System Shutting Down *updated*

What a week! Its stressful and tiring. How would you feel if you finish school at 2.30 almost EVERYDAY except Friday??!? Extra school activities until 4.30?? and tuition after that?!
Besides the stress of school like homework, presentations, assignments, library duties and the list goes on, it was alright. I've been eating like I have not eat in 2 weeks! Sleeping at the wrong time of the day and I ended up staying up so late at night that i couldn't even open my eyes the next day.

Talk about homeworks. I have tons of them! Theres too many of them! How can you remember them? Ofcourse I don't! grrrr...... Almost all the teacher will be saying " I want all of you to finish up your Biology, Chemistry, Physics PEKA, Ujian Lisan for english and BM, Moral presentation, EST presentation, Sejarah Notes on powerpoint and i can't remember anymore ASAP" "I want to get it over and done with so that we could do A LOT of revision by August" and so on..

Last year, we have 21 students in our class. But this year, we only have 20 students. Thats because one of them shifted to a better place. Yeap, as all of you know, Derrick shifted to SMK Taman SEA. It seems that he's loving it there. All of us here miss you!!
Then, i heard a rumor that theres a new kid joining us! Well..... I was curious to know who is it la. I don't mind weather that person is a male/female. But, I was just hoping for a good one la. But, it turns out to be the opposite of what i expected. I'm not too sure what to say about him coz all of us only met him once. But my first impression of him was. "OMG! is he lost?" Ofcourse i didn't say it out loud. I'm not judging the book by its cover but he looks like those indian gangster type of person with the gay-type of school pants or you can say those disco type of pants back in the 70's. Aiyah, no more comments.

As usual every year, our class would have a meeting about the AJK for our class. This year I was elected as AJK Keceriaan dan kebersihan. Hmmm.... that means more work decorating the class. theres more but i can't remember them.

to be continued....
too tired. Denise's system is shutting down in 1 minute.

I got all of my text books on Monday. All 17 of them. That amount of text books caused my hand to ache the next day. haha! After a very long queue since last week thursday, finally i got it all. Hmm... I can say The books were alright. 50% of the books were brand new, 30% was still in good condition although it has been used by a few people and the other 20% were in an ugly contidion. SERIOUSLY! The books were as soft as silk, scribbles, dirty and torn a bit at the sides. I feel very uncomfortable with that. Its because every year i always have new books bought for myself. Brand new as in I'm the first person who will be using it.

I shouldn't complain but Im doing it anyway. Theres one particular book that really got on my nerves. Sejarah text book. Almost all of the pages in the book were scribbles and underlined with pencil!!! How am I supposed to read it??!!?!?! ALL 264 PAGES OF IT!!!! So, i checked who was the previous owner of the book. It turns out to be a girl. my gawd! how can you possibly read it? So, i decided to erase everything that was scribbles n underlined in pencil. how idiotic. imagine IF I'm using a lousy eraser which will produce a lot of dust when you're erasing. but I used the one that say "Dust Free" or "Dust will stick/roll together" or something like that. Well, an eraser is still an eraser. It still produces dust and no, its not dust free.

It took me abt 30 minutes to erase everything. Anyway, I should appreciate what I have now. Unlike some of my friends who did not get all of the text books required.

I had the freakiest day ever. Wednesday.

Everything went well until I had a Science and Maths society meeting until 2.30. It was supposed to be until 2.30 but it lasted until 2.45 because I was elected as the treasurer of the society. I was rushing as I did not want to miss the bus. True enough, I missed it.
With no time to spare, I decided to walk home since I'll be having my flute lesson at 3.30. I don't know what was I thinking about walking home. ALONE! Especially when theres a lot of these rape,murder,kidnap cases. Somehow i never thought of that as I was rushing home to bathe and eat a little. I was starving! I had gastric that time. So, I took out a tablet of Magnesium Trisilicate to neautralise my acidic tummy. It worked! While walking home, I stumbled across a RM1 note. How lucky was that? I picked it up and continued my journey home. It was a hot day and i reached home drenched with sweat at 3.10

I took a quick shower and ate a packet of twiggies. Soon, i got an sms from my teacher saying that he will be a little late. oh my.... i should have ate a bit more as i didn't want to suffocate during lesson because i was full. I start warming up a little in my room and quickly get my stuff ready for lesson. Guess what happened after that? inconsiderate Ellise was eating Durians. ^&*@!!!!! It stinks!!!! haih..... how unfortunate.

So, my teacher reached at 3.50 and my lesson lasted for 1 hour and 30 minutes. Extra 30 minutes coz it was raining cats and dogs. Theres no way my teacher would get out without getting wet even with an umbrella. So, we played some duets. I messed up too many time. Suddenly, my rhythm was horrible coz the song was too slow. My head wasn't there! It was wandering somewhere else.

The reason : To many phone calls and msgs. My phone was ringing for like 10 minutes straight. haih..... I forgot to set it silent. Then, the rain was not as heavy as before and my teacher left. After he left, I realised that the clothes were still outside. WET! *smacks my head* f***. I forgot to take out the clothes. So, where was ellise at that time? SLEEPING. ughh.......!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, thats not it. It was 5.15 and i still did not eat my lunch yet. damn. I forgot abt lunch. so, i quickly ate my huge plate of rice filled with beef and vege on it and microwave it. My mum came home and asked me. "Why now only ur eating???" Then, I took a REAL BATH.

Theres goes my day. with tons of homework to do.
until next time. bye! i need to iron my clothes now.

Distraction

Why do i feel so damn sleepy all day? Oh gawd... I really need to adjust my sleeping hours. During the holidays, my usual sleeping hours is at 3a.m and I'll be up at 11 am or 12 noon. So yeah, I feel sleepy all the time now. Thank god I'm not like Shazmiq who sleeps in almost every single class except during maths or add maths. haha. I wonder how can he afford to sleep in class! Whether his head is on the table, chair or sleeping while sitting down. haha.

Well, I haven't get any of my text books yet and almost every teacher were asking "where are your text books??" lol... This year, I think I'll go bonkers especially when school ends at 3pm/2.30 pm everyday except friday. That is not it. with extra activities after school untill 4.30pm. and tuition. wth!! I'm planning to sign up for another activity outside school.. I'm not sure whether I'll have time for it. Flute lesson? Study? O.O

So, having all those things in my schedule, I can't afford to handle any distraction which i had last year. It affected me really badly. I almost failed in my exams, almost gave up my flute and many more that you might not wanna know. No more. Especially this year. I can't deal with another similar situation AGAIN. and yes, this is a warning. The anger in me has unleashed! Muahahahaha... I can't trust people easily now although it sounds and looks convincing. However, I only trust a few selected people like.... thats is only for me to know and you to find out. The reason is, the easier i trust a person, the easier I'll get hurt whether for short term or long term. So, another disappointment, headache or heartache and problem. haha. Eventually.

Please don't spam my cbox. Its very annoying.

I won't be updating so often for a while now. bye!

School!

When you make a promise to someone, have you ever thought long enough and think deep enough that you will keep that promise whether it is short-term or long-term. You can't just simple promise someone and then say you can't afford to keep them anymore. So, why promise in the first place? Freaked-minded.

Somehow, i can sense something now. You don't have to tell me. What you say and what you do doesn't make sense at all. I always stare blankly at nothing figuring out what I'm hearing. I don't understand. Its not that i can't accept certain things. Its because i just don't understand as in i-don't-understand how to do this freaking physics question! The sentence "I don't understand how I'm feeling now" or "I'm a confused person now" or "I'm trying to figure out things in my head" or whatever it is, to me now, its just a plot that you planned from the very beginning. Now, I understand why. I know why the storyline is like that. You're not worth my tears or love. I'm glad i know why now and I'm truly, madly, deeply lucky and glad that it is over now. What goes around, comes all the way back around. You did it once, theres a very high chance you'll do it again. You still care? haha. I don't think so.

So, First day of school was great!! =D I really enjoyed myself! Its the best first-day of school in high school. So, almost everything was still the same. Got into my class, first thing to do... Get ready with tissue papers. Dust. omigawd. Its like 1mm thick of dust on my chair! =.=" biasalah... I was hoping to get my textbook so that i don't have to worry abt it for too long. . oh yea.. i was kinda shocked when our head mistress announced that our sch's pmr results dropped abt 10%. O.O it also means that pmr candidates of 2006 did better than last year's candidates and the year before. haha. can't beat my batch pmr results.

other than that, it was a fun and tiring day. slept for 2 hours and did homework. lol.. 1st day already got homework. So, i'll be quite busy sometimes from now on. However, i still have time to do my own things like relaxing, online, tv, doing nothing etc..

Happy New Year 2008!

I have a feeling that 2008 will be a great year for me. So, this will be my first post for this year. 2007 wasn't as good as I want/thought it would be. Thanks to a few people who ruined. But, nevermind. that was so yesterday. I shouldn't look back. I got a new direction now. I know what i want to achieve in life. Unfortunately, i realised that not everything can go as smooth as what I want. I learned that i should not be too attached to anyone i know. I learned I should always move on no matter how bad it is. Leave those people who try to hurt me. I also learned that people can can change as fast as lightning.

Yeap, now i know what i should do now. No one will stop me or discourage me. Thanks to every one, especially my friends who were very supportive and was there for me through good times or bad times. Anyway, I made a list for my New Year's Resolution. =)

So.... This year will also be my last year of high school and I will be sitting for SPM. omg.... I can't believe this. So, it will also be a busy year for me. School, extra classes, extra school activity, tuition, lesson, studying and maybe i might take up one or two activities outside school. Looks like I'll be studying like a nerd/mad person for SPM. haha. more study=more stress=tired=mood swing=white/grey hair. omg. I can't believe that I'm going through another year of this!

Im saving up my money to buy myself a sun glasses, a brand new phone, handbag(although my current one is still in good shape) and some other things that i might not even though of it yet.

Braun Buffel.
I love you!

Anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
AND MAY IT BRING LOTS OF LOVE, HAPPINESS, BEST OF LUCK, HEALTH,
PROSPERITY AND BLESSINGS.

Tough Times Never Last, But tough People Do.

A quote by Kok Siang -
Love Me or Hate Me. Hate my opinions, my intelligence, my arrogance, my knowledge.
Hate that I'm loved for the same reason.

i agree with that, Kok Siang. Some people might hate anything abt a person but at the same time they are loved for the same reason.

DD/ DiDi/ DeeDee

Guess what? I realised that I love my nickname. DD/DiDi/DeeDee. Lol.. however you wanna spell it. haha. It all started when Ji Mi was lazy to call my name, Denise coz he said it was so long. =.=" its just The-Niece. LOL. but i realised that a lot of people don't know how to pronounce my name properly. They get confused with the name Dennis and Denise. I can say 90% of ppl who knows me pronounce my name as Dennis. Its supposed to be Denise pronounced as (The-Niece). lol...

I was feeling kinda awkward when he started calling me that. I guess i was not used to it. After some time, people like Pei Jian, Joon Hong, Shazmiq and May Lyn started calling me DD. haha! The more ppl call me that the more i start to love that name. But not just anyone could call me by that nickname ok. Unless I know you well enough to allow you to address me by that nickname.

Somehow, my nickname reminds me of a cartoon called Dexter's Laboratory on Cartoon Network, Astro. =.="" I still watch that cartoon until today coz its the only cartoon which is not too kiddish for me.


Its so weird. Tiny body, long skinny legs, huge feet, big head, long hands and 4 fingers. haha!!

Random things

Phew! I had quite busy weekend. Shopping. Christmas, Watching DVD's etctc.
I had a really nice Christmas this year although it wasn't the best Christmas I've ever had. I went shopp1ng 4 days straight for 8 hours with my mum and 2 of my aunties. Man... They really can shop. I think they spent more than RM6000 on themselves and their kids. Clothes(tons of them), fancy Pooh bottles, colour pencils, pencil boxes with pencil, eraser n etcetc with it, shoessssss with some bling or shiny stuffs on it, facial products, make-ups, toys and.... i think theres more but i cant remember. lol.

I <3>
I spent my Christmas shopping at KLCC. I bought myself a white shirt, my aunty got me a black phone strap, ate 1901, had a Christmas party, make my baby cousins laugh untill they couldn't laugh anymore. Yeah. I had a great time! I have to say, i LOVE Christmas though I'm not a Christian.

My baby cousin. too cute to be true!

My another baby cousin. not really a baby anymore coz shes 5. She's a mix, chinese+punjabi. Pretty and tall for her age but extremely naughty.

My uncle bought himself a new pair of glasses. So, this is how he looks like when the optometrist was checking his eye for the power for the lens. Lol. I wore those thing before.

He volunteered to take this pic! look, he's waving!

Im supposed to finish up my Form 4 sejarah notes for chapter 3 on powerpoint that mr.tiew gave me. lol. I'm still not done with it. haih. anyway, I just found out that PMR results were out already! lol.. Im so out-dated. No wonder i was kinda blur and did not know anything when wai min ask me abt it. haha. XD Anyway, Congratulations!
Hmm... it reminds me of the day i took my results. haha. i'll never ever forget it.
and Thanks Ji Mi for the Christmas hat! XD I can't believe you came to school on that day!

Memories.. =)

so, i guess thats it for now. here are more pictures!

Sunset.

=D

Who eats rice with cendol? LOL

I never saw it coming but i can say its my best candid shot.

In class! i look a bit weird that time.

Another candid shot with my cousin, yvjane. haha. I have no idea what im doing that time.

Anyway, i'll post more pics some other time. its like 3.37a.m right now. XD NIGHT!

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

and

A Happy new Year!

Will update more later. XD

I'm not alone

Sorry people. i've not been updating my blog for a week already.
wasn't in the mood to do so. yeah. every time i wanted to blog abt something i ended up clicking "x" on the top of the window.
Sometimes i feel Happy
sometimes i feel Sad. Angry. Hurt. Betrayed. Confused.
So, to summarise what am i feeling now. I feel Lost. emotionally.
Crying never make things better.
However, i do feel better after crying.
Almost every night, i was thinking very deeply. Abt lots of things
Why did it end up like that? What are you trying to tell me?
Will you hide anything from me? When will i finish school?
i cant wait to finish school and stuffs like that.

For the past few years, i never thought things would end up like how it is right now. For those people who knows me well enough, its very obvious I am a happy person. Maybe I'm not a happy-go-lucky type of person. Its just that its unlikely you'll find me being sad. How often do you see Denise being sad? haha. ask yourself. I used to be a gullible person. i trust people so easily and i never thought abt the consequences. I was an extremely shy person. I was not the person i used to be now. Over the years, i realised i changed by making that phone call. I discovered so many things. Trust, Friendship, Companion, Being there for each other (friends, family and your love ones), To be a better person(generally), and a lot more. It was too good to be true.

Everything comes with a price. haha. thats the painful part. Nothing last forever.

For the past few days, i've been reading a few interesting blogs. Such as Nicolekiss blog that i stumbled across from icantremember whose blog while i was bored.
hmmm... I guess I'm not the only one who is feeling like that.

PS: I'm not sure what is in you mind now, what are you thinking and what are you doing. But whatever it is, I hope you'll never ever hurt me anymore under any circumstances. It's too painful.

***

23 December 2007, Sunday

Finally, I met my baby cousin, Nicholas after 9+3 months. He's Sooooo cute!!! He's kinda big for a baby of his age. I don't know why they chose that name coz for me its TOO common. I know 5 nicholas so far. =.+ plus another one becomes 6. lol. anyway, ok-lah.... nice name also what... XD.

I woke up quite late coz i slept very late the night before. I went shopping with my aunties at Sg. Wang. Though its not really my fav. place or choice to go there. I just tag along with them as i don't wanna rot at home with nothing to do other than practicing my flute. i didn't buy a lot of things. But my mum and aunties did. They really do spend a lot. Especially on cosmetics and facial stuffs. Yeap.
I think they(my mum and 2 of my aunties) spend abt RM3000 altogether on a product called SK-II. Familiar right?
Abt few pairs of pants which cost i don't know how much.
5 pairs of shoes from Hush Puppies.
Some clothes at Metrojaya.
Sum it all up i think should be abt almost RM 5000+.
Tons of bags to carry.

Tomorrow.....
I'll be shopping again. KLCC and maybe back to sg.wang again. not sure. I'm not the one deciding.

Sorry people. no pictures.

anyway, I was thinking abt getting a new phone. and... I'm outdated when it comes to phones. =.=""" Any recomandation??

Truly Madly, Deeply

Wheeeeeeeeeee!!!
I feel so happy now!
Yeah, for the past few days, i've been quite busy.
Just busy. Not keeping myself busy anymore.
I totally enjoyed myself so much lately.

Truly Madly Deeply, i felt really really happy after so long
stuffing myself with tissue papers.

Finally, i went shopping!
i though i left shopping ages ago coz it seem that long.
Yesterday,
I bought myself a pair of pink skirt (though i was hoping for a white one) from Padini Authentic,
a pair of white flipflops or slippers from Esprit, a few accessories from Chameleon and.... thats all.
Today,
I polished my white handbag which i usually carry with me almost where ever i go and did some window shopping.
lalalala.. watched movie too. Enchanted again and The Golden Compass.
Not bad movies you know! I mean its good! Go for it!

For the past few days, i've been out to KLCC
and tomorrow, i mean today i'll be going there again for MPYO concert. XD
It should be nice.

Ji Mi owes me New Zealand Ice cream for not remembering my birthday for the..... 25th time???
GRrrrrrr........

Anyway, will update more soon.

Happy 16th Birthday May Lyn!!!!!!!
Have a wonderful birthday
and All the best in everything you do!

Water Crisis!

I just got home 2 days ago for real.
Yeap, i've been spending my holidays quite well.
At my grandmother's place in johor, Port Dickson and My aunty's place.
I guess you can count out my aunty's place because i'm not exactly having a holiday there.

One day after i got back from PD,
Surprisingly, i woke up quite early. i mean TOO EARLY. 10.30am
Yeah, consider TOO early for a sleepyhead like me who sleeps at 3am everyday and wakes up at 1pm in the afternoon. =.=""
So, yeah thank god i brushed my teeth and bathe.
3 hours later, ellise went to the toilet to do her business and thats where i knew that

E : Deniseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
D : Whaaaat?????
E : HELP!!!!!!!!
D : Whyyyy????? *annoyed*

I thought that theres a mosquito or some bug flying around the toilet and she got scared of it.
Typical ellise. But then....

E : There's no water.
D : Whaaat!!!!!??!!?
E : Ya la.... no water...
D :*went to kitchen to check whether theres water* Ya lar.... no water...
E : How ar????
D : Maybe its temporary. it will come back.
E : *Flushes toilet*
D : GREAT! now none of us can go to the toilets anymore.
E : Why????
D : Coz that was the last flush and theres no more water!! and if you urinate again the whole toilet will stink!
E : Ooooohhh..

So yeah, both of us didnt pee the whole day. So, i called my mum and told her abt it.
And we went to my aunty's place. All of us thought it was going to be just 1 day.
Unfortunately, it lasted for 3 days.

So, Ellise and I were staying at my aunty's place with nothing much to do besides watching tv, online only at night, and playing with my 5-year-old cousin who screams till you'll be deaf.
Seriously... oh ya, i forgot to mention that im living in a mini zoo too, with 5 colourful birds, 2 extremely adorable rabbits and a guinea pig. LOL.

So, now im back home. home sweet home. and im still uploading some pictures here on blogger which is taking me forever to do so!!! LOL.

Anyway, i feel much much better these days. I don't really know what happened but i feel lighter. not lighter as in lose weight. but hey, i did lose weight. 1kg. i wish i gained 1 kg not lose them. anyway, thats not the point. I feel happier, better, free and i like it. XD

Thats all.

Secret Recipe, KLCC

Im really exhausted now.
Having PMS.
I canceled my lesson today.
went for my dentist appointment.
I have abt another 4 more months or so to wear my braces.
Spent my whole day sleeping coz im really really tired.
and watched tv.

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30th November 2007, Friday

I slept at 4 a.m the night before and woke up at 9.10 a.m
Yeap, im seriously sleepy but i wasnt feeling too sleepy coz i was kinda excited!
Yeah, May Lyn and I have been planning for this day for the past 1 and a half week.
A surprise birthday party for Derrick!

Scene 1
I took a bus to klcc which reached faster than i expected.
Went to secret recipe to make sure the cake i ordered a few days earlier was there.
Unfortunately, they don't have the cake i ordered.
i was stunned. unbelievable.
How can you not have the cake i ordered??
and yet you have the resit for it that has my name n telephone num. written on it!
D-E-N-I-S-E, 016 - XXXXXXX
Chocolate Indulgence.
$%&*@#*_!_(!!!*&$
WTH???!!
" Why don't you have the cake i ordered?"
"I ordered it a few days ago and my cake is not here??"
"What kind of business are you people running?"
All they did was apologise.
Apologise my butt!!

OK, FINE
you dont have the cake.
They suggest i choose another cake on the spot.
So, i choose some chocolate brownies or something like that.
and i told them to write(whatever u called it)
"Happy Birthday Derrick."
So, they did.

Everyone was there by 11.30
Some of them arrived late.
Vinaya, Kok Siang and Khai Wen.
If i didn't called you, i think you'll still be at Vi's playing Dota(Dunia Orang Takde Awek)
XDXD.
PS : i wasnt angry at that time)

Scene 2
I gave a signal to one of the staffs to bring out the cake.
Then......
A lady showed up at our table asking
"you want to bring the cake out already????"
No words can describe how i felt at that moment.
DO YOU HAVE TO ASK ME AGAIN WHEN I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE SUPPOSED TO DO??!?!!?
AND YET IN FRONT OF EVERYONE WHERE THEY CAN HEAR IT SO LOUD AND CLEARLY.
STUPID SERVICES.
First the cake and now this.

Scene 3
Ok, now they brought out the cake.
they cake looks smaller than the one i saw.
All of us sang the birthday song.
and poof!
another disaster!
THEY BROUGHT OUT THE WRONG CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!
*(^#$#^*#^@$^@&#^
and again
no words can describe how i felt that very moment.
I jumped out from my seat and scolded the staffs there
"This is the wrong cake!!"
*stunned*

So, i walked at the counter and asked for my cake

Waitress/Me

Where is the cake? it says Happy Birthday Derrick on it not Happy Birthday.
Err
First, you don't have the cake i ordered
and now you brought out the wrong cake which spoiled the surprise.
what kind of service are you providing us?
Honestly, your service is really Really BAD!
Sorry, miss. We're really sorry.
So, now i want the right cake and make sure you don't forget to put the candles on it!!
16 CANDLES!!

Scene 4
all of us ordered some drinks.
4 of us wanted iced lemon tea.
and what surprises me that is they dont have iced lemon tea!!
So, they ordered other drinks.
I asked the waiter to repeat the order.
and so he did.
He can't even speak proper english for god's sake!!
Fresh juice becomes fes-jus
and yadayadayada
So, the drinks arrived.
and they have 1 drink extra.
HOW MANY FREAKING TIMES DO I HAVE TO SCOLD YOU PEOPLE???
lol, i didn't scold them for that. i was too tired.

Scene 5
The cake was as hard as rock.
may lyn asked for some plates.
30 minutes later...
no plates.

i asked for the bill.
and again 30 mins later, no bill.
all of us were planning to walk off without paying
so, i asked for the bill personally with a frown plastered on my face
then, we wanted to pay,
none of them wanted to take the money.
waited n waited again.
F*ck la.

All of us walked off without paying a single cent
Yeah, we really did walked off without paying

Adter that horrible incident
we went for a movie
Enchanted.
Got our tickets and we're on our way into the cinema hall.
I got a call from secret recipe asking to pay.
i was too tired at the moment and my mood was ruined.
So, Duncan and Derrick went there.
i forgot to mention that Duncan was trying to pay the bills a few times before we left for movies but he was ignored.

Finally they apologised again.
and we paid.
ok, we shouldn't have paid them.
and now i'm going to lodge a complaint.
A note to Secret Recipe, KLCC
You have an unorganised management
Terrible services
(Procrastinating, terrible english, do not take orders right away, tidak-apa attitude, etcetc)
Don't worry, i have another 15 witnesses with me.

OK, now. im angry.
its an angry post.
the happy ones i'll save it after my trip to PD + pictures
im going tomorrow.

Sorry, derrick and other. It didnt turn out like what we expected.

Currently,
Im out of topic to blog about.
For the past few days,
I've been sleeping earlier than my usual bedtime, 3 am
and waking up earlier than my usual wake up time, 10am
lol. that was when i was in johor.

Anyway,
I'm going to PD this Sunday.
Holidays again.. wheeee...
and its going to be tiring.
I don't know why PD ok.
i just go there to have fun. XD
at least i dont waste my holidays rotting at home.

Happy 16th Birthday Derrick!
..... hmm..
XDXD

I bought Baskin Robins Ice-cream 2 days ago.
Somewhere at Ayer Keroh rest area.
nature calls n nescafe for my mum.
Paid for it and walk out from the shop.
Hot day. Ate my ice-cream.
Waited for my mum at the car.
Some weirdo came up

"Eh, amoi that ice-cream 1 ringgit ar?" *laughs*

weird fella.

i have nothing else to say!!!!
bye!

Over You

i feel very insecure.
not sure how i feel or what should i feel.
i hvae this feeling that i somehow changed.
which i dont want to do it now.
i just want to cry it out.
it makes me feel sooo much more better the next day.
This song summarises how i feel.

Now that it's all said and done, 
I can't believe you were the one 
To build me up and tear me down, 
Like an old abandoned house. 
What you said when you left 
Just left me cold and out of breath. 
I fell too far, was in way too deep. 
Guess I let you get the best of me. 

Well, I never saw it coming. (i did saw it coming)
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. 
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. 
And now I'm picking up the pieces. 
I'm spending all of these years 
Putting my heart back together. 
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, 
I got over you. 

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away. 
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, 
A lot of others opened up, 
So did my eyes so I could see 
That you never were the best for me. 

i love this song.
Over You by Chris Daughtry.
I would like to dedicate this song to those people who disappointed/hurt me emotionally.
and also to people who made me realise where i stand
& was there for me when i really needed them.
it has been a tough year for me.

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Okay, i've been a away for a couple of days
i was at Batu Pahat, Johor.
it was... ok-lah
i can't imagine how my cousins can actually survive there.
the nearest town is like 16km away.
They have astro but no movies channel, news channel and variety channel.
=.=" all they have is cartoons (which i never watch already), sports, n yadayadayada.
Theres internet connection. thank god.
I've discovered a nice drink! whee...
got a haircut which was really nice on the 1st day
and it sucked the next day.
i look like a dumbdumb+more nerdy looking+weird
ofcourse i do have some pictures but lazy to upload now.

If you people see how i look now,
dont think im a changed person because im not.
i dont want to change for not.
Im not ready for anymore changes for now.

Bittersweet Form 4

Feel soooo much better today.

Planned to go to Galaxy to watch movie with m.lyn today.
But then, tak jadi coz only both of us are going.
Had flute lesson. Was alright.
Went to Ampang Point to buy some things to eat.

And again... Twirl.
I only have like 3 more bars left.
XD This was taken ages ago.
I bought abt 8 packets of it. S$2.50 each.
i dont care but i love it!!

Anyway, Form 4 was a bittersweet year for me.
Unexpected things happened. Good and Bad.
Well, i don't want to list it down here for sure. =.=
Anyway, This is our class(4 science 1) picture, taken from kok siang's blog
Yeap, only 21 students.

click to enlarge.
Well, in this picture...
ALL OF US LOOK SO PALE!!!
yeah, i can't understand why.
the sun was burning hot and shine so bright that i could go blind.
i look weird.
OK wait. thats not the point.

The point is that.
A lots of things happened between all of us. some good and some bad.
And the point is i realised that i get to know almost all of them much better than before.
including myself.

Hmmm.. lets start from the bottom row, left-right

Shi Jun.
He is ever ready to ask questions to our teacher.
Easy to hang around with.

Jhun Ren
Loooooves to tease and kacau people. kinda moody sometimes.
loves to sit on the floor.

Khai Wen
a blurrrr person. A dota freak i guess. XD
his hair... like.. i dunno what name you ppl named him.

Kah Fai
Loves to shuffle in class for no reason. plays basketball and another dota freak.
Looking for a job too. anyone wanna hire him?

Joon Yoon
Our responsible class monitor. smartest person in class.
almost impossible to geat him. loves numbers.

Charmaine
Our class Assistant monitor. Loves green.
green bag, pencil case, bottle, etcetc... plays maple.

Alicia
The most quiet girl in class. Pretty.
always see her reading chinese novels.

Preshna
She sits beside me in class. Love her smile.

Me
*ahem* XD

Kasturi
loves reading BM novels. no doubt her BM is excellent.

Joyce
Very easy to talk to. very adaptable to her surrounding.
nice person.

Joanna
Never ever make her angry! serious.
she can dance!

Aishvarya
Loves to laugh. a lot!

Banu
same here. laughs a lot. but when shes serious, shes serious.

Kok Siang
Hmm... I've already mention abt him in my previous post.
XD

Shazmiq
Obviously the tallest dude in class and the whole school!!
another dota freak.
*have you cut your hair yet??? looks weird on ur face la.
customer also lari when see you. XDXD JOKING!!
thank god ur working. no time to read my blog!

Nazrul
I'm not that close to him. well, he make jokes sometimes.

Derrick
Just like Duncan, loves his hair. XD
loves dote. =.=" cybercafe's regular customer.
loves to sing in class and listen to songs on his phone.
great person to talk to.

Vinaya
he always makes me laugh. i never seen him really really angry before.
loves basketball.
Currently, he's looking for a job. Anyone wanna hire him???
*seee, im trying to get you an interview like you said! XDXD

Kumara
nice guy. always hand out with Jeremiah.

LOL, 1 person in the pic was missing.
Jeremiah!
anyway, he has braces just like me!

KLCC

My mum and I went to KLCC yesterday.

Just for fun..
Walked around for abt 10 minutes.

I thought i swore to myself that im not going shopping for a month.
I said that 2 weeks ago.
But....... unfortunately/fortunately,
i bought something.
I ended up spending RM80 for a pair of khaki short pants.
UnionBay. I think its a new brand from Diesel.
I can't upload some pics now coz its too slow. =.="
I bought a clip and also a mirror.
hmm...
My mum and i bought accessories worth more than RM90.
XD.

Well, i've been constantly sneezing and i can't freaking hear properly!!
and I'm going bonkers!!
Theres this sound that im the only one can hear it.
and its irritating.
When im playing my flute, it sounds like someone else is playing with me