I know most of my post are sad coz i am. its too hard.
I don't understand. 
How i wish its a nightmare. But its not.
Why??
That is the question im asking myself everyday.
How to end this feeling??
What should i do?
When will it be alright?
sometimes, i can't breathe.
i feel like being alone sometimes.
or run away. but that not the right thing to do.
I'm so confused.