Friday 26 December 2008

Merry Christmas

Hello Earthling! Merry Christmas!! Well, today is Boxing Day, so... HAPPY BOXING DAY!

Go grab a partner and box them! Muahahaha! Just kidding!

My Christmas did not not turned out exactly like I imagined. I was having flu. Before that, I was having sore throat. My throat was freaking dry like ice cubes in the freezer that when you touch the ice your finger/tongue sticks on it. Despite having the cold, I had a merry Christmas! I got presents and I celebrate it with my dearest people called my family.

I'm not a Christian but I celebrate it with my Auntie every year. But nowadays, people look forward to Christmas as it is one of the most celebrated festival of the year. There would be Christmas trees in every shopping malls, bright and colourful decorations on the streets, Christmas Mega Sales for shopaholics, Choir groups caroling, Santa Claus giving out candies and wow, people are so over the top when it comes to spending their money for Christmas presents.

I got a few presents and I heard that there's a few more to come. teeheehee...

It seems that 2008 has come to an end. Almost. In 2007, I told myself that 2008 would definitely be a great year! I said that with tears rolling down my cheeks. I think I told this to someone else too. I made a few new year's resolutions and I guess I achieved most of it.

In a few more days, I would be writing a new chapter of my life. I would like to write more but, I think I'll save that for my next post which I think most of you would love. That is,

What I've done in 2008.

Haha. Now, I have so many thing gushing into my mind now, waiting be written down. Till then,

I hereby present you this wonderful Christmas Song!

If you've watched PS, I Love You I bet you'll know this song. I'm not really a type of person who uses profanities in daily conversations but, I like the song.

PS : I don't consider words like shit/crap/dammit are profanities, although they are. XD I'm so used to it already.

Anyway, enjoy!

Fairytales of New York by The Pogues.




It was christmas eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, wont see another one
And then he sang a song
The rare old mountain dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
Ive got a feeling
This years for me and you
So happy christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They've got cars big as bars
They've got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
Its no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold christmas eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of new york city
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing "Galway Bay"
And the bells were ringing out
For christmas day

Youre a bum
Youre a punk
Youre an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy christmas your arse
I pray God its our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Cant make it all alone
Ive built my dreams around you


Its mean but sweet. Somehow I like it. It blends really well into a song.

Good night!

Monday 22 December 2008

Eat and Dance!

I feel so happy and energised after dance classes! I had so much fun that I wish that I could salsa everyday. Too bad, I don't have a partner to dance with. =( If I do have a dance partner, I could probably dance better. I'm moving in such a slow pace. LOL. Its okay.. I'm fine with that. I don't plan to make it as my career. Or.. I just might. haha. Because, I know I'm quite good.

It has been a year I learned salsa. I made lots of friends. Most of them are girls and they are lotsa fun! My instructor is Remy and he's such a great dancer! I think he can dance better than any other girls. Don't worry, he's not gay/soft. He's married and has a son. He doesn't want us to call him a teacher for some unknown reasons. He prefer us to call him by his name and all of us are friends. Not teacher and students. haha! I like that..

I performed once at Great Eastern Mall for a Charity Bazaar. I remembered having rehearsals like 5 hours a day, 3-4 times a week. By the end of the day, my legs would ache that all I wanna do is just sleep. Its so tiring okay, dancing with 3-inch heels for 5 hours straight. Thank god my shoes are specially made and its so comfortable wearing them.

During rehearsals/class, accidents are bound to happen. Like, stepping on each others foot, running into each other, fall on your back, so on and so forth. I've been dropped by my partner a few times and it hurts my back that once, it hurts for like 1 week. Sometimes, I think I'm just too heavy, maybe? Is 50kg consider heavy for an average guy in their 20's ? (well more like younger than that and also older than that, plus minus lah)

Yeah, talk about my weight... I gained weight tremendously this year. For years I've been trying to gain weight but I failed terribly. I'm not shy about talking about my weight. Some people would just ask me am I not shy about revealing how much I weigh? I broke my record this year, I gained a total of 5/6 kg this year. I don't know what in the world I did or maybe my wish just came true? LOL. Nevermind... I just eat normal food. Try watching this video. You'll laugh until you get a stomach ache... or not... haha..CHECK IT OUT OK!! Trust me, its really good...



I really love this song. There is other song too and its really funny.. Did you watch it?? =/ Watch it if you didn't watch it!!!! Or if you already did... Good! =D

Anyway, I'll be away on Christmas. So, before I leave, I'll post up another you tube video that I pretty sure all of you will love it! Seriously. I won't even post it up if its not good. =)

So, I'll just leave a few pictures before I say goodnight.

These are from Palace of The Golden Horses Hotel.

Food Galore?
There's more but I did not take pictures of it coz I don't wanna look like a jakun in front of everyone, like I've never seen/ate so much food in my life.
I must say that the food is delicious!



I feel so tiny, petite and short.. =/



Thats us. =)


I love the entrance.





wow.
I wonder if its real gold.


I never knew I could take such a beautiful picture with my camera.




This is something that shouldn't be lying around the hotel premises. Especially near a kids party.


French kissing? A Golden Horse. =P
haha. They seriously need girls theraphy wei. XDXD
I'm just joking. But, I wasn't joking about them having girls. =P
I consider this PICTURE OF THE DAY!
Love it! Good job, guys!

PS : Guys, If you're reading this, don't kill me, alright??
I have cookiess!!! *peace offering* *smiles widely* =D

Sunday 21 December 2008

Thoughts and Visions

*grumbles* ughhh...... *grumbles* It appears that I have a sore throat. Its not painful at all but it so freaking dry! So dry that my voice changes. It sounds so.... coarse. No no no.. It sound husky! =P Just kidding. Maybe that is a sign that I should stop eating too much chocolate.

Call me a chocolate addict coz I adore chocolate. Chocolates are always here for me. Whether I'm happy, sad or angry. When I'm sad, the best chocolate remedy would be chocolate ice cream. When I'm angry, the best chocolate remedy is chocolate cake. When I'm happy... well.. when I'm happy I'll just eat any chocolates. I don't have a chocolate cure for being happy.

Sometimes, I would toast 2 pieces of bread and put Nutella chocolate spread on it if I stay up late at night. I always ask myself whether or not to cut off the bread skin. In the end, I ate all of it and I would make another one. *clears throat*

Enough of chocolates. Lets switch to another topic. For the past few days, I've been doing a little bit of thinking. I was thinking about how my SPM results would turn out to be, will I ever get a scholarship?, what are my options?, my future, people who've been in and out of my life, my parents and myself.

About my future and options. I would like and want to take up Dentistry and to become a Dentist as my career. That is as far as I could think of in terms of my career. I could further my studies in

1. Dental Public Health (study of epidemiology and social health policies)
2. Endodonthics (Root canal therapy study of disease of dental pulp)
3. Oral and Maxillofacial Pathology (study, diagnosis, and sometimes the treatment of oral and maxillofacial related diseases)
4. Oral and Maxillofacial Radiology study and radiological interpretation of oral and maxillofacial diseases)
5. Oral and Maxillofacial Surgery (extraction, implants and surgery)
6. Orthodontics (straightening of teeth a.k.a. braces)
7. Pediatric Dentistry (formerly known as pendodonthics that is dentistry for children)
8. Periodontics (study and treatment of diseases of the periodomtium(gum) and placements and maintenance of dental implants)
9. Prosthodontics ( dentures, bridges and the restoration of implants. Some prosthodontists further their training in "oral and maxillofacial prosthodontics"--a discipline concerned with the replacement of missing facial structures--such as ears, eyes, nose, etc)

These are the 9 specialists recognised in US, Canada and Australia. - (extracted from wikipedia)

Well, I'll leave this for later because I would have to study for another 4/5 years to pursue as a specialist. But, just so you know, I'm quite interested in number 1, 5, 6 and 9. Number 5 is a common general practice when you're just an ordinary dentist but Oral Maxillfacial Sergery is a more specific term for it.

So, now I'm torn between 2 option. Actually, I have more than 2 options but the other options are not guaranteed. My first option is to take Cambridge A-Levels either in HELP or Taylors or any other college of my choice. I would have to spend 2 years if I take A-Levels and continue my studies either locally or aboard. This would cost a lot of money, about 500 000 or more?

My second option is to enroll myself to International Medical University (IMU). I'm quite unsure about this as I'm waiting for further information through mail. But, this is what I know so far. The whole course would take up to 5 years or 5 1/2 years depending on what options you get. I don't have to take A-Levels for this as I would take my foundations of Dentistry for one year. Now, I have another 2 options. First, I could study locally for 5 years. Second, I could do a twinning program 2 1/2 or 3 years locally and 3 or 2 1/2 years in Australia. I would love to have the 2nd option and If I do get it, I could either study at University of Adelaine/ University of Queensland/ University of Sydney/ University of Western Australia/ University of Otago, New Zealand. Total fees if I study solely in Malaysia would cost up to RM 400 000 and if I get to study aboard it would cost about the same or slightly more.

Well, correct me if I'm wrong because I am still waiting for further information about my second option. However, I think I like the 2nd option better. I could save up to a year if I take the 2nd option.

My other options are Scholarships, Local University and International Dental College which is in Penang.

Scholarships are not easy to get but not impossible. I can't depend solely on this.

Yup, I did applied for Local University too. I submitted my name already. I don't really have high hopes on this because its local university. Its quite hard to get into local U as it is very competitive among non-bumiputera's. So, if I do get it I'll still have second thoughts about it. It depends la, if I don't get what I want then I'll just forget it.

Hmm.... International Dental College is something like my 2nd option. Its a twinning program too. Study a few years locally and a few years aboard. This time, its in India. But, I think I have to take A-levels for this.

Sometimes, I think I'm just too ambitious. I'm very concern with this because I have high expectations. I don't want it to lead to disappointments. The future is hard to predict. I want to excel in every aspect of my life but sometimes, life can be unfair. You might never have all of it and yet you can have all of it. My mum would jokingly tease me that I shouldn't study too hard or be too ambitious because no guys/men would want me to be their wife because I'm earning more than them. =.=""""""""" omg. For a moment I believed her but then I don't want to end up wasting my time studying so hard and end up sitting at home all day, being a full time housewife. That would be a waste. I don't want to depend everything on my future husband. I also want to be able to support myself so that my future husband or anyone would not look down on me. Hmmm... Am I being paranoid?? Because... these things happens.

You know, I can write this all night and it won't have a full stop to it. Talk about guys... People always ask me about what qualities do I look for in a guy. I got so many answer that I usually pick one randomly. Like I said, I have high expectations in every aspects of my life and I'm very concern with it. Some people told me not to be too picky or I'll not get married for the rest of my life. lol. I can give you so many reasons for this statement. Anyways, I don't have to explain thoroughly here. I've been in love/in a relationship and I know what its like.

aha! That is another topic that I've never mention in my blog and I think I would like to keep it that way. The reason is because there are so many stalkers here that don't have a life that use my words against me. I know that SOME of my readers here come and go, anonymously without leaving behind their footprints and in real life, they would just spread rumors about you and hence, you're popular! Sweat. Hey! I know most of my regular readers don't do it.

So, I'll just talk about this topic generally but in term of a boy-girl relationship. It can be about anyone.

As you know, some people commit themselves in a relationship just because of the status of "being in a relationship. Some people are just really in love and are committed to make the relationship successful. Some people just don't care. Which category are you in? From my point of view, committing yourself in a relationship is not a joke and it is never a joke to me. What about falling in love? I think this is easy for some and quite hard for some others. It depends okay. But, keeping a relationship is not easy. It takes up a lot of time, effort, energy and money. By that, you need commitment, communication, love, respect and trust. These are the 5 main things that are vital in a relationship. That is what I think and they are not arranged orderly. Its really really deep. Don't you think so?

A relationship can fail for so many reasons and any of those reasons fall into those 5 main categories. If there is lack of one component, the relationship fails. Am I not right? Hmm... I think my relationship with you failed because there's no commitment. I don't think any of us are ready for it, yet..

I think I shouldn't elaborate further as I tend to write more unnecessary details. Good night!

PS: I hope this entry is not boring because its kinda long.

Christmas is 4 days away. I can't wait to get my Christmas present. So far I only got one. Well, I should be thankful that I got one. Its better than having none. =)

Goodnight!

Its 3a.m here in this picture and eating chocolate ice cream at this hour while sitting at my room window is such a bliss.
So, don't purposely come looking for me at this hour. It's consider stalking me. haha! I'm just kidding!

Good night again!=)

Saturday 20 December 2008

Sick, maybe?

*clears throat*

testing... testing....

*clears throat again*

heloo.....

*once again*

helooooo

*sneezes!*

Excuse me....

Oh, crap. my throat is so dry that no matter how much water I drink, its still so dry .
Crap. Maybe its the chocolates. omg....
I don't wanna get sick...

Well, at least I got something to keep me happy.. =)


and also snuggle myself in my 528 thread White Egyptian Cotton Linen Comforter


hoping that I would feel better. ugh....

Happy

I just uploaded a new song on my blog. Check it out if you're curious. I love the song and the lyrics especially. Genius!

Recently, I reconcile with the people I've not been talking to for a very long time. Yeah.. it feels like years not talking to these people. These people seriously pissed me off till I don't even wanna talk to them. Its been about approximately 8 months? Well, that's a record for me. Before all of these happened, these people... one happened to be one of my good friend and the other one is my sister. I was really crossed with them for a very long time and I'm angry at them for different reasons. It's 2 separate issues. I've never been so angry before to the extend that I did not talk to these people for so long.

Seriously, its not me at all. After so long, I've decided to put it to an end. It's not healthy for me and its not healthy to them too. So, why make life so difficult? haha! Now, things are back to normal. Well, things are normal but I'm not normal. At least that is what I am feeling right now - confused. Its 4 a.m now and I don't know what the hell am I doing here.

I need go somewhere. Somewhere that I could just sit down all and think. Whether alone or with a friend. I need to talk, whether alone or with a friend. I need to go get a drink, whether alone or with a friend. ugh.... I feel trapped. I need to go out to have some fun. Damn, now I miss going out. But then, maybe its good that I feel like that once in a while. Because maybe it makes me appreciate having fun. =)

You know, I bought some chocolates from Langkawi.


Chocolate makes me happy.


Sometimes, It makes me high. Like I'm on cocaine or smthg.


Most of them are dirt cheap like this..

It cost RM 4.50 per box.


I love it so much! Tempting huh?


The texture is so smooth.
So... Chocolaty!


I'm addicted to it.
You seriously HAVE to taste it!

Wanna know where to get it here in KL??? Okay... I was at Pavilion this afternoon and I stumbled across this chocolate and I was surprised they actually sell it here in KL!!! I've been saving my last box coz I thought I'm not gonna eat them again for a long time. But, I found it again by chance. So, I bought 2 of it which cost RM 7.90 per box. Quite expensive-lah... Yeah.. because I bought this at a much lower price, the first time I bought it. LOL. Go ahead! Its available at The Tangs, Pavilion.

If you notice, I did not buy any Ferrero Roche. hehe. Wanna know why? I'm sick of it and It doesn't taste as good as I remembered. It taste like cheap chocolate now. I wonder why. =/


I've never liked my nails being polished. But, I got one anyway coz I'm starting to like it.
(It makes my fingertips feel warm sometimes...)

Oh yeahh... Guess what I got for myself recently???
Just make a random guess!!

CLUE :



Cute box


I should go to sleep now. Good night!

Tuesday 16 December 2008

Denise and food.

I just ate my lunch and I'm quite satisfied but not happy with it because its fast food. I called up McD to place an order and all I get is some weird spoken English. He was talking as fast as a rocket and I was struggling to understand what the hell he was trying to say and I kept asking him to repeat what he just said. It's really frustrating, don't you think so? I put down the phone and called again, hoping to get a better person to talk to.

haha! My 2nd call was way better. I could understand every single word he said and that made me quite happy. I know that I live so close to restaurants but, I'm lazy to go out. For once, in 2 weeks I just want to stay at home.. I got my food while cost about RM27.30 (I'm not the only one eating). I gave the guy RM30 and he gave me back Rm0.70.

I thought there was something wrong with the bill coz I recalled that I am supposed to pay RM27.30. I questioned that guy why am I getting on 70 cents?? He seems like he does not understand me. I spoke in malay, alright?? If you still don't understand them I shall speak English. So, I did the math for him. He still said that I was supposed to get 70 cents of change.

YOU IDIOTTTT!!!!!

You can't even do simple maths and you wanna cheat 2 ringgit out of me!!!! He thought I was dumb and that I don't know how to count. Grrr... 2 ringgit is still money you know!!

Another incident also happened at McD. This time, I was with my friends at some mcd in Penang. I was going through th bill and I realised we we charged 5 ringgit extra for some Madagascar head gear which I have no clue what in the world was that. I was wondering where is the head gear thing. It was no where to be seen and I don't remember ordering such thing. I asked the manager what is it and she gave me some complicated explanation about it. I told them I did not receive any head gear stuffs and she gave me the head gear which turn out to be this :


LOL!!!!! Its the madagascar hippo called gloria!!! We got this because we ordered more than 2 meals. Sweat. It tunrs out that this is free. =.=" I thought we were paying for it. So confusing you know. But hey, at least I got it for free and lets see a smile on my face, ok?

There you go!

I was never a fan of McDonalds and i am not lovin' it. I only love their fries and ice cream. I began liking it when Duncan, a McD addict started dragging me to mcd most of the time. I never had so much mcd in my life since then. Thank god I wasn't too conscious about my weight, unlike now. But now, I will only resort of mcd if there is nothing else to eat. lol. The roadside burger taste 100 times better than mcd and its way cheaper. Don't believe me? Then allow me to prove you wrong. hehe.

Usually, I'll just go for the usual like rice coz rice satisfies me the best. I don't really fancy noodles especially when its dry. I prefer my noodles with its soup, at least.

Talk about food. I love food and I love it even more when I have close friends or family members with me. Ever heard that sharing your food makes the food more delicious? haha. Its very true for my case because I love to eat.



Some may call me THE EATING MACHINE because I eat a lot for an average Asian girl. Sometimes, I am kind because I help them to finish up their food. =D I have a record of eating 14 pieces of chicken wing in a go when i was 12. Now, I'll just settle for 3/4 pieces.



Sometimes, my mum says that I am ungrateful because I don't finish my food. She always remind me about all the people who died of starvation. She also always scold me for throwing away the bread skin. Again she reminded me about the poor people around the world who died of starvation.



Nowadays, I always complain about my weight because my guy friends like vi, kok siang, jhun ren, shaz and khai wen who keep calling me fat. Someof them still call me that till today especially Vi. They would criticise me on what I eat and all the fat would accumulate at my tights. They would call me thunder thighs and would probably sing a song with it. It goes something like this :

Must watch it! or else you don't know what I mean.



LOL. I find it very amusing coz I know that I'm not a fat babe!! A lot of people realised that I gained weight. Some say I look way better and some say I'm fat(grrr).

As much as I love food in general, there is a downside of it for me. About 8 years ago, I went for an allergy test. Out of 64 item, I am allergic to 9 of it. Some of it are seafood, flower pollen and animal fur. Almost everyone said it is such a great waste that I am allergic to seafood. I would have severe rash which will remained as a scar. I am not happy with this at all. My mum always scold me for being too fussy with food and keep asking what are the ingredients. Sometimes, I just close an eye and let that pass. Sometimes, I'll get all worked up because I do not want to have anymore scars which will look ugly on me.

Once, I had an allergic reaction due to roses. I was so dumb that I put the flowers on my bed and you know how the pollen can spread through air and all over the bed as it has a special mechanism to reproduce (damn the male reproductive organ of the roses). I forgotten about that very minute detail. Ish. Most of them said I will get over it when I grow older. I hope what they said is true. Don't worry, I'm not alone. I have a few friends who have the same problem.

I despise people who purposely give me food without telling me that there is seafood in it, knowing that I am allergic to it. Hey, I might die from a very severe allergic reaction. My parents and people who love me will hunt you down till' you're dead.

That's all for today. =) Byee!

Monday 15 December 2008

I can't believe I already got a present for Christmas!! I know what I'm getting because I've already seen it and wore it. Twice. My auntie decided to buy the *present* for me, wrap it and I will only receive it on Christmas. Damn. I was so happy coz I thought I could wear it immediately. Looks like I'll have to wait until Christmas. I really love my present because, boy, its so classy, elegant and beautiful! It looks good on me!

Hey, there's no harm praising myself once in awhile. XD haha. Well, I did change my look a little and I'm pleased with it. Though, I do need to do a few more improvements. I was planning to change my hairstyle but, I'm just not so convinced and I'm afraid that I might just regret it. So, I'm still hunting for some clothes now. I might just go to Pavilion again to get some stuffs that I did not manage to get while shopping with my aunties. I got some gift vouchers to spend in Parkson. =D I love Pavilion and I hate Midvalley. Anyone wanna teman me go shopping???

Presence

I don't know what to blog about without picture since I'm not at home. I am living with a dog who gets overexcited when I wake up in the morning and when I come home from shopping with my aunties. Well, don't you just love that?

How often do you see anyone who gets overexcited when you wake up in the morning or if you just got home from somewhere? This shows that the dog truly appreciates every moment of life that any day could be the last day he/she would spend quality time with you and shower you with love and attention, the same way how we love them (in their own way). Some people might not notice that this tiny little detail might make a huge difference in your life. To be noticed and cared for.

It makes me feel that I am present and not invincible. Browny is his name. This never happened before until recently. I think all of that changes because there was one night, I was all alone watching Heroes on tv till' 3a.m. Alone. Browny approached me and I decided to secretly carry him up on the sofa to sit with me. I am not allowed to do that but I did. =D teeheehee. I was talking to him all morning. I talked a lot. I don't remember what I talked about.

He just lay there and listened and sometimes, he might just give me the innocent-cute stare. With his round bulging eyes and tongue sticking out. He's a Shih-Tzu, so called one of the top 10 dumbest dog which I find it.... i dunno.. false? It was just great talking to him while cuddling with his warm body.

I don't know how does this relates to anything I've just said. For the past few days, I realised that talking is a vital key of communication and it straightens your relationship with the other person/any living organism. Try talking to a plant. It would probably grow healthier. Although, mythbuster proved that plant have no feeling by conducting an experiment (ie : slapping them).

I don't know what exactly I am trying to say. I just experienced something that I've never seen before and I don't wish to endure it in the future.

PS : I desperately need a foot massage.

I'll update when I am home.

Wednesday 10 December 2008

Busy busy me.

I watched Bolt and ate Chillis at KLCC yesterday! =D great movie! I'm quite busy to update anything unless I have the time to do so. I will have quite a bust weekend. teheehee.. Stay tune okay! I'll update for real by this week.

I am now reading message in a bottle by Nicholas Sparks. I hope its as good as Love story by Erich Segal. I wanna buy another book by him called Oliver's Story.

Oh yeah, Just so you know! I saw and met our Former Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir in Langkawi a few days ago while I was on my holiday in Langkawi! I only had the chance to shook hands with him and took a picture OF HIM but not WITH HIM. Too bad, there's too many people and boy, his body guards. XD

Yesterday, a kind soul transferred RM15 worth of talktime credit to me. I am lucky huh? I wanted to reload my phone but my intentions was flushed down the toilet because of this. At the same time, I feel bad for keeping this and not informing the person. What should I do????? Tell me, people!!!!

I might be going bowling on Friday. To be honest, I don't know how to play bowling. Seriously.... LOL. Then, I might meet up with Ji Mi tmr to learn to play Ultimate Frisbee. Wakakaka! Lol!

Finally, I got back to the dance floor! I continued my salsa class with Raimee. Wow... it feels great to dance again after 2 months. I started playing my flute last week. It took me a few days to adjust because I took off my braces already and it frustrates me to get the right tune. After a week, the tune is more perfect than before. This time, It sound way better than having my braces on. The air flow was so smooth. The staccatos is clear and not vague. Damn, I am so happy right now. My whole room echoed while I was practising. All I need to work on now is my breathing and techniques. In sound and tune wise, there is no problem. teheehee....

SPM finished 2 weeks ago and It felt like 2 years ago!

I need to reduce my chocolate intake coz I'm literally eating chocolates like drinking water. omg. I need to run/jog.

want some pictures? hehe. there you go!

Trying out my new pair of Levi's jeans and Padini Authentic top.


Look at our dinner at Chillis Yesterday!


Remember? Our parents used to tell us not to read on the table? hehe.


Mei Ji and Elle


Jian and I


Me.
I was so darn full.


Monday 8 December 2008

Boomdeyada!!! I'm back!

Boomdeyada!! Watch this. I love it! Its brilliant! Not that I just discovered it. XD





I had the best weekend or I would say the best holiday ever!! I would not want to say "had" but it happened already and I dearly miss it so much. Its great to get away from everything for a while. I mean, seriously... This time, the trip is less stressful. It is not like any other holidays I've been where you have to wake up so early, rushing to bathe and being dragged from one place to another without having room for yourself to breathe.

Sadly, I did not take any picture. Seriously. I only have very few pictures but none of them captured the best moments all of us had. Its not the I do not want to or I do not have the time. Its because almost all the time I'm am soaking wet with sea water. It was truly a holiday for me. A day without electronic gadgets like my phone was a bliss.

But, I was not happy about some sakai or retard who kept calling me on my phone and messaged me when I left it all day in my room. and I don't even know this person!! This nut head kept calling me "syamala" saying that I gave my number on Friendster and kept telling me not to be scared. WTF!!! So.... I said :

"Hello, this is Nirvana Mortuary Centre. How can I help you, sir? We offer our client the best mortuary services. Currently, we are having a year end sale if you purchase an urn compartment by TODAYYY, we will CREMATE, YOUUU, ABSOLUTELY FREEEEE! So.... IF YOU CONTINUE CALLING THIS NUMBER, I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN UNTILL YOU'RE DEAD! YOU DIG!?!??"

Well, at least this happened after a loooong day enjoying myself and thank god it did not disrupt my day.

haha... I felt better after that.. He did not call after that. I know "he" is a guy through his voice and another obvious reason is he would not call me time and again is he knew if I was a guy and vice versa. I picked up the first time "he" called. I thought it was someone I knew. I don't use Friendster at all. I have no idea why people keep adding me as their friends where, I don't even know them. This is happening on Facebook also. I am phobia of clicking the "requests" on the top right of the page. I have way too many request that when I click it, my whole computer will lag. There is a time and place to make friends but making friends online is just too dangerous.

I'll blog about my holiday another time. I am darn tired. Damn! I wish it lasted longer. Again, that wont happen for sure. Whatever it is, I truly madly deeply enjoyed my holiday in Langkawi with all my friends and teachers. It opened up my eyes that there is more to life and looking back at what I've been through, I know that nothing beats the feeling of having to spend time with the people called, friends. =)

Friday 5 December 2008



Crap!! I can;t believe I stayed up all morning reading Love Story by Erich Segal. LOL. I finished the whole novel in 5 hours. wth!! I'm not satisfied! I want more!!! grrrrr....

So, I looked it up on google. It seems that there is something wrong with my book. There is a repetition on the last 24 pages of the book from the first 24 pages of the novel. Hmmm... Its exactly the same and I have no idea why is it there. Could it be a mistake? or is there another 24 pages of the story which was not included?

Sheeshhh....

The movement of the whole story is quite fast. Faster than any other love novels I've read, I would say. I'll give it 10/10. Which is equal to 1. =D Well, probabilities will never exceed ONE. If you do get a probability of more than one, that means something went wrong along the way.

I love all the words in the book. Well, except for the profanities. But, the profanities in this novel seems to be really funny and charming as I imagined it that way. weird huh? *slaps myself*


"Love means never having to say you're sorry"



I wish this novel was thicker.
So that it doesn't have to end so fast.
That wont happen, that's for sure.

Nothing better to do.

I'm 60 % done on packing my clothes. I can't believe its tomorrow. It feels like its only next week. haha. But, I have more plans for next week. By then, hopefully I wont be tired from the 10-hour journey to Langkawi.

I just finished a novel, The curious incident of a dog in the night time. Brilliant book! Its just out of the ordinary! Although it feels like a little boy is telling you the story. Very odd and eccentric but at the same time, it's amazing! haha!
One down 4 more to go. Next, I'll be reading Love Story by Erich Segal. It has been awhile since the last time I read these kind of novels. The beginning of the story already caught my attention and now, I want more! haha.

I met a friend from tuition day before yesterday at Kinokuniya Bookstore, KLCC. Small world huh. We said hi and started talking continuously for 20 minutes. She was talking abt how she forgot that she was having mechanical paper, SPM and she was an hour late for it. it was crazy! I can't imagine myself in her shoes. She said she wanted to buy some novels to read, so I recommend her a few.. She asked me whether I love books. I told her, I love reading. which mean I love books. =.= Yes, I love to read from a very tender age of... 3? I wonder is that why I'm wearing glasses? Hmmm... Probably not.

I don't know what I would do without books to read. I do have some favourites. My favourite author would be Mitch Albom, at the moment. I have no idea why.. I watched an interview between Oprah and Mitch Albom a few days ago. You know what? I can't believe I watched Oprah. and I was actually sobbing throughout the show. I must be nuts. This remind me of a particular day, I was watching tv all day and I was actually sobbing all day because of the shows I watched. All of them happen to be sad! gosh.... That tires me.

Anyway, as I was saying I love to read. It can be magazines, comics, newspapers, medical books, novels, so on and so forth. I finally found the book I was looking for. Its a medical book called Mercks's Manual of Medical Information. I am speechless. This is heaven. I can read all day on this book which is as think as the huge Oxford Thesaurus Dictionary. Its not like I want to be a doctor. I just wanna know about all these stuffs.

lol..i have nothng better to do huh. Anyway, I'll be away for a few days. I'll be going to the Opening Ceremony of my uncle's new retsurant in Keramat. lol... This is like the... 25th time going to these openings?? lol.. I hope its not boring like the last one. Byeeeee!!

Thursday 4 December 2008

Smile!!!! Part 2

Continuation from my previous post.

I'll just fast forward it alright. So, she ran away. End of story. She never came back. I was so dumb to even think of her. Probably you might think I'm such an inconsiderate person. Well, there are a few things that I am not happy about her. I truly understand that arguments are always bound to happen between us. It can be misunderstandings or mistakes. But, everything has its limits. Clearly, my maid crossed that line. There is a lot of drama happening just because of her and I would to explain everything, it will take a few more posts.. To those of you who have met her, I'm sure you're shocked to hear this from me.

She lied to people who I kept close to my heart. Its not the first, second and absolutely not the third. Don't worry, I bet she is in a place where she is happy right now. I trusted her that she is not like any other maids despite all of them have almost the same purpose here, working in Malaysia. Well, A few weeks ago I discovered something really shocking. Its so unlikely to happen but it did happened. We found out how she ran away.

My mum was chatting with my neighbour. I think we are lucky to have such wonderful neighbours. They have 3 kids and all of them are boys aged 1, 3 and 6. Their parents are professionals in the careers and also, they have a maid. Man, they are noisy especially when all 3 of the kids cries at one go. Surprisingly, all of them speaks English! lol. But, that is not the point.

One day, my mum was chatting to one of their sons who is 6 years old. He was playing with his toys alone while their maid was in the kitchen. You know, all those lame baby talk questions. So, my mum asked out of randomness,

"Hey *insert name*.. How are you today?"
"I'm fine, thank you."

blablabla....

"Do you still remember *my maid*??"
"Yes, I still remember her. She went to Ipoh"
" *wonders* Ipoh??? Why did you say shes in Ipoh?" My mum asked him with full of concern.
"Yes, she is in Ipoh. My dad fetch her there."
"Ohhh.... Are you sure? when?"
" Yes. He told me that he has to fetch *my maid* to Ipoh to work."


Okay... that was it. I do not know whether to believe this or not. But, something disturbed me. Why on earth would a 6-year-old said this?? I mean, how on earth could a 6-year-old make up such thing?? Isn't that just really odd??? I mean... eishh....

Seriously!!when I found out about this, I was asking so many question where there is no answers for my questions. Yeah, I do understand people lie. But, I'm not sure if a 6-year-old would do such a thing. Another thing is that, when we asked our neighbours about this, they were as shocked as us. They were asking how it happened, when and so on and so forth.

I know I can't simply point fingers but..... ughhh!!! I'm pointing fingers at anyone now. What do you think???

Well, lesson learned.

1. Never trust your maid ever even though they worked for you for 11 long years.
2. Never hire your maids more than 5 years(if they are excellent)/ 3 years (average). All of them end up to be professional liars, shallow minded and low mentality.

3. Beware with your neighbours.

- I would like to elaborate on this. How can you "amalkan rukun tetangga" if your own neighbour runs off your maid (this refers generally and not to anyone in specific). We always write in our essays that people who live in the city don't even know their neighbours or who lives next door and we just couldn't be bothered to get to know the people next door. I'm not applying this to everyone. Its just my opinion. Who know, our very own neighbour are the culprits of house invasion, robbery, kidnap, rape, murder and the like. You'll never know. They can just provide the criminals with information about us. ugh. I guess this can be a debate topic huh coz there are pros and cons about this. I wouldn't mind living with Klausner who would build the sound machine all day as long as he does not create havoc. I don't mind cutting as many roses for him, coz at least he would just be attracted with sounds and not helping maids to run away. I could just cut roses for him so that he could hear the roses shrieking all day and probably he would just go crazy for being too happy. At least he is not interested in running off other people's maids. ugh!

After all these years, I really appreciate everything that she has done for us. She has to leave her family behind just to look for money. Although she has a husband, but he's just a rotten piece of meat. No offence but its true. How can a husband depends on his wife 100% financially and not contributing anything. All he does was laze around, rot at home and spends every penny of his wives money when she brings it home after years of saving them. She stupidly gave in every single time, cheated by her husband time and again. Ughh!!!! I pity her sometimes. I always take this in consideration because I know she is going through all these things in her life and it's not easy for her. Throughout the years, she has done a wonderful job. She has an undeniably amazing cooking/culinary skills. She is very friendly and easily to talk to although she laugh uncontrollably sometimes which makes the atmosphere akward after some time.

Well, I do have more to say but I'll just stop here.

***

You know what?? As I was sending some (about almost 200. hehe) pictures to Kok Siang yesterday, I came across waaay too many pictures that I never seen in such a looooong time. I could see how all of us grew in 5 years. wow. A lot of things happened. Today, I am glad that I took all those pictures. I think theres is more picture i did not sent to kok, since I failed to save some of the pictures back when we were in form 2. Yes, there are more, but I just couldn't find them.

There are a few things I will never forget. never. Take for example, The Drama Team and The Debate Team. To those who are involved in drama, don't you just miss all those stupid and crazy jokes we had. All the scenes that we had to do over and over and over again like 3 billion times until we got so frustrated?? All the food, drink and party?? haha. I bet you do. All those hard work really paid off since our school drama won the competition of 3 consecutive years.

Some random pictures about of the past..

Look at our faces. Back then we don't have pimples! Our forehead and cheeks are so smooth... and look what hormones did to our faces now. haha.


Ok, these guys definitely have pimples! haha! Well, except for Duncan in this picture.
Now... I'm not so sure. I haven't seen these clowns in ages.
Except Jian which was just last week.

There you go! I just woke up okay.
and...yeah.. he still has pimples! wakakaka!! =X


I can't remember what happened and how I took this picture. XD



Ji Mi's head got stuck.
This was taken in KLCC.
It was all over the news on tv and you know, theres was a lot of commotion at that moment.
Some say, we might have to chop off his head. wakakaka!!!
ok.. Just kidding. He did not appear on the news and there was no commotion whatsoever.


I have no clue what is he trying to do.


This was taken on the day we received our PMR results!
7 A's baby!!!!! =DD


Victory is ours!
This picture is priceless.


You can say any of these picture are sneak peaks on kok siang's upcoming class video. I wouldn't want to post all of it. Boy, I really miss all those times...

Wednesday 3 December 2008

Smile!!!

Teeheehee. It has been a few days since I last blog about something. I've been going out almost everyday since the day I finished my SPM except yesterday. As I was lying down on the sofa watching Ellen Degeneres dancing with the audience, something struck my mind out of the blue. I was asking myself, "hey, I'm supposed to be studying". lol. My mum says its normal. I'll get used to it and soon, I'll be wondering "am I supposed to go to school today??". Odd isn't it? High school is over.

Ok, I don't think I've ever mention this on my blog. As some of you know, my maid of 11 years ran away in August this year. It has been 4 months since she disappeared and all of us are going just great with or without her. I never thought she would just walk away after working with my family for 11 years. I mean seriously, I treat her like my own family and she did this. She used to tell us that running away was an idiotic thing to do. Well, my advice is, if your maid ever said this a couple of times, SHES RUNNING AWAY!

My mum always reminded her that, if she wants to stop working with us, she is welcomed to tell us anytime. We always told her to never ever lie. We don't want to force her to stay as she has her own family back home and its her rights to decide whether to stay or head back home. But no. She made up her mind which I find it so unbelievable. Wanna know how she ran away? Keep on reading.

Monday. It was 3.30p.m and I just got home from school feeling so exhausted because I had all science subjects on one days and also add maths. It was only my maid and I at home. Ellise is still in school with extra curricular activities. I had my lunch in front of the television like I always do after school. It was just like every other day. Nothing suspicious or anything odd.

Then, she wanted to throw some rubbish and told me as usual. Nothing extraordinary about that. I did not pay much attention because the TV is more interesting than knowing that my maid is gonna throw rubbish. haha. If my memory servers me right, I was watching Ellen Degeneres Talk Show. I love to watch that programme because of the way she talks, what she does and she would invited one or two people from the audience to do some silly stuffs. Those silly stuffs would make me laugh all the time. Imagine that 2 people are stuck together with a string rubber rope thingy. They will have to face opposite each other. Their task is to get as much apples as they can with their mouth. Its not as easy as it looks. Both of them would be struggling to get the apples as they are stuck with an elastic rope. LOL. The first person to get the most apples, wins something. The prizes are like concert tickets, err...?

Then..... the tv was interrupted. A small yellow cube would appear on the top right of the tv. Don't you just hate it when this happens??? It was raining. Dang Astro.

Anyway, I wasn't that bothered coz the show was over and I took my bath. But, before I did that, I was wondering where in the world is my maid. What took her so long to throw rubbish?? LOL. Again, I thought she was chatting with her friends nearby. So, I resume what I was doing. When I finished, the rain was too heavy and theres no way to chit chat even though you have all the shade in the world coz its just too noisy to talk. So, I called her out loud, thinking that she might be downstairs. I called her over and over and over again. Eventually, I stopped and made a phone call.

*tuut. tuut.*

"hello?"
"hello mummy. guess what?"
"what's up?"
"I think kak ran away."
"Har? why you say that??"
"Coz I called her so many times and she did not answer me like she always do"
"Aiya.... maybe shes talking to her friends la"
"NO lah!!! How can she be talking to her friends.....?? Its raining so heavily right now!"
"Really ar??"
"yea la.... *laughs*"
"Just wait for awhile more..."
" I waited for one hour alreadyyyy..."
"Where did she go??"
"She said that she was throwing rubbish"
"Eik... that's weird"
"I know... what to do now??"
"I'll be back soon. We'll talk about this later."

Ok.. That was the conversation with my mum. At that moment, I was just fooling around with her. I thought it would be fun to joke with my mum once in a while. haha. So, I continue watching tv and slept on the sofa.

about almost 5, ellise got home from school. I woke up from slumber land. A few minutes later, she told me that,

"EI, kakak's clothes are all gone!"
"har!!?!?!"

Holy crap. This can't be for real. I called my mum again.

"Mummy!!!"
"Yea...??"
" Kakak really ran away lahhhhh!!! Her clothes are all gone and don't tell me she throw rubbish for 2 hours and talk to her friend so long wan..."
"WHAT??!?!? You serious ar??"
"Yeah.... omg.. I didn't know this is for real. Just now I called you because I was just fooling around with you. I didn't know it really happened"
"wait for me, I'm coming home right now"

Crap. I thought it was just a joke. IT never crossed my mind that she would run away. Well, then I recalled what happened. She was holding a plastic bag that has GIANT printed on it. It was filled with rubbish like yogurt drink, leftover food and a peanut butter jar that I just threw. I remember she was saying something else other than she wants to throw rubbish.

*thinks*

Aha! She also asked me if I want to come along. =.=" Swt. Who in the right mind would follow their maid around just to throw rubbish. Well, thats what I would think at that very moment. I remember saying no.

Well, that was it. I kept thinking and thinking about it. How could she run away?? She wouldn't dare to do this unless someone helped her. Seriously, she doesn't know how to read at all and she gets lost when you bring her to Ampang Point (which we always go there for groceries) and she gets lost very easily. As cliche as it sounds, I think she ran away with her boyfriend. lol. I don't know whether if she has a boyfriend here although she is already married and have a teenage daughter. Well, anything could happen right?

So, we asked around and everyone got a shock of their lives. Even the guards did not see her. How ca this be happening?

To be continued....
Stay tuned for the 2nd part.

Here are some random pictures. The Smiles of people.


Me



Jhun Ren



Vinaya aka Sakai King.



Khai Wen with my glasses. =D



Dinnish



Kok! Siang



Some puppy at SPCA



Ji Mi and Derrick with their smiley plate of rice specially for me!
Thank you guys! I'll never forget this. ever.



Jasveen, my cousin with a fake smile.



Chunphorn aka John. (thank god its not porn XD)
our tour guide in Bangkok, Thailand.
This was about 5 months ago at Suvarbhumi airport.
Look what is happening now. lol.



This.. was taken at a random stall at the streets of Bangkok too.
Cute isn't she?
=DD



Last, but not least,
The Cyclops aka my uncle.
He's a doctor working in the emergency department and also a
dermatologist (skin specialist) who graduates from NUS.
He was ordering a new pair of glasses.


Anyway, I hope the pictures do put a smile on your face. =)
That's all. Good Night!


Merry Christmas

Hello Earthling! Merry Christmas!! Well, today is Boxing Day, so... HAPPY BOXING DAY!

Go grab a partner and box them! Muahahaha! Just kidding!

My Christmas did not not turned out exactly like I imagined. I was having flu. Before that, I was having sore throat. My throat was freaking dry like ice cubes in the freezer that when you touch the ice your finger/tongue sticks on it. Despite having the cold, I had a merry Christmas! I got presents and I celebrate it with my dearest people called my family.

I'm not a Christian but I celebrate it with my Auntie every year. But nowadays, people look forward to Christmas as it is one of the most celebrated festival of the year. There would be Christmas trees in every shopping malls, bright and colourful decorations on the streets, Christmas Mega Sales for shopaholics, Choir groups caroling, Santa Claus giving out candies and wow, people are so over the top when it comes to spending their money for Christmas presents.

I got a few presents and I heard that there's a few more to come. teeheehee...

It seems that 2008 has come to an end. Almost. In 2007, I told myself that 2008 would definitely be a great year! I said that with tears rolling down my cheeks. I think I told this to someone else too. I made a few new year's resolutions and I guess I achieved most of it.

In a few more days, I would be writing a new chapter of my life. I would like to write more but, I think I'll save that for my next post which I think most of you would love. That is,

What I've done in 2008.

Haha. Now, I have so many thing gushing into my mind now, waiting be written down. Till then,

I hereby present you this wonderful Christmas Song!

If you've watched PS, I Love You I bet you'll know this song. I'm not really a type of person who uses profanities in daily conversations but, I like the song.

PS : I don't consider words like shit/crap/dammit are profanities, although they are. XD I'm so used to it already.

Anyway, enjoy!

Fairytales of New York by The Pogues.




It was christmas eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, wont see another one
And then he sang a song
The rare old mountain dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
Ive got a feeling
This years for me and you
So happy christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They've got cars big as bars
They've got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
Its no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold christmas eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of new york city
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing "Galway Bay"
And the bells were ringing out
For christmas day

Youre a bum
Youre a punk
Youre an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy christmas your arse
I pray God its our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Cant make it all alone
Ive built my dreams around you


Its mean but sweet. Somehow I like it. It blends really well into a song.

Good night!

Eat and Dance!

I feel so happy and energised after dance classes! I had so much fun that I wish that I could salsa everyday. Too bad, I don't have a partner to dance with. =( If I do have a dance partner, I could probably dance better. I'm moving in such a slow pace. LOL. Its okay.. I'm fine with that. I don't plan to make it as my career. Or.. I just might. haha. Because, I know I'm quite good.

It has been a year I learned salsa. I made lots of friends. Most of them are girls and they are lotsa fun! My instructor is Remy and he's such a great dancer! I think he can dance better than any other girls. Don't worry, he's not gay/soft. He's married and has a son. He doesn't want us to call him a teacher for some unknown reasons. He prefer us to call him by his name and all of us are friends. Not teacher and students. haha! I like that..

I performed once at Great Eastern Mall for a Charity Bazaar. I remembered having rehearsals like 5 hours a day, 3-4 times a week. By the end of the day, my legs would ache that all I wanna do is just sleep. Its so tiring okay, dancing with 3-inch heels for 5 hours straight. Thank god my shoes are specially made and its so comfortable wearing them.

During rehearsals/class, accidents are bound to happen. Like, stepping on each others foot, running into each other, fall on your back, so on and so forth. I've been dropped by my partner a few times and it hurts my back that once, it hurts for like 1 week. Sometimes, I think I'm just too heavy, maybe? Is 50kg consider heavy for an average guy in their 20's ? (well more like younger than that and also older than that, plus minus lah)

Yeah, talk about my weight... I gained weight tremendously this year. For years I've been trying to gain weight but I failed terribly. I'm not shy about talking about my weight. Some people would just ask me am I not shy about revealing how much I weigh? I broke my record this year, I gained a total of 5/6 kg this year. I don't know what in the world I did or maybe my wish just came true? LOL. Nevermind... I just eat normal food. Try watching this video. You'll laugh until you get a stomach ache... or not... haha..CHECK IT OUT OK!! Trust me, its really good...



I really love this song. There is other song too and its really funny.. Did you watch it?? =/ Watch it if you didn't watch it!!!! Or if you already did... Good! =D

Anyway, I'll be away on Christmas. So, before I leave, I'll post up another you tube video that I pretty sure all of you will love it! Seriously. I won't even post it up if its not good. =)

So, I'll just leave a few pictures before I say goodnight.

These are from Palace of The Golden Horses Hotel.

Food Galore?
There's more but I did not take pictures of it coz I don't wanna look like a jakun in front of everyone, like I've never seen/ate so much food in my life.
I must say that the food is delicious!



I feel so tiny, petite and short.. =/



Thats us. =)


I love the entrance.





wow.
I wonder if its real gold.


I never knew I could take such a beautiful picture with my camera.




This is something that shouldn't be lying around the hotel premises. Especially near a kids party.


French kissing? A Golden Horse. =P
haha. They seriously need girls theraphy wei. XDXD
I'm just joking. But, I wasn't joking about them having girls. =P
I consider this PICTURE OF THE DAY!
Love it! Good job, guys!

PS : Guys, If you're reading this, don't kill me, alright??
I have cookiess!!! *peace offering* *smiles widely* =D

Thoughts and Visions

*grumbles* ughhh...... *grumbles* It appears that I have a sore throat. Its not painful at all but it so freaking dry! So dry that my voice changes. It sounds so.... coarse. No no no.. It sound husky! =P Just kidding. Maybe that is a sign that I should stop eating too much chocolate.

Call me a chocolate addict coz I adore chocolate. Chocolates are always here for me. Whether I'm happy, sad or angry. When I'm sad, the best chocolate remedy would be chocolate ice cream. When I'm angry, the best chocolate remedy is chocolate cake. When I'm happy... well.. when I'm happy I'll just eat any chocolates. I don't have a chocolate cure for being happy.

Sometimes, I would toast 2 pieces of bread and put Nutella chocolate spread on it if I stay up late at night. I always ask myself whether or not to cut off the bread skin. In the end, I ate all of it and I would make another one. *clears throat*

Enough of chocolates. Lets switch to another topic. For the past few days, I've been doing a little bit of thinking. I was thinking about how my SPM results would turn out to be, will I ever get a scholarship?, what are my options?, my future, people who've been in and out of my life, my parents and myself.

About my future and options. I would like and want to take up Dentistry and to become a Dentist as my career. That is as far as I could think of in terms of my career. I could further my studies in

1. Dental Public Health (study of epidemiology and social health policies)
2. Endodonthics (Root canal therapy study of disease of dental pulp)
3. Oral and Maxillofacial Pathology (study, diagnosis, and sometimes the treatment of oral and maxillofacial related diseases)
4. Oral and Maxillofacial Radiology study and radiological interpretation of oral and maxillofacial diseases)
5. Oral and Maxillofacial Surgery (extraction, implants and surgery)
6. Orthodontics (straightening of teeth a.k.a. braces)
7. Pediatric Dentistry (formerly known as pendodonthics that is dentistry for children)
8. Periodontics (study and treatment of diseases of the periodomtium(gum) and placements and maintenance of dental implants)
9. Prosthodontics ( dentures, bridges and the restoration of implants. Some prosthodontists further their training in "oral and maxillofacial prosthodontics"--a discipline concerned with the replacement of missing facial structures--such as ears, eyes, nose, etc)

These are the 9 specialists recognised in US, Canada and Australia. - (extracted from wikipedia)

Well, I'll leave this for later because I would have to study for another 4/5 years to pursue as a specialist. But, just so you know, I'm quite interested in number 1, 5, 6 and 9. Number 5 is a common general practice when you're just an ordinary dentist but Oral Maxillfacial Sergery is a more specific term for it.

So, now I'm torn between 2 option. Actually, I have more than 2 options but the other options are not guaranteed. My first option is to take Cambridge A-Levels either in HELP or Taylors or any other college of my choice. I would have to spend 2 years if I take A-Levels and continue my studies either locally or aboard. This would cost a lot of money, about 500 000 or more?

My second option is to enroll myself to International Medical University (IMU). I'm quite unsure about this as I'm waiting for further information through mail. But, this is what I know so far. The whole course would take up to 5 years or 5 1/2 years depending on what options you get. I don't have to take A-Levels for this as I would take my foundations of Dentistry for one year. Now, I have another 2 options. First, I could study locally for 5 years. Second, I could do a twinning program 2 1/2 or 3 years locally and 3 or 2 1/2 years in Australia. I would love to have the 2nd option and If I do get it, I could either study at University of Adelaine/ University of Queensland/ University of Sydney/ University of Western Australia/ University of Otago, New Zealand. Total fees if I study solely in Malaysia would cost up to RM 400 000 and if I get to study aboard it would cost about the same or slightly more.

Well, correct me if I'm wrong because I am still waiting for further information about my second option. However, I think I like the 2nd option better. I could save up to a year if I take the 2nd option.

My other options are Scholarships, Local University and International Dental College which is in Penang.

Scholarships are not easy to get but not impossible. I can't depend solely on this.

Yup, I did applied for Local University too. I submitted my name already. I don't really have high hopes on this because its local university. Its quite hard to get into local U as it is very competitive among non-bumiputera's. So, if I do get it I'll still have second thoughts about it. It depends la, if I don't get what I want then I'll just forget it.

Hmm.... International Dental College is something like my 2nd option. Its a twinning program too. Study a few years locally and a few years aboard. This time, its in India. But, I think I have to take A-levels for this.

Sometimes, I think I'm just too ambitious. I'm very concern with this because I have high expectations. I don't want it to lead to disappointments. The future is hard to predict. I want to excel in every aspect of my life but sometimes, life can be unfair. You might never have all of it and yet you can have all of it. My mum would jokingly tease me that I shouldn't study too hard or be too ambitious because no guys/men would want me to be their wife because I'm earning more than them. =.=""""""""" omg. For a moment I believed her but then I don't want to end up wasting my time studying so hard and end up sitting at home all day, being a full time housewife. That would be a waste. I don't want to depend everything on my future husband. I also want to be able to support myself so that my future husband or anyone would not look down on me. Hmmm... Am I being paranoid?? Because... these things happens.

You know, I can write this all night and it won't have a full stop to it. Talk about guys... People always ask me about what qualities do I look for in a guy. I got so many answer that I usually pick one randomly. Like I said, I have high expectations in every aspects of my life and I'm very concern with it. Some people told me not to be too picky or I'll not get married for the rest of my life. lol. I can give you so many reasons for this statement. Anyways, I don't have to explain thoroughly here. I've been in love/in a relationship and I know what its like.

aha! That is another topic that I've never mention in my blog and I think I would like to keep it that way. The reason is because there are so many stalkers here that don't have a life that use my words against me. I know that SOME of my readers here come and go, anonymously without leaving behind their footprints and in real life, they would just spread rumors about you and hence, you're popular! Sweat. Hey! I know most of my regular readers don't do it.

So, I'll just talk about this topic generally but in term of a boy-girl relationship. It can be about anyone.

As you know, some people commit themselves in a relationship just because of the status of "being in a relationship. Some people are just really in love and are committed to make the relationship successful. Some people just don't care. Which category are you in? From my point of view, committing yourself in a relationship is not a joke and it is never a joke to me. What about falling in love? I think this is easy for some and quite hard for some others. It depends okay. But, keeping a relationship is not easy. It takes up a lot of time, effort, energy and money. By that, you need commitment, communication, love, respect and trust. These are the 5 main things that are vital in a relationship. That is what I think and they are not arranged orderly. Its really really deep. Don't you think so?

A relationship can fail for so many reasons and any of those reasons fall into those 5 main categories. If there is lack of one component, the relationship fails. Am I not right? Hmm... I think my relationship with you failed because there's no commitment. I don't think any of us are ready for it, yet..

I think I shouldn't elaborate further as I tend to write more unnecessary details. Good night!

PS: I hope this entry is not boring because its kinda long.

Christmas is 4 days away. I can't wait to get my Christmas present. So far I only got one. Well, I should be thankful that I got one. Its better than having none. =)

Goodnight!

Its 3a.m here in this picture and eating chocolate ice cream at this hour while sitting at my room window is such a bliss.
So, don't purposely come looking for me at this hour. It's consider stalking me. haha! I'm just kidding!

Good night again!=)

Sick, maybe?

*clears throat*

testing... testing....

*clears throat again*

heloo.....

*once again*

helooooo

*sneezes!*

Excuse me....

Oh, crap. my throat is so dry that no matter how much water I drink, its still so dry .
Crap. Maybe its the chocolates. omg....
I don't wanna get sick...

Well, at least I got something to keep me happy.. =)


and also snuggle myself in my 528 thread White Egyptian Cotton Linen Comforter


hoping that I would feel better. ugh....

Happy

I just uploaded a new song on my blog. Check it out if you're curious. I love the song and the lyrics especially. Genius!

Recently, I reconcile with the people I've not been talking to for a very long time. Yeah.. it feels like years not talking to these people. These people seriously pissed me off till I don't even wanna talk to them. Its been about approximately 8 months? Well, that's a record for me. Before all of these happened, these people... one happened to be one of my good friend and the other one is my sister. I was really crossed with them for a very long time and I'm angry at them for different reasons. It's 2 separate issues. I've never been so angry before to the extend that I did not talk to these people for so long.

Seriously, its not me at all. After so long, I've decided to put it to an end. It's not healthy for me and its not healthy to them too. So, why make life so difficult? haha! Now, things are back to normal. Well, things are normal but I'm not normal. At least that is what I am feeling right now - confused. Its 4 a.m now and I don't know what the hell am I doing here.

I need go somewhere. Somewhere that I could just sit down all and think. Whether alone or with a friend. I need to talk, whether alone or with a friend. I need to go get a drink, whether alone or with a friend. ugh.... I feel trapped. I need to go out to have some fun. Damn, now I miss going out. But then, maybe its good that I feel like that once in a while. Because maybe it makes me appreciate having fun. =)

You know, I bought some chocolates from Langkawi.


Chocolate makes me happy.


Sometimes, It makes me high. Like I'm on cocaine or smthg.


Most of them are dirt cheap like this..

It cost RM 4.50 per box.


I love it so much! Tempting huh?


The texture is so smooth.
So... Chocolaty!


I'm addicted to it.
You seriously HAVE to taste it!

Wanna know where to get it here in KL??? Okay... I was at Pavilion this afternoon and I stumbled across this chocolate and I was surprised they actually sell it here in KL!!! I've been saving my last box coz I thought I'm not gonna eat them again for a long time. But, I found it again by chance. So, I bought 2 of it which cost RM 7.90 per box. Quite expensive-lah... Yeah.. because I bought this at a much lower price, the first time I bought it. LOL. Go ahead! Its available at The Tangs, Pavilion.

If you notice, I did not buy any Ferrero Roche. hehe. Wanna know why? I'm sick of it and It doesn't taste as good as I remembered. It taste like cheap chocolate now. I wonder why. =/


I've never liked my nails being polished. But, I got one anyway coz I'm starting to like it.
(It makes my fingertips feel warm sometimes...)

Oh yeahh... Guess what I got for myself recently???
Just make a random guess!!

CLUE :



Cute box


I should go to sleep now. Good night!

Denise and food.

I just ate my lunch and I'm quite satisfied but not happy with it because its fast food. I called up McD to place an order and all I get is some weird spoken English. He was talking as fast as a rocket and I was struggling to understand what the hell he was trying to say and I kept asking him to repeat what he just said. It's really frustrating, don't you think so? I put down the phone and called again, hoping to get a better person to talk to.

haha! My 2nd call was way better. I could understand every single word he said and that made me quite happy. I know that I live so close to restaurants but, I'm lazy to go out. For once, in 2 weeks I just want to stay at home.. I got my food while cost about RM27.30 (I'm not the only one eating). I gave the guy RM30 and he gave me back Rm0.70.

I thought there was something wrong with the bill coz I recalled that I am supposed to pay RM27.30. I questioned that guy why am I getting on 70 cents?? He seems like he does not understand me. I spoke in malay, alright?? If you still don't understand them I shall speak English. So, I did the math for him. He still said that I was supposed to get 70 cents of change.

YOU IDIOTTTT!!!!!

You can't even do simple maths and you wanna cheat 2 ringgit out of me!!!! He thought I was dumb and that I don't know how to count. Grrr... 2 ringgit is still money you know!!

Another incident also happened at McD. This time, I was with my friends at some mcd in Penang. I was going through th bill and I realised we we charged 5 ringgit extra for some Madagascar head gear which I have no clue what in the world was that. I was wondering where is the head gear thing. It was no where to be seen and I don't remember ordering such thing. I asked the manager what is it and she gave me some complicated explanation about it. I told them I did not receive any head gear stuffs and she gave me the head gear which turn out to be this :


LOL!!!!! Its the madagascar hippo called gloria!!! We got this because we ordered more than 2 meals. Sweat. It tunrs out that this is free. =.=" I thought we were paying for it. So confusing you know. But hey, at least I got it for free and lets see a smile on my face, ok?

There you go!

I was never a fan of McDonalds and i am not lovin' it. I only love their fries and ice cream. I began liking it when Duncan, a McD addict started dragging me to mcd most of the time. I never had so much mcd in my life since then. Thank god I wasn't too conscious about my weight, unlike now. But now, I will only resort of mcd if there is nothing else to eat. lol. The roadside burger taste 100 times better than mcd and its way cheaper. Don't believe me? Then allow me to prove you wrong. hehe.

Usually, I'll just go for the usual like rice coz rice satisfies me the best. I don't really fancy noodles especially when its dry. I prefer my noodles with its soup, at least.

Talk about food. I love food and I love it even more when I have close friends or family members with me. Ever heard that sharing your food makes the food more delicious? haha. Its very true for my case because I love to eat.



Some may call me THE EATING MACHINE because I eat a lot for an average Asian girl. Sometimes, I am kind because I help them to finish up their food. =D I have a record of eating 14 pieces of chicken wing in a go when i was 12. Now, I'll just settle for 3/4 pieces.



Sometimes, my mum says that I am ungrateful because I don't finish my food. She always remind me about all the people who died of starvation. She also always scold me for throwing away the bread skin. Again she reminded me about the poor people around the world who died of starvation.



Nowadays, I always complain about my weight because my guy friends like vi, kok siang, jhun ren, shaz and khai wen who keep calling me fat. Someof them still call me that till today especially Vi. They would criticise me on what I eat and all the fat would accumulate at my tights. They would call me thunder thighs and would probably sing a song with it. It goes something like this :

Must watch it! or else you don't know what I mean.



LOL. I find it very amusing coz I know that I'm not a fat babe!! A lot of people realised that I gained weight. Some say I look way better and some say I'm fat(grrr).

As much as I love food in general, there is a downside of it for me. About 8 years ago, I went for an allergy test. Out of 64 item, I am allergic to 9 of it. Some of it are seafood, flower pollen and animal fur. Almost everyone said it is such a great waste that I am allergic to seafood. I would have severe rash which will remained as a scar. I am not happy with this at all. My mum always scold me for being too fussy with food and keep asking what are the ingredients. Sometimes, I just close an eye and let that pass. Sometimes, I'll get all worked up because I do not want to have anymore scars which will look ugly on me.

Once, I had an allergic reaction due to roses. I was so dumb that I put the flowers on my bed and you know how the pollen can spread through air and all over the bed as it has a special mechanism to reproduce (damn the male reproductive organ of the roses). I forgotten about that very minute detail. Ish. Most of them said I will get over it when I grow older. I hope what they said is true. Don't worry, I'm not alone. I have a few friends who have the same problem.

I despise people who purposely give me food without telling me that there is seafood in it, knowing that I am allergic to it. Hey, I might die from a very severe allergic reaction. My parents and people who love me will hunt you down till' you're dead.

That's all for today. =) Byee!
I can't believe I already got a present for Christmas!! I know what I'm getting because I've already seen it and wore it. Twice. My auntie decided to buy the *present* for me, wrap it and I will only receive it on Christmas. Damn. I was so happy coz I thought I could wear it immediately. Looks like I'll have to wait until Christmas. I really love my present because, boy, its so classy, elegant and beautiful! It looks good on me!

Hey, there's no harm praising myself once in awhile. XD haha. Well, I did change my look a little and I'm pleased with it. Though, I do need to do a few more improvements. I was planning to change my hairstyle but, I'm just not so convinced and I'm afraid that I might just regret it. So, I'm still hunting for some clothes now. I might just go to Pavilion again to get some stuffs that I did not manage to get while shopping with my aunties. I got some gift vouchers to spend in Parkson. =D I love Pavilion and I hate Midvalley. Anyone wanna teman me go shopping???

Presence

I don't know what to blog about without picture since I'm not at home. I am living with a dog who gets overexcited when I wake up in the morning and when I come home from shopping with my aunties. Well, don't you just love that?

How often do you see anyone who gets overexcited when you wake up in the morning or if you just got home from somewhere? This shows that the dog truly appreciates every moment of life that any day could be the last day he/she would spend quality time with you and shower you with love and attention, the same way how we love them (in their own way). Some people might not notice that this tiny little detail might make a huge difference in your life. To be noticed and cared for.

It makes me feel that I am present and not invincible. Browny is his name. This never happened before until recently. I think all of that changes because there was one night, I was all alone watching Heroes on tv till' 3a.m. Alone. Browny approached me and I decided to secretly carry him up on the sofa to sit with me. I am not allowed to do that but I did. =D teeheehee. I was talking to him all morning. I talked a lot. I don't remember what I talked about.

He just lay there and listened and sometimes, he might just give me the innocent-cute stare. With his round bulging eyes and tongue sticking out. He's a Shih-Tzu, so called one of the top 10 dumbest dog which I find it.... i dunno.. false? It was just great talking to him while cuddling with his warm body.

I don't know how does this relates to anything I've just said. For the past few days, I realised that talking is a vital key of communication and it straightens your relationship with the other person/any living organism. Try talking to a plant. It would probably grow healthier. Although, mythbuster proved that plant have no feeling by conducting an experiment (ie : slapping them).

I don't know what exactly I am trying to say. I just experienced something that I've never seen before and I don't wish to endure it in the future.

PS : I desperately need a foot massage.

I'll update when I am home.

Busy busy me.

I watched Bolt and ate Chillis at KLCC yesterday! =D great movie! I'm quite busy to update anything unless I have the time to do so. I will have quite a bust weekend. teheehee.. Stay tune okay! I'll update for real by this week.

I am now reading message in a bottle by Nicholas Sparks. I hope its as good as Love story by Erich Segal. I wanna buy another book by him called Oliver's Story.

Oh yeah, Just so you know! I saw and met our Former Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir in Langkawi a few days ago while I was on my holiday in Langkawi! I only had the chance to shook hands with him and took a picture OF HIM but not WITH HIM. Too bad, there's too many people and boy, his body guards. XD

Yesterday, a kind soul transferred RM15 worth of talktime credit to me. I am lucky huh? I wanted to reload my phone but my intentions was flushed down the toilet because of this. At the same time, I feel bad for keeping this and not informing the person. What should I do????? Tell me, people!!!!

I might be going bowling on Friday. To be honest, I don't know how to play bowling. Seriously.... LOL. Then, I might meet up with Ji Mi tmr to learn to play Ultimate Frisbee. Wakakaka! Lol!

Finally, I got back to the dance floor! I continued my salsa class with Raimee. Wow... it feels great to dance again after 2 months. I started playing my flute last week. It took me a few days to adjust because I took off my braces already and it frustrates me to get the right tune. After a week, the tune is more perfect than before. This time, It sound way better than having my braces on. The air flow was so smooth. The staccatos is clear and not vague. Damn, I am so happy right now. My whole room echoed while I was practising. All I need to work on now is my breathing and techniques. In sound and tune wise, there is no problem. teheehee....

SPM finished 2 weeks ago and It felt like 2 years ago!

I need to reduce my chocolate intake coz I'm literally eating chocolates like drinking water. omg. I need to run/jog.

want some pictures? hehe. there you go!

Trying out my new pair of Levi's jeans and Padini Authentic top.


Look at our dinner at Chillis Yesterday!


Remember? Our parents used to tell us not to read on the table? hehe.


Mei Ji and Elle


Jian and I


Me.
I was so darn full.


Boomdeyada!!! I'm back!

Boomdeyada!! Watch this. I love it! Its brilliant! Not that I just discovered it. XD





I had the best weekend or I would say the best holiday ever!! I would not want to say "had" but it happened already and I dearly miss it so much. Its great to get away from everything for a while. I mean, seriously... This time, the trip is less stressful. It is not like any other holidays I've been where you have to wake up so early, rushing to bathe and being dragged from one place to another without having room for yourself to breathe.

Sadly, I did not take any picture. Seriously. I only have very few pictures but none of them captured the best moments all of us had. Its not the I do not want to or I do not have the time. Its because almost all the time I'm am soaking wet with sea water. It was truly a holiday for me. A day without electronic gadgets like my phone was a bliss.

But, I was not happy about some sakai or retard who kept calling me on my phone and messaged me when I left it all day in my room. and I don't even know this person!! This nut head kept calling me "syamala" saying that I gave my number on Friendster and kept telling me not to be scared. WTF!!! So.... I said :

"Hello, this is Nirvana Mortuary Centre. How can I help you, sir? We offer our client the best mortuary services. Currently, we are having a year end sale if you purchase an urn compartment by TODAYYY, we will CREMATE, YOUUU, ABSOLUTELY FREEEEE! So.... IF YOU CONTINUE CALLING THIS NUMBER, I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN UNTILL YOU'RE DEAD! YOU DIG!?!??"

Well, at least this happened after a loooong day enjoying myself and thank god it did not disrupt my day.

haha... I felt better after that.. He did not call after that. I know "he" is a guy through his voice and another obvious reason is he would not call me time and again is he knew if I was a guy and vice versa. I picked up the first time "he" called. I thought it was someone I knew. I don't use Friendster at all. I have no idea why people keep adding me as their friends where, I don't even know them. This is happening on Facebook also. I am phobia of clicking the "requests" on the top right of the page. I have way too many request that when I click it, my whole computer will lag. There is a time and place to make friends but making friends online is just too dangerous.

I'll blog about my holiday another time. I am darn tired. Damn! I wish it lasted longer. Again, that wont happen for sure. Whatever it is, I truly madly deeply enjoyed my holiday in Langkawi with all my friends and teachers. It opened up my eyes that there is more to life and looking back at what I've been through, I know that nothing beats the feeling of having to spend time with the people called, friends. =)


Crap!! I can;t believe I stayed up all morning reading Love Story by Erich Segal. LOL. I finished the whole novel in 5 hours. wth!! I'm not satisfied! I want more!!! grrrrr....

So, I looked it up on google. It seems that there is something wrong with my book. There is a repetition on the last 24 pages of the book from the first 24 pages of the novel. Hmmm... Its exactly the same and I have no idea why is it there. Could it be a mistake? or is there another 24 pages of the story which was not included?

Sheeshhh....

The movement of the whole story is quite fast. Faster than any other love novels I've read, I would say. I'll give it 10/10. Which is equal to 1. =D Well, probabilities will never exceed ONE. If you do get a probability of more than one, that means something went wrong along the way.

I love all the words in the book. Well, except for the profanities. But, the profanities in this novel seems to be really funny and charming as I imagined it that way. weird huh? *slaps myself*


"Love means never having to say you're sorry"



I wish this novel was thicker.
So that it doesn't have to end so fast.
That wont happen, that's for sure.

Nothing better to do.

I'm 60 % done on packing my clothes. I can't believe its tomorrow. It feels like its only next week. haha. But, I have more plans for next week. By then, hopefully I wont be tired from the 10-hour journey to Langkawi.

I just finished a novel, The curious incident of a dog in the night time. Brilliant book! Its just out of the ordinary! Although it feels like a little boy is telling you the story. Very odd and eccentric but at the same time, it's amazing! haha!
One down 4 more to go. Next, I'll be reading Love Story by Erich Segal. It has been awhile since the last time I read these kind of novels. The beginning of the story already caught my attention and now, I want more! haha.

I met a friend from tuition day before yesterday at Kinokuniya Bookstore, KLCC. Small world huh. We said hi and started talking continuously for 20 minutes. She was talking abt how she forgot that she was having mechanical paper, SPM and she was an hour late for it. it was crazy! I can't imagine myself in her shoes. She said she wanted to buy some novels to read, so I recommend her a few.. She asked me whether I love books. I told her, I love reading. which mean I love books. =.= Yes, I love to read from a very tender age of... 3? I wonder is that why I'm wearing glasses? Hmmm... Probably not.

I don't know what I would do without books to read. I do have some favourites. My favourite author would be Mitch Albom, at the moment. I have no idea why.. I watched an interview between Oprah and Mitch Albom a few days ago. You know what? I can't believe I watched Oprah. and I was actually sobbing throughout the show. I must be nuts. This remind me of a particular day, I was watching tv all day and I was actually sobbing all day because of the shows I watched. All of them happen to be sad! gosh.... That tires me.

Anyway, as I was saying I love to read. It can be magazines, comics, newspapers, medical books, novels, so on and so forth. I finally found the book I was looking for. Its a medical book called Mercks's Manual of Medical Information. I am speechless. This is heaven. I can read all day on this book which is as think as the huge Oxford Thesaurus Dictionary. Its not like I want to be a doctor. I just wanna know about all these stuffs.

lol..i have nothng better to do huh. Anyway, I'll be away for a few days. I'll be going to the Opening Ceremony of my uncle's new retsurant in Keramat. lol... This is like the... 25th time going to these openings?? lol.. I hope its not boring like the last one. Byeeeee!!

Smile!!!! Part 2

Continuation from my previous post.

I'll just fast forward it alright. So, she ran away. End of story. She never came back. I was so dumb to even think of her. Probably you might think I'm such an inconsiderate person. Well, there are a few things that I am not happy about her. I truly understand that arguments are always bound to happen between us. It can be misunderstandings or mistakes. But, everything has its limits. Clearly, my maid crossed that line. There is a lot of drama happening just because of her and I would to explain everything, it will take a few more posts.. To those of you who have met her, I'm sure you're shocked to hear this from me.

She lied to people who I kept close to my heart. Its not the first, second and absolutely not the third. Don't worry, I bet she is in a place where she is happy right now. I trusted her that she is not like any other maids despite all of them have almost the same purpose here, working in Malaysia. Well, A few weeks ago I discovered something really shocking. Its so unlikely to happen but it did happened. We found out how she ran away.

My mum was chatting with my neighbour. I think we are lucky to have such wonderful neighbours. They have 3 kids and all of them are boys aged 1, 3 and 6. Their parents are professionals in the careers and also, they have a maid. Man, they are noisy especially when all 3 of the kids cries at one go. Surprisingly, all of them speaks English! lol. But, that is not the point.

One day, my mum was chatting to one of their sons who is 6 years old. He was playing with his toys alone while their maid was in the kitchen. You know, all those lame baby talk questions. So, my mum asked out of randomness,

"Hey *insert name*.. How are you today?"
"I'm fine, thank you."

blablabla....

"Do you still remember *my maid*??"
"Yes, I still remember her. She went to Ipoh"
" *wonders* Ipoh??? Why did you say shes in Ipoh?" My mum asked him with full of concern.
"Yes, she is in Ipoh. My dad fetch her there."
"Ohhh.... Are you sure? when?"
" Yes. He told me that he has to fetch *my maid* to Ipoh to work."


Okay... that was it. I do not know whether to believe this or not. But, something disturbed me. Why on earth would a 6-year-old said this?? I mean, how on earth could a 6-year-old make up such thing?? Isn't that just really odd??? I mean... eishh....

Seriously!!when I found out about this, I was asking so many question where there is no answers for my questions. Yeah, I do understand people lie. But, I'm not sure if a 6-year-old would do such a thing. Another thing is that, when we asked our neighbours about this, they were as shocked as us. They were asking how it happened, when and so on and so forth.

I know I can't simply point fingers but..... ughhh!!! I'm pointing fingers at anyone now. What do you think???

Well, lesson learned.

1. Never trust your maid ever even though they worked for you for 11 long years.
2. Never hire your maids more than 5 years(if they are excellent)/ 3 years (average). All of them end up to be professional liars, shallow minded and low mentality.

3. Beware with your neighbours.

- I would like to elaborate on this. How can you "amalkan rukun tetangga" if your own neighbour runs off your maid (this refers generally and not to anyone in specific). We always write in our essays that people who live in the city don't even know their neighbours or who lives next door and we just couldn't be bothered to get to know the people next door. I'm not applying this to everyone. Its just my opinion. Who know, our very own neighbour are the culprits of house invasion, robbery, kidnap, rape, murder and the like. You'll never know. They can just provide the criminals with information about us. ugh. I guess this can be a debate topic huh coz there are pros and cons about this. I wouldn't mind living with Klausner who would build the sound machine all day as long as he does not create havoc. I don't mind cutting as many roses for him, coz at least he would just be attracted with sounds and not helping maids to run away. I could just cut roses for him so that he could hear the roses shrieking all day and probably he would just go crazy for being too happy. At least he is not interested in running off other people's maids. ugh!

After all these years, I really appreciate everything that she has done for us. She has to leave her family behind just to look for money. Although she has a husband, but he's just a rotten piece of meat. No offence but its true. How can a husband depends on his wife 100% financially and not contributing anything. All he does was laze around, rot at home and spends every penny of his wives money when she brings it home after years of saving them. She stupidly gave in every single time, cheated by her husband time and again. Ughh!!!! I pity her sometimes. I always take this in consideration because I know she is going through all these things in her life and it's not easy for her. Throughout the years, she has done a wonderful job. She has an undeniably amazing cooking/culinary skills. She is very friendly and easily to talk to although she laugh uncontrollably sometimes which makes the atmosphere akward after some time.

Well, I do have more to say but I'll just stop here.

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You know what?? As I was sending some (about almost 200. hehe) pictures to Kok Siang yesterday, I came across waaay too many pictures that I never seen in such a looooong time. I could see how all of us grew in 5 years. wow. A lot of things happened. Today, I am glad that I took all those pictures. I think theres is more picture i did not sent to kok, since I failed to save some of the pictures back when we were in form 2. Yes, there are more, but I just couldn't find them.

There are a few things I will never forget. never. Take for example, The Drama Team and The Debate Team. To those who are involved in drama, don't you just miss all those stupid and crazy jokes we had. All the scenes that we had to do over and over and over again like 3 billion times until we got so frustrated?? All the food, drink and party?? haha. I bet you do. All those hard work really paid off since our school drama won the competition of 3 consecutive years.

Some random pictures about of the past..

Look at our faces. Back then we don't have pimples! Our forehead and cheeks are so smooth... and look what hormones did to our faces now. haha.


Ok, these guys definitely have pimples! haha! Well, except for Duncan in this picture.
Now... I'm not so sure. I haven't seen these clowns in ages.
Except Jian which was just last week.

There you go! I just woke up okay.
and...yeah.. he still has pimples! wakakaka!! =X


I can't remember what happened and how I took this picture. XD



Ji Mi's head got stuck.
This was taken in KLCC.
It was all over the news on tv and you know, theres was a lot of commotion at that moment.
Some say, we might have to chop off his head. wakakaka!!!
ok.. Just kidding. He did not appear on the news and there was no commotion whatsoever.


I have no clue what is he trying to do.


This was taken on the day we received our PMR results!
7 A's baby!!!!! =DD


Victory is ours!
This picture is priceless.


You can say any of these picture are sneak peaks on kok siang's upcoming class video. I wouldn't want to post all of it. Boy, I really miss all those times...

Smile!!!

Teeheehee. It has been a few days since I last blog about something. I've been going out almost everyday since the day I finished my SPM except yesterday. As I was lying down on the sofa watching Ellen Degeneres dancing with the audience, something struck my mind out of the blue. I was asking myself, "hey, I'm supposed to be studying". lol. My mum says its normal. I'll get used to it and soon, I'll be wondering "am I supposed to go to school today??". Odd isn't it? High school is over.

Ok, I don't think I've ever mention this on my blog. As some of you know, my maid of 11 years ran away in August this year. It has been 4 months since she disappeared and all of us are going just great with or without her. I never thought she would just walk away after working with my family for 11 years. I mean seriously, I treat her like my own family and she did this. She used to tell us that running away was an idiotic thing to do. Well, my advice is, if your maid ever said this a couple of times, SHES RUNNING AWAY!

My mum always reminded her that, if she wants to stop working with us, she is welcomed to tell us anytime. We always told her to never ever lie. We don't want to force her to stay as she has her own family back home and its her rights to decide whether to stay or head back home. But no. She made up her mind which I find it so unbelievable. Wanna know how she ran away? Keep on reading.

Monday. It was 3.30p.m and I just got home from school feeling so exhausted because I had all science subjects on one days and also add maths. It was only my maid and I at home. Ellise is still in school with extra curricular activities. I had my lunch in front of the television like I always do after school. It was just like every other day. Nothing suspicious or anything odd.

Then, she wanted to throw some rubbish and told me as usual. Nothing extraordinary about that. I did not pay much attention because the TV is more interesting than knowing that my maid is gonna throw rubbish. haha. If my memory servers me right, I was watching Ellen Degeneres Talk Show. I love to watch that programme because of the way she talks, what she does and she would invited one or two people from the audience to do some silly stuffs. Those silly stuffs would make me laugh all the time. Imagine that 2 people are stuck together with a string rubber rope thingy. They will have to face opposite each other. Their task is to get as much apples as they can with their mouth. Its not as easy as it looks. Both of them would be struggling to get the apples as they are stuck with an elastic rope. LOL. The first person to get the most apples, wins something. The prizes are like concert tickets, err...?

Then..... the tv was interrupted. A small yellow cube would appear on the top right of the tv. Don't you just hate it when this happens??? It was raining. Dang Astro.

Anyway, I wasn't that bothered coz the show was over and I took my bath. But, before I did that, I was wondering where in the world is my maid. What took her so long to throw rubbish?? LOL. Again, I thought she was chatting with her friends nearby. So, I resume what I was doing. When I finished, the rain was too heavy and theres no way to chit chat even though you have all the shade in the world coz its just too noisy to talk. So, I called her out loud, thinking that she might be downstairs. I called her over and over and over again. Eventually, I stopped and made a phone call.

*tuut. tuut.*

"hello?"
"hello mummy. guess what?"
"what's up?"
"I think kak ran away."
"Har? why you say that??"
"Coz I called her so many times and she did not answer me like she always do"
"Aiya.... maybe shes talking to her friends la"
"NO lah!!! How can she be talking to her friends.....?? Its raining so heavily right now!"
"Really ar??"
"yea la.... *laughs*"
"Just wait for awhile more..."
" I waited for one hour alreadyyyy..."
"Where did she go??"
"She said that she was throwing rubbish"
"Eik... that's weird"
"I know... what to do now??"
"I'll be back soon. We'll talk about this later."

Ok.. That was the conversation with my mum. At that moment, I was just fooling around with her. I thought it would be fun to joke with my mum once in a while. haha. So, I continue watching tv and slept on the sofa.

about almost 5, ellise got home from school. I woke up from slumber land. A few minutes later, she told me that,

"EI, kakak's clothes are all gone!"
"har!!?!?!"

Holy crap. This can't be for real. I called my mum again.

"Mummy!!!"
"Yea...??"
" Kakak really ran away lahhhhh!!! Her clothes are all gone and don't tell me she throw rubbish for 2 hours and talk to her friend so long wan..."
"WHAT??!?!? You serious ar??"
"Yeah.... omg.. I didn't know this is for real. Just now I called you because I was just fooling around with you. I didn't know it really happened"
"wait for me, I'm coming home right now"

Crap. I thought it was just a joke. IT never crossed my mind that she would run away. Well, then I recalled what happened. She was holding a plastic bag that has GIANT printed on it. It was filled with rubbish like yogurt drink, leftover food and a peanut butter jar that I just threw. I remember she was saying something else other than she wants to throw rubbish.

*thinks*

Aha! She also asked me if I want to come along. =.=" Swt. Who in the right mind would follow their maid around just to throw rubbish. Well, thats what I would think at that very moment. I remember saying no.

Well, that was it. I kept thinking and thinking about it. How could she run away?? She wouldn't dare to do this unless someone helped her. Seriously, she doesn't know how to read at all and she gets lost when you bring her to Ampang Point (which we always go there for groceries) and she gets lost very easily. As cliche as it sounds, I think she ran away with her boyfriend. lol. I don't know whether if she has a boyfriend here although she is already married and have a teenage daughter. Well, anything could happen right?

So, we asked around and everyone got a shock of their lives. Even the guards did not see her. How ca this be happening?

To be continued....
Stay tuned for the 2nd part.

Here are some random pictures. The Smiles of people.


Me



Jhun Ren



Vinaya aka Sakai King.



Khai Wen with my glasses. =D



Dinnish



Kok! Siang



Some puppy at SPCA



Ji Mi and Derrick with their smiley plate of rice specially for me!
Thank you guys! I'll never forget this. ever.



Jasveen, my cousin with a fake smile.



Chunphorn aka John. (thank god its not porn XD)
our tour guide in Bangkok, Thailand.
This was about 5 months ago at Suvarbhumi airport.
Look what is happening now. lol.



This.. was taken at a random stall at the streets of Bangkok too.
Cute isn't she?
=DD



Last, but not least,
The Cyclops aka my uncle.
He's a doctor working in the emergency department and also a
dermatologist (skin specialist) who graduates from NUS.
He was ordering a new pair of glasses.


Anyway, I hope the pictures do put a smile on your face. =)
That's all. Good Night!