Saturday 18 August 2007

Change.change.

I dont really like changes..
Why is it on the phone or on msn???
Why not face-to-face?
Coz it seems like you're leaving just because you want to and you expect me to understand whatever your needs.

Do you want to know how I feel or what am i thinking?

I don't understand why you did this
Even though you've explained it to me
You told me you change
Change in a short period of time?
Whats the reason behind all this?
"I want to leave everything here" thats what you said
You cant just throw everything just because you are there
Well, you'll need it someday and maybe most of it wont came back to you.
You said you understand how i feel?
What do you understand about it?
Im not good at pretending
You expect me to pretend though you did not say it.
I hate pretending like everything is alright.
You told me that everything is going to be alright.
Whats going on now?
You're making this not alright
I hope you're not lying
Because i know you would never do that
I have a feeling you would one fine day
Everywhere i go, everything i see, Whatever i do,
It reminds me of you.
and yet you expect me to understand this because you're no longer here anymore
have you ever thought/wonder what will it be like if we exchange places?
Am i being a fool all these while??
Am I?????
But i was happy. Really happy
I was happy being that fool.
I want to hear your side of this story.
I feel like throwing all the things i had all these year.
Everything was great untill that day came.
I don't have the heart to throw them all away
Its been with me all these years
It accompanied me to sleep, brighten up my day, reminds me of you and reminds me of everything we did.
After what had happened, I dont know what to do with them. I seriously dont know.
It made me smile and cry.
I looked at it every night.
I know its not supposed to be easy.
I need to talk abt this.
But, you dont want to hear me out. i understand that.
You just broke it
I don't know what i did wrong.
Maybe its my fault
I feel guilty when i laugh too much untill i forget whats happening around me
I did everything i could
You said you did your best
Did you really really did your best??
I thought abt this all over again.
I feel so stupid.
I was so innocent
I dont deserve to be treated like this.
I dont know whether will i have it back
And i dont know whether you want it back
You'll be sorry.
You broke it.
You will be broken one fine day.

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Change.change.

I dont really like changes..
Why is it on the phone or on msn???
Why not face-to-face?
Coz it seems like you're leaving just because you want to and you expect me to understand whatever your needs.

Do you want to know how I feel or what am i thinking?

I don't understand why you did this
Even though you've explained it to me
You told me you change
Change in a short period of time?
Whats the reason behind all this?
"I want to leave everything here" thats what you said
You cant just throw everything just because you are there
Well, you'll need it someday and maybe most of it wont came back to you.
You said you understand how i feel?
What do you understand about it?
Im not good at pretending
You expect me to pretend though you did not say it.
I hate pretending like everything is alright.
You told me that everything is going to be alright.
Whats going on now?
You're making this not alright
I hope you're not lying
Because i know you would never do that
I have a feeling you would one fine day
Everywhere i go, everything i see, Whatever i do,
It reminds me of you.
and yet you expect me to understand this because you're no longer here anymore
have you ever thought/wonder what will it be like if we exchange places?
Am i being a fool all these while??
Am I?????
But i was happy. Really happy
I was happy being that fool.
I want to hear your side of this story.
I feel like throwing all the things i had all these year.
Everything was great untill that day came.
I don't have the heart to throw them all away
Its been with me all these years
It accompanied me to sleep, brighten up my day, reminds me of you and reminds me of everything we did.
After what had happened, I dont know what to do with them. I seriously dont know.
It made me smile and cry.
I looked at it every night.
I know its not supposed to be easy.
I need to talk abt this.
But, you dont want to hear me out. i understand that.
You just broke it
I don't know what i did wrong.
Maybe its my fault
I feel guilty when i laugh too much untill i forget whats happening around me
I did everything i could
You said you did your best
Did you really really did your best??
I thought abt this all over again.
I feel so stupid.
I was so innocent
I dont deserve to be treated like this.
I dont know whether will i have it back
And i dont know whether you want it back
You'll be sorry.
You broke it.
You will be broken one fine day.