I'm back in KL!!
I'll blog all about it when I have the time.
That is.... I can't say exactly when but soon.
wakakakaka!

School (Part 1)

I need new songs! I've been listening to the same songs over and over. Some of them I've been listening for ages. I need brand new songs.

I went to school last week. Twice. As I was walking through the school gate, I felt like a high school student again. It reminds me of how much I dearly miss school. You know, everyday when you enter the school gate, you are eager to see you school mates and start catching up with them. My chest ached a little when I was there but at the same time, I felt happy.

I met all my schoolmates and teachers again. =) School reminds me all the stupid stuffs we do, the crazy things we all of us did and how much fun all of us had. My school is a small school. Last year, we only have about 600 students in our school. Its few, i know. But, we all know each other. Gossip travels as fast as the speed of light. Be it among the students or among the teachers. haha. That's just the way it is.

Last year, Kok Siang and I were taking pictures in school like paparazzi's. Actually, Kok Siang was more of the photographer. I was more on compiling pictures over the years. I compiled over a few hundred pictures over the years. That's a lot you know. So, now I present you some videos made by kok siang on his YouTube account. Go check it out!!!

See Kok Siang, I'm promoting/advertising your videos! haha. In one of those videos, I read a comment about our class that is so true! I couldn't agree more on that! Look!

Click on the picture for a larger view.

or just read/click this one.

We love to eat in the Chemistry and Physics lab. Like... All the time? Last year, we do not have a class at all. All of us will be hopping from one class to another with our back on our back all day. That is because our class is located at the 2nd floor on the new block and its very troublesome to go up and down all day. So, we always get the dirtiest class award for not keeping our class clean. How are we supposed to clean it if we don't even use it? But then, our class did not "win" the dirtiest class award anymore. Back to the topic. We love to eat in class all the time especially after recess when we stock up our food supplies in our pockets and "secretly" eat it in class as we desire. The lab assistant always scold us for leaving all the food plastics all over.

Rules are meant to be broken. As you know, we are not supposed to eat in science labs.. haha.

Next, we have lack of attention and we are lazy to complete our homework. My class has only 20 students including myself. We are the laziest creatures in the whole school. Well, not really-lah. Shazmiq is always sleeping in class. All of us will stare blankly at the teachers and nod our head. Our mind will be somewhere else. We always procrastinate and always ask teachers to give us less homework because we have other homework. haha. I think teachers spoil us too much. or maybe not. All of us always face the music almost everyday until we got so used to it. Sometimes, it boils our blood and somehow it forced us to pushed us to work harder.

WE ARE PLAYFUL when it comes to science experiments. We love trying out crazy/weird chemicals and see what happens. Thank goodness there were no accidents. Oh ya.... Some of us always ask our science teachers to tell us ghost stories.. teeheehee... Its lame, I know but its our way of procrastinating. Don't you just feel so saturated after a long day of school? Well, we always have like 5-10 minutes of fun before our lesson begins. Sometimes, we get too carried away until 1 period is gone. We have to release tension sometimes you know. We are also famous for taking "Take 5" = 5 minutes break during lessons.

Well, that's school. There is so much mor to say but I think that's it for now..

Joy to the world!

Finally, I have the time to upload some pictures! Muahaha! Lets rewind the time back to Christmas, ok? =D

I spent my Christmas in Sitiawan, Perak with my relatives. Apparently I was not feeling well coz I was having sore throat and flu. Overall, I had one of the best Christmas although I'm not a Christian. Actually, I also spent my Christmas in Pavilion. Here are a few picture. Its just a few, i know. Bare with me.. =)

Mercedez Benz S300

It a elegant and wow, its such a beauty. Black Beauty.
It has all the high-tech functions such a a GPS navigator? ok, that is all I can remember.
I know there is more but I was too tired to notice. I was annoyed at one thing tho. The navigator thingy kept asking us to turn right where it is a highway and there's no way to turn right. lol. Sometimes, technology slows you down because nowadays, people depend so much on technology. oh well.

I met up with my baby cousin again! He's one and drop-dead-adorable. So manja righttt? I feel like squishing him!!!! *gahhh* HIs name is Nicholas aka Nick. lol.

how can I ever resist him??!?!?! LOL XD He's just too good to be true ok.. I think I spoil him too much by giving him sweet stuffs or whatever I am eating. haha!

My uncle brought to a open air restaurant or you can call it a food court. Everyone was like STOP and STARE at us. =.= NO idea why. Maybe its because the Christmas hat Ellise was wearing. haha. The food is so cheap and yummy! Everything was fine and dandy!


Presents!!!! MINEEE!!!! SHOOO!!



Alright, now I present you with the POSER-QUEENS. I am a poser too XD (can't help it too) but I'm not as hard core as them.

She is a natural big time poser queen! I love taking her pictures! She gives a lot of varieties! haha.




Poser-king-wannabe



haha! Every Christmas, I always look forward to see the humongous Christmas Tree. They have different theme every year and I was appalled by the cheerful and colourful decorations. The kids would definitely love it!


My cousin, Jane dragged us to Pavilion to do a quick shopping. Okay, I thought my shopping strategy was bad but hers was worse!! Seriously, I was dragged from one store to another. Well, at the end of the day all of us settled for supper at Ministry of Food - Japanese Sweets & Coffee.


We had ice creams. =DD My favourite!


I forgotten what is this but its really good! That's my mum!



I ordered this! Some Green Tea Mocha ice cream.
It is quite similar with the other dessert.
I don't know how it taste like because I was having flu. Damn it.
But, It was reaaaaally good! I would love to stuff my face on it! haha.


This is my update for now. Stay tuned for more! Bom-provieto! Good night!


Bom-provieto : Have a nice day/ good day in Portuguese

Bom-Dia!

ugh! Youtube page is down, AGAIN!!! I wanna watch videos lahhh.... This is like the 3rd/4th time already. Http/1.1 Internal Server Error kept appearing which annoyed me every time. grrr..

I am constantly singing nowadays. Which I don't normally do until like 3 weeks ago. wakakaka! Well, of course you don't hear me singing coz I sing to myself. haha! My flute teacher always make me sing during lesson like 10-13 minutes? haha! Quite fun. I so love Taylor swift's songs. Especially her lyrics. I like Tied together with a smile. =D

I wish there is a device that I could just talk and what I ever I said will appear here, instead of typing. I know there is such devices/gadgets for paralysed people but I don't think I really need it la.

If you're a regular reader at Kennysia.com, I'm sure you've read his latest post. haha. Boycott American products?? LOL. I don't think I did.

1. Well, I don't use American dollars but I go have American dollars with me now. what to do?? give it away? haha. Simple : keep it lah!
   
2. I just drank a can of Coca cola a few hours ago. swt.
3. I ate McD about 1 week ago.
   
4. I watched twilight 2 weeks ago and loved it.
5. I'm a regular reader of Pinkpau's and Sweatlee's blog. haha
6. I read kennysia.
7. I use facebook, google and youtube. How convenient huh?
8. Best of all, I'm using Microsoft! LOL! No, I'm not shutting down my pc.
   

Eh, almost everything are American products lah. =.= haha. Damn funny weih.

ok lah.. I dunno what else to write already okay. hehehe. I'm feeling very lazy nowadays ok..
But I'm not lazy when it comes to talking or watching tv or online la. XD But, other that that call me a lazy bum.

1. I love waking up late, watching tv all day, online all day, hang on the phone all day.
2. I'm don't like oranges because I'm lazy to peel it and I always ask my friend to peel the skin for me. XD I'm so evil right. lol, this is just temporary la.
   
3. I'm lazy to blog.
4. I'm always craving for food until my friends call me crazy. haha. sorry la, I can't help it okay.
5. I don't wanna know how much I weigh now coz if I do, I might just get all worked up and start restraining myself from the one i love, food.
6. I'm lazy to water my plants. I hope they don't die.
7. I'm lazy to wear my retainers coz I can't talk as fluent without my retainers.
   

LOL. This post is so random. I might just delete it since its lie so all over the place coz I feel kinda active now.


good night dear readers.

wth.

Why bother?

I wanna rip someone off into tiny pieces. Coward bastards. I feel so relieved that its over. It is actually the best decision I've ever made although I don't see it that way at the beginning.

Thinking about it makes me laugh where the fact that all of it is so stupid. I wasted my time. I learned my lesson the hard way. Since I was young, my parents always remind me not to hurt anyone. I always add on that is, "... unless the person hurts you" Seriously, I never thought they are such two-faced idiots. In front of me, they are such sweet talkers but behind me, they just HAVE (no choice) to hurt me.

It turns out they were not completely honest with me. I found out about it one way or another. They broke my trust big time. More like, smashed it into a minute pieces. It's impossible to fix it. I think its better to leave it that way. I don't wanna pick up the smashed pieces because its not worth it.

Oh wait, why do I even bother about it anyway? haha. I'm just trying to express my dissatisfaction. I feel like laughing. XD

Good Night.

teeheehee.

I wonder how it feels like not going back to high school tomorrow. I'm gonna wake up like I always do for school. But, not with the intention to go to school, but to jog. I'm am not sitting here, happily laughing at my sister who has to go to school tomorrow. Wakakaka! I'm evil.

*yawn yawn....* I got like 4 boxes of oranges right here, right now. I'm not really a fruit person so, I don't know who in the world is gonna finish all of it. I'm more of a veggie person. But what they hey, I'm gonna start eating it until I turn into one (orange). Damn, I can't wait for CNY!

You know what? I just watched Twilight about a week ago. XD I don't know what took me so long but believe it. At the beginning, I felt like this movie is so awkward but then it got better and better.


I've read the book about a year and a half ago but I did not finish the whole book because it was too narrative and it was too slow moving for such an impatient person like me. XD Anyways, I find it hard to believe that the thought of losing Bella was so unbearable. You don't find these kind of people nowadays. After all, its just a novel fiction. Nice movie!! I love it. But, it could be better. I wonder if New Moon would be better? haha. We'll see.

PS : I think there's too many hot guys in this movie. =.= Is it me or am I just blind. *slaps forehead* Maybe I'm blind.

PSS : I don't have school tomorrow!!!!! In your face!! =X Just kidding... teeheehee.. Enjoy school life while you still have it.

New Year's outings.

Happy New Year!

2009 will be another beginning. A few things will change this year. One of them will be school. Damn, I really miss it you know.. haha. It reminds me how much I wanted to leave school but at the same time, I still wanna go to school. Well, this year, I will be going to school just that this time, its a different kind of school.

Anyways, I've been occupied for the past 1 week. My New Year's Celebration was great! I'm too tired to elaborate on it but you can visit Jian's Blog for some pictures. Some weird shots of me. haha. I wasn't as enthusiastic like I always do when there's a camera simply because... Alright, I don't know why. But, I enjoyed myself overall! Although I was late for the gathering coz I had to attend the 6 hour driving lecture thing which bores me. I kept you guys waiting for me to arrive for so long. teeheehee. I wanna thank Jimi, Jian, JH, Elle, and Meiji for the lovely presents. =DDD I love all of them so much! Thank you!

We had fun in the car sining to songs on the radio! lol. We had to squeeze a lot in the car but other than that, it was all fine and dandy. It was a great start to 2009.

Then, I went out with my classmates!! =DDD I always look forward for an outing with them. We had so much to eat, watched 2 movies, had silly and crazy times that are worth remembering. We had TGI Fridays's which I find it just okaayy... I prefer Chillis way better. haha. We went bowling together, ate again the chicken rice shop which had a beautiful view of the skies of KL and the streets of Bukit Bintang. We sat at the marble bench of Pavilion talking and laughing away which people in their cars are staring at us all through. I was acting so weird at that moment.

We went for a horror movie, They Wait at 12.30 a.m. haha. Surprisingly it was a nice horror movie! I thought it would be so cliche and expected, but I was wrong. I was thinking about how scary it is to sleep tonight. Being the only girls in the group, Charmaine and I were quite frightened by the movie.

We head home by cab and had another idea of going to Mamak stall for supper. Vi torn my slippers and I was forced to "borrow" (with no permission) someone else's slippers and walked home with Charmaine, Vi and Kok siang to get another pair of slipper for me to wear. A piggyback ride was too exhausting and probably choking since I'm quite heavy. haha!

We had the craziest and one hell of a night. With all the randomness, adrenaline gushing throughout blood system and a sleepless night. Wow. It was a day that will never be forgotten. haha. Enough said. =)

I applied for jobs for 2 months to keep me un-bored(swt) and I have one job that really caught my attention. lol.

What a way to start 2009.

I'm sitting for my Undang test tmr and I think I'm screwed. I'm not so prepared.

*yawns* gosh, I'm still so sleepy... but I have to study...

Merry Christmas

Hello Earthling! Merry Christmas!! Well, today is Boxing Day, so... HAPPY BOXING DAY!

Go grab a partner and box them! Muahahaha! Just kidding!

My Christmas did not not turned out exactly like I imagined. I was having flu. Before that, I was having sore throat. My throat was freaking dry like ice cubes in the freezer that when you touch the ice your finger/tongue sticks on it. Despite having the cold, I had a merry Christmas! I got presents and I celebrate it with my dearest people called my family.

I'm not a Christian but I celebrate it with my Auntie every year. But nowadays, people look forward to Christmas as it is one of the most celebrated festival of the year. There would be Christmas trees in every shopping malls, bright and colourful decorations on the streets, Christmas Mega Sales for shopaholics, Choir groups caroling, Santa Claus giving out candies and wow, people are so over the top when it comes to spending their money for Christmas presents.

I got a few presents and I heard that there's a few more to come. teeheehee...

It seems that 2008 has come to an end. Almost. In 2007, I told myself that 2008 would definitely be a great year! I said that with tears rolling down my cheeks. I think I told this to someone else too. I made a few new year's resolutions and I guess I achieved most of it.

In a few more days, I would be writing a new chapter of my life. I would like to write more but, I think I'll save that for my next post which I think most of you would love. That is,

What I've done in 2008.

Haha. Now, I have so many thing gushing into my mind now, waiting be written down. Till then,

I hereby present you this wonderful Christmas Song!

If you've watched PS, I Love You I bet you'll know this song. I'm not really a type of person who uses profanities in daily conversations but, I like the song.

PS : I don't consider words like shit/crap/dammit are profanities, although they are. XD I'm so used to it already.

Anyway, enjoy!

Fairytales of New York by The Pogues.




It was christmas eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, wont see another one
And then he sang a song
The rare old mountain dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you

Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
Ive got a feeling
This years for me and you
So happy christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They've got cars big as bars
They've got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
Its no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold christmas eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of new york city
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing "Galway Bay"
And the bells were ringing out
For christmas day

Youre a bum
Youre a punk
Youre an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy christmas your arse
I pray God its our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Cant make it all alone
Ive built my dreams around you


Its mean but sweet. Somehow I like it. It blends really well into a song.

Good night!

Eat and Dance!

I feel so happy and energised after dance classes! I had so much fun that I wish that I could salsa everyday. Too bad, I don't have a partner to dance with. =( If I do have a dance partner, I could probably dance better. I'm moving in such a slow pace. LOL. Its okay.. I'm fine with that. I don't plan to make it as my career. Or.. I just might. haha. Because, I know I'm quite good.

It has been a year I learned salsa. I made lots of friends. Most of them are girls and they are lotsa fun! My instructor is Remy and he's such a great dancer! I think he can dance better than any other girls. Don't worry, he's not gay/soft. He's married and has a son. He doesn't want us to call him a teacher for some unknown reasons. He prefer us to call him by his name and all of us are friends. Not teacher and students. haha! I like that..

I performed once at Great Eastern Mall for a Charity Bazaar. I remembered having rehearsals like 5 hours a day, 3-4 times a week. By the end of the day, my legs would ache that all I wanna do is just sleep. Its so tiring okay, dancing with 3-inch heels for 5 hours straight. Thank god my shoes are specially made and its so comfortable wearing them.

During rehearsals/class, accidents are bound to happen. Like, stepping on each others foot, running into each other, fall on your back, so on and so forth. I've been dropped by my partner a few times and it hurts my back that once, it hurts for like 1 week. Sometimes, I think I'm just too heavy, maybe? Is 50kg consider heavy for an average guy in their 20's ? (well more like younger than that and also older than that, plus minus lah)

Yeah, talk about my weight... I gained weight tremendously this year. For years I've been trying to gain weight but I failed terribly. I'm not shy about talking about my weight. Some people would just ask me am I not shy about revealing how much I weigh? I broke my record this year, I gained a total of 5/6 kg this year. I don't know what in the world I did or maybe my wish just came true? LOL. Nevermind... I just eat normal food. Try watching this video. You'll laugh until you get a stomach ache... or not... haha..CHECK IT OUT OK!! Trust me, its really good...



I really love this song. There is other song too and its really funny.. Did you watch it?? =/ Watch it if you didn't watch it!!!! Or if you already did... Good! =D

Anyway, I'll be away on Christmas. So, before I leave, I'll post up another you tube video that I pretty sure all of you will love it! Seriously. I won't even post it up if its not good. =)

So, I'll just leave a few pictures before I say goodnight.

These are from Palace of The Golden Horses Hotel.

Food Galore?
There's more but I did not take pictures of it coz I don't wanna look like a jakun in front of everyone, like I've never seen/ate so much food in my life.
I must say that the food is delicious!

I feel so tiny, petite and short.. =/

Thats us. =)

I love the entrance.

wow.
I wonder if its real gold.

I never knew I could take such a beautiful picture with my camera.

This is something that shouldn't be lying around the hotel premises. Especially near a kids party.

French kissing? A Golden Horse. =P
haha. They seriously need girls theraphy wei. XDXD
I'm just joking. But, I wasn't joking about them having girls. =P
I consider this PICTURE OF THE DAY!
Love it! Good job, guys!

PS : Guys, If you're reading this, don't kill me, alright??
I have cookiess!!! *peace offering* *smiles widely* =D

Thoughts and Visions

*grumbles* ughhh...... *grumbles* It appears that I have a sore throat. Its not painful at all but it so freaking dry! So dry that my voice changes. It sounds so.... coarse. No no no.. It sound husky! =P Just kidding. Maybe that is a sign that I should stop eating too much chocolate.

Call me a chocolate addict coz I adore chocolate. Chocolates are always here for me. Whether I'm happy, sad or angry. When I'm sad, the best chocolate remedy would be chocolate ice cream. When I'm angry, the best chocolate remedy is chocolate cake. When I'm happy... well.. when I'm happy I'll just eat any chocolates. I don't have a chocolate cure for being happy.

Sometimes, I would toast 2 pieces of bread and put Nutella chocolate spread on it if I stay up late at night. I always ask myself whether or not to cut off the bread skin. In the end, I ate all of it and I would make another one. *clears throat*

Enough of chocolates. Lets switch to another topic. For the past few days, I've been doing a little bit of thinking. I was thinking about how my SPM results would turn out to be, will I ever get a scholarship?, what are my options?, my future, people who've been in and out of my life, my parents and myself.

About my future and options. I would like and want to take up Dentistry and to become a Dentist as my career. That is as far as I could think of in terms of my career. I could further my studies in

1. Dental Public Health (study of epidemiology and social health policies)
2. Endodonthics (Root canal therapy study of disease of dental pulp)
3. Oral and Maxillofacial Pathology (study, diagnosis, and sometimes the treatment of oral and maxillofacial related diseases)
4. Oral and Maxillofacial Radiology study and radiological interpretation of oral and maxillofacial diseases)
5. Oral and Maxillofacial Surgery (extraction, implants and surgery)
6. Orthodontics (straightening of teeth a.k.a. braces)
7. Pediatric Dentistry (formerly known as pendodonthics that is dentistry for children)
8. Periodontics (study and treatment of diseases of the periodomtium(gum) and placements and maintenance of dental implants)
9. Prosthodontics ( dentures, bridges and the restoration of implants. Some prosthodontists further their training in "oral and maxillofacial prosthodontics"--a discipline concerned with the replacement of missing facial structures--such as ears, eyes, nose, etc)

These are the 9 specialists recognised in US, Canada and Australia. - (extracted from wikipedia)

Well, I'll leave this for later because I would have to study for another 4/5 years to pursue as a specialist. But, just so you know, I'm quite interested in number 1, 5, 6 and 9. Number 5 is a common general practice when you're just an ordinary dentist but Oral Maxillfacial Sergery is a more specific term for it.

So, now I'm torn between 2 option. Actually, I have more than 2 options but the other options are not guaranteed. My first option is to take Cambridge A-Levels either in HELP or Taylors or any other college of my choice. I would have to spend 2 years if I take A-Levels and continue my studies either locally or aboard. This would cost a lot of money, about 500 000 or more?

My second option is to enroll myself to International Medical University (IMU). I'm quite unsure about this as I'm waiting for further information through mail. But, this is what I know so far. The whole course would take up to 5 years or 5 1/2 years depending on what options you get. I don't have to take A-Levels for this as I would take my foundations of Dentistry for one year. Now, I have another 2 options. First, I could study locally for 5 years. Second, I could do a twinning program 2 1/2 or 3 years locally and 3 or 2 1/2 years in Australia. I would love to have the 2nd option and If I do get it, I could either study at University of Adelaine/ University of Queensland/ University of Sydney/ University of Western Australia/ University of Otago, New Zealand. Total fees if I study solely in Malaysia would cost up to RM 400 000 and if I get to study aboard it would cost about the same or slightly more.

Well, correct me if I'm wrong because I am still waiting for further information about my second option. However, I think I like the 2nd option better. I could save up to a year if I take the 2nd option.

My other options are Scholarships, Local University and International Dental College which is in Penang.

Scholarships are not easy to get but not impossible. I can't depend solely on this.

Yup, I did applied for Local University too. I submitted my name already. I don't really have high hopes on this because its local university. Its quite hard to get into local U as it is very competitive among non-bumiputera's. So, if I do get it I'll still have second thoughts about it. It depends la, if I don't get what I want then I'll just forget it.

Hmm.... International Dental College is something like my 2nd option. Its a twinning program too. Study a few years locally and a few years aboard. This time, its in India. But, I think I have to take A-levels for this.

Sometimes, I think I'm just too ambitious. I'm very concern with this because I have high expectations. I don't want it to lead to disappointments. The future is hard to predict. I want to excel in every aspect of my life but sometimes, life can be unfair. You might never have all of it and yet you can have all of it. My mum would jokingly tease me that I shouldn't study too hard or be too ambitious because no guys/men would want me to be their wife because I'm earning more than them. =.=""""""""" omg. For a moment I believed her but then I don't want to end up wasting my time studying so hard and end up sitting at home all day, being a full time housewife. That would be a waste. I don't want to depend everything on my future husband. I also want to be able to support myself so that my future husband or anyone would not look down on me. Hmmm... Am I being paranoid?? Because... these things happens.

You know, I can write this all night and it won't have a full stop to it. Talk about guys... People always ask me about what qualities do I look for in a guy. I got so many answer that I usually pick one randomly. Like I said, I have high expectations in every aspects of my life and I'm very concern with it. Some people told me not to be too picky or I'll not get married for the rest of my life. lol. I can give you so many reasons for this statement. Anyways, I don't have to explain thoroughly here. I've been in love/in a relationship and I know what its like.

aha! That is another topic that I've never mention in my blog and I think I would like to keep it that way. The reason is because there are so many stalkers here that don't have a life that use my words against me. I know that SOME of my readers here come and go, anonymously without leaving behind their footprints and in real life, they would just spread rumors about you and hence, you're popular! Sweat. Hey! I know most of my regular readers don't do it.

So, I'll just talk about this topic generally but in term of a boy-girl relationship. It can be about anyone.

As you know, some people commit themselves in a relationship just because of the status of "being in a relationship. Some people are just really in love and are committed to make the relationship successful. Some people just don't care. Which category are you in? From my point of view, committing yourself in a relationship is not a joke and it is never a joke to me. What about falling in love? I think this is easy for some and quite hard for some others. It depends okay. But, keeping a relationship is not easy. It takes up a lot of time, effort, energy and money. By that, you need commitment, communication, love, respect and trust. These are the 5 main things that are vital in a relationship. That is what I think and they are not arranged orderly. Its really really deep. Don't you think so?

A relationship can fail for so many reasons and any of those reasons fall into those 5 main categories. If there is lack of one component, the relationship fails. Am I not right? Hmm... I think my relationship with you failed because there's no commitment. I don't think any of us are ready for it, yet..

I think I shouldn't elaborate further as I tend to write more unnecessary details. Good night!

PS: I hope this entry is not boring because its kinda long.

Christmas is 4 days away. I can't wait to get my Christmas present. So far I only got one. Well, I should be thankful that I got one. Its better than having none. =)

Goodnight!

Its 3a.m here in this picture and eating chocolate ice cream at this hour while sitting at my room window is such a bliss.
So, don't purposely come looking for me at this hour. It's consider stalking me. haha! I'm just kidding!

Good night again!=)

Sick, maybe?

*clears throat*

testing... testing....

*clears throat again*

heloo.....

*once again*

helooooo

*sneezes!*

Excuse me....

Oh, crap. my throat is so dry that no matter how much water I drink, its still so dry .
Crap. Maybe its the chocolates. omg....
I don't wanna get sick...

Well, at least I got something to keep me happy.. =)


and also snuggle myself in my 528 thread White Egyptian Cotton Linen Comforter


hoping that I would feel better. ugh....

Happy

I just uploaded a new song on my blog. Check it out if you're curious. I love the song and the lyrics especially. Genius!

Recently, I reconcile with the people I've not been talking to for a very long time. Yeah.. it feels like years not talking to these people. These people seriously pissed me off till I don't even wanna talk to them. Its been about approximately 8 months? Well, that's a record for me. Before all of these happened, these people... one happened to be one of my good friend and the other one is my sister. I was really crossed with them for a very long time and I'm angry at them for different reasons. It's 2 separate issues. I've never been so angry before to the extend that I did not talk to these people for so long.

Seriously, its not me at all. After so long, I've decided to put it to an end. It's not healthy for me and its not healthy to them too. So, why make life so difficult? haha! Now, things are back to normal. Well, things are normal but I'm not normal. At least that is what I am feeling right now - confused. Its 4 a.m now and I don't know what the hell am I doing here.

I need go somewhere. Somewhere that I could just sit down all and think. Whether alone or with a friend. I need to talk, whether alone or with a friend. I need to go get a drink, whether alone or with a friend. ugh.... I feel trapped. I need to go out to have some fun. Damn, now I miss going out. But then, maybe its good that I feel like that once in a while. Because maybe it makes me appreciate having fun. =)

You know, I bought some chocolates from Langkawi.

Chocolate makes me happy.

Sometimes, It makes me high. Like I'm on cocaine or smthg.

Most of them are dirt cheap like this..

It cost RM 4.50 per box.

I love it so much! Tempting huh?

The texture is so smooth.
So... Chocolaty!

I'm addicted to it.
You seriously HAVE to taste it!

Wanna know where to get it here in KL??? Okay... I was at Pavilion this afternoon and I stumbled across this chocolate and I was surprised they actually sell it here in KL!!! I've been saving my last box coz I thought I'm not gonna eat them again for a long time. But, I found it again by chance. So, I bought 2 of it which cost RM 7.90 per box. Quite expensive-lah... Yeah.. because I bought this at a much lower price, the first time I bought it. LOL. Go ahead! Its available at The Tangs, Pavilion.

If you notice, I did not buy any Ferrero Roche. hehe. Wanna know why? I'm sick of it and It doesn't taste as good as I remembered. It taste like cheap chocolate now. I wonder why. =/

I've never liked my nails being polished. But, I got one anyway coz I'm starting to like it.
(It makes my fingertips feel warm sometimes...)

Oh yeahh... Guess what I got for myself recently???
Just make a random guess!!

CLUE :



Cute box

I should go to sleep now. Good night!

Denise and food.

I just ate my lunch and I'm quite satisfied but not happy with it because its fast food. I called up McD to place an order and all I get is some weird spoken English. He was talking as fast as a rocket and I was struggling to understand what the hell he was trying to say and I kept asking him to repeat what he just said. It's really frustrating, don't you think so? I put down the phone and called again, hoping to get a better person to talk to.

haha! My 2nd call was way better. I could understand every single word he said and that made me quite happy. I know that I live so close to restaurants but, I'm lazy to go out. For once, in 2 weeks I just want to stay at home.. I got my food while cost about RM27.30 (I'm not the only one eating). I gave the guy RM30 and he gave me back Rm0.70.

I thought there was something wrong with the bill coz I recalled that I am supposed to pay RM27.30. I questioned that guy why am I getting on 70 cents?? He seems like he does not understand me. I spoke in malay, alright?? If you still don't understand them I shall speak English. So, I did the math for him. He still said that I was supposed to get 70 cents of change.

YOU IDIOTTTT!!!!!

You can't even do simple maths and you wanna cheat 2 ringgit out of me!!!! He thought I was dumb and that I don't know how to count. Grrr... 2 ringgit is still money you know!!

Another incident also happened at McD. This time, I was with my friends at some mcd in Penang. I was going through th bill and I realised we we charged 5 ringgit extra for some Madagascar head gear which I have no clue what in the world was that. I was wondering where is the head gear thing. It was no where to be seen and I don't remember ordering such thing. I asked the manager what is it and she gave me some complicated explanation about it. I told them I did not receive any head gear stuffs and she gave me the head gear which turn out to be this :


LOL!!!!! Its the madagascar hippo called gloria!!! We got this because we ordered more than 2 meals. Sweat. It tunrs out that this is free. =.=" I thought we were paying for it. So confusing you know. But hey, at least I got it for free and lets see a smile on my face, ok?

There you go!

I was never a fan of McDonalds and i am not lovin' it. I only love their fries and ice cream. I began liking it when Duncan, a McD addict started dragging me to mcd most of the time. I never had so much mcd in my life since then. Thank god I wasn't too conscious about my weight, unlike now. But now, I will only resort of mcd if there is nothing else to eat. lol. The roadside burger taste 100 times better than mcd and its way cheaper. Don't believe me? Then allow me to prove you wrong. hehe.

Usually, I'll just go for the usual like rice coz rice satisfies me the best. I don't really fancy noodles especially when its dry. I prefer my noodles with its soup, at least.

Talk about food. I love food and I love it even more when I have close friends or family members with me. Ever heard that sharing your food makes the food more delicious? haha. Its very true for my case because I love to eat.



Some may call me THE EATING MACHINE because I eat a lot for an average Asian girl. Sometimes, I am kind because I help them to finish up their food. =D I have a record of eating 14 pieces of chicken wing in a go when i was 12. Now, I'll just settle for 3/4 pieces.



Sometimes, my mum says that I am ungrateful because I don't finish my food. She always remind me about all the people who died of starvation. She also always scold me for throwing away the bread skin. Again she reminded me about the poor people around the world who died of starvation.



Nowadays, I always complain about my weight because my guy friends like vi, kok siang, jhun ren, shaz and khai wen who keep calling me fat. Someof them still call me that till today especially Vi. They would criticise me on what I eat and all the fat would accumulate at my tights. They would call me thunder thighs and would probably sing a song with it. It goes something like this :

Must watch it! or else you don't know what I mean.



LOL. I find it very amusing coz I know that I'm not a fat babe!! A lot of people realised that I gained weight. Some say I look way better and some say I'm fat(grrr).

As much as I love food in general, there is a downside of it for me. About 8 years ago, I went for an allergy test. Out of 64 item, I am allergic to 9 of it. Some of it are seafood, flower pollen and animal fur. Almost everyone said it is such a great waste that I am allergic to seafood. I would have severe rash which will remained as a scar. I am not happy with this at all. My mum always scold me for being too fussy with food and keep asking what are the ingredients. Sometimes, I just close an eye and let that pass. Sometimes, I'll get all worked up because I do not want to have anymore scars which will look ugly on me.

Once, I had an allergic reaction due to roses. I was so dumb that I put the flowers on my bed and you know how the pollen can spread through air and all over the bed as it has a special mechanism to reproduce (damn the male reproductive organ of the roses). I forgotten about that very minute detail. Ish. Most of them said I will get over it when I grow older. I hope what they said is true. Don't worry, I'm not alone. I have a few friends who have the same problem.

I despise people who purposely give me food without telling me that there is seafood in it, knowing that I am allergic to it. Hey, I might die from a very severe allergic reaction. My parents and people who love me will hunt you down till' you're dead.

That's all for today. =) Byee!

I can't believe I already got a present for Christmas!! I know what I'm getting because I've already seen it and wore it. Twice. My auntie decided to buy the *present* for me, wrap it and I will only receive it on Christmas. Damn. I was so happy coz I thought I could wear it immediately. Looks like I'll have to wait until Christmas. I really love my present because, boy, its so classy, elegant and beautiful! It looks good on me!

Hey, there's no harm praising myself once in awhile. XD haha. Well, I did change my look a little and I'm pleased with it. Though, I do need to do a few more improvements. I was planning to change my hairstyle but, I'm just not so convinced and I'm afraid that I might just regret it. So, I'm still hunting for some clothes now. I might just go to Pavilion again to get some stuffs that I did not manage to get while shopping with my aunties. I got some gift vouchers to spend in Parkson. =D I love Pavilion and I hate Midvalley. Anyone wanna teman me go shopping???

Presence

I don't know what to blog about without picture since I'm not at home. I am living with a dog who gets overexcited when I wake up in the morning and when I come home from shopping with my aunties. Well, don't you just love that?

How often do you see anyone who gets overexcited when you wake up in the morning or if you just got home from somewhere? This shows that the dog truly appreciates every moment of life that any day could be the last day he/she would spend quality time with you and shower you with love and attention, the same way how we love them (in their own way). Some people might not notice that this tiny little detail might make a huge difference in your life. To be noticed and cared for.

It makes me feel that I am present and not invincible. Browny is his name. This never happened before until recently. I think all of that changes because there was one night, I was all alone watching Heroes on tv till' 3a.m. Alone. Browny approached me and I decided to secretly carry him up on the sofa to sit with me. I am not allowed to do that but I did. =D teeheehee. I was talking to him all morning. I talked a lot. I don't remember what I talked about.

He just lay there and listened and sometimes, he might just give me the innocent-cute stare. With his round bulging eyes and tongue sticking out. He's a Shih-Tzu, so called one of the top 10 dumbest dog which I find it.... i dunno.. false? It was just great talking to him while cuddling with his warm body.

I don't know how does this relates to anything I've just said. For the past few days, I realised that talking is a vital key of communication and it straightens your relationship with the other person/any living organism. Try talking to a plant. It would probably grow healthier. Although, mythbuster proved that plant have no feeling by conducting an experiment (ie : slapping them).

I don't know what exactly I am trying to say. I just experienced something that I've never seen before and I don't wish to endure it in the future.

PS : I desperately need a foot massage.

I'll update when I am home.