Friday, 24 October 2008

Painful But True

My head hurts. ugh. But that is not the main reason why I am updating my blog once again. haha.

I am for one who listens to the radio every night after getting a brain block (my brain completely malfunction. lol) and before I dive into my own slumber land. Almost every night, David Archuleta's Crush has been playing on the radio. From Fly FM to Hitz-dot-FM, Traxx FM, Red FM, Mix FM etc.. However, I usually hear it from Fly FM and Traxx FM.

Honestly, I love David A's new single, Crush. It is a song everyone could relate to, including myself. =) Although this song has been on my top favourite songs for 2 months already, I still love it. I kept telling some people to listen to this song but they were too lazy until they heard it themselves recently and they love it. sweat. Ah well...

Remember.... I posted about Who will win American Idol? and I said, I do not mind whether Archuleta or Cook wins?
I change my mind. Now, I'm 100% sure that Archuleta deserves the title of American Idol more than Cook. Its just my opinion alright. Painful but true.
Cook also released his new single, but there was no impact on me. His new song was played on the radio a few times and I find it plain, boring and too loud for my ears. Better luck next time.

So, prior to Archuleta's new single, I found out another song titled "A little Too Not Over You". Its just a preview. Not the whole song. But, here's what I think :
omg. He did it again! I really love the lyrics.
What else could I say? I really love it.Therefore, I shall not drag any further on how much I love it. I love it.

So, here is a sneak preview on the song.


It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you sometimes

I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you - Ooh

Memories are supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off, let it ....

.... Not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back - Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand


***

You see... The lyrics from this song and Crush. Almost everyone and anyone could relate to it. Once again, including myself. This song briefly explains how I feel sometimes. Just sometimes. Painful but true. Feeling and memories don't just fade away in such a short time. It takes time for one to get over it and move on. It doesn't have to be forgotten or erased. In fact, it should not at all. Its just a chapter/phase in your life. People move on, the world goes on, and I've moved on. This is a wonderful relieve for me. I am myself again, with a new perspective of life. I may not be exactly the same as before in terms of physically, mentally, socially and emotionally but, the bottom line is, I am still me.

At the same time, I want to lead and live my own life without being held back by anything for now. =) My time will come. If it is meant to be, then it is meant to be.

Well, I hope you, readers know what I am trying to say here instead of being long winded and I will end up saying it something that makes no sense at all. Or maybe I am talking crap once again. haha.

Talk about crap, here is something that I find really amusing but true. On the record, I used to play MapleStory 2 years ago. I played until level 28 as a Warrior until I got sick of playing it. *Thank goodness I did not get married in maplestory*
I'd rather play the classic Mario game. I'll never get sick of Mario till' today although I have not been playing it for 6 years already. So, the moral of the story for this article is, DO NOT COMMIT YOURSELF AND GET MARRIED ONLINE. Getting divorce in the virtual world can also do real damage in the real world. Gosh. I wonder how could those "chibi", petite, innocent-looking and cute little avatars could kill. lol. Looks can be deceiving. haha.

Ok, my post is getting messy and its getting more messy soon. My apologies.

I'll be on a 5-day-holiday from tomorrow onwards. Well, not exactly a holiday for me but, I do not have school. This made me wonder.... Should I just make it a 1 week holiday? or should I just go to school on Thursday and Friday? Does it makes any difference?
I've been doing a hell lot of add maths trials paper from different states. Well, same goes to other subjects. I am really happy that all those papers halped me a lot. I could blissfully answer the questions. Today, I was doing another set of trials add maths SPM 2008 paper(probably my 5th set). Surprisingly, I could do all of it quite well. This made me wonder,

Is this paper too easy or am I getting brighter??



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Painful But True

My head hurts. ugh. But that is not the main reason why I am updating my blog once again. haha.

I am for one who listens to the radio every night after getting a brain block (my brain completely malfunction. lol) and before I dive into my own slumber land. Almost every night, David Archuleta's Crush has been playing on the radio. From Fly FM to Hitz-dot-FM, Traxx FM, Red FM, Mix FM etc.. However, I usually hear it from Fly FM and Traxx FM.

Honestly, I love David A's new single, Crush. It is a song everyone could relate to, including myself. =) Although this song has been on my top favourite songs for 2 months already, I still love it. I kept telling some people to listen to this song but they were too lazy until they heard it themselves recently and they love it. sweat. Ah well...

Remember.... I posted about Who will win American Idol? and I said, I do not mind whether Archuleta or Cook wins?
I change my mind. Now, I'm 100% sure that Archuleta deserves the title of American Idol more than Cook. Its just my opinion alright. Painful but true.
Cook also released his new single, but there was no impact on me. His new song was played on the radio a few times and I find it plain, boring and too loud for my ears. Better luck next time.

So, prior to Archuleta's new single, I found out another song titled "A little Too Not Over You". Its just a preview. Not the whole song. But, here's what I think :
omg. He did it again! I really love the lyrics.
What else could I say? I really love it.Therefore, I shall not drag any further on how much I love it. I love it.

So, here is a sneak preview on the song.


It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you sometimes

I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around,
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you - Ooh

Memories are supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off, let it ....

.... Not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back - Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand


***

You see... The lyrics from this song and Crush. Almost everyone and anyone could relate to it. Once again, including myself. This song briefly explains how I feel sometimes. Just sometimes. Painful but true. Feeling and memories don't just fade away in such a short time. It takes time for one to get over it and move on. It doesn't have to be forgotten or erased. In fact, it should not at all. Its just a chapter/phase in your life. People move on, the world goes on, and I've moved on. This is a wonderful relieve for me. I am myself again, with a new perspective of life. I may not be exactly the same as before in terms of physically, mentally, socially and emotionally but, the bottom line is, I am still me.

At the same time, I want to lead and live my own life without being held back by anything for now. =) My time will come. If it is meant to be, then it is meant to be.

Well, I hope you, readers know what I am trying to say here instead of being long winded and I will end up saying it something that makes no sense at all. Or maybe I am talking crap once again. haha.

Talk about crap, here is something that I find really amusing but true. On the record, I used to play MapleStory 2 years ago. I played until level 28 as a Warrior until I got sick of playing it. *Thank goodness I did not get married in maplestory*
I'd rather play the classic Mario game. I'll never get sick of Mario till' today although I have not been playing it for 6 years already. So, the moral of the story for this article is, DO NOT COMMIT YOURSELF AND GET MARRIED ONLINE. Getting divorce in the virtual world can also do real damage in the real world. Gosh. I wonder how could those "chibi", petite, innocent-looking and cute little avatars could kill. lol. Looks can be deceiving. haha.

Ok, my post is getting messy and its getting more messy soon. My apologies.

I'll be on a 5-day-holiday from tomorrow onwards. Well, not exactly a holiday for me but, I do not have school. This made me wonder.... Should I just make it a 1 week holiday? or should I just go to school on Thursday and Friday? Does it makes any difference?
I've been doing a hell lot of add maths trials paper from different states. Well, same goes to other subjects. I am really happy that all those papers halped me a lot. I could blissfully answer the questions. Today, I was doing another set of trials add maths SPM 2008 paper(probably my 5th set). Surprisingly, I could do all of it quite well. This made me wonder,

Is this paper too easy or am I getting brighter??