda
and to you people who are bored.

Tagged by Eunice and May Lyn

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Pink curtain and bedsheets. Since of all the colours, i dont have pink.
2. a new phone? (not necessary actually)
3. ?
4. ?
5. ?

I can think of what i want now.

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Eunice and May Lyn

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER (May Lyn):
1. She's cute!!
2. One of the nicest girl i've ever known.
3. Outgoing.
4. Loves to smile a lot!
5. very friendly!

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER (Eunice):
1. One of the nicest girl i've ever known too.
2. A straight-forward person. hehe
3. you named me brain. XD
4. loves to smile and laugh.
5. Both of us don't really like physics!!! XD

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
May Lyn : Belanja me Baskin Robins on the first day i met her!!! and made me a card for my birthday.
Eunice : Made me a card for my birthday with m.lyn!!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
May Lyn : "hey, i think this flavour is nice. since its you're first time, i'll belanja you"
Eunice : "brain.. err do you know how to do this question??"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
May Lyn and Eunice : smile??? innocently. OMG

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
yeap, like m.lyn said. jealousy. i experienced this before with others. but so far i dont think i have any enemies.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. May Lyn
2. Eunice
3. Kok Siang
4. Duncan
5. Ji Mi (do it after your SPM)
6. Shazmiq (when you finish your work)
7. Wai Min
8. Panda
9. Vinaya
10. Derrick.


WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Wai Min :errr... dont know.

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Vinaya : .... i heard he has a "wife" XD

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Vinaya and May Lyn : O.O i dont know. maybe?

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
May Lyn and Ji Mi : i seriously dont know. XD

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Kok Siang : English, Bahasa Melayu, English for Science and Technology, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Add Maths, Maths, Moral and Accounts

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
Shazmiq : ummm... last week wednesday? abt teddy bears!! i wan....

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Duncan : Used to but not anymore for now.

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Panda : nope.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Panda : MY GAWD!!! she's my sister!!! swt.....

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
Ji Mi : NOOOOO!!!! we're like brother's n sisters.

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Eunice : yeahh

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3
We were in the same class.

AND NO.4?
Duncan : At the school canteen which was abt 4 years ago when i was form 1. Memories..

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
May Lyn : errrr... aiyak! i can't remember. izzit taman dagang?

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
From tuition. not long ago.

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Ji Mi : errrr... not really. but we still call each other sexy sometimes! XD

Snow!

Hmm... Ellise has been telling me that theres snow in KL/Kepong/KLCC.
i dunno.
I almost believed her when she told me that.
But, IF the is SNOW in Malaysia,
The whole world will go nuts about it.
Scientists worldwide will panic like mad!
It will be a great front cover story for newspaper/magazines/radio/ TV/internet etcetc
and i'll be shopping for clothes. XXDXD

Anyway, i've been practicing 2 hours a day for every single day.
read my books.
Rot at home by watching tv.
and online. though i have nothing much to do other than updating my blog.

Im supposed to go out today to Times Square but the organiser cancelled it
So, no outing and movie.
I don't really like going to Times Square either.
I just like the company of friends.

I don't really have any plans to go out this holidays.
So, im quite free.
i was planning to go to Singapore again.
but, i'll think abt that later.
My mum was planning to go back to Batu Pahat, Johor.
my grandmother's place.

I have always loved that place since i was young especially during Chinese New Year.
Its a kampung/rural area.
and my grandmother's house was the odd one.
because it was 3 times bigger than the normal house they have there.
Anyway, i dont know why we're going there.
Well, at least i get to see my relatives.
and cousins i used to play with when we were younger.
They are the same age as I am.
Few weeks ago, they asked me for my Add Maths Project.
Kinda surprising they have not done it yet.
i bet their projects will be the thickest among their friends.
Coz, i did abt 80++ pages of it. and other school did like less than that.

Its the end of my school days for this year.
and, I STILL haven't got all of my papers yet.
Well, i heard from my friends also that I got 4th in class.
=.="swt. i still maintain at the same position since the mid-year exam.
So far, i have....
5 A1, 2 B3, 2 D7 and 1 unknown(Chemistry)
yeah, quite bad overall.

B. Melayu : 79% (2nd highest)
English : 80%
EST : 75%
Maths : 80%
Add Maths : 65%
Sejarah : 48% (surprisingly. From an A, i got an E!! Something is wrong...)
Physics : 49% ( Wheee!!! i did not fail!!!)
Biology : 69% (1 more mark to get an A)
Moral : 89% (surprisingly. im the highest)
Chemistry : Unknown.

Skipped school

Im not sure whether i should write abt this.
Coz i might get caught white and black for what i did yesterday.
bah... nevermind.
I skipped school.
yeap, just like other kaki ponteng's.
well, you wouldn't expect a person like me to do this right?
Don't worry, i don't plan to make it a habit and i never will.
Ofcouse i wasn't alone.
Vinaya, Derrick, Kok Siang, Vishana and I did it.
It was fun!
What a way to end my last day of school and my last day being in form 4.
Yesterday, I declared that it was MY last day of school.
Not that it was really the last day of school.

Well, they came to my place yesterday and it was alright.
We read kennysia's blog.
All of us laugh like theres no tomorrow.
lol

Anyway, i have plans tomorrow.
i woke up quite late today.
No idea why.
watched Meet Joe Black.
Stuffed myself up with chocolates. XD

Tagged by LiLBluE!

Rules:

1. The victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect partner.
2. Has to mention the gender of his or her partner
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

Point about that special him :

• Respects me.
• Will always love me and appreciate me. =)
  
• Someone who is very honest. although it might hurt you sometimes but its better than lying.
• Someone who is fit physically. Doesn't have to be too muscular and not too thin.
  
• Mature and understanding.
• Confident and capable of carrying himself well.
• Understanding and knows me well enough and a gentleman(dont get me wrong ok)
  
• Someone who will always introduce me to new things/experience.

Can i write more?? maybe not..
i'll keep the others to myself unless you people want to know more. =P

Gender of my partner : Male/Guy

I shall tag :

• May Lyn
• Eunice
• Kok Siang
• Duncan. (i have no one else to tag)
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Whether i know you or i don't know you,
YOU'RE TAGGED.
unless you've been tagged by another person with the same tag
or you did this before
or you don't have a blog
or you have SPM.

XDXD
just do it if you want to.

i can say im decomposing/rotting at home.

not that im not doing anything.
it tires me.
same thing everyday.

I didn't go to school today.
and wont be going for the whole week.
dont worry, im joking.
maybe i'll go 1 of these days.

oh ya,
ALL THE BEST TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES THIS YEAR!
I cant imagine myself sitting for SPM now.

yeap, its holidays for me now.
holidays = more practice ^^
reading spree!
tv. =.=" almost the same programme everyday.
online. booring.

i just want some fresh orange-apple juice or apple-carrot juice.

i'll be Form 5 next year!!!
cant wait to finish school!
lol that also means SPM.
well, i better work hard from now. well not now.

nothing much happened since im stuck at home.
want to go out but im lazy.
i've been eating Twirl all day.

anyway, nothing much. just a quick update. =)

arrghhh...
my eyes are so itchy...
ish! had flute lesson after 3 weeks.
=.=" was alright. the fees increased too.

Finally i had the time to clean my room.
i just threw 4 orange plastic bag of rubbish.
mostly papers and more papers.
now my eyes are red.
allergies. oh no.

I'm craving for Max Brenner's chocolate drink.
@.@
cant get it off my head.
too delicious.

gtg. too sleepy to type.

i know. i look weird.
how often do u see Denise like that? XD

Anyway, i seriously miss Singapore.
I know. i repeated that sentence so many times already.
I spend a lot there.
Yea, coz almost everything there is expensive.

I wanna watch the movie Game Plan again!
I cried 3 times.

Tomorrow is Deepavali!
Vinaya and Kasturi invited me to their open house.
Cant wait!
Erm, who else is going??
=.="i forgot to ask.
Happy Deepavali!

Singapore!

Here are some picture from Singapore.
Photographer : Duncan and Denise.

I really enjoyed myself there.
Love Singapore!!
Thank you for everything, Duncan.

I miss Singapore already.
The people there are very nice.
Its so safe and i feel safer there than in Malaysia.
Clean too.

Duncan brought me to many places.
Vivo City, Suntec City, Esplanade, NUS,Orchard Road, etc.
theres too many shopping malls there until i don't know where to start.
Takashimaya, Esplanade Mall, Vivo, Suntec, The Tangs Plaza, etcetc
I bought a few things there.
Duncan too. Expensive thing.
Yeap, that's Duncan.

I watched a movie too.
At Vivo City.
The Game Plan
Its not out in Malaysia yet
But, Its a really good movie.
10/10.
Go watch it!!!

Next, Duncan and I went to Max Brenner Chocolate Bar
Chocolate by The Bald Man
Its at Esplanade Mall.
I love the drinks there.
Delicious. Must. Get. It!
Go visit the website here.
Chocolate.....

I love Vivo City!!
I found out that they actually have a blog, here

Theres more.
Candy Empire. O.O

School

Today was the worst day ever in school.
Well, nothing bad happened la.
Just so damn bored. too bored.
I spent most of my time sleeping coz im still tired and talking to Vishana.
I'm not going to school from tomorrow onwards for this week.

I'm Back!!

I love Singapore!!
^^ I enjoyed my 2.5 days of holiday there.
will update more later.
im so tiredd....
I miss Singapore and,
I miss you already, Duncan.

Singapore~!

wheee!!
Singapore here i come!
Yeap, going to Singapore today.
*screams*
i have a bag full of bubblegum. =.="
My bag smells like bubblegum. XD

weird day.

I have good news and bad news.
its been a weird day for me.

Your life can be taken away from you anytime.
well yeah, theres been a death.
My Aunty passed away peacefully this morning in her sleep.
I guess it was due to her difficulty in breathing.
I feel kinda bad now.
I just saw her yesterday morning and i didnt really had the chance to actually have a conversation with her since i was rushing for school and i was late.
when i got the news this morning, something just hit me.
speechless. blur. unbelievable. yeap. shocked.
well, she's at a better place now.

Why is everyone leaving?
like duh, i know they have to move on with their life.
well, i hate saying goodbyes.

Another thing that bugging me is my dad.
i don't know how am i supposed to describe this.
he's weird and getting weirder by the day.
and I'm sick of it. seriously.

I smell like ashes now. =.="

good news,

Went to dentist todays and the metal thing that came off from my braces is back on.
maybe i brushed too hard. but i dont think so too. nvm. after day, i...

went shopping today and i bought a pair of jeans, shirt, socks and rubber band (the nice ones la).
I bought everything in 2 hours.
Im not supposed to go shopping because what had happened.
but i planned it so much earlier.

i went shopping because...
Im going to Singapore on Thursday evening!!!!
Wheeee!!!!!!!!!
I cant wait!
will be back on Sunday morning.

SMKHK's Bloopers by Ariff and Ji Mi

This video was created by Ariff and Ji Mi.
Cool video. funny.
enjoy!!

exams are finally over!
bahh.. sick of it.

BM - quite okay.
English - ok lah
EST - no comments.
Sejarah - quite tough
Moral - =.=" no comments.
Maths - paper 1 was easy.
Add maths - left out a few questions in paper 1. its quite bad. paper 2 was better at least.
Physics - Turned out better than before. not as hard as i expected.
Biology - not bad
Chemistry - lol. i was having a heartache doing it. i wasn't sad but i was too tired.

wheee! went to klcc for a bit of shopping. bought nothing for myself. maybe next time.
came home, watched tv and hang on the phone.

i have a heartache again and this time its sad.
sometimes, people say things and they don't realise that it hurts.
sometimes, they never understand even when you've already told them.
yeap, im starting to hate you now. seriously.

Freedom?

Im sick of exams. Seriously. it's been dragging since the 3rd until tomorrow.
yeap, i have school tomorrow. replacement for the holidays the school applied for raya. =.="
because of that we have to replace 2 saturdays of school.
exams are supposed to finish today but because of one of the school teacher is retiring, so they have all those celebrations n its boring.
what to do after exams :

1. read my novels. they are waiting for me to read them! XD
2. shop for clothes. i can't remember when was the last time i went shopping for clothes? O.O
3. clean up my room that looks like a jungle. papers, books and lots of book everywhere.
4. watch tv n go online more often.
5. get some real sleep. i end up sleeping in between studying.
6. do some sejarah notes in power point. =.="
   
7. going to Singapore. not now la, during december holidays. whee!

Thats all i can think of for now. anyway, this is a short update for my blog. chemistry paper 1 n 3 tomorrow. =X

sorry i've not been blogging and i got a tagged by a few people with the same questions. XD
i malas to do le.... hehehe..
anyway,

Wednesday - went out with the guys and watched a movie.
Thursday - stuck at home trying to study.
Friday - Study for 5 hours with my studdy buddy, Nabilah. hehe. we had a loong talk abt our lives. i miss her so much.

got 1 or 2 pics here but still im lazy to upload.
tata. i'll do my tag later. XD

Hari Raya

I love KL when the road is empty.
No traffic jams and illegal parking by the roadside.
less cars
you can walk freely in the middle of the road.
(well not all the time la. eventually u'll see a car going to pass by and u must move away)

a few things i dont really like is that, im stuck at home
almost all the shops are closed
you can hardly see anyone outside and its creepy.

ahh well, at least i get to watch tv all day at home.
i realised that i've been blogging almost everyday for this week.
reason : i'm escaping from my books. XD

im waiting for the skynet person to come and collect my parcel and ship it off to *somewhere*

sorry. no pictures this time. XD
derrick, wheres ur blog??? o.O??

i planned to study physics today but tak jadi.
lol. im going to start after this for REAL!

went to tung shin hospital today and visited my grandaunt.
though i dont really know her that well.
she's suffering from colon cancer initially.
but then now it spreads to all over her body.
In other words, shes dying.
Shes in the 4th/final stage of cancer.
shes also under chemotherapy.

it reminds me of my late grandmother.
i was quite close to her.
i witnessed everything until the last time she took a deep breath.
its almost 3 years now.
and the memory is still so fresh in my head.
i miss her.
she in a better place now.
=)
make sure you tell the people you love that you love and appreciate them before they are no longer here anymore.

@.@ this is what happens when im hyper

went to Pavilion yesterday. nice place.
forgot to wear my socks and now theres a blister on my feet.
cant really remember what i did.
O.O thats odd. i dont usually forget things. nvm.
i remember getting a regular cookies and cream ice-blended mocha and i couldnt sleep untill 3am. @.@ was feeling a bit crazy.
woke up at 1.40pm.
another random picture :


someones feet.

Check out the new song i just uploaded. i feel like crying. but its a nice one. =)

more

Here are some pictures i found in my comp. i forgot abt them. XD

Ji Mi, Shazmiq and Derrick after MPYO concert.
Ji mi.. you look small...

The Yeow brothers.

This is what happens when *somewhere* blacked out.
no electricity = no movie
was watching the simpsons and i thought it was part of the movie.
How silly of me. a guy came and said that the whole place blacked out.
__________________________________________________________________

Slept quite late last night like abt 2.40 am.
Ji Mi called SO EARLY IN THE MORNING.
abt 1.30 asking whether im still sleeping. =.="
and we talked n talked. XD
HE has unlimited credit!!!!!!
All calls are free of charge for digi users only la.
and he doesnt have to pay at all.
you should have gave me the extra call plan you had!!!!
grrrrrrrr.....................
well after you called, i read my book untill 2.30.
by the way,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

bored and sick of studying.

Name 20 people you can think of off the top of your head. Do not read the questions until you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Duncan
2. Derrick
3. Shazmiq
4. Ji Mi
5. May Lyn
6. Vinaya
7. Jhun Ren
8. Panda
9. Pei Jian
10. Eunice
11. Kok Siang
12. Wai Min
13. Joon Hong
14. Kah Fai
15. Joyce
16. Lu Ee
17. Khai Wen
18. Tamy
19. Yvjane
20. Jia Weii

The Questions:How did you meet 14?
Kah Fai : Primary school. forogt how.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
Duncan : i'll be a different person and things would be different.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
my gawd. i wouldnt want that to happen.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
hmm... no.

Describe no 3.-
he loves to sleep in class. i mean every class. blur. likes drawing. TALL. a good friend.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Panda : err... yeah in a mean way.

Do you know anything about no . 12's family?
hmm.. he has 2 brothers and sister. thats all i know.

Tell me something about 7.-
Jhun Ren : talkative, like to poke people, moody person sometimes, always joke around

What is no 18's favourite?-
hmmm.. pink?

What would you do if no 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Kok Siang : i don't think thats going to happen. maybe i would run away. XDXD kidding. actually i dont know what would i do. never thought of it and dont want that to happen.

What languange does 15 speak?
Joyce : english, bm, mandrin, cantonese, hokkien

Who is 19 going out with?
Yvjane : i dont know.

How old is 16 now?
Lu Ee : 15.

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Joon Hong : wednesday, school canteen.

Who is no. 2's favourite singer?
Derrick : hmm.. a lot.

Would you date no. 4?
Ji Mi : O.O"""""""

Would you date no. 17?
Khai wen : omg. no.

Is 15 single?
Joyce : yea

What is no 10's last name?
Eunice : Wang

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?-
Kok Siang : Nooooooo.........

Which school does 3 goes to?
Shazmiq : Smk Hulu Kelang. wer're classmates.

Where does 6 live?
Vinaya : Kuala Ampang

What is your favourite thing about no. 5?
May Lyn : she's cute and very nice!!


I'll tag :

- May Lyn
- Eunice
- Shazmiq
- Ji Mi
- ?

pictures...

Thank you for all the presents!!
Here are some pictures.
there are more pictures but..
*ahem* under a few circumstances i can't upload them.
sorry!!

Ji Mi and Derrick.
and also a plate of rice taken by them for me to eat.

I love these earrings. gorgeous aren't they?
from : Duncan

3 watches
From:
Adidas : Louis, Cynthia and Jason.
Pink : Crystal
Blue : Kasturi

These chocolates are nice. really.
From : Derrick

I love this card!!! and the bottle!
From : May Lyn and Eunice

I must say its very cute and innocent.
From : Joanna and Bee Sim

im not sure what is this for but its very cute and it has my name on it!
From : Triple J's
Ji Mi, Joon Hong and Jian

Hmmm... weird book. XD though i have not read it yet coz i havent finish my previous book.
From : Shazmiq, Kah Fai, Vinaya, Khai Wen and Kok Siang

o.O
From :
Cup : Jhun Ren
Slipper : Wai Min

i know where you bought this. XD
From : Panda

i really need a new pencil box. hehe.
From : Yvjane