I hate being pressured.

Today will be one of the days where I'll be having a headache after my college ends. College started two weeks ago and I know I shouldn't be complaining but I feel so pressured almost all the time.

Being an assistant class representative gives me more responsibilities and adding more weight on my shoulders. I don't know how Larry, my class representative does it. My job to collect money from my classmates for their tutorial books.

I really hate collecting money, I tell you. I'm not joking! I seriously hate collecting money from people. I dislike having to ask money and keep track of the amount I have coz I can't have extra and I definitely can't have less than what I'm supposed to get. Maybe having extra is better than having less. But anyway.... I hate collecting money from people like an Ah Long.

Though.... I wish I could keep it for myself. =DDD

LOL

No way that is ever gonna' happen.

Besides collecting money, this year's syllabus for all my subject are..... kinda hard.

Lets Start with Mathematics. It is divided into two kinds. Pure Maths and Applied Maths. Pure Maths is like whatever you learn in your Form 4&5 Add Maths plus a lil bit more stuffs. Applied Maths is Statistics, Probabilities and theres Physics stuffs too!!! @.@

I dropped Physics in my first semester because I know I wouldn't do well in it. In my high school years, I never gotten and A for physics. The highest I've scored was a low B and that was once. Usually I'll get a C or a D. Surprisingly I got a B3 for SPM. I'm not good at Physics. I can't accept that I have to calculate the speed of a bouncing ping pong. But that's not the reason why I dropped that subject. I dropped it coz I know that I wouldn't do well and it wouldn't look nice on my final result.

 

I thought by dropping physics, I wouldn't be doing much of physic-like questions. I know a few questions are unavoidable but I can't believe its one of the topics in Applied Maths. Oh dear... I don't like question 11(b).

As much as I can complain, I still have to do it.

Biology.

I think I read this 10 times and understand half of it.

So, I read it again and again and I finally understood it. =D with some help of past year papers and exercises.

Chemistry?

I don't wanna talk about it.

Its depressing. T.T

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I'm worried.

A-Levels is not easy. T.T

Unless, you're born a genius, that will be a different story.

I don't think I need anything that could distract/burden me so that I could accomplish what I've signed up for and to do well in it.

Lets say if I didn't do well and I can't study Dentistry for Degree, I think I wanna open up a Candy Store.. =DDD

or I can be a Dentist AND open up a Candy Store.

Contradicting right? XDDD

or I'll join Shao Wen to sell Kari Mee

or help out Mei Yean at her Nasi Lemak Shop.

LOL.

I'm just joking.