Pieces Don't Fit Anymore.

Is this planned?? Why??
So many questions are in my head but i have no chance to let it out.
I don't know whether is there an answer for every question.
Its not easy at all..
Its too hard/almost impossible to let go and pretend that everything is okay.
Its way too hard..
Everyday, i wonder why,how and when. EVERYDAY.
I don't know whether is it my fault or its because of something else.
Sometimes, i think/wonder too much untill i have negative thoughts of a few things.
I start to think everything seems messy and up side down.
I wish i could make things better.
Things never comes my way lately..

Conclusion : Im confused, lost, hurt, lonely, sad, pretending and angry.

Nothing last forever. (i dont know.. im still wondering whether is it true or not)