Some things just don't work out the way I want.
Well, not that anything bad happened to me up to today la.
It just that there are a few things I'm trying to avoid for now.
I'm not blaming anyone for this. Well, if it happens then it happens.
and for whatever reasons, I don't regret it.

Sometimes, all i want is to feel emotionless for a while.
To be numb and not feel anything for just a moment.
Some people just don't understand.
and I don't understand people sometimes.
I can't put a smile on my face and be happy all the time.
Its tiring.

I find it really hard to trust anyone now.
Trusts are meant to be broken?
Same thing goes to Rules are meant to be broken?

I completely understand it now.
So, I'm just being cool now.

No worries.
Relax and enjoy the ride.